Usually Tori gets what she wants. Rarely is it handed to her and frequently is it obtained through hard work; but it's always obtained. Tori always gets what she wants.
Which is why, sitting alone in her room and listening to the Smiths' album Beck lent her, Tori wonders what she did wrong. She fought. She worked. She pleaded. She even asked Jade for help (and got it). So, why, why, why did she still not have Cat?
It was as simple as that; and as complicated as anything. And it hurt. It hurt probably more than it should.