Andy is simply amazing. We've been together for two weeks and it's the most amazing thing ever. We haven't told anyone yet, having a secret relationship is hard. I don't know why he doesn't want to tell anyone. I want to tell the world how I feel but instead of got a heart full of bottled up emotions. We've been going around giving the CD we recorded to people at local schools and ask them to burn the CD and pass it on to their friends. Andy was coming over soon, I couldn't wait but Bradie is coming later. We have to drive up to the pub tomorrow to perform because the place is letting us; luckily Andy knows how to drive. I heard a knock at the door, I went to answer it then mum did, it was Andy
"oh, Hey Andy" mum said
"hey" he looked over at me and smiled "Hi Shaun"
"Hey Andy" I smiled back
"you boys go have fun, I'll order pizza. Is Bradie coming?"
"yeah, he'll be around later, he's at his mums right now" Andy said
"okay then" she smiled and closed the door as Andy walked in and we walked to my room, he walked to my bed as I closed the door, locking it, I looked at him as he looked back at me, I felt my heart race, I ran up to him and wrapped my arms around his neck as he wrapped his arms around my waist. I closed my eyes and hugged him lovingly, kissing his neck lightly.
"I've been waiting forever to hold you" he whispered
"I love you…" shit, what did I just say. It's only been two weeks. I mean, I do love him but I don't want to scare him away.
"I-…I love you too Shaun" I got instant butterflies, I looked him right in the eyes and smiled, he stroked my cheek softly "you're amazing Shaun"
"you are even more amazing"
"never"
"forever"
"no"
"yes"
"no"
"yes"
"n-" I felt his lips hit mine, we moved into the kiss and kept kissing each other soft and slow, I ran my fingers down his neck as he clenched onto my shirt, the kiss got more passionate and lovingly amazing until we heard a knock on the door, we broke apart.
"Who is it?" I asked, breathless
"Bradie"
"oh, come in"
"it's locked…"
"Oh…right" I opened the door and looked him
"Bradie…why are you wearing a Spiderman mask?
"Mum brought me it"
"oh my god you nerd" Andy laughed
"shut up Andrew"
"make me"
"can you guys quit it?" I laughed "you're being pathetic Bradie"
"what about Andy!?"
"Andy did nothing wrong"
"yeah" Andy smirked
"I hate you guys…" Bradie said flatly
"awww, let's give Bradie a hug" I giggled and run toward Bradie, wrapping my arms around him and then Andy joined
"ah, dying" Bradie said
"sorry" we laughed and got off him.

These moments were so hard, to resist the urge of touching Andy, holding his hand, kissing his cheek. It was so hard not too, why was Bradie here? Why couldn't he have come tomorrow? Later we had to go to bed, me and Andy slept in the bed as Bradie slept on the mattress on the floor. Andy looked into my eyes and grabbed my hand, linking our fingers under the covers, I smiled and looked back in his, mouthing the words 'I Love you' he mouthed the words 'I Love you too' back, he closed his eyes as did I, still holding this beautiful man's hand.

I woke up to Andy's beautiful face staring at me, I smiled and looked into his eyes
"good morning" I whispered
"morning" he whispered back and smiled, he leaned in slowly and as our lips touched we heard a yawn. Shit. I pulled away and breathed deeply.
"morning Bradie"
"morning guys"
"morning" Andy said flatly. I sighed
"how you guys doing?"
"Amazing" I smiled into Andy's eyes
"same. Amazing" Andy said, staring back into my eyes.
Later we got up and at breakfast and then we got ready, we are going to our fist gig today. We got to the place and set up Bradie's drums and tuned our bass and guitar to make them ready.
"What's the name of your band so we can put it on the blackboard?" the manager asked
"Short Stack" I smiled
"sweet, thanks" he went and did what he had to do. I am so nervous.
"Babe, we have to rehearse" I heard that sweet voice in my ear, I turned around
"h-huh…? Andy you shouldn't call me babe with Bradie and stuff around"
"I'm sorry but you're beautiful"
I blushed "shh" I got my guitar and stood at my microphone
"what are we practicing first?" asked Bradie
"Before Angels Fall?"
"Sounds good" Andy added. We smiled and started playing, my stomach was full of nervous butterflies, and I felt so happy with my life right now.

It was time to play. We were backstage looking out to the crowd from the side. I wanted to squeal from the excitement.
"These 3 boys are new here; let's see what they're like. Introducing SHORT STACK!"
Bradie went and sat at the drums as me and Andy went to our places. We started playing the tune as I started singing. This was amazing, there are so many people. They were all cheering us on. I feel so content with life right now, performing, Andy. Just everything. After we played our set we packed up and headed home, dropping me off at my place, I went up to my room with my guitar and sighed. I just want to be in Andrew's arms again.

we've been playing shows for five months. I've been with Andy for five months and two weeks, is it bad that I'm counting? I don't care; I'm so deeply and madly in love with him. I don't want to ever want to break up with him. I love him and I don't care what people think.

We're performing another show soon; we're actually the main "show" now. Played the same 4 or 5 songs every weekend, I've also been writing up a few more tunes but it's hard with school and stuff, it's hard not to get too close to Andy, it's hard to concentrate on homework but I get there, I get in trouble a lot but blame it all on Bradie. Right now I'm in the bathroom, looking at myself in the mirror, fixing my hair. I'm stoked. Andy said he wants to come to my place tonight and Bradie was going to his mums. Yes, finally some time for me and Andy to cuddle and hold each other and just…oh my god…I've fallen so hard, I love Andrew Clemmensen.

After the show we went backstage and were smiling from that amazing show, and then a British man with a woman next to him who seemed to be his wife.
"Hello, are you Short Stack"
"yes, we are" I said
"I enjoyed your show tonight and you've got a good personality" he smiled and passed us a car with his name and number with 'Sunday Morning Records' at the top, I smiled uncontrollably
"call me"
"will do" I smiled as he smiled and walked off, I turned to Bradie and Andy
"CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS?!"
"Oh my god Shaun I love you!" Andy said out of the blue
"Oh my god Andy! We got a thing for a record label!"
"I can't believe this" Bradie said, grabbing the card, me and Andy stared at each other in happiness, smiling, this was perfect; this was going to get our band further.

Andy dropped Bradie off at his place so his mum could pick him up as he drove to my place, we got out and went to open the door but it was locked.
"Fuck, it's locked"
"spare key?" Andy reminded me
"oh yeah" I lifted the mat and took the key out, unlocking the door and walking in.
"MUM, LUKE, LIAM, ANYONE!?" I yelled out, no reply, Andy walked in and I turned to him, smirking slightly, he locked the door and ran to me, putting his hand on my cheek and started kissing me deeply, I closed my eyes tight, kissing him back in the same motion, I slid my leg up the side of his, he held my thigh there and grabbed my other leg, sliding both my legs to his hips, I wrapped my arms around his neck, he backed me into a wall and kissed me more passionately which made me groan, I slid my tongue along his bottom lip, he opened his mouth, battling with my tongue slowly, I exhaled softly, running my hand through the back of his hair, he carried me to my room, we both giggled as we bumped into the wall, he kicked open the door and closed it, laying me on the bed and he got on top of me, making out with me passionately, he kissed his way down my cheek to my neck, sucking it softly, massaging the spot with his tongue "o-oh Andy.." I moaned softly, he grinded his crotch slightly on mine whilst kissing my neck. I started to get hard. Fuck. He moaned into my ear, his moans were amazing; he pulled away and looked into my eyes, his crotch still grinded on mine.
"That feels amazing" he smirked, I bit my lip
"how do we fix it?"
"Like this?" he slowly started dry humping my hard crotch with his, I moaned loudly "oh fuck…"
"M-mhm…" He kissed me lightly, I put my hand on his cheek and kept kissing him slowly with tongue and clenched my eyes tighter with each grind, moaning loudly with him in unison. We made out deeply and passionate with him grinding me until it happened, I felt my stomach knot, I tilted my head back and let out a soft orgasm as he bit my neck and did the same "a-ah!", I started to pant and moan and then I suddenly came in my pants "o-oh shit…" Andy moaned and slowly stopped and pulled away "f-fuck, I just came" he blushed
"me too, does this mean I'm no longer a virgin" I giggled breathlessly, blushing
"I don't know but I don't care. I wanted to lose my virginity to the most beautiful man I know"
"oh my god…I love you"
"I love you too" I smiled
"now what do we do about our pants?"
"We change!" I giggled
"the way you go from sexy to cute in a matter of seconds is amazing"
"shut up" I blushed, he smiled and got up, grabbing his bag and went to the bathroom, I quickly got changed, and I think I may have to clean my own washing this week. Andy came running back in and grabbed me from around the waist; I squealed "ah!"
"If only this could be forever" he smiled
"let it be forever, I love you"
"I will, I love you too"
We kissed once more, longingly and softly. I never want this to end.