A/N: So this is the end. It took a long time, but I have finally finished it. I know I probably could have done better on this story and I apologize. There may be a rewrite in the far future there might not be. I haven't decided yet.

"Ryan, you need to get up this instant!"

Ryan groaned and rolled over in her bed. She opened her eyes and faced her mother.

"I just got to sleep a few hours ago. Why in the world are you waking me up right now?"

Meredith grins as she steps further into the room just as two young children came barreling in and instantly climbed on top of Ryan.

"Ry, get up, get up, you promised you'd play with us."

Five year old, Anna Cristina Montgomery-Grey was one to idolize everything her big sister Ryan did. When Ryan graduated top of her class a few years ago, Anna had said she was smartest then anyone she sawed before. It made Ryan laugh.

Three year old, Justin Cooper Montgomery-Grey copied everyone so when his sister Anna wanted to wake up their other sister Ryan, he instantly jumped at the thought.

"Play!"

Ryan groans and wraps her arms around her siblings before lying back down. She grinned at her mother.

"Didn't you have an earlier case this morning? Why are you home?"

"Your mom isn't feeling too good so I thought I'd make sure she's okay."

Ryan sits up in worry.

"Is it possible that she's-?"

Meredith shrugs her shoulders.

"This was our fourth try…I don't know. It's possible, but I don't want to get my hopes up, you know?"

"Okay, Anna and Justin, why don't you head downstairs real quick and go pick out a game and I'll be down soon."

"Yeah! Come one Justin," Anna says with a smile before running out of the room.

"I's comin'" Justin says with a toothy grin before running out of the room as well.

Meredith walks further into her daughter's room and sits down on her bed. The last six years had been a blessing. When Meredith had decided to move to LA to be with Addison and Ryan had been the best decision of her life. She got to see Ryan improve in school and improve so well as to finish in the top of her class. She also got to see Ryan apply Pre-med in hopes of becoming a surgeon just like her mothers.

It had taken a year after Meredith moved before she and Addison finally were able to tie the knot that they had wanted for over 15 years. They quickly decided that kids were next and about a year later, their daughter Anna had been born. It had been decided that Meredith would carry Anna. Two years after that their son Justin was born, again Meredith had carried him.

Since then, Addison had been the one wanting to get pregnant because she wanted to feel what Meredith had felt while pregnant and what her patients felt. The first time they had tried they had miscarried and the second and third times hadn't taken. Addison and Meredith were both tired of trying to have another baby so Addison swore after the fourth time there would be no more. That had been over a month ago and they were still waiting.

"She's been sick every morning for the past two days."

"Then you and mom need to go and find out the truth. It's what you both need to do. I mean I would like to know if I am getting another brother or sister. I know you're scared, both you and mom are, but you also need to know."

Meredith huffs.

"I'm just scared."

Ryan grins.

"How can the best Neurosurgeon in the LA area be scared?"

*Lost in Love*

Addison gripped onto Meredith's hand hard. They were currently waiting in Naomi's office scared out of their minds.

"It's going to be okay baby," Meredith says as she picks up her wife's hand and kisses the back of it. "We knew it would be a long shot, but we still had a shot and we decided to take it. Whatever happens happens."

Addison nods her head.

"I know, but I really want this. Ryan is in college and Anna will be starting kindergarten soon and Justin is close to preschool. Our kids are all growing up."

"I know and besides we have a wedding we have to start planning, don't we?"

Addison chuckles and nods her head.

"I never would have seen Ryan as the marrying type, but I'm happy for her."

"Yet alone to a woman," Meredith adds.

Addison snorts. Yeah, that had been a surprise.

Naomi comes into the office with a neutral look on her face. She sits in her desk and looks at her best friends.

"What are the test results, Naomi? Are we adding another baby to the Montgomery-Grey clan?" Meredith asks hesitantly.

"We knew it was going to be a long shot heading in," Naomi starts. "I told you it would take a couple of times before something would happen, if, anything were to happen. You know this right?"

Addison nods her head. Naomi starts to smile.

"Congratulations, you're having a baby!"

*Lost in Love*

"How can your sister and brother have so much energy?"

Ryan laughs as she walks into the living room and plops down on the couch next to her fiancée.

"Because they are little kids and little kids have tons of energy. It just so happens they have more than normal," Ryan's fiancée lays her head down in her lap. Ryan starts playing with her hair.

"Do you think our kids would have this much energy?"

Ryan grins at the thought.

"Oh yeah, they probably would."

The girl below her chuckles before Ryan leans down and kisses her softly.

"I love you."

The blonde haired girl grins up at her.

"It's a good thing I love you, too."

*Lost in Love*

Derek Shepherd walked into Oceanside Wellness with a determined look in his eyes. It had been six years since he has spoken to Meredith, or Addison, or even Ryan, but he needed to speak his thoughts. He needed to make sense of things because he was still confused.

"Can I help you?"

"Yes, I am looking for Meredith Grey or Addison Montgomery."

Dell, who had taken over the reception desk for lunch,-mostly because he had no other patients-looked up Addison's schedule.

"Actually Addison has a meeting with—"

Addison and Meredith's voices were heard and he smiled.

"Actually, they are coming right now."

Addison and Meredith froze when they spotted Derek standing by the reception desk.

"Derek!" Meredith gasps in surprise.

Addison stayed frozen in her spot.

"Um…hi."

Meredith steps forward.

"What are you doing here?"

Derek shrugs his shoulders.

"Closing old wounds, I guess. I was hoping that I could talk to you," Derek glances sideways at Addison and then back at Meredith.

Meredith turned to her wife who nodded her head.

"I'm just gonna go home. I've got people to tell."

Addison smiled politely at Derek before walking out the doors of Oceanside Wellness. Meredith took a breath and looked towards her ex fiancé.

"We should get coffee or something. I'm not really hungry."

Derek nods his head and follows Meredith out the doors.

*Lost in Love*

Addison walks into her house and spots Ryan and her fiancée making out on the couch. She rolls her eyes and makes sure she slams the door to the house. Ryan pulls away from her girl with a blush and Addison smirks at her.

"I'm sorry, were you busy?"

Ryan just smirks back at her mother.

"Hello Addison."

Addison smiles at her soon to be daughter in law.

"Hello Jamey."

"Where's mom?"

"Somewhere talking with Derek."

Ryan's eyes widen as her mother takes a seat on a nearby chair.

"Derek as in ex husband, Derek?"

Addison nods her head.

"Who's Derek?"

Ryan turns to Jamey with a frown.

"Well you know the history of my mom's," Jamey nods her head. "This one over here ended up marrying Derek and then divorced a few years later. I was young. Then six years ago there is an article in the paper announcing his engagement to Meredith Grey and that's what started this whole thing."

Jamey looks over at Addison.

"You and your wife slept with the same man?"

Addison grumbles and buries her head in her hands.

"Don't remind me," she mumbles. Addison lifts her head up. "Where are the little ones?"

"Sleeping, thank god. Now maybe I can get some of my own."

"You could or you could celebrate with me," Addison says with a smile.

Ryan raises an eyebrow with a smile.

"What are we celebrating?"

"I'm pregnant."

*Lost in Love*

"It's been a long time," Derek states casually as he looks at his surroundings.

"Yeah, six years can be a long time," Meredith sighs. "Look, Derek, what we had is over now. I have a wife and three children and one more on the way. If you came here to try and get me back then I'm sorry, but you've come for nothing. I don't love you and think back then I might have or my head was telling me that I was supposed to love you, but I can't dwell on that. It's over and I love my life and I love my work and nothing is going to change that."

Derek nods his head.

"That's not why I came here. I just wanted closure. I left without talking to anybody and I left it alone and I'm sorry that it's taken me this long to end this part of my life."

"I get that. I do and I'm sorry it's taken this long as well. Maybe we can be friends. It may be awkward considering I married your ex wife and you took care of my kid for a few years, but we could try being friends."

Derek smiles before taking a sip of his coffee.

"I appreciate that…so tell me, what's happened in the last six years?"

Meredith grins and starts talking about her life.

"I'm a neurosurgeon and I have you to thank for that. You showed me your passion and it soon became mine. Ryan is currently engaged and is declaring Pre-med so we are getting another doctor in the family. Addison and I have five year old little girl, Anna and a three year old son, Justin. Addison is currently pregnant and it will be our last child and we're hoping for a boy because we already have two girls, but if this baby ends up being a girl it wouldn't matter. We just want a happy and healthy baby."

"I'm happy for you Mer, I really am. I actually just recently got married. I moved back to Seattle and working back at the hospital and my wife and I just adopted a little girl named Zola."

Meredith smiles as she continues to listen to Derek. She was glad that Derek was able to move on from her like she had moved on from him. It was a freeing feeling.

*Lost in Love*

By the time Meredith got home it was around dinner time and when she walked into her house she smelt the wonderful food that she was sure Ryan, Jamey, and Addison had cooked. As she walked into the kitchen she saw her younger son and daughter laughing at the table and waiting for food to be placed on their plates. Ryan was dancing goofily with Jamey to the radio and Addison was leaning against the counter in the kitchen and looking at her with a look of pure love on her face.

For so long, their love had been lost, but that love was eventually found and it made everything all better. Meredith knew she had made mistakes in the past, but she had been giving a chance to fix them and she did. She got to expand her family and marry the love of her life. She couldn't be happier even if she tried.

Addison walks over to her wife with a smile.

"Can you feel it?" Addison whispers. "Can you feel all the love in this room?

Meredith turns to her wife with a grin.

"I feel it," Meredith rests her hand on Addison's belly. "There's just so much love and I have no idea what to do with it."

Addison laughed and rested her forehead against Meredith's.

"You hold onto it silly."

"Yeah," Meredith whispers before placing her lips over Addison's.

Across the kitchen, Ryan had her arms wrapped around Jamey's body and her chin was resting on Jamey's shoulder.

"I want to have that when we're older," Jamey mentions with a grin.

"So, do I," Ryan says with a chuckle. "There love has gone through just about everything and I can only hope that our own love will grow to something like theirs."

Jamey turns around in Ryan's arms and captures her lips into a kiss.

Anna and Justin look at their mothers and their older sister and frown. Nobody was paying any attention to them and they didn't like that.

"No kissing!" Anna screams.

"No kiss," Justin responds as well.

The couples pull out of their embraces and turn to face the young ones.

"Then who should we be kissing?" Ryan asks as she rests a hand on her hip.

Anna and Justin look at each other before responding.

"US!"

The family all rushed to the kids and began placing kisses all over their faces before eventually sitting down and eating dinner, as a family.

Any outsider could tell you that Addison and Meredith's love wasn't lost anymore. It had finally been found.

A/N: Also, I have a Calzona fic in the works. First chapter is done, but I wanted to actually finish writing the story before posting.

If you're a Calzona fan, should I wait to write the story before posting or should I post the first chapter now and hopefully keep up a schedule of updating every two weeks.