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She glowed in the moonlight while her tears feed the lake, as she cried once again over Mamoru. 'How many times had she cried because of him', she wondered.
"Too many, my love your tolerance level astounds me", Endymion said coming from out of thin air.
She wasn't even startled by his appearing out nowhere; she was that used to it now. Her back was still facing him, and she no longer cared to hide any of her feelings or thoughts. She was just tired, but a live without Mamoru, was that even possible.
Endymion didn't know how long he stared at her back, but his heart breaking slowly. It was like a double edge sword because he felt both Usa's and Chiba's pain, but he could take away hers. So he would; he decided as he walked towards her wrapping her shivering form in his arms. "I have a surprise for you love", he cullied in her ear.
"I need no more surprises today, I just want to be alone", she replied hollowly, even though she leaned back into his warmth and she felt his grip tighten.
"well you know I'm not going to do that", he chuckled slightly nuzzling his head on her shoulder, 'it's too dangerous", he said more seriously, "I promise you will like it".
"aw alright Endy, it better be good", she said as she turned around and hugged him.
"isn't it always", he replied huskily leaning down to kiss her forehead, while she erupted with laughter, "ah there's that smile. At first I thought I lost you somewhere".
"Your nasty, but I'm not complaining so come on prince charming, where is my surprise", she asked looking around happily a complete 180 in Endymion's mind.
"Now there is the Princess we all know and love, now close your eyes", he said and when she reopened them she found herself staring at a door.
"I don't get it, who lives here", she asked turning around to face him with her head tilted and her noise scrunched up in pure confusion.
He took one look at her and laugh, he couldn't help it she was just that cute.
"Endymion, I'm glad my pain and confusion amuses this half of you as well, you can paint a rose any color you want but in the end it's still a rose, I'm leaving", she stated dryly turning to go only to feel a tug on her wrist bringing her back to him. She looked up and gasped at the solemn and pained expression that was on his face.
" it doesn't matter who I am, you pain is never funny, or partakes in my amusement, what you feel I feel just as bad if not three times worst, if I had it my way you will never have a frown on your face", he said gravely. He saw her bout to object to something so he continued, "Mamoru's just blind. He's lost in the fog, but the clouds will clear, and the sun will shine, that and you just been spending too much time with Venus. She got you saying her random backwards quotes", he joked the last part to lightening the mood.
"Well I could spend more time with you, I know a couple of activities that we could do to past the time", Usagi replied more huskily then even she knew she could be.
"You're killing me", he said as he picked her up bridal style moving her so he could open the door.
"Then stab me back", she said looking into his eyes before leaving a trail of kisses along his jaw line.
"Oh I plan on it, in our new penthouse", he said opening the door and carrying her into the house.
"Nani", she squealed as she looked around. Had she been standing she would have fell, the place was that gorgeous. It was bigger than Mamoru's apartment. Later examination of it would tell her that she had three bedrooms, a balcony, and two bathrooms with a walk-in closet in the master bedroom.
"well mostly yours, you key is on the table Usa, it's a home fit for a princess. Don't worry about the bills I own the building", he said smugly.
She raised an eyebrow at that statement, "you own the apartment complex"?
"well Mamoru does and according to the technicality of things he is a part of me since I was here first", Endymion spoke regally.
"Spoken like a true king", Usagi said as she stepped closer to him and wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him," I don't care how you did it but thank you".
"Well you can thank me later, now we start the tour in the bedroom", he said as he started kissing her and walked blindly to the bedroom.
"There roses everywhere my prince", she giggled, while he smirked.
"Does that even surprises you", he asked as he deposed his special cargo on the bed.
"Always", she said as she brought her lips to his.
"You know", he said as he moved his way to her neck, "there is another reason why I brought this apartment".
"hm", she moaned as his hands connected with her breast caressing them as he still sucked on her neck.
"you can scream as loud as you want now", he said smugly as he left her neck to lift up her shirt and bra to have better excess to her breast.
She gasped loudly when she felt his hot warm tongue on them. She arched her back wanting more, needing more of him. She started fumbling with his shirt trying to pull it up so she could feel all of him. Once that task was complete she started for his pants, while he moved on to the other breast letting one of his hands start to tug at her pants getting them half way off and started to massage her already wet underwear with his thumb earning him a slight moan in return. He chucked as his head went lower and lower leaving kisses in his wake until he got to her core and proceeded to pull her pants and underwear completely off.
Right as his tongue made contact with her jewel her communicator beeped and they both groaned in disappointment.
"duty calls", she said breathlessly as she was trying to clear her head to focus on the task at hand. She pressed the glowing button with the mars symbol, "moon here", she says still breathless.
"are you running", asked the Martian, "well anyways we need you asap at the park".
"okay I'll be there in a minute", she said wiggling out of Endymion's embrace and turning off the communicator.
"you do know if you wanna go anywhere you are going to have to stop wiggling right", he smirked kissed her stomach and got up.
"I'll be back", she said as she started to transform no time for putting on clothes.
"no I'm coming with you", he said leaving no room for agreement as his clothes magically reappeared on him. He grabbed her in an embraced and teleported to the battlefield.
At Mamoru's when Usagi left before the call of battle….
"what was I thinking", Mamoru said pacing his apartment. He should of went after her and told her all his doubts and insecurities that he have been feeling for weeks. He should have told her that he missed her and only wanted her alone. But instead his pride got the best of him and he snapped causing fear to seek into her eyes because of him. Man how he hated himself because of it.
He tired calling her but every time it went straight to voice mail. So now he sat there in his self loathing, praying that she would forgive him when suddenly all at once he felt all of her emotions. He felt her turmoil, her anguish, her resentment and the emptiness she must have bottled up for weeks, but what really shocked him was that guilt and confusion. It was so over powering had he been anyone else it would have brought him to his knees.
He didn't want to think about what she did he just wanted to go to her and comfort her and deal with their problems in the morning. With that game plan in motion he grabbed his coat and was half way out the door when he heard a door from inside open. He cursed mentally, wishing that Serenity and his future self Endymion would take their kid back so he and Usa could fix their relationship without the parenting part until it came NATURALLY.
"Papa where you going", Chibi-Usa asked still half asleep looking very much like Usagi.
As he looked down at here= he could have sworn he say flecks of midnight blue mirroring back at him. Shaking his thoughts he answered, "I was going to go check on Usako," he signed closing the door reluctantly, "but I don't want to leave you by yourself so I can wait till the morning after I take you to hortaru's".
"No Go, I'm a big girl Mamo-chan", smiled Chibi-Usa, "go after moon mama, I'm Sailor Chibi Moon for god's sake", she joked.
Mamoru wanted to argue and briefly wondered if an alien took over her body but he shrugged it off as she was just maturing.
"oh yea, hold on a sec", she said as she ran back into the room with her pink hair flying in her wake. She was back seconds later with a light blue purse. He looked at it funny to it clicked that it was Usagi's. "Can you give her this back", she said as she ran towards him effectively tripping over her own feet and spilling the purse contents on the floor.
"It's scary how you act just like her sometimes, but I guess the apple doesn't fall far from the tree", he laughed bending down to help the fallen girl scrambling to pick up Usa's things.
"hey", she exclaimed, "I resent that".
He just raised an eye brow and smirked, "oh really", he said as he picked up Usa's cell phone and deposited it into her purse. No wonder she didn't pick up, he thought.
"yes, I'm not an apple", she screamed astound, throwing more stuff into the bag.
He briefly wonders how big this small purse actually was until he saw a little white stick that caught his eye. "what the hell", he whispered reaching for it thinking-hoping his mind was playing tricks on him.
"Mamo-chan what's that in your hand", inquired the child. "Mamo-chan", she repeated only to see his eyes darken much like earlier when he was talking to Raye. Have she been anyone else she would have ran and hid but her being small lady of Crystal Tokyo and stubborn just like both her parents she wanted to know what was this thing in mama's purse to make her papa so angry. "Papa, you're creeping me out, what is that thing".
"I'll tell you when you're older, now back to bed", he declared coming out of his dark thoughts long enough to appear calm in front of the small child. He was beyond mad; here he was thinking that he was in the wrong, when she was the one who was cheating. he wanted to wait and have her first time to be special; jokes on him because while he was waiting she was hitting the sacks with someone else.
He felt sick to his stomach remembering that day when he heard her-them in her room- how could he be so native. How could she just throw away a thousand years? He wanted to kill the bastard that took his Serenity away from him- his Usako. He needed to kill something. He tried to reason that she didn't have the heart to do this but his logic won saying that virgins don't need pregnancy test. AS he looked at the small device he saw the no flashing on it and an odd sense of relief washed over him because he wouldn't know what he would do if she was pregnant.
"deep breaths, deep breaths", he coached himself. "Aw f this I need a drink", he turned his head in the direction of where Rini was sleep thinking if he could leave her for awhile to get one and confront that…she's still Serenity and your duty is to protect her, his mind whispered, even from him.
A bright pink light took him out of his thoughts, 'she getting really annoying' he thought, wondering what she wanted until the pink light clicked. 'Sailor Chibi-Moon was needed'.
And there she stood waiting by the balcony waiting impatiently for him to transform. Have Sailor moon transformed, and if she has why didn't he feel it? Maybe it was because it always felt like a massive heart attack and he was already experiencing one with her infidelity, but now was not the time. She needed him, so he cleared his mind and tired to pull his rose from his subspace pocket and transform. So imagine his surprise when he couldn't transform.
"Mamoru hurry up she needs us", she cried.
"Where are they", he asked.
"The park by the lake, now let's go", she said and he never felt more helpless in his life.
"Go without me, I'll catch up in a few", he said reluctantly knowing if he said stay she wouldn't listen. She just gave him a funny look and off she went.
He arrived at the scene still in civilian form and if he was not heartbroken enough to kill him, this was the icing on the cake; Sailor Moon being rescued by someone else. She no longer needed him, he thought.
Well tell me how u like it and review...next chapter Mamoru tries to confront Usagi...will Endyimion step in and meet him face to face?