TITLE: My life without you

Disclaimer: I don't own the people in this fic. This is just for fun and no money is made from this.

Last Episode…

"I had a bad dream" said Eun Mi between sobs as she hugged her Omma with all her might.

"Can you tell Omma what it was about?" said Seohyun as she dried the tears from Eun Mi is face.

"A bad man came and took you away" said Eun Mi as she began to cry in earnest again.

"Oh don't cry my love it was a bad dream" said Seohyun caressing her daughter is hair. "See I am here with you, no one is going to take me away from you ever…" said Seohyun as she settle her daughter back in bed "I will get you a glass of water" said Seohyun trying to stand up from the bed but Eun Mi grabbed her shirt.

"Omma don't go" said Eun Mi in a very small voice.

Seohyun looked up to find Yonghwa looking at them intently. He hadn't said anything and she wasn't sure what to say, he solved the problem by saying "I will get her a glass of water"

A few moments later he returned, but Eun Mi has fallen sleep already. Yonghwa approached the bed and left the glass of water on the night table. He looked at her intensely "We need to talk… We will talk tomorrow" said Yonghwa in a whisper to Seohyun, she knew what issue they needed to talk and she didn't knew what to think about what almost happened in that kitchen. Blame the hormones; she was in those days of the month. He extended his arm and ruffled Eun Mi is hair, before moving out of the room, turning off the light in his way out.

Things couldn't get worst than this… She just hoped it couldn't. The mess she had created was bad enough to make it worst now… She needed to think what she is going to do… She needed to think a lot.

WARNING! – This chapter contains very explicit content… Yes, it is what you are thinking, you have been warned. I don't want to traumatize anyone… I know underage gogumas are reading this, I can't control what you read, but you are big enough to decide… You have been warned.

Chapter – 10

She was tired, yesterday they have expend the day out in a shopping spree, Yonghwa have been totally, completely, definitely unmanageable. The man in question has insisted on buying all the things that Eun Mi needed for school, that was not a problem, she didn't have a problem with that… The thing that made it difficult and exhausting, was that every time she selected something, he disagreed about it and then insisted and insisted and insisted on other thing until she just wanted to scream.

When she selected a light pink school bag for Eun Mi, he wanted the one with pink glitter… AND silver lining; when she wanted a nice white set of notebooks for Eun Mi, he wanted the fluorescent pink colored ones… and on and on and on they keep fighting, he have been his choding self to the max… But that have not been the worst, the worst was that Eun Mi have liked all of Yonghwa is selections when it have come down to make Eun Mi decide on what to get. He smirked stupidly at her all the way home and during dinner… She was so mad about his smug expression that she had gone to sleep early with Eun Mi. Their needed talk could stay on hold; she didn't want to put under perspective what almost happened in that kitchen yet… She wasn't sure either.

Today, today have been another ordeal, she have been awakened by a call from her father is business partner. He knew she was coming back, she have told him and he called hoping to have a meeting with her. What was supposed to be a nice regular meeting has become a five hour negotiation over business profits and other serious matters, he wanted to have his own firm, and she needed him, so after many hours of negotiations they have agreed on new terms over their partnership… She was tired, luckily Yonghwa have agreed to take care of Eun Mi for the day, they went out just God knows were, but luckily she hadn't have to worry about anything, Yonghwa and Eun Mi were getting closer by the minute and she was happy for that.

They have created a very deep bond in so little time, but she was not surprised by that, she has seen Yonghwa putting all his effort in making Eun Mi like him and trust him. And her daughter, she could tell her daughter loved him already, she was surprised to see how easily Eun Mi seek for his company. Their morning "mother/daughter" ritual has changed to "Yonghwa-shi is funny show" while making breakfast… She was having trouble adapting to this new figure in their life but any discomfort she felt over the matter, disappeared when she watched her giggling daughter's look of admiration directed to her father as he expertly flips a hotcake on the oven.

She was glad they were getting closer.

The taxi made its stop in front of Yonghwa is house, she looked outside the window, the weather looked terrible, but hopefully it will rain until later. She paid the man and gave her thanks as she stepped out of the car.

She looked up a stood there just watching his house, how much time could she keep on living there with him… Under the same roof… She was having a lot of trouble deciding what to do, she have come back to Korea with one goal in mind, reunite Eun Mi with her father… Her feelings were a second matter when it came down to Eun Mi is happiness. But she hadn't considered how much her feelings could be shaken again with just his presence. So many decisions so little time… She sighed deeply, she needed to prepare dinner. She began to walk up the path to the front door when she noticed that the mailbox was full, she took out the letters and entered the house.

She was greeted by a very happy Beet, the dog keep running from left to right and right to left just moving his tinny tail. As here unnies have told her, she really has come down to love the little thing. She bent down and scratched his head "You are such a good boy" said Seohyun as she kept scratching his head "Yes you are" she ended their little encounter and moved to the Yonghwa is study, he kept the place as a mini version of a recording studio, sound proof walls, several guitars in one corner, full floor to ceiling mirrors in the opposite wall, microphones and pianos on the other corner. A desk full of music scores and a note book with what looked like the beginning of a new song.

He really was a true musician. She dropped the envelopes in the desk but stopped death in her tracks when she looked at a very familiar type of letter… Her blood ran cold 'This is not happening again' she closed her eyes tightly wishing it was just a figment of her imagination, but when she opened her eyes again, the dammed letter was still there, mocking her with its hand painted red rose in one of the corner and her initials at the front.

With shaking hands she grabbed the letter and opened it carefully, she knew what was coming but knowing didn't make it any better.

My Dear Goddess

So nice to have you back in Korea, I hope your time in Boston has been good for you, congratulations on your second master. You were first rank on your class, your intelligence stunt me.

That is why you are so perfect and deserve only the best. And that is what makes me wonder why you are staying with that man… It makes me angry and you know bad things could happen when I am angry.

MOVE OUT! I don't want to repeat myself, just do it!

By the way, your daughter is so pretty just like you, I hadn't have a chance to see her before but look at the pictures I took, she is your exact replica, so pretty. Too bad her father is that man, but don't worry I had five years to get over that issue.

You know what I am capable. Move out!

With Love,

Your most faithful fan

XXX

By the end of the letter her eyes were full of tears, she couldn't believe after all this time he will be back… When… How have he been keeping a track of her. Not even her unnies knew she has ended first of her class, she didn't like to brag about those things, it was just another title… She couldn't believe he has known that, and to think he have now seen Eun Mi… Her daughter… She have gone through so much, done so much to keep her daughter out of his reach and by bringing her back to Korea, she have dropped her on the eye of the storm.

She was shaking so much that she grabbed Yonghwa's chair and sat down slowly just trying to digest all this information… She read the letter again and with shaking hands grabbed the envelope, inside were several photos of her, Eun Mi and Yonghwa from the day they went to the park the first time, them outside Eun Mi 's school, yesterday in the mall a photo of Eun Mi grabbing Yonghwa's hand as she was looking through a rack of school uniforms.

The man has been following them for the last two days. She couldn't breathe properly; she needed to talk to someone. Hastily she looked inside her purse for her cell phone and called Hyoyeon.

"Unnie HE is back" said Seohyun without waiting for Hyoyeon is greeting.

"WHAT? Seohyun are you sure?" asked Hyoyeon concerned, she knew what her friend was talking about. They couldn't walk under this path again.

"Yes, he even sent me pictures of Eun Mi" said Seohyun trying to control her nerves, her voice in the verge of breaking down. The shock was so much she didn't know what to do; she was just a nervous wreck.

"You have to calm yourself Seohyun" said Hyoyeon trying to calm her friend, as nervous as she was she needed to make Seohyun focus. "Listen to me Seohyun; you have to tell Yonghwa about this?"

"But, he will know if I tell Yonghwa, that crazy man even knows I was in Boston, that I was the first of my class and about Eun Mi, If he have gone to this lengths, he could do a lot worst, I can't do that" said Seohyun in the verge of crying. What she could do?

"Seohyun listen to me, call the police" said Hyoyeon seriously "Seohyun are you listening, Call the police"

"I am afraid; a lot of things could go wrong" said Seohyun almost in a whisper.

"You can't be sure of that" said Hyoyeon slowly trying to get to her friend "Seohyun this have to stop, what you are going to do? Run away all your life? That is not a good life, not for you, not for your daughter, you have to stop this."

"I am really afraid, Unnie" said Seohyun sounding desperate.

"What are you going to do? Run to Boston again?" asked Hyoyeon now a little pissed with her friend.

"I can take Eun Mi away with me… I can do it tonight" said Seohyun sounding hopeful "I don't have to tell anyone where we are going, it will be just Eun Mi and me"

"Hyunie you are scaring me, you can't just disappear like that" said Hyoyeon concerned for her friend. The way she sounded was making a run chill to run up and down her back.

"Last time, very little people knew where I was going… This time no one have to know" said Seohyun more convinced this time. It sounded like the perfect plan, no one needed to know where they were going… No one.

"Seohyun listen to me, I will be in Korea as soon as possible, don't do anything stupid until I get there" said Hyoyeon worried, her friend was thinking something outrageous she couldn't let her do that. "Are you listening, Seohyun promise me you are going to stay in Korea, if you don't want to stay in Yonghwa's house, go to the dorm or my parents is house they will receive you"

"I can't involve more people in this mess" She didn't want to hurt anyone else, but what she could do, she didn't saw another way out. This was her problem she needed to deal with it on her own, to stop depending on others and just deal with it.

"Seohyun don't go!" said Hyoyeon almost begging "Please, Please stay in Korea we will be there as soon as possible. Trust me, just wait until the day after tomorrow" said Hyoyeon hurriedly, she needed to talk to Jungshin, Yonghwa will need to interfere; they couldn't let Seohyun disappear. "Promise me Seohyun"

"I will think about it" said Seohyun faintly.

"No, I will not accept that. Promise me Seohyun or I will look for you till the end of the world just to give you a good beating" said Hyoyeon with her best 'I am pissed' voice. The one that kept Jungshin in check.

Seohyun sighed deeply "I Promise" said Seohyun to appease her Unnie. But she would need to move fast if she wanted to be out of the country that night.

In Hyoyeon's ears that didn't sound promising but she will take whatever she could get. She needed to inform the rest of the girls; they needed to get back as soon as possible. "I trust your word Seohyun, wait for us. See you later, bye"

"Bye" said Seohyun as she ended the call. "Goodbye Unnie" She looked down at her lap and collected the letter and the photos in her hands, she stayed with her head low just looking at them for a while collecting the strength to do what she had decided to do. The tears have been freely flowing down for a while but she needed to calm herself.

With the back of her hand she dried her tears as she took a deep breath. She put the letter and the photos in the envelope and was standing up to walk out of the study but when she looked up, to her surprise she found Yonghwa standing in the door looking at her intensely. "Yonghwa I didn't know you were back" said Seohyun trying to calm herself keeping her heartbeat controlled, she needed to stay calm 'How long have he been there? How much he has listened?' She moved to the door to try to get out but Yonghwa stopped her with his arm across the door, blocking her way out.

Yonghwa stood up to his full height and with lethal calmness said "Where do you think you are going…"

He was totally exhausted. He didn't know dealing with children could be this draining, he have spend the whole day bonding with his daughter. After Seohyun left the house early in the morning he and Eun Mi have embarked in what he liked to call Father/Daughter bonding time. After watching together the morning cartoons, he has asked her what she wanted to do. To his surprise she wanted to go to the aquarium.

It have been a fun day in the aquarium but Eun Mi kept him running from one side of the aquarium to the other reading to her all the information that was displayed in each information box beside every exhibition. During the day in the aquarium the thing she had liked the most was the "Finding Nemo" themed part of the aquarium, she have keep calling each clown fish she saw as Nemo, today he has been presented to over one hundred different Nemos, but he wasn't complaining about it.

It has been fun and to watch his daughter is amazed face when in the interactive part of the park, one of the trainers has put a star on her hand… The look she gave him, it squeezed his heart in a good way, she looked at him with her eyes full of amazement and joy. It was like that moment in time was the most amazing moment of her life… If only she knew what a long road was ahead, but hopefully he will be there all the way for her.

They have comeback late in the afternoon and while passing by the park in the residential complex Eun Mi have watched Sun playing in the park, she have begged him to go to the park and he willingly have let her drag him to the park. He had sat beside Carmen to watch their daughters play, Carmen was a funny lady and unstoppable once she began to talk. That is how he has learned she was from Panama and married with her Korean husband in the US and they have just moved to the country and she was still adapting to the new language… He find her entertaining and it was nice to talk to someone that didn't knew how famous him or Seohyun were, but all this talk was making him dizzy, luckily Sun and Eun Mi approached them asking permission to play in the house with Sun's doll house (which she have receive as a birthday present, he needed to buy one for his daughter). Carmen has agreed and Yonghwa has managed to escape the meeting by saying that he needed to make a few business calls. Carmen has promise to call him to pick up Eun Mi later before dinner.

He has made his way home and was greeted by Beet once inside the house. He looked around and could heard Seohyun talking from his study. He was going there to say 'hi' when he listened to what she was saying…

"I am afraid; a lot of things could go wrong" said Seohyun almost in a whisper. He looked inside the room, her back was facing the door and she was so engrossed in her call that she didn't noticed he was there.

"I am really afraid, Unnie" said Seohyun sounding desperate. 'She must be talking to one of her sisters' thought Yonghwa as he was listening; he was feeling bad for listening to her conversation and was going to move out of the room when he heard something that stopped him cold.

"I can take Eun Mi away with me… I can do it tonight" said Seohyun sounding hopeful "I don't have to tell anyone where we are going, it will be just Eun Mi and me". 'Was she planning to take Eun Mi away, what she was talking?' He stayed in place listening intently to the conversation.

"Last time, very little people knew where I was going… This time no one have to know" said Seohyun more convinced this time. A great rage began to boil inside of him, she couldn't come back telling him he have a daughter and just take her away like nothing happened… She was mistaken if she thinks she could walk over him again… Not this time, this time their daughter was in the line and he was not giving back what he have just gained.

"I can't involve more people in this mess" 'and what a mess' though Yonghwa while thinking of ways to deal with this… His utmost priority will be his daughter; he wouldn't let her take Eun Mi away… 'Not in a million years'.

"I will think about it" said Seohyun faintly to the other person in the line… She sighed deeply "I Promise" He could tell she didn't sound convincing, whatever she was promising it was not going to be fulfilled, he could tell by the way her shoulders sagged.

"Bye" said Seohyun as she ended the call. "Goodbye Unnie" He looked her as she looked down at her lap and collected a paper and some photos in her hands, she stayed with her head low just looking at them, he have been running over all he has just heard and couldn't believe she will be capable of taking Eun Mi from him again.

He watched as she dried her tears with the back of her hand. Watched like in slow motion how she took a deep breath and stood up slowly from the chair, she was walking out of the study and he looked intently at her surprised look when she looked up. He noticed how she hurriedly put the envelope in her dress's pocket.

"Yonghwa I didn't know you were back" said Seohyun. He could tell she was thinking how long he have been there and how much he have listened, he have listened enough and it was pissing him badly.

She moved to the door to try to get out but Yonghwa stopped her with his arm across the door, blocking her way out. Yonghwa stood up to his full height and with lethal calmness said "Where do you think you are going…" She moved a step back and he entered the room completely closing the door behind him. She wasn't going anywhere, he needed answers. "Answer me, Seo Joo Hyun where do you think you are going…"

By the way he was looking at her, she could tell he have listened enough. "I have decided to take Eun Mi with me back to USA"

"Over my death body" said Yonghwa with lethal calmness… Just like the calmness before the storm "I don't care what you are thinking, but don't you dare to assume that you can come back to tell me that I have a daughter, and then just disappear again without a word" He was really angry, how dare her to think she could take his child away, he approached her and watched with satisfaction how she backed away. "I don't have a problem to meet you with my lawyers at court… You have denied me my parental rights for the last four years, who do you think will look better before the judge?"

She was shaking not because Yonghwa is threats, she could meet him any day at the court room, but she didn't wanted that, she didn't want them to fight over Eun Mi is custody, but in this moment the only clear idea in her mind was to protect her daughter. The emotional fight was eating her inside out, but she needed to do what it was best in her mind and that was to not get anyone else hurt because of her. She needed to disappear.

"We will be there for a short while" said Seohyun trying to appease him.

"You are lying" said Yonghwa as he slammed his hand into the wall behind Seohyun, caging her between him and the wall. He was so angry that he was shaking, how dare her to lie to him, because he knew it was a lie by the way she avoided his gaze, she have never been able to lie and definitely not to him. He wanted answers. "Tell me the truth Seohyun, why do you want to run away?"

She didn't noticed how she got there, now she was between the wall and Yonghwa, the only exit looked like a million miles away; She felt trapped and with the way he was looking at her she knew she had nowhere to run. "You don't need to know" said Seohyun stubbornly. "You don't own me; I don't have to answer to you"

"We will see that" said Yonghwa as he grabbed her by the neck and kissed her with all his might, he wanted answers and he will get them one way or the other. His attack on her mouth was without mercy he wanted her total surrender to him, to show her who she belonged too.

She wanted to run away from him but she was so tired of running, she wanted him, she wanted to be with him, even if it was for only one last time… Even if her mind screamed at her not to let herself be taken away by him again, she couldn't control her response, she kissed him back with all her remaining strength, he draped his other arm around her waist and pressed her body between him and the wall. It felt so good to have him here within her arms, running her hands over his soft hair. Even if his kiss was full of desperate need and passion, even if his attack on her mouth was probably bruising her lips, it felt so good to fell that she belonged to someone and not was just alone… A few stolen moments were all she was asking…

Yonghwa could feel in every fiber of his body everyone one of Seohyun is caresses, he wanted her desperately, and he showed it to her through his kisses by sliding his tongue over her bottom lip by forcefully seek entrance to her mouth and ran his tongue inside until she moaned with need. He trapped her tongue and sucked it lightly making her moan again, it was music to his ears. But it was not enough, without thinking he bunched the hem of her dress up and ran his right hand over her left leg, lifting it to his hip showing her how much he wanted her.

He began to kiss her neck as he slowly began to move against her… Her little gasp and moans were all he needed, it was driving him crazy and every moan and every gasp make him rub harder, faster against her, but it was not enough it will never be enough… He wanted more.

Seohyun could feel Yonghwa is lips running hungrily over her neck, sucking in the right places, biting her, marking her… It felt so good. But it was not enough his clothes were getting on her way, she wanted to touch him, to run her hands over his skin, she wanted more, so much more. In one moment when Yonghwa pulled back a little, she grasped the moment to pull his shirt over his head, leaving her free access to touch him as much a she pleased. She could tell he liked it when she ran her hands over his back, by the way he groaned deep in his throat and pressed harder against her. The hand over her tight was pulling her closer tighter to him and she loved it.

His lips moved back to her lips, this time in a sensual caress, slow but full of meaning, each stroke, each clash of their tongues heightened their already burning bodies… He could tell she was enjoying his caress by the way her hips were grinding against his, she matched him in every stroke, she wanted more, he wanted more… So before he could regret it, he moved his hand higher up grasping her underwear to slide it down. She stopped moving for a few seconds, he was dreading her response but to his surprise she helped him to remove the garment all the way down.

He groaned with pleasure as he slid his hand between her legs and could feel for himself how wet she was, he began to slowly caress her as he continued to kiss her slowly, matching the movement of his hand with the kiss… He could tell she wanted more but he wanted to enjoy the moment it have been so long since they have been together… But Seohyun wasn't thinking the same; he could feel her hands fumbling with his belt and then the zipper of his jeans. And before he knew it she had him under her grasp. He groaned in pleasure as she began to slide her hand over him, the movement was making him crazy making him increase the pace they were having from a slow sensual caress to desperate need and hunger.

He grasped the hand that have been caressing him and draped it around his neck, while he positioned himself between her legs, he could feel her hot entrance and without thinking he slid himself inside her.

He groaned, she gasped. It have been sudden but she loved to feel him inside of her, feel him moving expertly inside of her, caressing her most secret places, she draped her arms securely around his neck as he continued to kiss her neck, while keeping an steady pace, it felt so good. She opened her eyes and was surprised with their reflection in the mirror before them, she could see how his muscles moved each time he pushed inside of her, how their sweaty bodies matched so well together, it was such an erotic image that even when she closed her eyes again she could see how the muscles in his back flexed as he pushed inside of her. It was so erotic that before she knew it she came, a deep moan escaped her as she hugged herself more firmly against Yonghwa her body trembling with the sudden release.

Yonghwa stopped for a few seconds to let her calm a little and then began the steady pace again, it was too much to her, she couldn't think, her legs keep trembling and if not for Yonghwa pressing her against the wall she was sure she would be a pool of goo in the floor. She couldn't take it; the heat was heightening again inside her as Yonghwa keep pushing himself inside her… "Yonghwa… I… Please…" She didn't know how to say it but he understood her.

With his other hand he grabbed her other leg and draped it around his waist too, now with her two legs around his waist the position took her by surprise "Hold me" said Yonghwa as he pushed deep inside her. She grasped him with all her might and before she could do anything else, he turned them around and walked a couple of paces to the desk. Papers went flying in all directions as Yonghwa sat her down in the desk, pushing away everything as he made her lie down on the desk. Once she was lying down he grasped her hips with his both hands and began a steady rhythm again. She closed her eyes and concentrated on the place where their bodies were joined, with each stroke it was getting difficult to control the impulse to move but he had a strong hold on her hips keeping her under his control.

"Seohyun look at me" she heard him say in a deep voice.

"I… I" Seohyun couldn't look at him, just the thought of watching him, watching her make her embarrassed.

Yonghwa slowed the pace of his rhythm, it make her moan in frustration… "Seohyun-ah look at me" said Yonghwa again in the deepest sexiest voice she have ever heard. This time she took enough courage to look at him. Their gazes clashed together and for a few seconds the only thing that mattered was the sound of their love making as they gazed intensely at each other is eyes. He looked at her delighted with the sight in front him, she was all shallow breaths, deep sight, a blush covering each corner of the skin he could see, her hair in disarray, pure perfection… "Did you miss me?" asked Yonghwa as he looked down at her, he could see the confusion in her eyes, he slowed the pace again. "Answer me Seohyun-ah did you miss me?" She bit her bottom lip, it made him jerk in his spot, but he was not going to stop until he got his answer. He withdraw almost completely from her and keep himself in her entrance, he could feel her trying to move under him, but his hold on her hips was strong. He smiled at her sexily "Did you miss me? Just say it Seohyun-ah I know you missed me your body is talking to me, but I want to hear it from your lips"

He was driving her crazy, she was so close and he decided to tease her, it was too much feeling him running up and down her entrance, she needed him inside of her so much. If he wanted an answer she will give it to him… She bitted strongly her lips before saying "Yes… Yes I missed you"

"That is my girl" said Yonghwa as he increased just a little his slow torture…

"Please Yonghwa" said Seohyun as she tried to move under him, bring him inside again.

"Not yet, what did you do when you were missing me the most?" asked Yonghwa slowly his voice almost a caress over her skin "Did you touch yourself?" She couldn't take it, she needed him. She bitted her bottom lip again trying to control the erotic image that crossed her mind; he was the one that taught her how to please herself. She couldn't talk she just nodded. "Show me" He looked at her confused expression and smiled sexily at her. "Show me how you pleased yourself Seohyun-ah"

He stated each word with a little nudge and before she knew it, her hands were unbuttoning the front of her dress, her hands caressing her breast over the silky material of her bra. She could hear him groaning his hot gaze running along her hands to the places she touched… She boldly ran her right hand down over her belly until it reached her pleasure point; she began to caress it, keeping the same rhythm Yonghwa was using. It made her moan in pleasure and she could see Yonghwa was pleased by the sight by the way his gaze was fixed in the place she was touching herself and how his grip on her hips increased.

It was the most erotic moment of her life. But it lasted just as few seconds, suddenly Yonghwa grabbed her left leg and draped it over his shoulder, while leaning forward and without notice he pushed himself deep inside her, the new position making her arch her back feeling him all the way in. He began a fast steady pace and it was making her crazy, she moved her hands over her head grasping the edge of the desk for support as Yonghwa kept his steady rhythm, it was pure madness but it felt so good. Her body felt hot and she could tell Yonghwa was reaching his limit too; it was so erotic to watch him with his eyes closed concentrating in keeping the pace, his sweat drenched chest glistening under the afternoon light… pure perfection. After a few more thrust, he put one of his hands in the desk for support leaning more deeply into her, with each nudge hitting her pleasure point, it was so much… With her hips she was trying to match his rhythm but she wanted him deeper and faster, he understood her need and increased the pace, taking them higher and higher until she screamed her release… Soon after Yonghwa was spilling himself inside of her groaning in pleasure…

Pure madness indeed, they looked deeply at each other after they regained their strength a silent question between them…

'Now what?'

Author's note:

Woahhhh that was intense… I hope I hadn't traumatized anyone, you were warned. Comments are appreciated, I have never write something as explicit as this…. I surprised myself, but their "love" is so intense that this is the only way I can describe their longing and their need… I don't know if you understand what I want to say… Just hope you liked it.

By the way, my final test was delayed two weeks, so it gave me time to finish this…. I will publish the other chapter tomorrow… wait for it! My OCD self cant left things unfinished, so I am hoping to finish this before I have to disappear to bury myself in books.

Comments are really appreaciated! Don't hate Seohyun too much we area almost at the end. I needed her stubborn self to create this situation.

See you soon, please comment!