sorry i took so long...stuff got in the way... but here it is a short one... sorry if i do too many of these but i do like to know and get feelings of the characters across...well whatever enjoy and keep reading the few of you who still do...i hope you like it and as always good or bad please review!
It was morning, the day to return, the day that would end it all. Kakashi's mind was hazed over with thoughts of a sweet tomorrow that would never come.
Kakashi opened his eyes picking his mind out of sleep just to see Iruka's face as he slept.
How beautiful. I would love to see the sun shine off your tanned skin not just today but everyday. I want to wake up to see your eyelashes caressing your cheeks. I want to feel your chest rise when your parted lips take in soft warm breathes. I want to feel your soft silky brown hair that always finds its way into my hands.
I find myself here whispering and I don't know what I'm saying. Perhaps its just another declaration of love, perhaps a curse on my own soul. Perhaps one last I love you…
Truly all I know is that I found myself, my true self in your arms.
Even though you are asleep you speak things to me. You speak with perfection and you speak comforting words. I feel you I have no need to hear you to listen. My heart can understand your true voice.
I can feel you shift in my arms. I can hear you mumble incoherently in your dreams. You are about to wake up, but I savor ever moment that I can.
I really truly wonder if the light that brings me out of darkness and that wakes me out of slumber comes from the sun. Up until 3 days ago I would have said yes, but I know better. You are my light and all I need. If its warmth I need, I know you'll be there. I need your guidance to the place where I find peace once again yet thinking all these words won't make it better again. I am ready to lose you. Am I really? No… I want to be here forever with you.
Iruka snuggled into Kakashi's chest. He was smelling the sweetness that Kakashi gave off.
Do you know I always think of you? I know I shouldn't but you're the only thing that keeps my standing. You are my hope that gets me through.
You move me to change. I was no longer alone.
Would you tell me how could it be any better then this? I know how. Without me. Without my lies.
Kakashi smiled and rested his head against Iruka's holding him tighter in his arms.
I can rest for now. You've healed my broken heart, you've left me breathless.
You hold my heart in your hands, and I know you won't let it break. I can only hope I don't break yours.
You've taken me to the deepest depths of love.
Would you tell me how could it get any better then this? I know without me. Without my lies.
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