A/N- Hey guys! I'm aware this post took a little long, but I have been busy lately with company, and sometimes I'm just too tired to write. So I finally just sat myself down so that I could write something good for you guys! I tried to make her video to Kwest not too emotional. I didn't want it to be all sad and sappy sorta like her letters. Her and Kwest were usually happy and goofy while they were friends. Hope you like this chapter:D Leave me lots of reveiws, each one counts!

Disclaimer: I do not own Instant Star.

Everyone was a little drained from the day. Jude left everyone some kind of personal memory, and it was hard to deal with. Kwest was at home that night and popped in the video she left him.

After hearing some shuffling and moving noises, Jude's face finally appeared on the screen. She was apparently in her room, on her bed while recording this. She smiled sadly at the camera and then spoke.

Jude: "Hey Kwest." She sighed. "I guess your sort of wondering why I made you this video. Well, I'm sure you know that I left, and I left Speid, Sadie and even Tommy each a letter. I really couldn't bare to write anymore heart wrenching letters so I decided to say the words instead of writing them would be a better approach. Listen Kwest, I know we haven't always been the best of bud's, but we grew closer when Tommy was gone. You've come to be one of my best friends. We shared a lot of good memories."
She sighed. "Listen Kwest, I know you are usually the peacemaker, so If it's not too much to ask, try to keep things under control. I know me leaving will cause drama, that's inevitable. I, I," She stuttered, starting to get emotional.
"I just want everyone to be happy. To go on with their lives, and not dwell on my absence. You and Sadie are dating, I don't want her to feel like she lost a sister. I know you can comfort her. I'm also worried about Speed, I don't want him to be upset, like I just abandoned him, like I left and it was his fault." She sighed again.
"When Tommy left, to wherever he went to, I felt like it was my fault, and I found it very hard to try to move on with my life. I don't want the people that I love upset and feeling that way. I just want everyone to move on. I know it seem's like I left because of Tommy.. But the thing is, it hurts so bad Kwest. I feel like I keep getting rejected over and over, and I just get so close and have the door slammed in my face. Tommy doesn't care about me, and I need to move on. But everywhere and everything reminds me of him, and I just want to forget. My life is so messed up, that I need to forget. I know it's a really selfish thing to do, I need you to try not to hate me. I'm really sorry for leaving how I did, and I will miss you Kwest. Take care of Sadie and Speid, and you can try to keep Patsy in line." She chuckled a bit.
"You mean a lot to me, so thanks for everything. For all the times you listened to me, and let me cry onto your shoulder, and for all the advice you gave me, I love you for that. I consider you one of my best friends. You and Sadie make the perfect pair, so I wish you two the best. I'll miss you and your big sandwiches!" She laughed.
"I love ya Kwest, goodbye." She blew the camera a kiss and it shut off.

Kwest was very angry at that moment. Not at Jude, but at Tommy. She left because everything reminded her of him! Some one who turned out to be one of his best friends, (and his girlfriend's sister,) was hurt so bad by Tom, that she had to run away from the pain. All she asked was for all the love she gave, to be returned, just a little. Maybe Tom did care about Jude, but if he did, Jude wouldn't know. He was too much of a coward to tell her. And he was with stupid Jessica. Tom Quincy was good for one thing, and that was making Jude feel like crap. She fell for someone like Tom, who only cared about himself. Kwest was going to miss Jude, and he was going to try to comfort everyone like she wanted him too. Only no one would comfort him.

Back in New York Jude is working at the ''Thomas Diner''. It's been a week since she's been in New York. (Jude's Pov)

Jude just finished dealing with a very rude customer. He kept making her go back and do the order again. Each time pointing out some thing wrong, like his fork wasn't clean or his burger was dry. She was just about finished and waiting to go on her lunch break, when Ryan came up to her.

Ryan: "Hey Harrison." he said as he walked up to her. She immediately pulled him aside and shushed him.
Jude: " I don't want people to know who I am, and where I am. Remember?" She whispered.
Ryan: "Ohh, yeah, sorry." He whispered back.
Jude: "It's okay." She smiled. He's such a dork, she thought.
Ryan: "Well I was wondering, since I partially own this place, which makes me sort of like your boss." He rambled, while staring at the floor. She chuckled.
Ryan: "Well maybe I'm not your boss, per say but um, listen you can have the day off if you want, and I was wondering if you want to go out and get lunch together, you know like old times?" He asked her as he brought his head up from the floor to look at her.
Jude: "Sure, it'd be my pleasure to have the day off." They both laughed. Ryan sighed in relief.
Ryan: "It's just, we haven't hung out at all since you've been here. So I thought you didn't want to hang out, because of that fight we had, and-"
Jude: "Ry, I'm not upset about the fight anymore. It was ages ago, besides I thought you were still a little mad." He smiled at her.
Ryan: "Nah, it was stupid. I shouldn't have told you who to date. That's your business, I have no right in telling you someone was wrong for you."
Jude: "No, you were just trying to look out for me. You were right though, Steve turned out to be a jerk." She chuckled. He was a cheating, jerk.
Ryan: "Well then, let's go have fun like we used to." She grabbed her coat.
Jude: "Alright, let's go." They linked arms and walked out the door.

Her and Ryan became close again just like they used to be. She used to visit on almost every vacation she had, well before their small fight. Her and Ryan reminded her of her and Speiderman. They didn't make awesome music together, but they had the same stupid fun. He was a lot like Speid, who could never be replaced, but Ryan was kind of like her best friend too. He also reminded her a little of Tommy. Which was extremely weird. Ryan was her friend, her good buddy, but she never thought of him in the romantic type of way. But now that she thought of it, he was pretty cute.

No, no, no, no Jude. You came here to get away, getting involved with Ryan would be a bad idea. But I do need to move on from Tommy.. Wait no! Ryan is not the guy for that, and it's too soon. I still love Tommy, and I don't want to be heart broken again. But Ryan wouldn't do that, he's my friend. JUST STOP JUDE! She fought inside her head.

Her and Ryan were walking, and she realized she just spaced out so she started paying attention to what he was saying.
Ryan: "So I say we rent Lot's of movies, of all types. We can get a couple of the classics, I really love Leo McCarey films, he's one of the best you know."
Jude: "I'm sorry, who? She laughed. And he stared at her like she was a mad woman. He wanted to be a director one day, he knew A LOT about movies.
Ryan: "How can you not know him? He was the director of some of the best movie's ever made. You know, My son John? Satan never sleeps? Okay, I know you know this one, An Affair to Remember?" Her eyes widened, and she started jumping up and down.
Jude: "Oh! I know that one! Lets get that!" He laughed at her childish ways. He held her shoulders down for her to stop.
Ryan: "I don't know if they have that one, but it's worth a try. Come on." He laughed and put his arm around her shoulders as they walked to block buster.

Tommy and Kwest were producing Karma in G-Major. Their had been a lot of yelling go on.

Tommy: "Karma! Would you please just sing the song like I asked you to!" He yelled, sick of her, after less than an hour.
Karma: "But it's boring that way! I don't want to sound like a grandma." She whined, trying to smile at Tom, but he ignored her.
Tommy: "No it's not! Waste my Time, is not at all boring. Maybe if you would sing properly, you would see my point!" He screamed in exasperation. She turned to Kwest.

Karma: "What do you think Kwest? Don't you think the song needs more oomph?" Kwest looked at her, clearly annoyed.

Kwest: "The way your making the song, isn't working. You cant whisper the whole time, you need to sing. Stop trying to make it overly sexy." She looked offended at this.

Karma: "Well sorry, for trying to make this song worth something." Kwest shook his head, he didn't want to hate her, but she is dissing Jude's song.
Karma: All though we all know that's a lost cause." She whispered the last part to herself, although the two men heard, and Speid who just walked in.

Speiderman: "You should be honored to sing one of her songs. She isn't just some one hit wonder like you. You don't deserve to sing 'Waste My Time.'" Tommy and Kwest smiled at Speid, for saying what they both wanted to say, but couldn't because she was their client.

Karma: "Yeah right. She is a waste of good recording time. Jude couldn't handle the spotlight, or any of her other problems. So she had to run away crying like a baby. Ugh, I don't even know why she ever won 'Instant Star', the show is for real talent. She sounds like a dying cat with a lack of fashion sense. And why are you even here, Speedy? Your lead singer's gone, G-Major shouldn't waste time with you anymore." Tommy couldn't contain his anger anymore, she just dissed Jude. Jude had more talent in her pinky then Karma had in her entire body.

Speid: "You know why you hate Jude? Because she's so much better and talented than you are. Even with her gone, people will still want her more than you. You don't even qualify to compete with her. Why do you think you only have a one year contract? They are planning to let you go. And the reason that I'm here is 'cause I have a contract." Karma's face was priceless. Speiderman smiled, knowing he had put her in her place. She walked out of the studio, mumbling something about water.

Kwest: "Finally! We cant tell her that because we're her producers. But thanks man." Speiderman nodded and tried to smile.

Speid: "No prob., so did the police find anything on Jude?" He said, his eyes filled with hope. Kwest gave him a sad look. Tommy was still angry & started pacing.

Tommy: "Maybe if they did their damn jobs, instead of eating donuts and drinking coffee all the time, they would find something!" He yelled, angry from the lack of info.

Kwest: "Listen man, I want Jude back as much as the next person, but the police are trying really hard. D even hired private investigators. You gotta calm down Tom."

Tommy: "If you were me, and cared about Jude the way I do, you'd be like me. You guys weren't that close." This had Kwest fuming. He got up from his chair.

Kwest: "You know what? I've had just about enough of you Tom! Why don't you just sit your ass down and shut up!" Tommy gulped and sat down in his chair.

Kwest: "I do care about Jude! You have no idea what your talking about, so just shut the hell up! Me and Jude got really close while you were gone. She became one of my best friends, and I became one of hers. Your the one who didn't care about her! All of this is your fault!" Speid looked scared to even be in the room. Tom was angry, again.

Tommy: "Stop blaming me for everything! I feel bad enough! Not everything is my fault, you don't know anything! She wouldn't even leave you an email!"

Kwest: "No Tom, I do know. She left me a goodbye video!" Tommy stared at him, giving him a look as to say, What are you talking about?

Kwest: "When we all got our stuff from Jude, she left me a video. So obviously we were good friends. That video broke my heart. She ran away because everything here reminded her of you! She wanted to forget you! She said you didn't care about her, and you rejected her." Kwest was tired of fighting with Tommy. It was all they did lately.

Tommy: "She really said that?" He said softly. Kwest nodded and sat down again.

Kwest: "Yeah, she did T, that's how she felt." He said just as softy. The room became dead silent. After a minute or two, Speiderman spoke.

Speid: "Did she, um, did she say anything about me?" The guitarist asked softly, while staring at Kwest, again with hope in his eyes. Kwest: "She said to take care of you, and not to feel like it's your fault. For you to move on with your life. And.." He stopped, not wanting more drama. Tommy and Speed looked at him. Speid: "And what? Tell me Kwest, it's been killing me." Kwest looked away, than at Tommy.
Kwest: "She said she doesn't want you to feel abandoned, the way she felt when Tommy left." A single tear fell down Tom's cheek, but he wiped it away.