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Jacob P.O.V.
I watched Mickey damn near run out of my garage, and it felt like my good mood ran away with him.
Everything was going fine. We had a half-way decent conversation, and he actually let me kiss him. It was more than that though, he wanted me to kiss him. He wanted me to touch him, and he liked it just as much, if not more, than I did.
Then my dad had to fuck it all up.
I just glared at him, glared at him and that smug look on his face. The asshole doesn't even have the decency to pretend to be sorry. I just kept glaring at him, until he finally got tired of it.
"What? Why are you looking at me like that?"
"You know exactly why Billy! Don't even try to tell me you didn't know he was out here!"
"I didn't! How would I? I'm just glad I came out when I did, instead of after I had a second cup of coffee. Who knows what I would have walked in on then?"
Could we have gone farther? Would the kiss have eventually lead to Mickey letting me fuck him? It's possible, he was definitely enjoying himself if what I felt pressing against my stomach is anything to go by.
Just the thought that I could have finally claimed him completely just pisses me off even more.
"Look son," he sighed, "You know very well how I feel about your relationship, but despite that, I would never have come out here had I known he was here, or what you two were doing."
I glared at him for a little longer, before I sighed. "Yeah, alright. I believe you."
"Good," he smiled, "now, what were you working on before he... Mickey, came over?"
I smiled gratefully at him finally calling Mickey by name. "I was trying to figure out what's wrong with the engine. It been making this clunking noise."
"You need some help?"
"Uh...yeah, some help would be cool."
He rolled over to the car, and started inspecting the engine. He's smiling now, and trying to hide it, but doing a terrible job. I feel bad now 'cause I really haven't spent much time with him since I phased. After mom died, and Rebecca and Rachel took off, I've been all he's had.
I don't know what happened. I used to love hanging out with him, but lately I haven't really been up to it. But, if spending time with him makes him happy, then I guess I can start doing it more often.
He's not getting any younger, who knows how long he'll still be around.
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Mickey P.O.V.
"YOU AND JAKE KISSED?"
"Seth, would you please be quiet! I don't want anyone else to-"
"You and Jake kissed?," Leah said, as she came into Seth's room.
I sighed, and nodded. "Yes Leah, Jake and I kissed. Do you want to say it a little louder Seth? I don't think your neighbors heard you."
"Well, I'm sorry," he said, looking anything but sorry, "but this is just so exciting!"
"So Jake and his imprint kissed," Leah said bitterly, "Big shocker."
"Leah," I said hesitantly, not wanting to set her off, "if this is upsetting you, then we can talk about something else. Right Seth?"
The glare Seth sent me clearly stated that he most definitely didn't want to talk about anything else, but for the sake of his sister, he begrudgingly nodded.
"No, don't stop your fascinating conversation on my account." Leah kicked some of the mess on Seth's floor out of the way, then plopped herself down.
"Don't worry," Seth said dryly, "we wont. So, Mickey, how did it happen?"
"Um... well, I made him breakfast-"
"Seriously?," Leah scoffed, "you made him breakfast? What are you, Martha Stewart?"
"Leah, shut up!"
"Fuck you Seth!"
"Do you guys want to know what happened or not?" They both got quiet, so after a sigh, I continued. "We ate breakfast, and once we were finished, he said he wanted to make a deal."
"A deal?," Seth said, looking confused, "what kind of deal?"
"He said that if I let him kiss me, and I didn't like it, then he would leave me alone."
"Well?" Leah asked, "What happened?"
I sighed. This is it. I just barely can admit it to myself, and now I'm going to admit it to two of my closest friends. You know it's funny, a year ago I had no friends, let alone close ones.
"I liked it. I really, really, really liked it."
"Oh my god, this is so cool!" Seth was bouncing up and down now, causing Leah to roll her eyes. "Wait, did you guys...?"
"Did we... what?," I asked, not sure what he meant.
"He wants to know if you guys fucked," Leah said, sounding bored.
"Oh. No, we didn't do... that." I could feel my face getting hotter, and hotter by the second.
"Well, are you guys dating now?," Seth asked.
"Well..., I'm not sure. While we were kissing Billy walked, rolled, in on us, so I left and came straight here."
"Good thing you guys weren't fucking," Leah said, "Billy would have had a heart attack."
"God Leah, why do you always have to act like a bitch?"
"Fuck you Seth! I'll act however I want to act!"
I sighed. Maybe I should have went to Embry's instead.
~~~~~X~~~~~
Sunday evening, I had a dilemma on my hands. I couldn't decide if I should call Jacob, or wait until he comes to talk to me.
Both options have their good and bad points. If I wait for him to find me, then I can save myself the embarrassment of stumbling over my words, but it might send out the message that I didn't like what happened.
On the other hand, if I call him, then It show's that I care about this...Relationship?, just as much as he doe's, but I would have to muster up the courage to tell him that. It was hard enough saying it to Seth and Leah.
My choice was made me when Sam knocked on my bedroom door.
"Come in."
Sam stuck his head in my room, looking upset. "Jake's here," he said gruffly.
I was wrong, I'm not ready to talk to him yet. What was I thinking? I'm only 14, I'm not ready for a relationship! Maybe I can sneak out of the window-
"Get the fuck outta my way!" Jacob walked into the room, roughly shoving Sam out of the way. He looked over at me, sitting on my bed, and smirked. "Hey."
"Hey...," I said awkwardly. Come on mickey, you can do this. Just tell him how you feel. "Um... Sam? Could we have some privacy?"
Sam was leaning against the wall with his arms folded across his chest, glaring at Jacob. "No. I'm not leaving you alone with him."
"Sam, go on patrol. Now!"
Wow, so that what an alpha command sounds like. I've heard about it, but I've never seen it in action. As soon as Jacob fished speaking the authoritative words, Sam reluctantly left the room, slamming the door behind him.
I waited until I heard the slam of the front door, and the angry howl outside of my window, before I spoke.
"You didn't have to do that you know."
"Well how else was I supposed to get that ass hole to leave?"
I frowned. "That... a hole, is my cousin, and I don't appreciate you talking about him that way."
Jacob rolled his eyes, then walked over to sit next to me on the bed. "Look babe, I didn't come here to fight with you."
"Then... what are you here for?" I found my self scooting closer towards him."
Jacob came closer to me also, so that our thighs were brushing against each others. "You know why I'm here."
I tensed up a little. "Well, if you're here for... that, then you're out of luck."
He chuckled loudly. "I'm not here for... that, but if you're offering-"
"I'm not."
He smirked. "Suit yourself. But seriously, I told you that we were gonna talk about what we did, so I'm here to talk."
"OK, so what do we talk about?" I really have no idea where to start.
"Well," he said, "lets start of with the facts. We kissed right?"
"Right..." where is he going with this?
He leaned his body closer to mine. "And we both liked it, right?"
Oh, I get it. "Right."
He leaned even closer, so close that I can feel his breath on my face. "And we both wanna do it again, right?"
"Right?" Do I want to do it again? I wasn't too sure before, but with Jacob's lips so close to mine, I was certain; I really, really, really wanted to do it again.
"Well then," he said, gently pushing me so that I was flat on my back, then crawling so that he was in between my legs, "what more is there to talk about?"
He leaned his face down closer to mine, his weight supported by his arms on either side of my head, and slowly pressed his lips to mine.
The first time we kissed, I was so dead set on not enjoying it, that when I actually started to, my mind sort of just, shut off. But now, with Jacob's lips on mine, all I can do is doubt myself. How do I know if I'm doing it right?
And yet again, as if he could read my mind, Jacob spoke.
"Stop thinking. Just enjoy it."
So I did. I pushed every thought into the dark recesses of my mind, and just enjoyed what was happening. It was wonderful, even better than the first time. My arms once again found their way around his neck, and when I felt his tongue brush against my bottom lip, I opened my mouth without a seconds hesitation.
It was amazing, and it all ended with the ringing of a phone.
Jacob acted like he didn't even hear his phone ringing, but the loud noise quickly brought me out of my lust induced euphoria, and back into the real world, where all of my insecurities were slapping me in the face.
I turned my head, breaking the kiss, and tried to push him off, but, he just started to kiss along the side of my neck.
"Jacob. Jacob, stop. Your phone's ringing!"
"Just ignore it babe," he said, in between kisses.
"What if it's your dad?"
"Fuck my dad."
"Well... what if it's the pack? It could be important!"
He halted in him motions, before sighing, and climbing off of me. "Fine," he said, looking at his phone. He got a strange, almost angry look, before looking back at me. "I gotta go."
"Is everything alright?" when I said it might be important, I really wasn't expecting it to be. I was just trying to get him off of me.
"Yeah, everything's cool. I just got some shit I need to take care of. I'll be here to take you to school tomorrow." He stood from the bed, and walked towards the door.
"Wait!," I yelled, before he could leave, "So, does this mean that we're... together?"
He looked over his shoulder with that trademark smirk of his, that I'm starting to find more attractive everyday.
"Babe, we were together the minute I saw you, you just didn't realize it."
~~~~~X~~~~~
Jacob P.O.V.
We only made out twice, and both fucking times we got interrupted! This shit is really starting to piss me off. We would have fucked, I know it! We were so close, and it was all ended by a damn phone call.
It would be different if it was the pack. I'd still be pissed, but at least I like them. Some of them anyway. But no, it wasn't the pack, it wasn't my dad, it wasn't even Bella. It was Veronica. Fucking Veronica.
I haven't talked to that slut since we fucked that night at the beach. I thought she got the hint then that I wasn't interested anymore, but I guess she didn't get it.
I left Mickey's room, and was stopped by Emily half way to the door. She glared at me, and I tried to glare back, but I just... couldn't. I can be a douche to pretty much everyone else, except for Emily.
"Did you want something Emily?," I sighed.
"Jake, you know I love all you boys like you were my own, and as far as I'm concerned you're all family. The same goes for Mickey. He's fragile Jake, and I don't just mean physically. I know not being with him really isn't an option, but you can't hurt him. I wont let you."
I sighed again. "I know Emily. And I won't hurt him. Not anymore."
"You better not," she said, poking me in the middle of my chest, "Because if you do, I will get you Jacob black. I don't care if you are a wolf, I will find a way."
"I know you will Emily."
I walked past her, and out of the house. I made It half way into the woods, before I took my cellphone out of my pocket, and dialed Veronica's number.
"Jake?," she answered on the first ring. She sounded... weird. Like there was something stuck in it.
"What the fuck do you want Veronica."
"I-I need to t-talk to you. C-can you come over?"
"You can say whatever you wanna say now."
She was crying, and her voice was starting to get more frantic. "But I-I-It's important!"
"You really think I give a fuck?," I yelled, "I told you that I didn't want anything else to do with you Veronica, so just tell me what's so damn important, then leave me the fuck alone!"
She was quiet for a few seconds. Just when I was about to hang up on her ass, she spoke again, sounding more pissed than I've ever heard her.
"I think I'm pregnant, you ass hole."
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