Oh shit fuck fuckity fuckity fuck poop shit. I am so fucking sorry. Shit. Oh god you guys are so worried about me.
First things first:
I AM OKAY. I'm not contemplating suicide. I haven't been cutting recently. My eating disorder is under some control. Gosh you guys are so great. I've never had anyone worry about me when I stop a fiction and this totally means a lot to me.
Second things... well... second:
I am very sorry that I haven't updated or even checked my messages or reviews in a while. That leads me to thing three.
Three:
My anxiety has been getting very bad. That is no excuse, it is an explanation. It is why I feel so shitty about getting on this website. The guilt really got to me because after two weeks of not going on due to business and procrastination. It got to a point where I was getting minor panic attacks every time I though of something to write. I had little ideas for what I was going to write, but nothing that could be made into a chapter. I just couldn't take it and I thought you guys weren't going to be too affected or anything. But you were, and now I still feel pretty guilty.
And last but not least, continuing on:
I'm going to reread all of the stuff that I've wrote for this to try to fix my mess and write the next chapter.
Now, it'll be a couple weeks until the next one because it took a ton of anxiety managing to get on this site.
But I'll be here soon. And this will be deleted one day before I update. So please please check and make sure that this is the update and not the chapter.
I really appreciate you all to death.
PLEASE SEND ME REQUESTS AND SHIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER. WHAT DO YOU WANT BECAUSE I WILL MOST LIKELY PUT IT IN.