Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any of it's characters
Warning: Strong language, some aggressive attitude, a bit of ooc naruto and some rough making out
A/N: There, promised the end of this fic, well here you go.
I sat on the chair by the table quietly as Naruto made us some tea. After he closed the door both of us remained quiet and automatically knew what to do, me going and sitting at the chair and Naruto going to make some tea. Neither of us truly liked tea, in fact I even made a mental note to ask him later why does he even have tea in his house if he doesn't like it, but it was something that would give us time. The time Naruto would take to make it and the time it would take us to drink it. It was weird, I didn't understand why we needed this time, I knew everything I had to say, but I also knew I had to wait. Very weird. The silence was comfortable, but not quite welcomed. There was so much to be said, so much to be done, so much to be asked even. And still we said nothing. Naruto finished the teas and joined me at the table, placing a cup in front of me, the light green liquid letting out steam in the air that joined Naruto's steam, becoming one, and soon becoming too thin to be seem, vanishing in the air. And we said nothing.
Naruto took a small sip of his, or maybe simple put the cup to his lips for a moment, and when he placed it back on the table his eyes remained on the liquid. "It started after the mission to bring Sasuke back." He started, and I fixed my eyes on him as intensely as his were fixed on the tea. "It was quite a shock you know? It's not just losing my best friend, my almost brother. Well, he wasn't my boyfriend and I wasn't his either, but we did have a few make out sessions you know? It was something else that was ours. And he just left, nearly killing me in the process, and that was that." He paused. I wanted to ask questions, urge him to go on, but I bit my tongue. Not yet! I screamed to myself internally. "Everything changed. It felt like all of you avoided me. Neji, Shikamaru, Choji, Lee, You." When he said 'you' he looked up and ours eyes interlocked, an intense silence followed and the air around us cracked. He leaned back in the chair and looked away, finding the celling very interesting suddenly. "I was hurting, but I smiled and fought on. As you know soon after I returned I went to the Sand Village, and it happened soon after I rescued Gaara." I flinched, glad Naruto wasn't looking. The image of someone else with Naruto still hurt.
I think he felt me flinched, for he let the silence return for a while, gave me a quick glance with the corner of his eyes before finding that very interesting spot on the celling once more. "He died you know? It was a shock. Gaara is one of the few people I can truly relate to, what with the Kyuby inside of me and the village shunning me down, even if he had a much more hard time than me and is so much smarter than me. I didn't know then but I linked to him as if he was a brother, but then I never truly had a brother so how would I know?" He pause to chuckle a bit, it felt bitter, "So when he revived I was so relieved I was absolutely sure I was in love with him. When he came here for the chunnin exam I seduced him." He smirked and I made an incredulous face, he noticed and snorted and grumble something like 'just you wait, I'll seduce you later.', which I decided to let it slip this time, even if I was the one smirking now. "After that we started to meet in the excuse of a very important assignment. It was Gaara idea, and since he was so smart he even fooled old granny Hokage, Shikamaru helped of course. I needed someone to confide and help me with this side of the plan, he was the best choice. He is too late to judge or gossip you know? And he is quite loyal. And then after a while he broke up with me." He looked at me again, once more locked our eyes. "That was the night I found the ramens by my door and the apology note." I wanted to flinch, to feel sorry and ashamed of my bad timing, but his gaze was so intense it me shiver instead.
He chuckled and took a sip of his tea, which I had almost forgotten it was there. I follow his example and did the same, it was still hot but hardly enough to burn the tongue, still didn't taste nice enough for me. I placed my cup back down on the table but Naruto still held his with both hands and looked down upon the liquid, a sad smile on his face. "It hurt a lot, but if I was honest I knew it wouldn't last, there was something that felt odd, like I was addicted to him, almost using him. Shikamaru is the one that figured out actually, freaking genius and all, when Gaara broke with me it brought back all the feeling that I had buried down when Sasuke left us. Three weeks later I was a pretty bad shape, and Neji showed up." He blushed as he said it, but it was an ugly blush, clearly from shame and nothing else, and I felt bad for felling relieved. "I was desperate to feel anything, to feel…..loved I guess, and he was there. And then he wasn't. When Lee ran from the room, soon after you, so did Neji. The next day they are a couple, and I thought I was fickle." He laughed dryly, and I bit my lip not to say something, or shout, or hug him, or, better, kiss him, till he was giving me his beautiful trade mark grin.
We sat there in silence some more, I wondered if he was done and it was my turn, but before I could begin he took another sip of his tea and started again. "Shikamaru was there again, stopping me from doing something stupid like I almost did with Neji." Shikamaru this, Shikamaru that, oh, how amazing is Shikamaru, Shikamaru the genius, the god, the best friend, soon to come: Shikamaru and Naruto, the most amazing love story ever written, with Kiba awkwardly on the side. Why was I even listening to this. "Then I started to have a crush on you, what with you being so kind, just being there as a supportive friend, paying for ramen so often, where did you even get the money? I thought you were broke like me. Actually, never mind, later." He raised a hand to silence me when I opened my mouth, and by the look in his eyes his raised hand wasn't his best idea to shut me up. "Then Shikamaru" here we go again, "Showed me I didn't have a crush on you." I frown and clenched my teeth, if this was Naruto's idea of gently breaking my heart after mind blowing kiss, is that even a thing? Mind blowing kiss? Well, he was wrong, and I was not going to stand by it. I placed my hand on the table and was about to get up when he placed his hand on top of it. "That I am actually in love with you." He said and I froze, his piercing blue eyes looking gently at me. I had no idea what to do, he just confessed his love for me! "Kiba?" I blinked, how long did I forget to blink for? "Breath." Oh, right, breathing is important. I settled back on the chair and took a big gulp of air, breathing normally after, and he chuckled.
I used my free hand, since Naruto still didn't move his hand from mine – and he better not – and reached for my cup of tea, taking a bit gulp the hot liquid going down my throat was nothing compared the heated coursing through my body. "Then I found out you were with Shino, which you conveniently managed to not mention in all those times we hung out after I was single." He said, a small hurt and slightly dribble of venom hanging in his words. He started to move his hand away, but I quickly turned my hand upwards so I could grab it. He smiled and intertwined our fingers, admiring it as if it was the most beautiful thing in the world. "Imagine how crushed I was, the guy that had declared his love for, which I coldly rejected may I add, was dating someone else now that I found out I was in love with him. Shikamaru says I had a panic attack, it was rather small though." Something about his voice and guilty looked made think it wasn't small at all, and I smirked at that. Then he blushed. And my smirk was gone. I knew what was coming and clenched his hand unconsciously, but he gave me a calming squeeze and I remembered for the second time to start breathing once more.
He looked away once again, this time it was the wall that had suddenly turned interesting, clearly the celling was old news. "It's not what you think, mutt. Shikamaru had a plan, as usual. He wanted for us to pretend to be boyfriends." He glanced at me and he damn right was going to look at me. It was all a lie? Them? Together? Naruto naked on his house, kissing and getting ramen together so sweetly I had to go the doctors the very next day to see if I didn't have any diabetes? The incredibly sexy and steamy, although incredibly infuriating, making out in by the tree? Naruto nearly coming thinking about Shikamaru? All a big, massive, absolutely infuriating lie? "Well, I had to see if you still wanted me didn't I? Shika said that if you were over me it would end in nothing and we would 'break up' but if you were still into me you would make a move." He said, reading my mind that was full of questions and rage, though I can only imagine it was reflecting very clearly on my face before he answered. "And it worked." He added with a grin. I snapped.
I let go of his hand, lunged out of my chair, grabbed two fist full of his jumper and smashed him in the wall, his let out a gasp but didn't try to defend or resist. I growled, snarled and are my teeth to him, breath rapidly as I tried to contain my rage. "It was all, everything, a lie? You drove me mad, absolutely up the wall, to see if I liked you still? Are you kidding me?" This time he snapped. His eyes went from understanding to enraged in a second and before I even knew I was the one against the wall with Naruto hands grasping my shirt, even if I hadn't let go of his jumper.
He also snarled, locking our eyes in a glare contest. "At least mine was a fake! Every kiss, every touch, faked! Forced! With you in mind! Meanwhile you were having the time of your life finding out what bugs taste like! And always where I would walk! How is it that every alley I walked into you were there, kissing Shino like there was no tomorrow?" He asked, trying to sound angry but sounding so hurt that I flinched. We stared at each other a little bit more, our faces approaching, getting closer and closer, hot breath fusing with hot breath until the tip of our noses was touching, gently and without pressure. We let go of each other and went back to the table, our hands somehow intertwined once more. We sat down and took a sip of our teas once more. The tension and electricity in the air was off the hook, it was palpable.
After another period of silence I understood it was my turn. "Shino is in love with me, but I was so blindly by my feelings for you that I didn't see it." I said with more than a little shame, some best friend I am. "He was there when you rejected me, when I was blind in fury, he gave me….comfort. I regret, but he was there and you weren't." I added when he frowned and looked like he was about to say something. I think I was too cold cause he looked away with a very cute pout. I squeezed his hand. He squeezed back. Good. "I told him it would be just that one time, and then I found you with Neji. That was another massive blow, but I guess if I was there first it would've been me right? But from what you said it wouldn't be good for either of us." Naruto nodded and now looked more understanding. "Shino found me again and showed me a particularly nasty scar from a bite mark I left on him and said it was mark that Inuzuka man leave on their soul mates when they have sex, and I believed him, thought it was the consequences of my spontaneous actions, like if he was a girl and I had gotten him pregnant." Naruto looked confused with my explanation but didn't say anything, so I just rolled my eyes and continued. "After we….kissed by the tree I ran home in search of a way to undo it, only to find out that it was a lie. On my way back I ran into Shino and he wished me good luck. And here we are." I finished, Naruto mumbled a silent 'and here we are.' before looking somewhat pensive, a rather rare look for him.
"So you are single." He said, but it wasn't a question. I nodded anyway. "And I am single." Another affirmation. I nodded again. "Ok." He took his hand back and I let him, our eyes were locked now. He got his tea cup and I got mine, he took a sip and I followed, our eyes never leaving and almost blinking in synchronization. "I finished my tea" He said as he placed his cup on the table and, after I placed my cup but before I could say 'so did I', he was on me, lips furiously on mine as we both stood up. Our lips met, but it wasn't truly a kiss, it was too messy to be one, it was just lips mashing against other lips in a fury of passion and need. Eventually we managed to calm down, or did we get more intense? Didn't matter, eventually it turned into a kiss, lips sucking on one another, teeth scraping lips, gasp and soft moans, , hands roaming every bit they could reach even though we were both clothed. We made our way to the bed but when we were about to reach it the sly fox managed to sneak his tongue into my mouth, and I groaned. We stopped in placed, pulling back just enough to regain our breath, foreheads leaning against one another, and then our eyes met.
He was on me and I was on him, this time the kiss was all about tongues, dancing in a slippery dance around each other, tugging to try to get the other to swap places or to come visit their home, exploring each corner of the unexplored cave, and then I couldn't resist and gave Naruto's tongue a deep suck. This time he was the one that groaned. I sucked a bit more, melted him under me, but he wasn't one to let go of control it seems, as he fought bad by grinding against me. We hissed, the kiss broken, but not forgotten. Our eyes met again and we instantly rocked into each other, this time both moaning loudly. Lips met again, tongues dancing in the moonlight once more and now the hips grinded to top it all. I was sure I would have fallen in the floor, legs long turned into jelly, if not for Naruto holding me strongly by the hips, but at the same time I felt that he was the one that would've fallen to the floor I wasn't securely holding him with my arms wrapped around his delicious frame. And then I remembered, not that I had truly forgotten but the fact hadn't truly registered until then, this was Naruto. I was face mashing and body rocking with Naruto, the guy I fucking loved. I broke the kiss, leaned towards his ear and when I grinded into him I whispered. "Naruto…" It was more of a moan than a whisper truly, but it did the trick. Naruto moaned loudly, shivered and groaned and held me for his dear life, and I knew he had come. And the idea that I was the one to make him come drove me over the edge, this time I was the shiver and moan, and shout his name, I even think I either snarled or growled.
We were both out of breath, absolutely satisfied, and that was only from a making out session with some grinding. We smiled. As my legs started to shake I could feel his shaky legs and somehow we managed to push each other into his bed, falling on our side. We both burst out in laughter, and when we found ourselves out of breath once again we locked eyes, those blues eyes so happy and full of joy, so beautiful. I gave him a quick kiss on the lips, a sweet thank you for this fucking mind blowing making out session, and he smirked, cocky idiot, before snuggling into the crock of my neck. I sigh contently and pulled him closer, our legs intertwining, and soon we were both in the dreamland, but before sleep took me I wondered if our dreams would intertwine like ours bodies. I hoped so.
A/N: And that's how the story end, in a way. I'm going to add another chapter for a good smut, maybe add the details that are missing to truly end this, like who asked Shika to help? He would not show up at Naruto with a plan at hand by himself like that, come on. Ok, maybe. But he would probably make a plan, wait for Naruto to ask for his help, while hoping he would ask someone else first, then if Naruto did nothing he would go and offer to help.
And sorry for Naruto being so ooc here, he is so calm and eloquent! Totally not Naruto, someone used henge again! Damn your nose Kiba! Nah, it's naruto, no more plot twists now.
So yeah, either next chapter have finishing tips and smut, or smut and another chapter yet for absolute conlusion, or neither, shit happens irl sometimes. Also, I wrote this right now, did not have the chance to re-read it and give it a grammar clean, sorry.
