Their run was a few blocks from the station and Yusuke ran just head of Kuwabara to tease him about being slow. It was all a game right now, but Yusuke couldn't quite be sure if demon tactics would work on his mate. He didn't have the instinct like Yusuke did driving him. He worried a little about Kuwabara loosing interest once sex came up again. Did Kuwabara now love him like he wanted him to, or was there still going to have to be more time before Kuwabara was ready? It drove Yusuke partly insane; Especially because all this running and chasing was stirring his rut.
They finally made it to Kuwabara's house and ran past Shizuru upstairs. Yusuke won of course, but once in Kuwabara's room he was rewarded with being tackled and pinned to the bed.
"Damn it, Urameshi, I WILL beat you." he growled and Yusuke felt goosebumps on top of his flushed skin. He was strangely turned on by Kuwabara's determination and aggressiveness. His rut stirred strongly again. He ignored Kuwabara's honor bound phrase about beating him and leaned up, once again their lips touching. Kuwabara was becoming more accustomed to these surprise kisses and kissed back mostly out of frustration. Heat of the moment. Yusuke groaned, breathing in Kuwabara's scent again, which was filled with adrenaline, as was his. Yusuke could have broken free of Kuwabara's grip but he didn't want to, so he just arched himself up as high as he could go with his mate pinning him.
"Kuwabara, please..." Yusuke whispered after their kiss broke. Kuwabara was surprised by the passion in the other man's voice.
"G-geeze, right now?" Kuwabara asked.
"Just touch me." Yusuke pleaded and Kuwabara slowly experimented by running his hand down Yusuke's chest. Yusuke's reaction was to moan with the slightest stroke, "Yes..."His freed arm guided Kuwabara's hand down his chest and side, all the way down to his hip. Kuwabara swallowed nervously. Sure he found Yusuke attractive, but this was not something he was used to doing with the shorter man. And this was not a state he usually saw the other in. Yusuke's skin was flushed and his demon tattoos were more prominent on his flesh. His eyes were glazed over with want and half lidded. Kuwabara swore Yusuke even smelled sweeter than normal.
Kuwabara used both hands, feeling up Yusuke's chest and sliding his own jacket off of Yusuke's shoulders. And then his hands slid up, under Yusuke's shirt. Flesh on flesh. Yusuke nearly sobbed with the sensation.
"Yes, yes..." Yusuke's hands gripped Kuwabara's shoulders and his legs found their way around Kuwabara's hips, pressing their groins together as much as possible, "Kuwabara, don't stop." Kuwabara flushed at Yusuke's display. He was barely touching him at all and he was begging for it. It occurred to Kuwabara that Yusuke was very desperate and really needed help with this.
"Easy, easy," Kuwabara soothed and pulled Yusuke's shirt up over his head, revealing his flushed skin and further tattooed body, "Damn, I didn't know you had so many."
"I... I keep getting more." Yusuke groaned and slid his own hand down his chest. "Please..."
"Never thought I'd see you beg like this."
"Damn it, Kuwabara..." Yusuke wanted to ring Kuwabara's neck for even bringing it up at a time like this, but Kuwabara's hands squeezed his pectorals and Yusuke quivered and made a small, un-masculine sound in his throat, not quite expecting his nipples to be so sensitive. It was embarrassing, and it figured that Kuwabara picked upon it. No demons before had picked up on it before this.
"You like that?" Kuwabara asked and Yusuke gripped his shoulders almost to a painful degree.
"Stop asking stupid stuff." He groaned and his back arched into the human's hands. Kuwabara focused his attention more on the tan buds of Yusuke's chest and Yusuke writhed under the attention. Soon Yusuke was panting and soft mews were escaping him. Kuwabara was entranced by the scene. Seeing Yusuke quiver under his own hands was making him aroused. After a few long minutes of nothing but attention on his nipples, Yusuke ached for other sensations. His hands rested on Kuwabara's hands and pushed him down his body, where he needed the touching. The hands moved down his belly and his hips again, then on his thighs.
"Come on Urameshi, I can't read your mind." Kuwabara coaxed, "Where do you want me to touch you?" Yusuke groaned in frustration. This was completely against his instincts, but then again, Kuwabara didn't have any for this sort of thing.
"Mm, my legs." My said awkwardly and he assisted by pushing his pants down. It was then that Kuwabara learned that Yusuke had gone commando that day, no doubt in anticipation for this.
"Seriously, Urameshi?" Kuwabara asked and Yusuke chose to ignore him for once. Yusuke was painfully hard, and that much was obvious. Kuwabara bit his bottom lip and removed Yusuke's pants the rest of the way. His hands ran up Yusuke's legs from his ankles to his hip joins and Yusuke shivered the most around his upper thighs. Yusuke's legs spread willingly and his toes curled in pleasure. Yusuke groaned, again in frustration.
"Damn it, can't you just do me already?" Yusuke asked, feeling foreplay was taking too long. They had to have been at this for about 20 minutes already.
"Do-do you?" Kuwabara asked, "already?" Yusuke really did sob this time. Kuwabara panicked a bit. He didn't want Yusuke to cry on him, "Urameshi, I don't have ANYthing for sex. I don't want to hurt you."
"I'm already hurting!" Yusuke cried out. "I'm not a damn chick, I can take a little pain." Kuwabara wasn't convinced and Yusuke sighed. Yelling wasn't going to get through to Kuwabara. He was too suborn. Yusuke gave up on actually getting laid that night and rolled over onto his belly, which was more natural for him right now. His legs were still spread with Kuwabara between them and Yusuke leaned on his elbows, looking over his shoulder at his mate. "Rub my back."
"Rub..." Kuwabara was confused by the switch. Yusuke was definitely pissed at him that he wouldn't just just fuck him.
"My lower back," Yusuke said, "That way you don't have to touch me." the last bit was a bit cold and sounded dejected.
"Urameshi, it's not that I don't want to touch you," Kuwabara said, "I just think this is going a bit fast and I would want the first time to be special, you know."
"Yeah, I KNOW." Yusuke was beyond sexual and emotional pain at the moment, "You probably want to be the big night in shining armor and bed Yukina or some pretty girl. I get it." Kuwabara frowned with Yukina getting brought up.
"Yukina has nothing to do with this." Kuwabara said and Yusuke was quiet for a moment, regretting bringing it up. There went the mood, or what was left of it, "Yukina has nothing to do with you and me."
"You're always saying you love her." Yusuke sat up, sensing Kuwabara's anger, "I doubt that has changed."
"No it hasn't." Kuwabara said stubbornly and that hurt more than Yusuke thought it would. Yusuke got up and grabbed his pants, putting them on and grabbed his shirt. Kuwabara grimaced, watching Yusuke getting ready to leave, "Urameshi..." Yusuke went over to the window, opening it. He was wondering if he could just find that bastard in the woods and beg him to fuck him. Maybe then he could stop this roller coaster of feelings and sex.
Kuwabara grabbed Yusuke by the arm, pulling him back from jumping out the window.
"Urameshi, talk to me, will ya?" Kuwabara said and Yusuke sighed.
"There's nothing to talk about." Yusuke said bitterly, "You love Yukina, and you'll never love..." Yusuke bit his bottom lip and his eyes watered, unable to utter the last noun of the sentence. Kuwabara pulled him from the window and turned Yusuke so he faced him. Yusuke wouldn't meet his eyes, but he didn't have to. Kuwabara kissed him and Yusuke sunk into it. He clung to Kuwabara, feeling his legs might collapse under him if he didn't brace on something.
"I'm going to go insane." Yusuke muttered after the kiss broke off. He was less tempted to leave now though.
"The Yukina thing is complicated, ok?" Kuwabara said after a minutes and Yusuke glanced up at him with sad eyes, "But I'm here with you because I want to try with you. I would want it to work out with you." Kuwabara took Yusuke's hands in his, "Believe me, I wouldn't be doing this if I didn't... like you." Yusuke was a little comforted that neither of them could really say it. Yusuke wasn't sure if he'd be able to handle it at the moment anyway. "You're not a replacement or anything for her. But I just can't go all the way... especially on a first date." Yusuke sighed.
"Right. Old fashioned." Yusuke said.
"So, I have to be fully prepared before we do anything like that, ok?" Kuwabara was trying to help, but Yusuke was beginning to lose hope.
"Ok." Yusuke agreed slowly, "Then I'm going to take a cold bath."
"Don't you mean a shower?" Kuwabara tried to correct.
"No, I need a bath with ice in it." Yusuke said, pointing down to his aching body, which had had no relief for at least 24 hours now. Kuwabara felt a little guilty for getting Yusuke all riled up and not helping him get off.
"I... I could help." Kuwabara ventured, "anything but penetration... or a BJ." Yusuke wondered if he should bring up the rimming, but decided that would also be too soon.
"Just... rub my back and jerk me off." Yusuke finally said and Kuwabara only shrugged a little awkwardly. The back rub still sounded out of place to him.
"I guess I can do that." Kuwabara agreed and Yusuke removed his pants again, going over to the bed, kneeling on it. Yusuke hoped that doing SOMEthing with Kuwabara would help, even though he had a feeling it wouldn't. Yusuke felt Kuwabara's warm hand touch his back and he shivered. He laid on the bed completely forgetting about the reach-around part as Kuwabara ran his hands down his back and hips, rubbing the tense muscle around the knot at the dip of his back. It was so much more sensitive than the other day.
"Fuck what I said earlier. Just rub." Yusuke said and Kuwabara was surprised with the retraction of the hand job, but continued what he was doing. His hands rubbed in towards the spine and Yusuke quaked under his fingertips, grabbing the bedsheets tight in his hands. A low pleasured moan left him, a sound which Kuwabara had never even fathomed coming from Yusuke's mouth, but it was there and it was very beautiful to hear. Kuwabara's face flushed again, which was becoming a common occurrence as of late. Kuwabara found that Yusuke enjoyed long strong strokes of his back by his tail bone and the dip in his back. The loudest and most desperate cries came from him at those spots. Yusuke whimpered Kuwabara's name and with just the right amount of pressure, Yusuke moaned his loudest, struggling to his knees where he took his own cock into his hand and fisted it furiously. It only took a moment more for Yusuke to spill his seed and groan in relief.
Kuwabara grimaced a little when he realized Yusuke's spunk had ended up on his jacket, which had still been on the bed from before, but ignored it for now, rubbing his hand up Yusuke's back, where the other was not so sensitive. "Any better?" he asked.
Yusuke's eyes flickered back to his mate, then to his hand, which he wiped upon the jacket as well, embarrassment filling him more than anything else. "No." He replied, knowing the same feeling of only temporary release that he'd known in the demon world. His body still needed more than a few sympathetic touches. In fact, he was starting to get worse the more Kuwabara played this out. He was beginning to feel sadness and more despair as this night was going on. He was really going to go crazy if he stayed here another night teasing his senses with a mate that wouldn't have him.
Yusuke grabbed his pants again, putting them on as he stood slowly, "I think I'll go home now."
"You can stay," Kuwabara said, "Maybe it takes a while to get better?"
"This isn't helping," Yusuke said sadly, "I'll... I'm going home. I'll wait it out there." This time he left using Kuwabara's bedroom door, not really feeling like jumping out the window to make his escape. And no argument Kuwabara could think of could persuade him not to leave.
Kuwabara groaned once Yusuke left the front door and he rubbed his temples. This was confusing and frustrating. Especially since he was half hard from their activities. Shizuru had witnessed the departing and looked at her brother questioningly.
"What?" Kuwabara snapped angrily.
"What the hell did you do to fuck it up?" Shizuru asked and the man threw his hands into the air in frustration, not even answering as he stormed back upstairs.
OMG, it's so nice to have internet back, so now I can post some author comments. I've been posting by mobile for over a week. I'm really glad you like the fluff, so I'm sure you guys will like the porn that's coming in later chapters. It will come eventually, but when I wrote this they both just wouldn't DO it. I'm not sure if anyone else has this problem, but when a character doesn't want to, and I mean REALLY doesn't want to, they fight you on it. Kuwabara was being that way. Spesific moral rules and stuff like that.
And I have actually finished this story, that's why it's been being updated daily. I'm happy to have so many repeat reviewers. It really makes my day. There are 4 more chapters left. So 4 more days. Thank you all again! Remember to review!