I hated to admit it, but that morning was incredibly awkward. After the kiss, Kanda just walked out the door with not one damn explanation of why he did it and didn't come back until a certain hour, but he was practically dragged back by one of the late night supervisors. Howard Link I think the name was.
But what pissed me off the most was he woke up much earlier then I did and when I woke up I noticed he gave me glance and almost literally ran out the door, he wouldn't even utter a goddamn good morning for Christ sake!
I walked down towards the mess hall as usual that morning, but the only difference was that Kanda wasn't next to me. I walked in ordered a random ass fruit, and sat next to Allen and Lenalee in silence and guess what? No goddamn Kanda.
"Hey, Lavi have you seen Kanda at all?" Lenalee asked in slight concern of the Japanese boys' disappearance. I just shrugged and hid my face in my arms, tired as hell from thinking about it all night and not getting any answers. Damnit am I really in the crazy house or am I back in school?
"Lavi…Are you okay? You don't look so hot." The English boy said cautiously, then flinching lightly as I shot him a glare that I hoped told him 'just shut up' and thankfully he did he didn't say one word, and funny enough neither did Lenalee.
I looked at the time grumpily and glared at the clock, knowing I had to be with Dr. Wenham again. I stood up and walked out of the mess hall without my usual goodbyes but I was in a very, very shitty mood and I didn't give a damn. Walking down towards the oak door a knocked once hearing an acknowledgment from him and opened the door.
"Hey just in time too. So did Jiji scare you into coming?" He asked in a teasing tone, I just shrugged and sat down boneless feeling mentally exhausted and well…just tired all together. Dr. Wenham frowned at the display; I had a feeling he was going to bring it up, when I really didn't want him to.
"What's eating you kid?" He asked, relaxing in his chair looking at me in curiosity. I grunted, sinking further in my chair. I almost wanted to laugh at the question; there are many things almost too many to count.
"Nothing really, just roommate problems. You know how it is." He made a noise of agreement, as he wrote down on his clip bored, and nodded. He stopped and looked at me.
"What's he doing?" I know it's his job to ask questions and pry into other people's business but I was not in the mood to deal with it, and I certainly did not want to tell him about kiss.
"You're mom." I almost burst out laughing as he looked at me shock, obviously not expect the insult. He frowned defiantly not amused at my crude joke, but hey it lifted my day slightly.
"Very funny, who knew you were a comedian?" He stated sarcastically, making me smirk slightly and his frown deepened. I knew I was just pushing his buttons but hey, I needed to make someone miserable.
"I know I'm just naturally talented." He rolled his eyes, and put down his clip bored to lean back.
"Man, Kanda must have really done something horrible if you're picking on the poor therapist." My mood darkened again as soon as Kanda`s name was spoken, which perked up Reever's interests by a lot.
"Hoho! I hit the nail on the head huh? Comon kido spill." I just scowled at the now grinning therapist, while slouching in my seat. Hey I'm a tough nut to crack. Damn nosey goddamn therapist.
"Bite me; I don't want to tell you." Reever just lifted an eyebrow and wrote things down on the clip bored. My natural curiosity kicked in as my eyes locked onto the clip bored, wondering just what exactly he was writing down.
"Oi, what are you writing down?" The man looked up from the clip bored, to look at me, it made slightly nervous seeing the light bulb practically above his head.
"Alright kid, I'll show you what's on the bored but only if you tell me what's up with you and Kanda, seem fair?" Damnit, he's using my curiosity against me, the crafty bastard.
"Fine." He leaned forward slightly and I took a breath thinking of ways to bide me time of telling him. Although I wasn't really worried of him telling anybody, I'm just worried that he's anti gay and well bash the bible in my face and start screaming 'may the power of Christ compel you!'
I sighed knowing that I can't really go back the deal and took one last deep breath before telling him what had been bugging him.
"well…er…he…sorta…kissed me. I said in a quiet mumble but apparently loud enough for him to hear as his eyes grew wide, obviously Kanda was defiantly not that kind of guy to just up and kiss someone.
"Holy shit Kanda!? As in Yu Kanda?!" I was slightly surprised that the therapist would actually swear. that is until I realized he was defiantly not any normal therapist.
"Yeah yeah shut up; now tell me whats on the goddamn clip bored." I demanded, as he calmed down slightly, and grinned as he gave me the clip bored. As soon as my gaze landed on the clip bored, my eyes went blank, not believing what I am seeing.
There was nothing written on the paper except for doodles of Hello Kitty, some random swirly things, and funny enough, a cartoon version of Kumoi with a rope around his neck and X marks as his eyes. My blank expression turned to anger as I realized I've been cheated, he made me spill something so damn personal and in return all I see was doodles. He suddenly looked nervous, as my face changed expressions.
"H-hey, I know it was a dirty trick but hey! Don't you a little better?" Ah, now I see why he's a therapist. He's a crafty sneaky little bastard who gets the answers he wants. Not even looking at him, I got up from my seat and just left, I may not be as violent as Deak but that doesn't mean I won't punch the shit out of people.
I heard Deak's voice in the back of my mind, obviously happy at the anger and frustration I was feeling. Usually the violence was Deak's job, but I think today we can switch roles.
As I entered the room I punched the wall right next to my bed. My knuckles cracked and the skin ripped after the third or fourth punch to the wall. After I got bored of punching the wall, I stated bumping my head on the wall, I'll admit I looked like a retard doing this but I really don't give two shits.
"What the hell are you doing?" I froze instantly, hearing the familiar voice of none other then Yu Kanda. I decided to continue beating the wall with my head, hoping that maybe he'll go away after a few more blows to the head. Unlikely but what the hell.
"Go away." I mumbled, not stopping the pace as I continued to lose more precious brain cells. I heard him sigh irritably as he usually does, as he walked closer. Grabbing the caller of my shirt, which effectively stopped me from killing whatever sanity I had left but also crushing my windpipe. Man, what an asshole.
"Any more brain cells and you'll be stupid." And with that he let me go, followed by an awkward silence which could make anyone uncomfortable. Deciding to fill in the silence I decided to say the once thing that came to mind.
"Gay baby has been born." Okay not the most smartest thing, but hey I banged my head against the wall, so give me some credit here. I heard Kanda sputter, his eyes wide while his left eye twitched rapidly.
"What the fu-Are you kidding me!?" Well at least the awkwardness is gone, for that frustration I am going to make that asshole suffer. Grinning stupidly, I sat down on the bed as I rocked back and forth slightly, as the next thing I said was the stupidest thing yet.
" Aha! I see now, you don't have anger problems, you're just a Pmsing geisha!" Note to self, shut the fuck up. From just sitting here I could see him going to shock, to mad, to pissed, to just plain livid.
"What the fuck did you just say?" His voice was low but dangerous, making chills go down my spine and my smile waver. I went way too far, so in all simplicities: I'm so screwed.
"I'm just kidding Yu! No need to take it so…what are doing?" As I was about to play it off, my voice seemed to hit a high octave as I saw him draw out his sword, which I thought was highly unnecessary but I still have to remember why the hell he was here.
"Do you have any idea what you just said to me?" His tone kept the same as the back of my mind I could hear Deak laughing hysterically in the back of my mind congratulating me on my dumbfuckery. I'll admit, Deak is right on this one. I practically just called my roommate a Japanese whore…technically speaking.
I laughed nervously as he advanced, having that dangerous glint in his eye. And frankly, I knew I was fucked.
"L-look Yu I was just kidding!" I stuttered, getting out of the bed and plastering myself against the wall, being that there was nowhere to run because of the limited space. I felt like the rabbit cornered by the fox, as he advanced. Impaling the sword into the wall, I was defiantly cornered. Although his eyes held mischievousness instead of anger, the danger I felt was still there, which scared the crap out of me. His face was so close to mine I could feel our breaths mingle, which made me flush. As I his lips were about to touch mine I heard a knock on the door. Making Kanda pull away, and growl in irritation.
"Who is it?" He yelled, making the person from the other side sigh, obviously exasperated.
"Geeze Kanda it's just me and Lenalee. We came to see how you and Lavi have been doing." I recognized that to be Allen's voice. Kanda moved away sheathing his sword, and I silently thanked whatever god was up there that they interrupted whatever was about to happen.
Kanda opened the violently, almost ripping the door off its hinges as his usual sour mood came back. I could see the British boy glance at the sword nervously, and then to me. Which if I may add is still petrified and clinging to the wall.
"Hey BaKanda! You better not have done anything stupid to Lavi, because that would probably add another year to stay here." Allen warned, making the Japanese hothead to growl furiously, but staying silent for a minute while crossing his arms.
"Stupid rabbit is lucky you came or I was about to skin him." I almost snorted at that comment. Oh yes Kanda, but I think you were about to eat me then skin me, I frowned lightly, god that sounded wrong. Lenalee's eyes glanced at me in worry, which I hated. Lenalee shouldn't have to worry about me, especially if no one else bothers to. Flashing her a grin, I wrapped one arm around Kanda's neck in a playful manner, so that I could show her I was fine.
"Naw, he loves me too much to kill me." Maybe that wasn't the brightest thing to say, especially in my current situation with him, but right now I didn't want Lenalee to worry so I would say anything to perk her up a bit. And fortunately it worked, her eyes brightened in happiness as she saw my playful mood come back again. Kanda however narrowed his eyes as he reached for his sword that I seemed to be best friends with.
"Baka Usagi, I'll give you three seconds to take your arm off me." Almost immediately, I retracted my hand. But it seemed so unlike me to just leave him alone as I then hugged him, my body practically slouching on his. Which made Lenalee and Allen giggle at the friendly sight, but made Kanda twitch in annoyance as he began to unsheathe that damn sword.
"Usagi…" he mumbled dangerously as I knew that was my warning sign to run like hell, I laughed nervously as I got off him and started inching towards the door. Smiling brightly at the two I put my hand on the door knob that was now in reach as Kanda's aura seemed dark.
"Well it was great seeing you two visit but I gotta run…um…Bye!" I said as I ran out the door and dashed. Have I ever mentioned that I love track and filed?
"Usagi!" I heard Kanda roar as I jumped into the nearest broom closet I could find. I scowled as I realized that I'm going to be here for I while.
"By the look of it, I'm going to die early." I mumbled as I kept quiet, not exactly wanting to die by the end of Kanda's sword. Note to self: Keep your damn mouth shut.
EOC….
Hey guys! Sorry about the super late update, I got attacked by fluffy plot bunnies! Good thing I had a grenade to blow those fluffy bastards to pieces! Anyway if anyone has notice that the writing has been cleaned up a bit, I want to give credit to by new and very lovely beta reader TheyCallMeDeath. Thank you!
Well you know what to do my lovelies! R&R!