A/N: Sorry this took so long to get up. Things have been...not so great lately. Anyway, I really don't want to dwell on that, so please enjoy the next few chapters!

I don't own Twilight, all Characters are to their respective owner...etc,etc,etc.

Today, I actually got fully ready for school. Senior year. Homecoming, prom, new beginings. I never thought my new begining would behold the possibility of becoming a

mother. But the things you expect rarely happen, I should know this by now.

I kept my look to the bare basics. Getting dressed in jeans, a t-shirt and a zip-up hoodie. I didn't even bother to straighten my hair, I kept it natural. I didn't feel the need for

make-up, but mom insisted on mascara, blush and lipgloss, at least.

I felt like I was putting up a fake act for everyone. That everything was fine. That I was getting over Jacob. That my heart was healing... thats exactly what was I doing. I was

in no way healed. He would be a permenant mark in my life. I'd see him in our child. I couldn't bare to hold this all in anymore. It was too much...

I looked to mom as we headed out to the car. "Mom, can you make me a doctors appointment?". She looked confused. "Why, sweetie? Are you okay?", she stroked her hand

on my cheek, "Okay, how about this, wait a few more days and if you don't better, I'll gladly take you. I promise".

I could only give a small nod.

The rest of the ride was quiet. Oddly enough, it reminded me much of the ride to camp and back home. My family never was one for many words. The talker was dad, but

since he left things have been too quiet. Its not something you get used to really...

As soon as we arrived outside the high school, I didn't hesitate to get out of the car at the first chance. I barely muttered out "goodbye" to my mom. Charley had to sprint to

catch up to me. "You know Ness, you could've at least waited for me", she said to me when she finally reached my side. "Sorry", was all I could say.

She began to tell this story.

"Renesmee, so theres this really cute senior guy. Someone in my english class said he's new. I can't quite remember his name, but I think it was something with a J. Jack?

Jacob? Either way he has a great smile and really dark eyes", she smiled. "He sounds kind of like the guy you met at that camp. Maybe he can help you take your mind of

him..." she nearly sang the last sentence. I sighed. A thought came to my mind. Wouldn't it be funny if it was Jacob. My Jacob. With the smile I love. The guy I love.

But I hardly find that possible.

For the rest of the day I told myself it wasn't possible, but I couldn't quite convince myself of that. At lunch I sat with a few friends. I felt bad that keeping in contact over the

summer didn't work out, but they understood the summer camp thing.

They started up a conversation about classes yesterday, which was the first day and the day I stayed wrapped in my covers crying. Miranda, who I had only known since ninth

grade, directed the conversation to the new guy. She said that his name was indeed Jacob and that he was "gorgeous". My mind rolled through the possibilities of it being

him, again. Maybe it really could be.

I hadn't paid much attention, but I guess Nicolette, one of the girls I'd known since junior high, asked me if I had seen him yet. I snapped back into reality and asked any-

thing I could think of. None of them knew much other than, the already stated, he was hot, and new to the school. It was enough information, really, but as soon as the

lunch dismissal bell rang, I darted from the cafeteria. I knew if I was ever going to see him again, I had to try and see if all this was true. I moved through the hallways, my

sister was trying to stop me to tell me something, but I wasn't stopping.

Thats when it hit me, there he was. My Jacob. He dropped one of his books, leaned down to pick it up, and as he stood back up, he looked at me. I tried to smile, but I think I

made a lame attempt. He dropped his books, again, and walked towards me, pushing through the kids moving though the hallway. Thats when he was in front of me, looking

at me with his dark brown eyes.

I thought I was going to pass out.

He placed his hands, one on each side of my face. For what seemed to be an enternity, we just looked at each other. His hands never left my face. He looked at me as if I

wasn't real, and I wasn't sure myself if he was. Hell, this could be some really messed up dream.

Jacob leaned closer his lips mere centimeter from my own and whispered,"This is a dream. It has to be..."

Without hesitation he kissed me. Right there. In the middle of the hallway. Not exactly the most romantic, but I didn't care. I had him again. Maybe everything would fall

back into place.

But, that usually wasn't how my life worked out.

So yeah, pretty much just fluffy stuff for this chapter. Things will get more tense as the chapters progress.

Here's a general outline of whats to come in the next few chapters [its very general, I cant give anything away, can I? ;) ]

-Ness & Jake catch up on all the stuff thats happened since camp ended.

-Bella meets Jake.

-The doctors appointment that could change their lives...forever.

-Ness meeting Jakes parents.

The rest you'll have to follow the story for, but all that ^ will be spread amoungst the next 5-6 chapters.

Anyway, reviews are lovely.