I knew I had to tell my brothers what I was feeling so I thought Sam would be the easiest.
"Sam while I was away, the thought of you and Dean is what got me through each day." I told him when I started to get up and run but I then I ran in a pair strong hands.
When I then looked up to see who I ran into and apologized, I saw it was Dean. I swallowed hard. Great. He just stood there looking at me. He then wiped the tear from my eyes. He brought me closer to him and I was leaning on his chest when tears were really coming down.
"Hey look at me." Dean said to me when he lifted my face so I was looking into his green eyes.
"Dean I- I'm sorry." I told my brother when I closed my eyes and tears were now pouring out of me.
"Lex, nothing to be sorry about. I am glad you were able to tell Sam.(When he looked up and glanced at Sam) I knew something was wrong. "Dean was telling me softly.
"Oh man, I hope you don't think I love Sam better. " I said as I was now getting really upset.
"Lexi stop. Listen to yourself. I am not thinking that what's so ever. All I was saying as that I am glad you told one of us." Dean said to me when he brought me closer again to him.
While he was holding me he gave Sam a look as-in- wow she's upset type of look. Dean was then rubbing my back.
"You know we came on this trip so we could get away from stress." Sam piped in when I moved away from Dean.
I stood there wiping my tears away. My brothers saw how upset I was over this.
"Now I know you love both of us and heck I am glad you are able to come and tell me anything." Sam said to me making me feel better.
"Now I think our sister needs a good drink to relax." Dean suggested to Sam as I was in shocked to hear that Dean was going to give ME a drink.
"A drink?" I asked him when he called the waiter over.
"Yes Sir?" He asked Dean when he came over to him.
"3 shots of Whiskey please and 2 beers." Dean told him when I was shocked.
Within a short while the waiter came back with our drinks. My brothers raised their shot glasses.
"To our baby sister." Sam said when he did the first toast to me.
"To Lexi." Dean said as we gulped our shot down.
WOW that burned going down but I think that's what I needed. I was feeling better.
"That's good until you are 21." Dean said to me in a father figure tone.
I sat there smiling at him. Gotta love him…
"Hey I think I'm gonna take a walk." I told my brothers when I was then getting up.
"Alone?" Dean had asked me while I was then standing up.
"Yes brother. I will be ok. You are on speed dial. Number 1." I told him when I started to walk away.
"HA! Number 1 baby." He shouted to Sam as he stuck one finger in Sam's face. But Dean was joking with Sam.
"Would you stop." Sam said when he was telling Dean.
My brothers can sometimes be a pain but other times they are funny. Maybe Dean is drunk.
"Dean stop it before I change it." I told my brother when I was walking away shaking my head.
"Be careful." Sam told me before I walked away. I just gave him a smile.