(A/N: To be honest I'm not your average SebxCiel shipper, but I really like writing it. My first week of college is done and it was both stressful and fun. I haven't killed anyone yet so that's a plus. I always like to celebrate when I reach chapter 10 in my stories so here is a longer chapter!)
Chapter Ten
Ciel pushed the door open only to find an empty room. His eyes danced around frantically at every dark corner and blank space in the moon-lit room. Ciel was looking for where his 'master' was hiding; obviously the old hag would be hiding, for what reason Ciel did not know of nor did he care enough to find out. He stepped into the room and stood into the center of the floor, a few feet from the large bed decorated in all white sheets and pillows. He stared at the bed placidly and allowed the unruly imagery to manifest in his thoughts: his toes and hands curling into the sheets, his face being pushed into one of the larger pillows muffling his screams, Sebastian's long and heavy body draped over him. He let out a large sigh and removed his masquerade mask and just as he expected, Sebastian was standing behind the door. The vampyre closed the door shut with a firm push of his hand. Ciel's ear also caught onto the faint click of the lock falling in place, but what good would a lock do a vampire anyway? Little did he know the reason Sebastian locked the door was to keep others out, not to cage him in.
Ciel clutched his left hand onto his right glove, pulling slightly on the leather while clenching and releasing his fingers. He turned around slowly with his jaw clinched and a slight snarl playing on his lips. When his eyes met Sebastian's crimson irises he froze; his cool demeanor diminished within seconds. Sebastian saw this and smiled.
Ciel's eyes ventured over Sebastian's disheveled form in a mixture of disgust and arousal. Sebastian's skin looked creamy in the blue moon light hitting it. With his shirt unbuttoned a few notches Ciel could see just a tease of Sebastian's ridged pectorals and protruding collar bone. His long hair looked like he had either just woken up from a days sleep and was experiencing horrible 'bed head' or that he'd been pulling on it in various directions. Ciel did like how some strains fell slightly in front of his face while the rest laid behind his ears and down to his shoulders in loose waves. It looked much more natural and appealing then how he would usually back comb it perfectly straight. Lastly, what Ciel noticed the most besides Sebastian's body was his face: he looked neither furious nor dejected, he wasn't defensive, but rather he looked defeated. His eyes were calm and collected; for now anyway, he was always subject to change, especially around Ciel.
The eldest vampire took a step forward and the younger instinctively took a step back breaking out of his train of thought. Sebastian chuckled softly, "Are you afraid of me?" he voiced, barely breaking over a whisper. The last time they saw each other Ciel was frantically running out of the his estate; Sebastian remembered he was a little eccentric that night, which probably frightened his little fledgling even more. Ciel scoffed, "No." he replied bluntly, putting on another scowling face.
Sebastian wasn't even the least bit threatened by the little pout spreading across Ciel's face. It only reminded him of a small feline trying it's best to show dominance by barring it's small fangs and claws only to look more adorable to it's adversary.
Sebastian raised one of his brows as if silently replying "Oh really?" and stepped forward towards Ciel only to have him back away again. Ciel wasn't going to continue this little dance of theirs all night and crossed his arms letting Sebastian know this without saying it.
He did however, have one question to ask him, "Why did you call me here?" he voiced, very loudly in the hopes of not having to repeat himself.
Sebastian couldn't help but run his fingers through his hair, a small sign of his anxiety flaring again. Why must Ciel be so blunt? He wasn't just going to up and tell him he wanted his fledgling back, he had to keep some of his pride left; show Ciel he is the dominate one in this relationship..if they even really had a relationship? By showing his affection he might come off as being more sensitive than what Ciel originally pictured him to be. A strong, sadistic vampyre capable of making him bend by just one simple command. Sebastian liked that image of himself, is he willing to let that deteriorate in order to have Ciel back?
Ciel hummed to himself curiously as he noticed Sebastian's timidness as he struggled to reply to him; has he finally found a weakness in his all-powerful master? Only one way to find out. Ciel may be new to this whole vampire life but he was still rather good at his attempts of seduction and persuasion. What a better way to retaliate for all the subjection and humiliation Sebastian had objectified him to the moment he chained him to his wall.
"Sebastian.." he purred, "Do I make you nervous?" No wonder the old man was hiding when he first walked in.
He began to walk towards his master with a cat-like smirk playing on his lips, his big eyes suddenly burning a crimson red. This time it was Sebastian who was backing away-his eyes huge as he never thought Ciel would ever pursue him like this.
Ciel continued to stalk after him until Sebastian was pushed up against the wall beside the locked door. Even with their drastic height difference Ciel still had control of Sebastian, looking up at him as if he were the one inferior. Ciel laid his hand on the nape of Sebastian's neck feeling the man quiver slightly at his touch.
"It must have been agony with out me there..." he began. He dragged his hand down Sebastian's neck to his collarbone, lining the indentation of the bone with the tip of his finger before continuing to caress down into his open shirt.
Sebastian swallowed hard as he felt Ciel's warm hand on top of his bare chest, he couldn't stop or hide the rapid beating of his pouncing heart. Ciel didn't realize how much he actually would enjoy taunting Sebastian until now in the act of doing it. He began to unbutton Sebastian's vest and once it was undone he pulled it apart to expose the wrinkled white shirt underneath. He grabbed Sebastian's shirt and pulled it towards him. He nuzzled his nose into his elders chest and inhaled his scent. He let out a hot breath against Sebastian's neck and the vampyre stiffened in order to contain his urge to whimper.
"I bet you missed me.." Ciel continued, still pressed against Sebastian's chest. His hands on Sebastian's shirt continued to undo the buttons until his entire torso was exposed. Although Ciel was only putting up an act he couldn't help but to stroke his hands up and down the vampyre's abs and chiseled chest.
Yes! Sebastian wanted to reply, he did miss Ciel, so much! but he could barely think to speak while Ciel fondled him this way. Ciel on the other hand was now torn; the more logical side of him advised him it was time to stop his teasing. He spent a long time trying to convince himself he did not feel any attraction towards Sebastian, and this situation was obviously not helping. He was completely convinced Sebastian could loose all sense of dominance over him when he decided to become the 'master' in this sense. The other half of him- the more sexually frustrated side, wanted to continue, even for just a little bit longer. As long as he stayed in control he wouldn't be objectifying himself to Sebastian, right?
Ciel placed his hands on Sebastian's bare hips; his pants sitting a little lower than normal allowing them to be exposed, and pushed himself away from him. He lifted his heels so that he was now standing on the balls of his feet and at face height with Sebastian. Seeing each others flustered faces only increased the tension in the room. Ciel's lips moved in closer only to hover over Sebastian's. The elder fought against the impulse to erase that small space between their mouths.
"I bet you imagined being able to touch me like this again.." Ciel whispered, as he curled his fingers into Sebastian's pants. "Yes.." Sebastian finally spoke, shocking himself as well as Ciel.
"Kiss" Ciel moved in and kissed Sebastian's smooth lips, "My trembling lips" he whispered against him. "Yes.." Sebastian moaned.
Ciel kissed Sebastian again and when he pulled away he sunk his teeth into his bottom lip, dragging it out until it ripped two small holes into the flesh and began to bleed. Sebastian only considered the sensation of torn flesh and dripping blood arousing and whimpered when Ciel licked the blood dripping down his chin. Ciel absolutely adored this! This power over Sebastian was becoming so addictive, no wonder Sebastian was such a control freak. Ciel was still very cautious of getting too carried away, he was still going to walk out of this room without Sebastian in tow.
Ciel unbuttoned a notch on Sebastian's pants only to allow his hand to slip inside. He ran his finger tips over Sebastian's firm member and watched as the vampyre sucked in his breath.
Like holding a dog by it's leash, Ciel thought in amusement.
And finally, Ciel thought, "Doing whatever you pleased with me," Ciel finished, his final statement sounding more sadistic than sexual. Sebastian noticed this, and before he had time to react Ciel tightened his hold on Sebastian's shaft eliciting a loud cry from his master followed by a breathy grunt.
"Never Again." Ciel commanded. He then pushed Sebastian into the wall with such forced he left a large crack in the dry wall that branched upward into to the ceiling. If the orchestra wasn't so loud down stairs someone would have heard the crash.
Ciel stepped away breathing heavily as he shredded away the illusion of lust they were entranced in. Sebastian growled as he realized the power roles had switched the moment he allowed Ciel to seduce him. Ciel had honestly lost his sanity if he thought for even a second he held more power than his master did.
Sebastian lounged as Ciel ran towards the door. Ciel halted as Sebastian appeared before him and grabbed him by the throat. He pushed the younger one back further into the room. Ciel fell off balance and landed on his back with a loud THUD. When he opened his eyes Sebastian was standing over him with the same horrendous expression he bore the same night Ciel left him. The vampyre barred his fangs with the intentions to sink them into various places on Ciel's body. His claw-like hands only wanting to scratch at his flesh and yet...he did not try to hurt him.
Ciel looked up at Sebastian astonished that he wasn't shredding him to pieces already. He instead seemed to be mentally calming himself down. His furious face seemed to simmer down into an expression of frustration and sorrow. He opened his mouth and voiced the last sentence Ciel would ever think to hear from him.
"You don't want to come back with me?" Sebastian asked. Ciel could hear the slight crack in his voice as if it truly hurt him to ask that question and furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. That is why he came! That is why he shut off all the lights in the ballroom just to get his attention? Taking him to this secluded area, locking doors, trying to act all mysterious, only because he wanted him back!?
Ciel stood to his feet as Sebastian stepped away. Ciel's look of confusion only deepened as he found the words to speak.
"Are you insane!? Of course I won't go back with you! You ruined my life!" Ciel hissed.
"Ruined your life? I saved your life!" Sebastian yelled back. "Saved my life.." Ciel repeated, "All you've done is make my life harder than it already was, seclude me from the smaller percentage of the world us 'vampires' are allowed to be in and treat me like your little personal sex toy!"
"Fine." Sebastian spat. He grabbed onto Ciel and rammed his back into the wall beside the open window, "Since you are so unhappy with this life, I'll put you back in the ground!"
Ciel fought in vain against Sebastian's powerful arms as the vampire ripped his coat, vest, and shirt clean off his shoulders. Sebastian licked his lips as he eyed Ciel's jugular vein. There is more than one way to kill a vampire, Sebastian's preferred method was to drain them completely of every drop of blood in their bodies.
Ciel grunted and continued to push against Sebastian's arms as the vampire clasped a hand under his jaw and began to push his face up to the ceiling, lengthening his neck.
"Ah! ahh!" Ciel yelled as he felt Sebastian's breath against his neck.
"Why are you struggling against me Ciel? Isn't this what you want?" Sebastian asked, sounding more and more like a psychotic serial killer. His teeth touched the flesh of Ciel's warm neck and just as he was about to sink his teeth Ciel screamed.
"N-No!" Ciel managed to reply with Sebastian's hand constricting his jaw.
"No?" Sebastian repeated. He removed his right hand from Ciel's face and with his left he tossed him to the ground.
"Oh FUCK!" Ciel hissed as he smacked the ground. He glanced down at his torn attire then up at his master in disbelief. "Honestly, I'm pretty sure that man paid a lot of money for this suit." he mocked.
Sebastian did not reply for he was trying to slow down his gasping, it took a lot of self-control not to Kill this boy he swore.."Just like you to mock a situation like this" Sebastian breathed.
"Why do you pretend you don't like me Ciel?" Sebastian asked.
Ciel looked away for a brief moment as he gathered himself to a sitting position. "I don't know what your talking about." he replied.
"See, that is exactly what I mean." He knelt down beside his fledgling. "You don't want to end this life I have given you and yet you don't want to admit you need me in it"
"You're wrong." Ciel replied. "Am I?" Sebastian asked.
"You know," He chuckled, "Did it ever occur to you that every sexual advancement we've ever had in that first month after your re-birth could have been stopped if only you said something?"
"I had! You are just a perverted ra-" "Think about Ciel, all that crying and whimpering is a given, but you never once told me to stop." Sebastian smiled, licking his bottom lip.
"I distinctly remember telling you several times." Ciel replied.
"Ah but see you didn't mean it, I being your creator have many advantages, one being I can read your mind, like how I communicated with you earlier this evening. I usually stay out of your mind out of respect for your privacy, but I always knew your true intentions whenever we were...together. If I was truly hurting you I would have stopped."
"And what is your point Sebastian. The time I spent on my own was absolutely Hell, I ran from you because you gave me no reason to stay other then to be an object of your enjoyment. You gave me lectures of survival but what good did they have?" Ciel replied. After such a short period of adrenaline he was defeated; willing to comply with Sebastian.
"Admit to me that you want to come back, I still have much to teach you about this new world of ours, I don't want you getting hurt anymore than you already have."
Ciel looked down at the bandaged wrapped around his arm and pulled up his torn sleeve. "I see that you have been accepting this part of your life now, your killing more often and without remorse. That is only the beginning of what you can be capable of Ciel!"
Sebastian moved closer to him so that he could see his big round eyes. "I know you wish to capture the men who murdered you; it is only natural to want revenge. End your fathers obsession over your death..I can teach you so much, but I can only do that if you join me."
"And if I don't" Ciel replied.
"So stubborn..." Sebastian whispered.
Sebastian grabbed Ciel's torn clothing and ripped it clean off of his body. "Hey! What the Hell-" Ciel's cry was muffled by Sebastian taking a firm grip of his bare shoulders.
"Make me a deal Ciel... I will leave you alone for as long as you want, for the rest of eternity if you like. If that is what you truly want, you can forget everything I've just said. All you have to do for the next hour or so.. is to tell me to stop." Sebastian purposed. "This is the only way to prove if you truly want me or not, I'm giving you your own free will"
Ciel looked at Sebastian as if he was completely crazy. One second he is convincing him to come back to the estate and the next he is offering to leave him for good?
"Stop? Stop you from wha-"
Sebastian pressed his lips against Ciel's and ran his hand up his blue-grey hair. He grabbed a hand full of his short locks and pulled his head slightly to the side to angle their lips into a wider kiss. A few moments passed of them exchanging licks and bites before Sebastian pulled away still gripping Ciel by the hair. The younger vampire completely understood what Sebastian had proposed and couldn't find the words to say that he agreed with this deal, but Sebastian already knew he complied.
The vampyre pecked Ciel's lips once more before venturing down to Ciel's neck and collar bone. "Starting Now.." Sebastian finished, kissing a wet trail down Ciel's chest and stomach.
(A/N: I will be explaining in more detail what happened between Ciel and Sebastian in that first month, I am aware of the two week gap after Ciel opened his eyes for the first time. All in good time though :) )
