A Second Chance: One-shot series

by half-breed vampire

Through a series of one-shots, our favorite duo go through different situations as they fall in love, whether they deal with school, demons, knights, or hitmans, their love transcends times and worlds to be together. AUs, yaoi, SebastianxOC, one-shots. Warning, lemons and limes will be in many one-shots.

10. Little Big Soldier

AAAH I remember this one, it's so fluffy and stuff! XD MaraBella15 and I had a lot of fun with this one! We hope you like it too!

Disclaimer: We own nothing of Black Butler, this story was mine, Marcus, Matthew, and Joey belong to me, and the randomness belongs to MaraBella15.

Summary: When you raise a kid, you want the best for them, except when they are trying to get in your pants, and then there is no choice but to… Well pretty much just run away and avoid their questions.

~Little Big Soldier~

"Alright we will camp here tonight." He told his men as they just grumbled, too exhausted from their journey. After the battle in the Spider kingdom all his men were tired from the days traveling nonstop, and they really deserved a rest. He got off his horse, and he told one of his men to secure it to a tree, he removed his helmet, his gray gun-metal colored armor glittering in the light of the setting sun. He was going to survey the area for any potential threats that he could have missed as he walked down a path in the trees of the small forest. The town they would go to tomorrow was not too far ahead thankfully.

The wings of a might, and regal raven, elegantly crafted on the back of his armor along with the front of the bird on his breastplate showed what ran he was, the Captain of his squadron. It's a calm evening so far, and yet even the calm can be a silent warning of horrible things to come; I cannot let the beauty of this nature jade my judgment.

He was hungry, starving to death literally, and his form so thin for someone as small and young as he was. His small feet kept walking, his vision blurry as he wondered what he could eat, he was so desperate and he stared at the grass, remembering that animals ate it and he went to it and pulled off a few blades and he tried it, only to spit it out from the vile taste. His stomach growled again, and he whimpered softly and saw someone on the road and he rushed over to the walker, and he held out his hands, his large dull green eyes staring up at red ones as he begged for food.

Sebastian stopped and looked at the small child. His body looked painfully thin, just staring made him want to touch his own arms to see if he was able to see the outlines of his bones, but he stopped himself and he looked at the boy, his long raven hair lightly moving with every step he made, and he kneeled down in front of the child so he was at eyelevel and he said, "Hello little one." He said a small smile on his face. He never really knew how to speak to children so he imitated what some of his men did when they returned to their families. "You hungry? I'm sorry, but I don't have much food with me, but I do have this." He said, and took out a small wheat biscuit out of a leather bag that was tied to his belt.

The small child took it immediately and bit into the biscuit, trying to eat it and leave no crumbles at all, but it wasn't enough for his small belly, and he looked at the other, still wanting some more, but he remembered the other said he didn't have much. He frowned slightly and muttered, 'Thank you, Mister~" He continued to walk, his small bare feet getting pricked by stickers and twigs hidden in the grass, the raven almost let the other walk away, but his heart was tugged by this small action, and he called out to him, "H-hey kid! There is more food at my camp, if you want you can come back with me and eat as much as you like."

The boy stared at the raven and a large smile came to his face as his eyes brightened a bit, and he rushed over to him, "D-do you mean it?" Sebastian was taken by surprised by such enthusiasm, but he smiled a little more, "Yeah I mean it, you can come and eat till you can't anymore." He said with a small chuckle, "We have plenty, and the men in my troop won't hog it all." The smile never left the boy's face, and a few tears fell as he wiped them away, "T-thank you!" Sebastian's heart stung painfully at how the other cried and he took a small hand gently into his own gloved one, "Come on, dinner should be done by now, and I promise to get you the biggest bowl of stew you've ever seen!" He said and deep down he knew that his statement was probably true. The other looked like he has never eaten in his life.

The boy took the other's hand as he rubbed the last tears away and stuck close to the raven man, "Thank you Mister!"

"It's okay; you don't have to thank me so much." He said as he ruffled the dirty blonde hair a little, "And my name is Sebastian." He started walking and he looked down at the small child as he asked, "Do you have a name?"

"They sometimes call me Getlost or Scram!" He was too young to know that people wanted him gone from their sight, and that he had no real name, he just assumed that it was his since everyone kept saying that to him over and over. Sebastian frowned at this, "That's not your name; don't ever answer to that okay!" He said sternly and he took a moment to think then he smiled, "I'll call you Matthew, is that okay? Do you like that name?" He asked, it was the name of his old General before the mighty man died and he was in charge.

Matthew nodded, liking the name a lot, "Matthew! I like it very much! Thank you Mr. Sebastian!" He said, the smile just growing on his face, he's never been treated so nicely before, and he was glad he was experiencing it now. "No problem." Sebastian noticed the other's small bare feet getting pricked by thorns and he stopped walking, "Do you want me to carry you Matthew?" He asked.

"C-can you?" He was hesitant to say yes, and he looked down at the ground, his large eyes showing he was hoping the other said yes, but he was too shy to look up. "Yes." Sebastian said as he picked the other easily up and held him securely on his hip in the perfect 'daddy poses' even if he has never done this before. Once again he was trying to imitate what his men did. After Matthew was holding on to him tightly, he began walking again. The small child held on to him, but the armor was in the way and uncomfortable, but he didn't care as he liked the warmth of the other going through his smaller cold one.

As Sebastian neared camp, his men spotted the kid at his side and they gasped at seeing their Captain with a child. You'd think he grew a second head by how some of their mouths dropped, "Everyone, this is Matthew." He said evenly as he looked at his men, "He's a more then welcome guest, and if you treat him other than polite, you will deal with me, personally!" He said, his voice lowering in a warning to his still stunned men, well, all except one.

Matthew looked at them, feeling a little shy and he gave them a tiny wave, and one man went awe, "Awe Captain he is so cute! You know kidnapping a child is bad, then again let see~" The dark skinned male moved close, his blue eyes looking at the larger green eyes, and he smirked, "Oh this one is going to grow into such a cutie, I guess you won't be able to keep your hands off of him!" Marcus joked, well half serious actually, and he poked the small blonde with a stick, making the little child swat at it, and he was somehow tricked into playing with Marcus like a cat chasing after a string.

Sebastian's eyebrow twitched at that, and he kicked the man in the knee, "Stop being such an idiot Marcus, and go make yourself useful and get a bowl of stew for Matthew!" He said in irritation with the man again. Marcus just loved to either piss him off, or purposefully get on his nerves. The other must have found this hilarious since the last time he played the poking game was with Sebastian for five hours straight, by poking his arm repeatedly till the raven had enough, and chucked him into a river.

Marcus growled and stomped out of the water, thinking his Captain was being ridiculous. Sebastian ruffled the small blonde's dirty hair and got him some of the soup and the little blonde look up at Sebastian, "Thank you Mister, when I finish eating I'll leave you alone." He said with a smile on his face, not bothered by the fact he was saying that he was going back out into the wilderness.

Sebastian's heart gave another painful tug and he sighed already knowing what he was about to do, "If you want, you can stay with me Matthew." He said, looking at the other, "You don't have to go." He didn't know why, but there was something about those big green eyes that were so empty yet that small spark of life inside them is what made him say all this. "Ah, but I'm too little to work!" Matthew was rather clueless to when someone was helping him; he had assumed the other was going to allow him to stay just as long as he worked.

Marcus pocked the blonde's head and handed him another refill of the soup, "Thank god you're cute, because there is no way god granted you brains." Sebastian gave Marcus a glare and returned his attention back to Matthew, "No Matthew I mean…" He tried to look for the words in which to describe this, "I want to raise you, I'll take care of you, but I don't want anything in return okay? Only for you to let me take care of you." He said, not wanting to say that he wanted to be a parent, unsure if he could be a good one, or whether or not he was ready to be one.

"Like a wife?" Matthew asked in curiosity, this caused Marcus to fall over laughing, "OH GOD HE'S ALREADY THINKING THAT WAY! NICE JOB CAPTAIN!" The little blonde was very confused at this stuff, he didn't knew anything about parents and he doesn't remember how he's made it to this point, just that as soon as he could walk, he had to continue to look for food, so he knew nothing of parents or being raised by adults.

Sebastian blushed brightly at Matthew's answer and sighed, "You know what, sure just don't say that to anyone okay!" He tried to tune out Marcus laughter in the background and Matthew just smiled at him, "Ok, I'll try to be a good wife to you, and uhm p-pleas-ure you every day!" He had a bit of trouble pronouncing the word, but it was all clear to the entire troop. Marcus just laughed louder, looking like he was going to die, apparently living on the streets you hear a lot of chatter and don't realize what is supposed to be said and not said. Sebastian slapped his forehead, the red hue growing darker on his face, "Ah d-don't say that please! Just stick to eating okay!" He said and made Matthew sit on a log. He was now thoroughly embarrassed, and to quell his anger he kicked the laughing soldier again.

Matthew watched all of this as he ate his meal finding it quite entertaining as Sebastian got a few more kicks and even threw him back into the pond just beside the camp, satisfied with his punishment he flicked his hair behind his ear and walked over to Matthew.

"You guys are weird." Matthew said bluntly as he finished the liquid in the soup and started eating the meat. Marcus got out of the pond, a fish stuck in his helmet and he threw it at Sebastian's head. This caused the raven to almost trip when he felt something thick and wet smack his skull and he growled and his smarter men backed up as he went over to Marcus, and tackled him into the pond this time, proceeding to beat him with the fish, "DAMN IDIOT, TRY THAT AGAIN AND I'LL SHOVE THIS FISH SO FAR UP YOUR ASS YOU'LL FUCKING COUGH UP SCALES!"

The little blonde giggled at this, the first time he's ever laughed so at ease, and he watched as Marcus threw another fish at the raven and tried to beat him with it too. This made the raven more angry as he tried to shove the fish down Marcus throat, his other men finally stepping in as they dragged their kicking and yelling Captain off the other and onto the campsite, "FUCKING DUMBASS I'LL BEAT YOU SO HARD ONE DAY YOUR GRAND CHILDREN, if you ever have any, WILL OCCASIONALLY CLUTCH THEIR HEADS IN SCREAMING AGONY!"

Matthew placed his bowl on the ground and tilted his head to the side, "What's a dumbass?" Marcus crawled out and spat out the fish as he pointed at Sebastian, "THAT'S A DUMBASS!"

"I AM NOT!" Sebastian shouted as he tried to tackle Marcus again, but his men pulled him back. With a huff, and a lot of persuasion, he calmed down enough to not attack the soldier and he took off most of his armor and straightened out his now clinging clothing that was under the metal from before. Matthew gave a small yawn and he rubbed his big eyes, feeling very sleepy and full, and Marcus went over to him, "Aww so cute, you can sleep with me little buddy!"

"No he won't!" Sebastian snapped as he picked up Matthew, holding him protectively, "He stays with me only!" He then turned and began walking to his own personal tent. "REMEMBER HE'S YOUNG, HIS LITTLE BOTTOM WON'T BE ABLE TO TAKE IT!" Marcus shouted, just to agitate the raven. Matthew blinked and wondered what that meant, "Why would my bottom hurt? Are you going to spank me?"

Sebastian's face redden again and he shot Marcus a chilling glare, "No, I'm not going to spank you Matthew, and I'm not a sick minded pedophile like Marcus!" He said as he entered his tent with the boy.

"IT'S NOT SICK IF YOU WAIT TILL THEY ARE OLD ENOUGH! GIRLS CAN MARRY AT 16; I THINK THE SAME RULE APPLIES FOR BOYS!" Marcus said, pissing the raven off more. Matthew scratched his little head and yawned again, rubbing his eyes a bit of dirt falling at this, he seriously needed a bath, but was too tired to care for one; he was a messy little boy.

Sebastian saw this and chuckled, he continued to ignore Marcus outside as he set Matthew down on his sleeping mat, and he got a pitcher of water and wet a cloth before wiping as much dirt off Matthew's face as possible, "When we go to town tomorrow you can have a bath okay." He said with another small smile, he didn't want to risk the boy getting sick from the cold pond water.

"Ok Sebastian." He yawned again and was slowly nodding off, his belly full for the first time, and finally a break from walking so much, he felt very tired and sleepy, his small eyes closing and he fell asleep.

Sebastian could hear the child's breathing even out as he slept and he smiled again as he touched the other's cheek and laid him down. It's nice to have someone to care about, I never expected this, but I will protect him from this day on and I'll take care of him as if he were my own. "Matthew, I'll stay are your side and when you need me, I'll be there."

Matthew held the raven's arm in his sleep and there was a small smile on his face as if he knew what the other was thinking and he just laid closer to the other. Sebastian hummed softly a small tune his mother used to sing and he lie down next to Matthew and fell asleep as well.

During the night the small little boy hogged all the bed with his small body, pushing the raven towards the edge of the bed, and he slept even to the point the sun rose for the new day. Sebastian wondered why he felt cold and he opened his eyes, realizing the other had pushed him off his sleeping mat, Ah it's alright, he looks cute asleep~

Matthew hugged the pillow in his sleep, even kicking, and he muttered, "Dumbass!" Apparently he learned the new word. Sebastian frowned at this, and growled inwardly, I'M GOING TO FUCKING SKIN MARCUS ALIVE! It seems the raven forgot he was the first one to use it. Matthew's tummy grumbled and he woke up and rubbed the sleep from his eyes as he yawned and looked at Sebastian, "Hi Sebastian!" He said cutely, a small smile on his face. "Hi~" Sebastian said, a smile growing on his face, "We're going to go to town soon are you hungry?"

Matthew nodded as he touched his belly then he held up his arms for the other to pick him up, "Are we going to town on horses?" He's always wanted to ride one, but felt too scared to get near the large animal.

"Yes." Sebastian said, chuckling a bit as he picked the other up and onto his hip again, it felt strange to carry the child, but he was slowly getting used to it, "I'll get you a plate of food to eat before we go to town." With that said he exited the tent and took Matthew over to the fire where plates of food were ready for all his men and Matthew.

Matthew smiled and his tummy growled again as Marcus handed him a plate, but first ruffled his hair, "Hey sleeping cutie! You rested well with idiot over here?' The little blonde nodded as he picked up the food with his hands and ate it, not using the fork at all. Sebastian raised an eyebrow at this, but just sighed, it was too early in the morning for this. He saw down on a log with Matthew on his knee eating, and noticed how messy the boy was, he would have to teach him how to eat properly, "Matthew here try eating like this." Sebastian said as he picked up the fork and held some food to Matthew's mouth.

The boy took a bite of the food from the fork, and tiled his head again, "What's the difference?"

"It's a better way to eat and you won't get so messy." Sebastian said as he used his own fork to take a bite of his food, "See?"

"But I'm going to get messy either way right?" Matthew said, and Marcus snickered at this, "Captain, you are not going to win this argument." Marcus said as he ate with his fingers too, not giving a damn either. "But you can attempt to stay clean!" Sebastian said, and rolled his eyes at Marcus, "Stay out of this Marcus!"

Matthew raised his eyebrow at this as he continued to eat his meal with his fingers, pretty much ignoring what Sebastian just told him and Marcus laughed at Sebastian in a smug way. Sebastian shot a chilling glare at Marcus, "Stop being such a nuisance! Is it your ultimate goal in life to harass me?!"

"Pretty much." Marcus said as he shrugged and handed the little blonde his biscuit, patting his head. Sebastian growled at this as he moved Matthew away from Marcus, so the other couldn't touch him. He might be too over protective of Matthew.

"CAP! IT'S A PAT ON THE HEAD, NOT A SLAP ON THE ASS!" Marcus shouted, thinking the other was being ridiculous, Matthew had no idea what was going on but he ate the biscuit anyways. "Still!" Sebastian said, as he held Matthew close.

"I can't breathe!" Matthew said, as he flailed his little arms around, his face stuck to the raven's chest. "Suffocation isn't good in a relationship. Don't abuse your little wife~" Marcus said as he threw a rock at Sebastian's head. "Ow!" Sebastian growled and loosened his grip on Matthew as he shouted, "I AM NOT ABUSIVE!"

"You are aggressive right now, how are you not abusive?" Marcus was having way to much fun messing with Sebastian, while Matthew tried to catch his breath and he scooted away from Sebastian. Sebastian was starting to get a headache and he groaned and placed his head into his hands, "Marcus if there is a hell, its freaking paradise compared to listening to you!"

"If there is a hell, there will be two of me." Marcus grinned as he picked up the blonde's small body and smiled at him, "So little buddy, want to go to town and get candy?" He heard candy and he smiled, "Okay!"

"Hey! You two are not going alone, and don't carry him!" He said, taking Matthew back from

Marcus, "If you want to get him candy I'm going too!" Over-protective is probably not the right word for Sebastian now, obsessed would be more like it. "I feel sick!" Matthew shouted, he was being moved around too much between the both of them, and Marcus rolled his eyes, "Nice job, you got him sick now!"

Sebastian was having a horrible time and he blamed it on the other man, "Let's go okay! The men will bring the supplies into town anyways." Matthew still felt sick and would rather walk. On his own. Away from the crazy shouting raven. Marcus saw this and threw another pebble at Sebastian's head as he mocked the raven's words and got onto his horse. Sebastian frowned and placed Matthew in front of the horse, and he got on as well, holding the blonde gently as possible, making sure he wouldn't fall off, "Are you okay?" He whispered to Matthew so Marcus couldn't hear. Matthew nodded and said, "Please just stop picking me up, and making me not breathe, and not letting me eat." He pointed out.

The raven winced at that statement, "S-sorry Matthew, I'll try not to act so…" He almost said possessive, but just shook his head, "Forget about it and let's go." He said as he made his horse start moving to go to town. Matthew wasn't paying attention and he looked at the horse's soft mane, and touched it, at first hesitant but the horse didn't go insane or anything, and he smiled and hugged the animal's neck, his arms not reaching all the way, "The horsey is so soft!" Marcus awed at this, "He's so cute~"

Sebastian ignored Marcus and smiled at Matthew, "Yes, when you are older I'll get you a horse if you want." He offered.

"Really?!" He shouted, and Sebastian laughed and nodded, and Matthew smiled as he rubbed his cheek against the horse's neck, "Thank you Sebastian!" Sebastian laughed at this, Matthew was so cute, "You are welcome." Matthew kept petting the horse's hair and smiled more and more as he sang a silly little song for the horse, Marcus laughing at this, "Nice kid you got there, boss." Sebastian found this song cute too, but he wouldn't admit that, they reached town finally and he got off the horse with Matthew and he said, "Marcus find somewhere to tie the horses." Translation, 'Marcus get lost!' The shaggy haired soldier huffed at that and rolled his eyes and he gave a bag of coins to the little blonde, "Go ahead and buy whatever you want!" He said with a big smile.

Matthew looked at the money and nodded a big smile on his face, "Okay! Thank you Marcus!"

"Yeah thanks Marcus." Sebastian muttered, and he took Matthew by his hand and began to walking with him through the town. Matthew was skipping and singing another childish song that actually sounded like a bunch of cute jumbled words, his hand that held Sebastian was swinging back and forth and his other hand holding the money to his chest. Sebastian could feel a few stares and some of the women in town were giggling and looked at him in a very 'interested' way. Who wouldn't look, he was a fairly young knight with much sex appeal and to top it off since Matthew became like his kid, and he was a bigger turn on, looking like a single father with a cute son to the eyes of mothers. "What do you want to buy?" Sebastian asked Matthew, a smirk on his face, liking the attention.

"A puppy!" He said, he always wanted a puppy more than anything the world. Unfortunately Sebastian didn't, and the raven stopped and looked down at Matthew, "A puppy? What about toys or a cat even!" He argued, he didn't like dogs because they were messy and barked too damn loud. "I-I want a puppy…" His eyes wavered and he sniffled a bit as he stared at the ground and tried to hide his little cries.

Sebastian suddenly felt glares on him from the women and he sighed, "Okay! But a small one and you will have to take full responsibility of it!" Matthew hugged Sebastian's leg a bright smile on his teary face and he said, "Thank you Sebastian!" The raven just sighed, still not liking this, but the glares on him lifted, and the women around him went awe, as he started walking to a pet shop, "You're welcome, but remember you're in charge of it."

"Yes! Like you are in charge of me!" He said as he rushed inside and looked at the puppies running around in the little playpen and he smiled and was being licked by the, small giggles escaping him.

"Aw so cute!" Marcus was behind Sebastian as he awed at this and Sebastian jumped at this and glared at the raven, "Fuck its back. Yes if only he didn't like dogs!" He said. Marcus scoffed at this, "Why dogs are cute, and can tell right away who they hate." The little blonde ran over as he had a small little corgi puppy in his hands and held it up, "I want him!" The little puppy growled at the raven, and Marcus laughed at this, "See!" He patted the pup's head and got a lick in return.

Sebastian huffed at that, 'Fine, ugh dogs! But please try to keep that vile creature away from me!" He said firmly. Matthew frown at this and Marcus slapped the back of Sebastian's head and picked up the little blonde, the puppy glaring at Sebastian as he took the blonde to get a collar for the pup, and he helped the child put on the collar, "So what is his name Mattie?" Marcus asked, nicknaming the blonde. "Joey!" Matthew said happily, the little puppy barking at this.

Sebastian figured life hated him and he rubbed the back of his head, "It's like I pissed off the universe somehow!" He was easily ignored, and Matthew placed his new puppy on the ground, the leash in his hand and he smiled happily as he chased the puppy around. Marcus went to Sebastian and slapped his shoulder, a little too roughly, "Ah he's cute, and look you won some I-love-you points from Matthew." Sebastian winced from the unexpected slap on his arm and he looked at Matthew, playing with his new pet, "That may be, but ugh, it's a dog!" He really hated dogs, having a very bed encounter with one when he was little, so he still did not want them around him. It was like he was cursed to forever hate dogs and for dogs to hate him.

Though it was like Joey heard this and went over to the raven and promptly peed on his leg, his little owner giggling, even Marcus was snickering at him. Sebastian growled as he resisted the urge to kick the dog, and he stomped out of the shop. Marcus and Matthew could fucking play with the dog for all I care! He waited outside the shop for them and he crossed his arms, frowning more than ever.

Marcus picked up Matthew along with Joey and took them outside, "How about I go take you around town, Mr. Grumpy over here is just going to kill all the fun." Matthew nodded at that, wanting to get candy now and the trio left the raven behind. Sebastian heard this and he scowled, "AH! I FUCKING HATE THAT MAN AND DOG! Fuck, Matthew is mine, not his!" He froze at his rant and raised an eyebrow in confusion, When did I start referring to Matthew as being mine? It's only been two days.

They trio bought the candy and Matthew tugged on Marcus shirt and pointed to a weapon's shop, "Marcus, can I have a sword too!" He said, the other man promising him stuff that was dangerous as hell, "Sure! Hell I'll buy you one now!" He led them to the weapon shop, the little blonde happy at all the stuff he was getting.

Sebastian was brought out of his thoughts when a passerby bumped into him, and he began to look for Matthew and that horrible Marcus, Where are they?

Matthew looked at the dangerously sharp swords, and he picked one up, having difficulty as he was going backwards, trying not to drop the dangerous blade. Sebastian saw Marcus in a weapons shop with Matthew, and he saw the kid about to fall back with a sword three times bigger than him and he ran into the shop and caught him and the blade to steady him, "MARCUS! WHY THE HELL ARE YOU LETTING HIM TOUCH A WEAPON!? HE'S A KID, AND THAT'S FUCKING DANGEROUS!" He shouted, furious at Marcus, but was worried as hell for Matthew, he shouldn't have left his side, because Marcus is never careful.

The little blonde sniffled again and looked down, "B-but I wanted to be like you…"

"Nice job, you crushed his dreams!" Marcus shook his head at him; even Joey was shaking his head, "For shame Sebastian!" Sebastian wanted to just curse the world, "Matthew," He got down on his knee so they were at eyelevel, "I didn't say you couldn't be like me, it's just your still too young, swords are dangerous, and you need to be a lot bigger to wield them properly." He saw the blonde just sniffle even more, and his face softened, he was upset but wasn't heartless, "I'm sorry if I'm acting very mean." He said, not liking to call himself that, "But I worry about you, if you want a sword that badly you can get one, but only if you use it when you're older. Then I'll teach you how to be like me."

"Really?" Matthew asked, rubbing his tears away. "Yes~" He said with a small smile, "But only if you promise to be more careful until you're bigger, okay?" Matthew nodded and held Sebastian's leg again, "Ok Sebastian! But do not forget I want to be like you, I also want to be a knight!"

Sebastian just ruffled Matthew's hair again, "Okay, I won't forget I promise. Now come on it's been a long day, and you need a bath." He said as he carefully picked Matthew up this time, "I'll check us into an inn."

"Can I take a bath with you?" Marcus snickered at this as he followed along, and Joey barked as he bit the raven's pant leg, clinging on to the cloth, "Oh and Joey too!"

I swear I'm going to get old fast from this stress! I already feel white hairs sprouting on my head! "I'm not sure if that's a good idea Matthew."

"But I want to take a bath with you and Joey!" Marcus snickered at this and whispered to Sebastian, 'Careful the pup doesn't bite off something important."

"I know!" He hissed back at Marcus, "Fine Matthew, just keep the pup at a distance form me okay?" He said as they reached the inn and he bought a room for the night and signed them in. "Ok!" He said as he was excited to take a bath with someone, "Can Marcus take a bath with us too?" Marcus tried hard not to laugh even more as he patted the little blonde's head, "How about a rain check when you are older, and it's just you and me."

"In other words never!" He growled, sending a threatening glare at Marcus, "And it will be never or I'll be the one to tear off something important of yours!" He said in a back-the-fuck-off-my-Matthew voice, and he took the kid and dog to their room.

Marcus rolled his eyes, "Oh boy, already in love, but too stupid to know. Ah well."

The little blonde looked at Sebastian and he pulled on the other's hair, "Sebastian do you have a girlfriend?" Sebastian wasn't expecting that question as he entered the bedroom and sat Matthew down on the single bed, "Currently no." He said.

"Are you… Looking for one?" Matthew asked, like hell was he sharing Sebastian with anyone else. "Well eventually maybe." He said a little confused by Matthew's questions, "Why are you asking anyway?"

"Am I not good enough?" He said sadly, holding Joey against his chest, "Don't you like me Sebastian?"

"What are you talking about Matthew?" He said worried by the sudden change of the other's mood, "Of course you're good enough, you're perfect, I do like you."

"Then why do you want someone else?" He whined, sniffles coming from him. "Matthew you don't understand, you're my charge, I'm caring for you and you're much younger than me a thing like that would be unthinkable." He didn't know how to explain, and he looked away from the sad green eyes because he was too weak to look into them, Matthew was too adorable, and it hurt him to see the other sad, "I won't look for anyone if it makes you feel better Matthew, please don't cry."

"Pinky promise!" He said as he held out his pinky, rubbing a few tears away with his other hand. Sebastian wanted to hesitate, he had a bad feeling that he was going to be a very lonely man for a long time, and even if he had a small frown he took the other's pinky in his, "O-okay Matthew, pinky promise."

"Good." Matthew said as he jumped off the bed and headed to the bathroom, whistling a bit as he carried Joey with him, he had just played Sebastian like a fiddle. Sebastian really dislike this, Fuck you life! He honestly could swear he was getting white hair from all the stress from taking care of a kid. He went to the bathroom after Matthew, and he started to fill the tub with warm water, "Can we have bubbles too?" Matthew asked as he had trouble taking off his dirty clothes. Sebastian smiled at this and nodded, "Sure." He put some soap in the water, making it bubble, and he went over to Matthew to help him take off his dirty clothing, "I'm going to have to buy you some more clothes."

Matthew nodded as he took off Joey's leash and he smiled at Sebastian, "Ready!" He picked up Matthew and set him into the perfectly warm water along with the dog. Matthew splashed around playing with the bubbles, and Joey swam around trying to eat the floating bubbles, "This is fun! I've never had a bubble bath before!" Sebastian smiled at this, "I'm glad you enjoy it." He said with a small laugh. "Last time I took a bath was in a river, but I almost went under, I still don't know how to swim." He said as he made a little bubble snowman.

"I'll remember to show you how." Sebastian said seriously, the thought off Matthew almost drowning terrified him. "Okay! Then can I catch a fish! I've never eaten one before! I heard they are very good!" He said, jumping up and down in excitement, splashing water out of the tub. "They are." Sebastian said, smiling at how cute the other was acting, but he spit out some soapy water that got into his mouth, he hadn't even gotten into the tub yet, and he was still fully clothed, he was hoping the other had forgotten. Then again…

"Sebastian, why aren't you taking a bath? You're dirty!" He said, "And you promised me to take a bath with me! You are a mean liar!" He shouted, a pout on his face, looking cute with his lips puckered out on his baby face.

Damn! I was hoping he forgot! "Alright, alright." He said, rolling his eyes, and he removed his clothing. His body well-muscled from years of combat, and he only had a few small scars. His skin nearly flawless, except for a thin scar that went from his hip down to his inner thigh from the time he nearly lost his leg. He blamed Marcus partially, the idiot was supposed to warn him of attacks from behind. He didn't take but a few moment to get into the tub with Matthew, though he was careful of the dog.

Matthew held Joey close, remembering what Sebastian said, and he looked at the other and smiled, "Will I be big like you?" Mine's really small, but will it get big too!" Sebastian flushed at that, "U-uh y-yes." He felt really awkward now, and he made sure to move his legs so he covered his important parts, "Yay! How did you get them so big?" He asked a big smile on his curious face. Sebastian was really feeling uncomfortable now, and he stuttered, "Ah w-well, all boys get…bigger with a-age."

"Can I touch them?" Matthew asked. Meanwhile Marcus was trying hard not to laugh, his room was next to the others and he was hearing everything from the wall. "Matthew, no!" He gave a groan in embarrassment and he face-palmed, Why me!

"Why? You can touch mine!" He said, "I know they aren't big, but I'll get boobies like yours too! I didn't even know boys can have them!" He said, revealing that he wasn't talking about Sebastian's you-know-what. Sebastian slapped his fore head, making a very loud sound, "They are not boobs!" He said in embarrassment, and irritation.

Marcus was laughing loudly at this, rolling on his back in his own room. The little blonde tilted his head to the side in confusion, "But then why are they so big?"

"IT'S MUSCLE!" Sebastian shouted, he was starting to develop an eye twitch along with his headache, Marcus eavesdropping wasn't helping either. "So girls have bigger muscles then?" Matthew said, thinking he realized something, but not knowing he was way off. "No it's complicated." He said and sighed, "Just play with the bubbles!"

Matthew shrugged and tried to catch some, but soon got bored and he grabbed a bar of soap and rubbed it on his hair. Sebastian chuckled and took the soap away, "Here let me." He said as he made a thick lather on his hands, and he carefully washed Matthew's hair the right way. Matthew smiled and let the other wash his hair, Joey having gotten out of his grip and the little dog somehow got behind Sebastian and bit the raven's hair, mangling it. Sebastian yelped at the sudden sharp pain to his hair, and he pulled his hair out of the dog's mouth, the damn mutt having yanked several long strands, "Bad dog!" He said, rubbing his aching scalp with the palm of his hand.

Matthew giggled at this and Joey jumped back into the water, splashing the raven and he swam back to his little master, "You sill puppy!"

"Damn irritating dog!" Sebastian muttered, and he continued to rub his scalp, and sooth the stinging. Matthew yawned softly again, still tired from running around today, and he rubbed his eyes with his wet little fists, "Sebastian, I'm sleepy." Sebastian smiled and brushed some wet hair off his tiny face, "Then let's get ready for bed okay." He said and he got out and grabbed a towel for each of them, he wrapped a towel around his waist before he proceeded to dry the small boy, as for the dog, he handed Matthew a separate towel so he could do it. After they were mostly dried, he redressed them in clean clothing, Matthew wearing an old shirt of his to wear for now, and he cut up some pants for Matthew so they could fit him until they could get better clothing.

Matthew tried walking with the large clothing, only to trip cause of the hem of the shirt was dragging on the ground, but he shook his head and tried walking again and he lifted up his arms, the sleeves sliding down to his shoulders, "LOOK I'M A GHOST!" He said in sudden realization, and he chased Joey around the room, tripping once in a while. Sebastian laughed at that and shook his head and waited till Matthew ran by him, and he picked him up in one swift movement a tied a knot in the shirt to stop him from tripping, "Ah such a scary ghost~" He said, faking fear.

Matthew giggled and hugged Sebastian, saying, "I want to play Sebastian!" He tried to hide his yawns, his little childish mind rejecting the need of sleep just so he can play around like a true child he is. Sebastian could see Matthew was tired, but he didn't have the heart to say no, those cute big eyes preventing him, "Okay, what do you want to play Matthew?" He asked.

"Uhm… I don't know any games, but I heard they are fun!" He said as he yawned again, "Do you know the game where they throw a ball?"

"You mean catch?' He said, "I don't have a ball but," He grabbed a small leather pouch and rolled up the cut up pieces of cloth from the pants and stuffed it with it, and tied it shut to make it like a ball, "We can play a little bit with this if you want, but tomorrow I'll get you a real ball."

"Ok!" Matthew said a big smile on his face and he rushed to the other side of the room and jumped up and down, "Throw it Sebastian!" The raven tossed the makeshift ball to the blonde in an arch, he didn't like the dog but he had to admit it looked kind of funny when the puppy watched the ball with his tiny head moving side to side.

Matthew wasn't able to catch it, and he scrambled over and brought it back to Sebastian, apparently he got the game catch and fetch wrong as he rushed back to his corner, Joey looking like he was going to laugh if this was somehow possible.

Sebastian looked at Matthew and almost laughed as well, "Matthew, that's fetch, you're supposed to catch the ball and throw it back."

"Why?" Matthew asked, tilting his head in confusion. "I…. That's a good point, I don't know, that's just how I learned to play it." Sebastian said, wondering who made the rules for games. "Oh, okay." Matthew said as he held up his hands again, 'Then I'll catch!" Sebastian smiled and threw the ball again, "Catch~" Matthew missed again, but he ran after the ball and threw it at Sebastian, but it only hit the ground halfway, and rolled to the raven's feet, "Sorry Sebastian."

"It's alright Matthew." He said, not bothered by this, "Here try throwing it like this." He said, showing how he snapped his wrist to throw the ball, making it go farther. Matthew barely caught the ball and it slipped out of his fingers and picked it up and tried like the other said, but ended up yawning. Sebastian saw this and shook his head, "Ah Matthew, it's late, how about we play more tomorrow, okay?"

"Aw but I'm not sleepy!" He whined, trying to wipe the sleep from his eyes. "Come on Matthew." He said as he picked the little boy up and he pulled him into the bed with him, "It's late, and tomorrow there will be more fun I promise." Matthew yawned again and nodded, "Okay, don't forget to play with me Sebastian." He picked up Joey from the ground and held him close as he cuddle next to Sebastian, his little body giving out as he fell asleep instantly. "I won't~" Sebastian said softly as he lay down and slept next to Matthew, getting used to the child by his side.

Matthew and Marcus snuck into the barn house and crouch down on the hay as they got ready. He's grown to be a fine young man, soon becoming a great knight, though he was still a little dense, but he knew more of the world than before, and he had Marcus teach him the rest of the other stuff. He had women wanting him, and men wanting to be friends with him, but he only wanted one thing. Sebastian. He's always loved the raven, but it wasn't until he hit puberty did he realize that he wanted the raven all to himself. It wasn't easy getting Sebastian to notice him as a man, even worse; it was hard to get the other to stop thinking of him as a son. He and Marcus had snuck away from his house, and met up for another session. He's been secretly meeting with Marcus ever since he hit puberty, and the other taught him how to get rid of some 'problems' and even teaching him how to please himself, one interesting and yet painful way was with a cucumber, though it did feel good for Matthew after he finally got it right, he claimed it was practice till Sebastian finally noticed him and made love to him.

Right now, he wanted to try it for reals instead of using a cucumber to please him, and he was breathing a bit fast, trying to calm himself down, "S-so you promise just to… Do it quick right?"

"Well I am not that quick okay, but I'll just give you a few hints of how sex is. You sure you don't want Sebastian to do you first?" Matthew shook his head, his light blonde hair falling in front of his face, "No! I want to have some experience for my time with Sebastian, which I will have so stop saying it's a dream!"

Meanwhile with Sebastian, He was talking with one of his men, and he looked around and realized that familiar mop of blonde hair was missing from the gathering; in the clearing outside the small home he had gotten for himself and Matthew. After a few years of roaming around the forest he decided to settle down a little and buy the small piece of land just in case something happened and they needed a place to stay, and although he hated to admit it, he was getting older. He scanned the clearing again and he frowned, still not seeing Matthew.

During the past years of taking care of the child, he has grown far more protective of him and even a little more than emotionally attached to the boy. Matthew was like a son to him, and even if he hadn't known how to care for a child, he somehow managed. It was only expected that when he didn't see Matthew within eyesight that he grew worried and he excused himself from the conversation to go look for him. Where is he? He and Marcus better not be harassing the livestock again.

Marcus was frowned as the other had his mouth covered with his hands, "You are being ridiculous! It's a kiss, not life or death!"

"I don't care! I want Sebastian to be my first kiss!" Matthew shouted, making sure his hands still covered his mouth. Marcus sighed at this, "Do you hear yourself! You want me to fuck you, but you want your first kiss to be Sebastian's? Oh forget it, let's just get this over with before the mood, or whatever you can get from a hay filled shed with animals can get you, over with!" He sighed and just pulled of his shirt and Marcus did the same as he laid him down on the hay, he seriously couldn't believe he was about to do this.

Sebastian roamed the grounds as he looked for Matthew, and he heard a noise in the shed. What the hell? Always being cautious, he drew his sword and he followed the sound till he heard the noise again, and he heard more sounds. He frowned as he heard Matthew's voice saying something about him, and he came around the shed, and saw the door slightly open, and through the crack he saw an unmistakable outline of his son in a very compromising position, and he growled and opened the door, his sword facing the two, "MATTHEW MICHAELIS!" He shouted, obviously furious. He has in fact never felt so angry, till he saw this, and he saw Marcus, he was in the mood to kill.

Matthew's eyes widen and there was a huge blush on his face as Marcus chuckled weakly, "O-oh look, I found Matthew! H-Hehehe, s-silly boy, never can keep his clothes on!"

"You. Are. Dead!" Sebastian hissed at Marcus and he slashed his sword down at the man just barely missing him as the other moved and he only slashed a long line down his forearm.

"Ah wait! Don't kill him, it was my idea!" Matthew shouted as he covered Marcus, this caused the dark-skinned male to gawk at this, if he wasn't dead now, he will be soon. Sebastian however, froze at those words, and his eyes looked at Matthew, completely stunned into silence for a moment and he looked away, unable to even look at Matthew right now because he was so angry, "Matthew put your clothes on, and go to your room, and don't you dare go near Marcus until I say, is that clear!"

"B-bu-" Marcus placed a hand on Matthew's shoulder and shook his head, the blonde knew Sebastian was very upset at catching them, but most likely upset at what Matthew told him. The blonde sighed as he put on his clothes and he walked out of the shed and he looked at Sebastian and frowned at him, defiance in his eyes, "I'm not a little kid anymore, so when will you stop treating me like one?!" He glared at Sebastian a little longer, but he knew the other will only see him as nothing more than a child, so he walked away.

Sebastian didn't even say anything to that, and instead his eyebrows furrowed in confusion, only for him to focus his attention back on Marcus, and he pointed the tip of the blade at the other's chest, "If I dare see you trying to touch Matthew again, I will castrate you where you stand! Do you understand Marcus?" Marcus raised his hands up at this a sheepish smile on his face, "Will you believe me if I said I accidentally fell on top of him while he was changing?" Sebastian pressed his blade against the other's skin drawing a few drops of blood, "Does this answer your question?"

"Hm… I'll take that as a maybe, don't worry papa-bear, I didn't steal a single kiss from him, and just to piss you off even more, because I might die anyways." He stood up and kissed the raven on the lips and ran off, "IF YOU DON'T KILL ME, I CAN TELL YOU MATTHEW WILL!" He shouted over his shoulder.

Sebastian stared in horror, and he slapped a hand over his mouth, flushing from embarrassment, but definitely not because he liked the other. What the fuck! Sick asshole ugh! He tried to wipe off the feeling of the other kissing him with his hand and he walked back towards his home, I have heard of children being dropped as a child, but that Marcus was clearly thrown at a wall repeatedly!

Matthew curled up on his bed, Joey lying by his side, his dog having grown to the side of a medium dog, and was faithfully loyal to his master. Why can't he see me for… me? And not the small boy who needed taking care of?

Sebastian arrived to the house and he knocked on Matthew's door, "Matthew we need to talk." The blonde didn't say anything, and Joey jumped off the bed and growled at the door, already knowing his arch-enemy was here. Sebastian heard the dog and he frowned, "Matthew call off your dog! We need to talk!"

Matthew sighed and muttered, "Joey, come." The dog came over to him and whined softly, but just received a pat on his head, really wanting to take a bite out of the raven's thigh, but just did as his Master said. Sebastian opened the door when he heard the other call the dog off, "Matthew… Please talk to me."

"Do you really want to talk, or do you just want to yell at me for what I was going to do?" Matthew pointed out, knowing how the other can be. Sebastian held his tongue and took a deep breath to calm himself, "I-I am willing to hear what you have to say." Matthew huffed at that, and turned his back to the other, "I just wanted to get some experience."

Sebastian's eyebrow twitched at that answer, "I understand that you are about that age where you are curious Matthew, but really, Marcus? That man is no good Matthew!"

"This isn't some teenage curiosity! I've already done a lot with him; I just haven't gotten him to enter me! I don't need you to start with that parenting bull crap so quit it!" He threw his pillow at Sebastian and huffed in anger.

Sebastian caught the pillow confused and frustrated, "Then what is it Matthew! I don't know what to say to you! Why are you acting so different?"

"I'M NOT ACTING DIFFERENT, I'M GROWN UP SEBASTIAN!" He shouted, "CAN'T YOU SEE THAT! Look at me! I'm not the little kid who was afraid of monsters and begged you to kill them so I can sleep; I'm not the little kid who wanted to be carried by you anymore!" Sebastian stared at the other, shocked at Matthew's outburst. The blonde had never talked to him like that before, and he actually look at him. He always saw the other as just as little boy that needed his protection, but now he saw how much the other has grown.

He was a lot taller now, his hair slightly longer, and his thin body became filled out with lean muscles, and no longer the baby fat that use to be on his cheeks. Sebastian was very much shocked at this transformation and it was like he was looking at a stranger. The green eyes where the only thing that remain the same, but even then, the defiance and anger took over the innocent and trusting eyes. H-how did I miss him growing up? He's like a stranger to me in appearance, but he is handsome now, no longer my cute son, but a handsome man who I do not know. "I'm sorry Matthew." He said slowly, and for some strange reason he took longer than he should to look away from the other's body.

"Sebastian, look at me and I want you to tell me that I am no longer the child you knew, see me for the man I am and have become, and see what I want and need." He pleaded, wanting Sebastian to realize he loved him. "I know you are not a child anymore Matthew." He said as he looked into the other's eyes and he saw a hint of something he in a way wished he hadn't seen, "But I…" He let out a breath of air and he shook his head trying to shake the thoughts he was getting about the other out of his head, "Matthew… I'm sorry but I don't think I can give you what you want."

"You're saying that because you see me as a child! Even worse you think of me as your child! You are not my father Sebastian! I have never once seen you as my father; I can never look at you in such a way!" Sebastian stared at him in shock, he had loved the other as a son until now, and to hear those words gave him a painful twinge in his chest. "I am so grateful for everything you have done for me, but I need more than this, because… Because I see you as something more, I don't need a father Sebastian, I need you!" Matthew didn't understand all the stress he was putting onto Sebastian, the other wanted so much to fast, and the older raven could only process all this at a certain pace. "Matthew I…" He frowned and looked away, "I need some air Matthew. Rest before dinner and you're still grounded for what you did today.' With that he left the room, the pressure to great for him that he needed to breathe and to think.

Matthew frowned and he sat on the bed, he knew this would happen, so why did it still have to hurt so much? He curled up in his bed as he clutched his heart and a few tears fell as he pulled the covers over his body, why won't you just look at me, like I do you?

Sebastian went outside and sat on the wooden bench out front of the house. He didn't know what to think or what to feel as he placed his head on his hands. I never saw him as anything more than a son, why now is it that I hear he wants me as something more than a father.

Matthew hated this, hated having to deal with something like this. He almost wanted to take Marcus off to just run away and go see the world, he remembered how the other confessed to him and told him if it never worked that he could always rely on him, but… He couldn't stop thinking of Sebastian, it wasn't so easy to just move on, he wanted Sebastian, wanted to try to get the other to love him back.

Sebastian sighed and only got up when it was late in the day to make dinner, and he set the table with the food, he even filled the dog's bowl, which he hated, but he just wanted to give himself something to do. Finally when he was done, he called the other to come eat dinner. Maybe this is a phase? Maybe in a day or two he'll come around and this will all blow over and everything will go back to normal.

Matthew stood up from the bed and went to the dining room, Joey was by his side and he stared at Sebastian, determination in his eyes, "I won't give up, I'll make you stop seeing me as a child Sebastian and force you to see me as a lover!" He went over to his caretaker and kissed him on the lips, his first kiss was now gone and given to Sebastian, and he couldn't believe how soft the lips were and didn't want to pull away, but he did and he grabbed his plate, Joey grabbing his bowl as well, and they went to eat in the bedroom.

WHAT IS IT WITH EVERYONE KISSING ME TODAY! Sebastian screamed in his mind as he touched his lips, getting a strange feeling from it. He wasn't disgusted like he was with Marcus, but he couldn't deny liking what Matthew's lips felt like. Something must be wrong with me! He ate his dinner in silence, and tried to clear his mind, but was now being assaulted with thoughts less than fatherly.

Matthew ate his meal as he contemplated this situation, he knew what he had to do, and as embarrassing as it was, he had to show the other he wasn't a child. O-Oh god, I just hope I don't push it too far to the point that I have to freaking masturbate in front of him or something!

Sebastian finished his food and put the plate away, after that he went to Matthew's room, even if the other said he was grown up, Sebastian was still in the habit of going to tell Matthew it was time for a bath and to get ready for bed, "Matthew, bath time." Matthew couldn't believe he was going to do this at all, but he shook his head and stood up straight.

He came out of his room, his fully tanned bare body with slightly smaller muscles than Sebastian, nice and lean, and his abs rippled slightly, the V that went down to his manhood was barely covered by a small towel that was wrapped around his slim waist, threatening to fall off the smooth hips, and he brushed passed the other to bathe. Oh god, that was so embarrassing!

Sebastian gave a small gasp, that he hoped was silent, and he looked away instantly. Ah! Don't think bad thoughts! Bad Sebastian, bad! He knew Matthew was too old to bathe with anyone, but it sucked immensely that they had to share one bathroom, so he could either go with Matthew to bathe with him like he did every now and again, so he could enjoy the warm water, or he could wait for later when the other was asleep, when the water is freezing. Damn you universe and your sick twisted ways!

"Sebastian, there's not going to be any hot water for a while~ I'll freaking drain this place of hot water if I have too! So want to share a bath?" He asked, trying to keep calm. Though he has seen Sebastian naked before, this situation was now completely different.

"…Alright." He said and he went to the bathroom and tried not to look at Matthew as he undressed for the bath, he has done this so many times and hasn't been embarrassed for a long time since Matthew asked if he had boobs. Well this is not so bad; I don't want to get a cold from taking a bath with water that's not warm. Matthew slipped off the towel and stepped into the bath and turned on the water, letting the warm liquid wash over his body and he caught some sneak peeks at Sebastian, Oh god he's so hot~

Sebastian got into the tub and let a small sigh escape his lips from the warm water that filled the tub. He was having as much trouble as Matthew as he glimpsed at Matthew a few times. This feels the same and yet so different. He quickly looked down then away, having caught a glimpse of little Matthew. Well shit, he has grown… AH! AGAIN WITH THE DIRTY THOUGHTS! DAMN!

Matthew grabbed a bar of soap and slowly rubbed it on his body, the white suds sliding down the skin and he swiped some of the droplets on his lips, leaving a bit of suds there intentionally, he will have to thank Marcus for teaching him these things during boot camp. Boredom can do a lot to a teenager and a perverted friend.

Sebastian saw this and tried to stay calm, but his breathing hitched for a moment. Damn Matthew, why did you have to put such thoughts into my head! He didn't say anything but he did brush the suds by the blonde's lips away with his thumb, his skin brushing against Matthew's lips for a second. Matthew looked at Sebastian and let the water was away the suds still as he said, "Can you Sebastian?" He handed him the soap and turned his back to the other, his heart beating loudly in his chest.

"Sure." Sebastian began to slowly wash the other's back, his fingers grazing Matthew's skin a few times. Relax! You've done this before! You are just washing his back, nothing else!

Matthew was having an equally hard time as he tried not to shiver from the slight touches of Sebastian's fingers touching his back, and unconsciously he moved closer to the other. Sebastian continued to rub the other clean, and he saw a smudge of dirt on Matthew's lower hip from being in the shed and when it didn't come off with the bar of soap he used his thumb to rub it away, his giving the slightest bit of pressure there. This made Matthew give a slight moan, and he quickly turned around with a blush on his face. I want him to take me seriously, so I have to do something drastic, just please don't be mad! He wrapped his arms around Sebastian's waist and pressed the raven against the wall of the shower; catching Sebastian by surprised, as Matthew pressed their hips together, and lightly nipped Sebastian's neck, leaving a bright red mark there.

This all happened so fast for Sebastian that he couldn't stop a soft groan that had left him. His body hasn't had such touches since Matthew made him pinky swear off any suitors. "Matthew, s-stop, this is wrong!" He protested, pushing the other away with his hands, he was starting to feel guilty as he did this, because he liked the feeling of skin against his, especially Matthew's skin.

Matthew did pull away, but he stared at Sebastian and said, "That mark on your neck, remember what I did to you so you can never forget the feeling of my body pressed against you Sebastian. All of my self, is for you." He said, completely serious and he stepped out of the shower and wrapped the towel around his waist and went to his room, his heart beating loudly still.

Sebastian sat there in the shower for a moment, till he turned off the water and got out, pulling on a towel to go to his room. Damn! First Marcus kissed me, and now my kid gives me a hickey! He thought, "What the hell is going on!" He left the bathroom and told the other goodnight quickly, not trusting himself to go into the other's room again, and he went to his own.

Matthew was blushing badly as he lay on the bed and pulled the covers over him, he couldn't believe he did all that and he wondered what he should do tomorrow in the morning. I have to keep trying, no matter what! Dammit where the hell is Marcus when you need him!

~Meanwhile~

Marcus yelped as he was almost shot at for the second time today, and he jumped out the window, twin boys trying to calm down their father. "How the hell do I get myself in these situation-…? Hey baby~" Marcus said as he stopped and smirked at a good looking guy that was walking away, and he tried to follow, and he stopped himself, "Ah no! Bad little Marcus!" His lower body continued to walk, and he grabbed onto a pole, "No bad body, and no more threatening sexy time!" Another guy passed by and his body reacted again, "Damn this thing is like a diving rod for sexy guys!"

Sebastian changed into a pair of pants, too tired to remember to put on his undergarments, and he slid into bed to sleep. I think I'm getting too old from all this stress! He thought as he drifted off to sleep, his hair undone and splayed all over his pillow like spilled black ink, and he only snored very softly in his sleep. Matthew, after doing something for tomorrow, finally sighed and tried to sleep, tomorrow Sebastian was going to have a very, very, hard time.

Sebastian was a lot more tired than he originally thought as he actually slept in late, the sun was up, but he just groaned and pulled the blanket over his head and slept longer, he was tired damn it and his stressful and confusing day yesterday didn't help. Matthew woke up and dressed and he noticed Sebastian hasn't come out of his room to wake him up for once.

He went to the kitchen and placed some dog food for Joey and he went into the raven's bedroom and he bent down and kissed Sebastian's cheek, a hand stroking the other's hip, "Sebastian, come on and wake up, or maybe you want to stay in bed with me in it~" He knew Sebastian wasn't a morning person, as if on cue, the other swatted his hand away, not fully awake, and he muttered, "Fuck, five more minutes!"

"… Alright then, you give me no choice but to give you a wakeup call." He slipped a hand into the other's pant, and blushed slightly when he realized the other wasn't wearing anything underneath, he took this advantage, feeling braver, and he touched Sebastian's member and held it in his hand, giving a few strokes it soon became hard. Sebastian moaned softly at the feeling and shifted slightly in the bed, he was mostly asleep but the other's touches where waking him up in more ways than one.

Matthew licked his lips and shyly got on top of Sebastian and he bent down and licked the other's tip, it tasted strange, a little musky scent to it, but he didn't mind and he shyly took it into his mouth all the way to the root, having practiced like Marcus said was worth it as Sebastian continued to moan in utter delight, his hips bucking a bit as Matthew bobbed his head up and down, sucking on the other's length.

It's really been so long for Sebastian, his body missing the touches, but when he started realizing what happened he shot up in bed and pushed Matthew away from him, "WHAT THE HELL MATTHEW!" He said loudly, his heart beating fast from the other's version of a 'wakeup' call.

"You wouldn't wake up, so I thought I would gently suck you awake~" He licked his lips, still able to taste the other in his mouth and he got off the bed and went to the door, "I could continue to help you if you want, but we'll be late for training Sebastian~"

"OUT OF MY ROOM!" He shouted, his face red and he threw his own pillow at Matthew, he was immensely turned on right now, and it didn't help they had training today. Matthew caught the pillow and rubbed his cheek against it before throwing it back to Sebastian, "There! Now you'll even smell me in your sleep." He got out of the room and was blushing terribly. Oh my god I can't believe I had him in my mouth, ah but it tasted so good~

Sebastian waited till the other left the room and he groaned, his member still twitching, it's really has been a long time since he's been touch, and to have ended it so quickly made his body hate him. He forced himself to ignore it as he got dressed for the day. Why do I have a bad feeling about today? He thought grimly.

Matthew, meanwhile, was taking a few deep breaths as he cut the fabric of his pants and shirt so that way bits of his tan flesh would peek out, luckily for him they fit so tightly on him, so it would be an added advantage, though it was bad for training, it was good for seducing.

Sebastian finished changing and he went outside to the training grounds. He hoped training could get his mind off of the other's problems. Matthew picked up his sword and went to training and he stood in the front lines, the guys behind him just staring at his new 'fashion.' Sebastian saw Matthew and had to bite his lower lip. I swear if he was a kid still I'd give him one hell of a spanking for doing this! This just made him blush at the thought of bending Matthew over to smack his behind red, and he just shot a few glares at the men for staring at Matthew.

One soldier accidentally dropped his weapon, having been late and just barely got into line, and Matthew bent down and picked it up, the men were risking this chance to stare as one of his cuts was showing a bit of his tan rump. Sebastian saw this and he growled, "Alright! Let's have training begin! Sparring partners everyone!" He told them as he went over to Matthew, and his sword, 'accidentally' grazed the man's neck with his sword in warning of decapitation.

Matthew huffed and pulled Sebastian's sword away from the scared soldier and handed him the fallen blade before he slipped on his own sword and looked at Sebastian, "I won't go easy on you Sebastian; we could do a reward system though. Winner can do whatever he wants to the other."

"When you say do, you must understand why I am reluctant to agree." Sebastian said as he took his stance, sword at the ready. "Alright then, don't lose, either way, I'm eager of winning or losing, especially knowing your this close to snapping~" Matthew said as he got ready too. Sebastian raised an eyebrow and made the first strike, his movement's swift and very precise, showing how experienced he was as he aimed for the other's neck.

Matthew though blocked it immediately, a natural blocker, and he quickly dropped down and swept his leg over Sebastian's feet. Though the raven already saw this and jumped over the leg in time, but was caught off balance for a second and to steady himself he left his torso vulnerable for attack. Matthew saw this and immediately elbowed Sebastian's chest with all his weight against the blow, and with this, he had enough force to get the other unbalanced again.

Sebastian stumbled backwards and coughed at the force the other used, he never knew the other could pack that well of a hit, but because of such a large attack, Matthew left himself open, and he tried for a quick slash at Matthew's ribs.

Matthew wasn't anticipating this as he barely moved to block with his sword, and he grunted as he got sliced still, his sword trembling slightly as it held back Sebastian's sword from going any deeper into his ribs. Sebastian stopped as he stared in shock at what he had done, never has he drew blood from Matthew, the other always able to dodge his attacks, and because of this he felt utterly guilty and horrified, making his grip go slack on his sword.

Matthew on the other hand didn't care if he was hurt and he threw the other's sword away and with the flat of the blade he smacked it across the other's side, using enough force that if he had turned it to the sharp edge, he could have cut the other in half, instead it was only going to be a big ugly bruise. Sebastian gave a sharp gasp of pain and he collapsed to his knees and he held his side with one arm, his face twisted in pain, "F-fuck Matthew this is only training remember! Fucking shit that hurts! What the bloody hell!" He winced as he pulled himself up to his feet again and was still holding his side that was already bruising.

"YOU CUT ME! IT'S ONLY TRAINING YOU DUMBASS!" Matthew shouted as he held his own side, the blood dripping past his fingers, and it hurt a lot to him, having never been cut before he wasn't expecting such pain. Sebastian frowned and he smacked the other upside his head with his hand, but winced from the movement, "WHATEVER!" Matthew just grew pissed and kneed Sebastian between his legs. Sebastian doubled over, wincing in pain yet again, "Matthew!" He growled in irritation and pain, Marcus was really rubbing off on Matthew too much, and he did not like it, he seriously missed his sweet little Matthew now more than ever.

Matthew pushed Sebastian on the ground and sat on the raven's back, "And I take it I won then! Also you agreed to this by fighting me!"

"I didn't agree to anything! Get off Matthew!" He said, trying to move the other off of him. "Yes you did! I said if I beat you or you beat me! Obviously for this to work you have to swing your sword, which you did!" He grabbed one of Sebastian's legs and bend it back, making sure not to give the other any room to bend with it so it will hurt like hell.

"AH! HEY STOP THAT! WHAT THE BLOODY HELL ARE YOU DOING?" He shouted as he tried to move away from the other.

"A move Marcus taught me in subduing idiots. Now stretch~" He bend the leg more and he could hear the bones popping. "AUGH!" Sebastian cried out, it hurt like a bitch to him, "FUCKING LET ME GO!"

"Not until you admit I won the bet!" Matthew shouted as he did it again, this time bending both legs. "FUCK OW!" He tried to move away but he couldn't and he gave up, "OKAY! YOU FREAKING WON, HAPPY NOW! LET THE FUCK GO!" Matthew did so and he stood up, wincing as he held his side and he gave a thumbs up to the other soldiers that were staring, "Told you he can lose!" They had a blush on their face, not because they were embarrassed at their Captain, but because Matthew's ripped pants, ripped even more, showing his things and hips, and as well as the fact that the other is not wearing underwear.

"ANYONE WHO IS STILL HERE BY THE COUNT OF THREE AND IS LOOKING AT MATTHEW WILL HAVE MY SWORD THROUGH THEIR SKULL!" Sebastian shouted as he started to get up and he started the count down, "1! 2!" He still had the over protective problem that he never solved. Matthew smacked the other's head, and the guys ran away, "WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU! THAT ISN'T OVER PROTECTIVE PARENT, THAT IS OBSESSED LOVER!"

"STOP CALLING ME THAT!" Sebastian shouted as he brushed the dirt off of him, "It's wrong to say such a thing, I told you before! And change into appropriate pants!"

"Why, you don't like it? A father doesn't look at his 'son' that way! Just admit it Sebastian!" He grabbed the other's hands and placed them on his hips as he kissed him roughly. "Mmph!" He pulled his hands off the skin after a long minute, and he forced his face away from Matthew, he wanted the kiss, wanted the other's skin against his own, and this made him feel even guiltier. I've raised him as a kid! This is wrong, not to mention I'm so much older than him!

"SEBASTIAN!" Matthew shouted as he grabbed the raven's head and made him look at him, "I'm not going to give up at all, so just stop trying to deny it! You like it, the feel of my body against yours, the sound of my voice, the heat of my skin, you're thinking of it aren't you, about touching me with your hands, making me scream or moan… So why do you try to deny it?" He whispered as he kissed him again, and his body started moving against the other. Sebastian groaned at this and had to push Matthew away again, "Because it's wrong! I'm so much older than you, and I raised you for god's sake!" He liked the feeling, no loved it, and it made him feel horrible because he was having so much trouble accepting that he liked Matthew in such a physical way.

"We are not blood related, I don't care about you being older, there is nothing wrong, at all, and you just don't want to be with me, because you can't stop thinking of me as a kid! I'm not a kid Sebastian, I've told you I'm a man, and I want you, need you!" He refused to back away and he slipped his hands into the other's pants, and he rubbed the white hips, his thumbs rubbing close to the other's manhood. "This is not a phase, I've always, even as a child, wanted to keep you all to myself~"

Sebastian groaned and he placed his hands on Matthew's wrist to stop him, "Now Matthew, you don't understand, I can't! You're forcing me to change everything I thought I was doing right so quickly!" He moved away again, but his hands lingered on the other's wrists.

"There is nothing wrong with this Sebastian; you seem to keep forgetting that." He kissed him again, this time gently and he stepped away from Sebastian, "If you keep denying me, I might just take Marcus offer and runaway with him. He loves me too, he says he's willing to take me away and travel the world together, only in case if you keep rejecting me. I don't want to, but… Even I can't handle too much rejection." He rubbed a tear away and he ran away from Sebastian.

Sebastian didn't like to see the other cry or hurting, but he didn't know what to do, and he felt horrible about all of this. What was he doing wrong? He walked to where his men were at and sat beside them, his head in his hands once more.

Marcus was behind Sebastian as he bit an apple, he wasn't magical that he popped up somewhere, he was just hiding up a tree in case the dad with twins was still after him, "So, I take it you keep kicking your own ass on what you want. What is so hard about this decision? You wanted him as a child, so you took him in and raised him, and in the end he wants to be with you forever. Is that so wrong to make you happy for once?"

Sebastian raised his head and he sighed, mentally stressed to be angry at Marcus right now, "I just don't know what to think, I've spent such a large amount of time trying to be the perfect parent for him, and now he suddenly tells me he wants more from me. It feels like only yesterday I was trying to teach him to play catch." He sighed and shook his head, "It's so confusing to me."

"It's not confusing, he never once thought of you as a dad, he thought of you as a kind savior, someone who took him out of the streets, gave him a purpose to live again, and if I remember correctly, you did say that he can be your wife." He bit the apple again and held out a bottle of whiskey, "Though I doubt that matters to you anymore, but maybe a drink for your troubles will help you out."

"You're too damn irritating Marcus." He said, but he took the bottle regardless of that and took a long drink. He hasn't had a drink in forever, and he forgot he can get pretty hammered. "Say what you want, but I have more of a chance with him than you, I mean I've already gone a lot farther than you, and you weren't there to teach him puberty after all, I was. Don't worry though, even though he used cucumbers, he didn't want me to enter him till yesterday. It is funny though, when I helped him learn how to pleasure himself, he kept making cute noises, even calling your name." Marcus knew he was just giving the other more reasons to drink, not like they weren't true, he was just wondering when he should draw the line before he does get murdered.

Sebastian frowned, drinking more and more, till he started feeling mentally fuzzy, but he didn't stop there, "Y-a know Marcus, if I wasn't so f-fucking tired, I'd cute your fu-fucking head off!" He said in a matter of fact voice. Matthew took out another bottle, and held it in front of the raven, "Another thing, he is such a screamer! We were surprised you haven't caught us in the act before because of his voice, but that kid sure has a set of lungs. Damn and crazy stamina, first time I pleasured him, he wanted to go three more times, now he can handle a lot more, shoot it's almost irresistible to just stop one time, I always wondered if you hadn't come in, I would have just taken his first time with a man, and then take him away from you, and kept him for myself, I would have made him happy every day! Not reject him like a child with a bad toy."

"I-I know! He's not a kid, it's not like I don't think he isn't hot or anything. I just didn't show it. He's pretty fucking hot now." He muttered as he took the other bottle and tilted his head back as he drank a lot more. Judging by his speech he was now talking to Marcus without the intent to kill him, he was getting wasted very fast and very hard. Marcus smirked as he gave him another bottle of stronger liquor and he picked him up taking him back home, "Oh really? So what if you had a nice dream of him? What would you do to him there?"

Sebastian laughed at that and he drank the stronger liquor and he looked at the other with a half smirk, He wouldn't be a virgin that's for sure, fuck he has no idea how crazy he's made me since that time he made me swear off sex, and that was like years ago!" He tried to count how long it's been, but he gave up, to many fingers in front of him, "How long has Matthew been with me again?"

"10 years has definitely been a long time! Hell I can't survive one day. Now then, have you notice how nice you and I have been together? Obviously it's a dream buddy~" He said, the other pretty hang over so it works to his advantage. He knocked on the door and Matthew opened it, having removed the clothes like Sebastian had ordered, and was now wearing only the torn pants. "Enjoy him Sebastian, after all it's only a dream~"

"Sebastian?" The blonde said as he took the other's hand and looked at him, he has never seen Sebastian wasted before. "Matthew!" Sebastian said, a lopsided smile on his face as he stumbled into his home, his breath strong with the smell of alcohol, "Wh-where were you?" He said a little slurred as he pushed Matthew against the wall and muttered in his ear, "I missed you~" Matthew blushed at this and asked, "Sebastian, are you okay?" He wasn't sure to be ecstatic or worried that Sebastian might pass out drunk. "I'm f-ine really! Great actually!" He said laughing like an idiot now. He was obviously intoxicated. "Mattie~ Did you miss me?" He said, whining a little as he slipped his hands into the tears on the other's pants to touch his hips.

Matthew gave a small gasp, not expecting this, and knowing it was Marcus who did it. Marcus I'll think about killing you later, but thank you for now! "I did Sebastian, d-do you want to go to your bedroom?" He asked, feeling very shy as he wrapped his arms around the raven's neck. "Only if you're with me." He said, his hands rubbing closer to Matthew's member, "But only if you truly want me~"

Matthew moaned at this and nodded as he whispered, "As long as you love me, I'll always want you and be with you~" He kissed Sebastian's lips and slowly grinded his hips against Sebastian's. "I've always wanted to touch you." The raven mumbled as he touched the other's hips, "But I kept stopping because I was afraid, I don't want to stop anymore." He said as he literally ripped the other's pants off, "I want you Matthew~" Matthew gasped at this and blushed as he just held the other closer to him, "T-then don't hold back at all Sebastian, please." He brought his lips to the other's ear and whispered two words, "Take me."

Sebastian picked him up easily from years of training, but this time it was different, this was pure lust. He went to his room and he only paused to throw the other onto his bed, and he ripped off his clothes and climbed on top of Matthew as he kissed the blonde harder, moaning at the contact, this was his first time kissing the other like he wanted to, he was so sexually deprived everything felt good. Matthew groaned at how hungry the other's kiss was, but he just kissed him back, his hands gripping the black hair, and his heart beated loudly in his chest. I feel a little nervous, but I'm glad I'm with Sebastian.

Sebastian was vicious in his assault as he nipped dozen of tiny love bites down Matthew's chest, his hips grinding against the blonde, "Fuck your body feels warm against me~"

"Ah Sebastian~" He moaned, making sweet small noises as he moved his hips with Sebastian's, his legs wrapping around the other's waist. Sebastian sucked on Matthew's pulse point as he positioned himself at Matthew's entrance and he kissed the other harshly as he shoved himself quickly inside of the other, and he groaned at the tightness of Matthew, while the other screamed in the kiss, a few tears falling, Sebastian was certainly bigger than the cucumbers.

Sebastian licked the tears away as he softly shushed the blonde and he slowly started moving in and out of Matthew, "You feel so good Matthew, so wonderfully hot around me~ Hehe your body is even sucking me in, such a lewd body you have."

"Oh~ Sebastian, Sebastian~!" He groaned as he moved his hips together with him, his walls tightening a bit with each thrust Sebastian did, and he gave a small cry when the other hit his sweet spot, and Sebastian smirked, "Ooh~ I like that sound, do it again~" Sebastian pulled out from the tip and shoved back in, and he hit the sweet spot dead on, doing this over and over again as he made Matthew scream in pleasure.

He was enjoying this very much, it was quite obvious as he grabbed Matthew's legs and hooked them over his shoulders so he could go in deeper, and he groaned in delight as he could feel the other's insides quiver from his harsh treatments, "You feel so good Matthew~ I want to take you over and over till the morning sun comes~" Matthew softly gasped and groaned as he begged the other to do just that.

Sebastian grasped Matthew's forgotten member and he squeezed from root to tip as he forced drops of white hot seeds to dribble out and Matthew was gasping and groaning at all of this, his toes already curling as the pleasure was already over taking him, "Sebastian~ D-do whatever you want with me~"

"Oh I plan too." He smirked as he ravaged Matthew's body. He turned Matthew around on all fours, going in deeper into the moaning and screaming blonde, and he clawed at the other's back and hips, marking him as his own as he took him over the edge with each thrust. He wanted more from him though, wanted him to feel him in his very being, so he picked Matthew up and pressed his chest against Matthew's cut back, and he wrapped one arm around Matthew's waist as the other than explored and touched the lithe body.

Matthew was gasping and moaning, he couldn't keep up with the other's thrusts, his back curving and straightening to be in rhythm with Sebastian, and his arms went behind his head as he pulled the raven's hair and he kissed him deeply, he was already so close to his release, and wanted to embrace Sebastian as it happened.

Sebastian could feel Matthew's walls tighten around him and he groaned into the kiss as he grabbed Matthew's hand and together they touched the blonde's dripping member and stroked it. Matthew gasped and held on to Sebastian as he came in their hands, and he leaned back against the other, every cell in his body abuzz with excitement. Sebastian whispered Matthew's name as he came deep in the other, but didn't want to end it so soon, he was going to keep that promise of taking the other till morning.

Never in his life did Matthew feel this complete then with Sebastian's arms around him as he was taken over and over again, it felt wonderful and utterly gratifying, he loved the other dearly and it was obvious in his eyes, and in Sebastian's.

They passed out after so many rounds of love making, and they held each other tightly in their sleep, as if never wanting to be without each other ever again.

The sun rose higher in the sky, and Sebastian groaned slightly, his head killing him with poundings to the brain. He opened his eyes and was shocked as he saw Matthew's face right in front of him. He moved back and stared at his nude body, as well as Matthew, and he realized what happened. Oh god, what have I done! Matthew, as if sensing Sebastian's turmoil woke up and looked at him, "Just a little longer Sebastian. I'm tired." He wrapped his arms around Sebastian's body and kissed him gently and pulled him back to him.

Sebastian was very surprised right now, unsure if he should push the other away, or to stay in the warm embrace, though his hesitation annoyed the young male and he heard, "Sebastian I will tie you to this bed and force you to fuck me if you don't quit it right now!" The raven blushed slightly at that and sighed as he lay down with Matthew, "You know you're grounded." He muttered.

"Yeah, well even prisoners are allowed visits right? So don't forget to see me~" Matthew said, a smirk on his face as he buried it into Sebastian's neck. "Yeah, yeah… I love you Matthew."

"I know, I've always loved you too~"