DISCLAIMER: I do not own Twilight or an of its characters, they belong to Stephenie Meyer. I just own the characters you don't know and the plot.

AUTHORS NOTE: Got a little drama in this chapter between Bella and Nessie (no she hasn't found out about Bella and Jacob - that will all come out in explosive ways, no pun intended) and also we have a little fun time for Jake courtesy of Nessie. wink, wink

Chapter Ten: "Losing"

Renesmee's POV

"What do you mean I'm off the team?"

"Its exactly how it sounds Renesmee. I'm sorry, I have put up with this for as much as I can. You've been missing too many practices and when you do turn up its like you're not even here. I have no other choice but to remove you from the team"

"But Coach I need this. I need extra curricular activities to get into College"

"Then perhaps you should have thought about that before you started missing so much practice. I am really sorry Renesmee. I understand that having a boyfriend is high up on your girls lists. I just didn't think you would let your love life run your life"

"It's not like that I swear" I assured her "I'll try better. I will. Just please don't kick me off of the team"

"I'm sorry its already been done. I have to do what's best for the team" she said firmly and left me alone in the changing room.

"Dammit!" I shouted and through my Gym bag at my locker.

"What happened?" Lana asked rushing into the locker room.

"I'm off the team" I replied.

"No" she breathed "I thought she was just going to grind on you a bit. I didn't actually think she'd kick you off the team"

"I can't believe this. For the past 6 months everything has been going to great. I mean Jacob and I have been together for 6 months now and Mom has been drinking less. I know I missed a few practices but not that many right?"

She bit her lip "You've actually only come to 5 practices in the last 6 months"

"Oh my God really?" I asked and she nodded her head "Why didn't you say anything?"

"I did. R I've been trying to get you to come to practice for months now. I know you have a boyfriend but so do I. But I still manage to make it to practice"

"Shit" I cursed "I can't believe she's fucking doing this to me"

"You spend too much time with Jacob" she laughed.

"What?"

"You're swearing. He's such a bad influence"

"Oh. Sorry" I mumbled "I can't believe this. Baseball was all I had, now I'm going to have to join Prom committee or something" I sighed "Great. Spending hours with Catherine, how fun is that?" I asked sarcastically.

"Least prom only meet up once every week"

"True. But it's a Friday and Jacob is off on Friday nights" I moaned and Lana raised her eyebrows "Sorry. I'll talk to Catherine after school"

"Just be nice and I'm sure she'll let you join. If not then appeal to her cronies, they all idolise you" Lana smiled.

"Gee thanks"

"I cannot believe her. I've put so much of my time into that damn team and now she just throws me off of the time like I'm some piece of garbage. She's just jealous that I actually have a boyfriend. Its not my fault she's a loner" I moaned to Jacob after school.

"Mmhm" he mumbled.

"How dare she just drop me like that. I cannot believe her, she makes me so mad"

"Nessie can we not talk about this now?" he asked.

"Why not?"

"Well for starters because my dick is straining to get out of my pants and also because we're kind of in the middle of a makeout session which you are ruining by talking about some woman who doesn't matter anymore"

"I'm sorry" I sighed then placed my hand on his face "I'll make it up to you" I smiled and pressed my lips against his. Our makeout session started up again and this time I tried not to ruin by moaning about Coach. Jacob was right, I wasn't on the team anymore so she didn't matter. However when Jacob resumed his kisses on my neck it gave my lips nothing else to do "I think she really needs some action. Then perhaps she'll stop getting on my case about it all"

"For fucks sake" Jacob moaned and rolled off of me "You just can't stop can you?"

"Well I am sorry" I snapped and climbed off of the bed "I've just had something really horrible happen to me which could jeopardize my future. I'm sorry that that disrupts your perfect little life"

"Ness I'm sorry" Jacob said as I pulled my shoes on, I chose to ignore him "I am concerned baby, I really am. Baby come back here please?"

"No"

"Baby come on"

"Baby, baby, baby, baby" I mocked him.

"Fine. Go. Just call me when you've decided to grow up a little okay?" he sighed.

"I am grown up. I'm not a child" I said turning to face him. He was laying on the bed with his eyes closed and a very obvious bulge in his pants "Are you going to do something about that?"

He placed his hand over his material clad hard on "As soon as your gone then I'll sort it out"

"Do you want me to help?" I asked and he opened his eyes "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to piss you off"

"You didn't piss me off. You just annoyed me. There's a difference" he smirked.

"Can I make it up to you?"

"What did you have in mind?"

I walked over to the bed "That looks painful" I said as I climbed onto the bed.

"Very painful" he nodded as I crawled over to him.

"Maybe I should help relieve some tension" I whispered as I placed my hand on his bulging cock.

He placed his hand over mine "Maybe you should" he whispered back and started rubbing my hand around his cock. He let go of my hand as I took over and he placed both of his hands underneath his head as I continued to rub him through his pants "Oh god that feels good" he groaned and I picked up the pace.

Over the past 6 months our relationship had turned a little more psychical. We hadn't had sex yet but we do have hot makeout sessions and of course we do the odd foreplay every now and then. According to Jacob I was a natural, something that made me very happy knowing that I could get my boyfriend off and he liked it. Of course I never went unsatisfied either. Jacob's hands definitely knew what they were doing and normally within seconds of him doing his magic I came, heavily.

"Fuck Ness, faster" Jacob panted and I picked up the pace, he started twitching as I could feel him through his pants. I had seen his cock many times but today was just about getting him off quickly, hence the clothed cock. Jacob was very well endowed, but I guess I kind of knew that by how tall he was. I bent over to start kissing his neck as I continued to get him off, his hand found the small of my back as he held me against him "Shit Ness I'm gonna cum" he moaned and I started rubbing him even quicker then before which sped up his oncoming orgasm "Fuck" he shouted out as he exploded in his pants. I kept my hand on him for a few seconds as he came down from his high. He opened his eyes and looked at me and I gave him a huge smile.

"Feel better?" I asked.

"Oh yeah" he whispered and crushed his lips to mine "You're so good at that"

"My other boyfriends think so too"

"Ha-ha" he replied and kissed me on the head "I'm gonna get myself cleaned up and I'll take you home okay?"

"Kay" I nodded.

On the drive home I told Jacob about joining the prom committee as my extra curricular activities for my College application.

"I still might have to do a few more seeing as I go dropped from the team but I'm sure I'll find something"

"Prom Committee? Isn't that Nahuel's girlfriend's deal?" he asked.

"Yes unfortunately but luckily her friends seem to like me better so they voted against her to let me join. I'll go to my first meeting on Friday. They're held on Friday nights"

"But Friday nights are my nights off"

"I know. That sucks. I have to go to them though. I can't afford to knock another thing off of my College application"

"Couldn't you get them to change the day? To a Thursday or something?"

"I could ask I guess. But for now I'm going to have to deal" I shrugged.

"Fair enough" he sighed as he pulled up at the house "I finish at 9 tonight. So I'll ring you when I get in"

"Alright" I said and leaned over to kiss him "I'm still seeing you Saturday night right?"

"Definitely. Got the apartment to ourselves" he winked.

"Mmm really? Then I might bring my pyjamas"

"I'd rather you not bring your pyjamas if you not what I'm saying?"

"We shall have to see. I'll talk to you later" I smiled and kissed him again.

"Bye baby"

"Kicked off of the baseball team? Kicked off of the baseball team? Renesmee when did you become so irresponsible?" Dad lectured "I thought you were one of the good ones. You attended class, you did your homework, you were in at a reasonable time but now you're being kicked off of your baseball team? Where did I go wrong?"

"Dad this isn't about you okay? I was the one kicked off of the team not you"

"Renesmee I suggest you don't say a word. You're already in enough trouble. If I had known about this I would have never of let you go to Jacob's after school" Mom sighed.

"Jacob? This is his fault isn't it? I always knew that boy was a good for nothing"

"It wasn't his fault. There is nobody to blame but myself" And Coach but my parents wouldn't accept that "I was the one who messed this up not Jacob"

"Well you're not going to be seeing Jacob again. You're grounded"

"What? No Dad you can't do that"

"Watch me"

"I'm 18, I'm an adult you can't ground me"

"You're living in my house Renesmee so I can do what I wish. If you're an adult then why don't you try acting like one? Two weeks Renesmee. That means no phone, no internet no seeing your friends after school. And most definitely no more seeing Jacob"

"What exactly is that going to accomplish Dad?"

"Do you want to make it more then 2 weeks? I can stretch to a month" he threatened so I just huffed and leant back against the sofa "Now go and do your homework. I won't tell you twice"

I stormed upstairs and slammed my bedroom door behind me. Assholes. Who do they think they are treating me like this? So I got kicked off of the baseball team. I have to now join the Prom Committee isn't that punishment enough? Now I can't even see Jacob? How evil.

Mom bought me up some dinner an hour later but I didn't bother eating it "You're going on a hunger strike now?" Mom asked.

"No"

"Then eat your dinner"

"No"

"Renesmee eat you dinner please"

"No"

"Please don't make me the bad parent in all of this. You made the decision to skip practice, you cannot expect everybody to run rings around you. You have to take responsibility for your actions Renesmee"

I rolled my eyes "Right like you take responsibility with your drinking right?"

"Excuse me?"

"You heard me. You're not taking responsibility for that are you? I'm the one who has to make sure you get to bed when Dad doesn't come home"

"That is enough. I will not let you talk to me this way"

"You may have everybody fooled that you have given up completely but I still find the empty liquor bottles in the trash. You might not be drinking as much but you sure as hell aren't tee total" I snapped and Mom reached out and slapped me round the face.

"Don't you ever speak to me that way again. Daughter or not I will put you in your place"

I touched the place on my cheek where her hand had made contact and I could feel the tears starting to fill my eyes.

"You're too much like your Grandmother. Look where she is now" she whispered before leaving my room. What did that mean? Was Mom the reason Grandma didn't live here anymore. Was it Mom keeping Grandma away?

How did everything start off so great and manage to self destruct within in the same day?

I woke up in the middle of the night with a dry throat. I made my way downstairs to get myself a glass of water. I almost gauged my eyes out at the scene playing out in the kitchen.

"You like that huh? You like when I fuck you like a whore don't you?" Dad grunted out as he slammed his hips against Mom.

"Yes, yes" Mom panted.

"What the hell?" I shouted and Dad stopped his movements "This is the kitchen for crying out loud. I eat in here" I shuddered then ran out of the room and up the stairs to my room and locked the door behind me. There was no way in hell I wanted them to come after me to talk to me. No way.

"Why didn't you answer when I called?" a voice came from my bed and I whirled round with my hand flying up to my chest.

"Jacob" I breathed "You scared me"

"Why didn't you answer the phone?"

"Dad confiscated my phone" I said in a hushed tone "No internet, no phone, no friends all because I got kicked off of the team" I explained.

"Oh" he nodded "You're not allowed to see me are you?" he asked and I shook my head "I guess Saturday night is off then"

"I'm sorry"

"Don't worry about it"

I walked across my room to my bed and sat down in front of him "I just walked in on my parents in the kitchen"

"Were they having sex?"

"No they were actually fucking"

"Oh gross. Parents should refrain from doing anything sexual. Its just disgusting"

"Tell me about it. If I'm not listening to them in the next room I'm walking in on them doing it. I mean I'm going to end up in an insane asylum from trauma or something"

"I'd come visit you. I'd love to see you in restraints" he winked and reached out for me, I went eagerly and sat in his lap facing him "How long are you imprisoned for anyway?"

"Two weeks"

He whistled "That's a long time in teenage years. I remember when I used to get grounded it felt like the world was having so much more fun without me"

"That's because they probably were" I laughed and he squeezed my side "I don't know how I'm going to stay away from you for two whole weeks. Its going to be torture"

"You're allowed to leave the school on your lunch breaks right?"

"Yeah" I nodded.

"I'll just rearrange my lunch for when you have yours. We can eat at my place"

"Is that just some plot to get me into your bed Mr Black?"

"Is it working?" he grinned.

"Oh yeah its definitely working" I smiled back and pressed my lips to his and he fell back onto my pillows with me on top of him "You really should go" I whispered "If my Dad finds you here then he'll have your balls. And I'm very fond of your balls" I smiled and cupped him through his pants.

He groaned "I don't think we're in the situation to finish so I'd rather you not tease me" he said pulling my hand away from him "Come by the garage tomorrow and we can finish back at my place"

"Okay" I whispered and kissed his lips again "I'll see you later then"

"Hell yeah you will" he said rolling us over so I was on my back and he climbed off of me and walked over to the window "If only you wore a school uniform" he sighed.

"I can get one. But I think it would look obvious what we were up to"

"Good point. And I don't want the guys checking out your ass"

"Then gauge their eyes out" I laughed then blew him a kiss "See you tomorrow. On our secret date"

"Fuck that sounds good" he said biting his lip and he readjusted himself before climbing out of the window. I guess I wouldn't be losing much during my two week jail sentence, meeting up with Jacob in secret seemed a lot better. Maybe I should get myself grounded more often.

A/N No outfits for this chapter either. Check out my profile because I just started on of those Formspring things and I would love for you guys to ask me some questions. You don't have to register, just ask me any question you'd like. I'll try and be truthful. It can be questions about the story if you like, just ask anything.

-SR-

p.s Off to see Eclipse tonight. I'm super excited.