Edwards POV: 6month anniversary
She had no idea I was in the crowd. She looked so different from below. She glowed like if she was just a dream. She was dancing on the stage as if she owned it.
She had no idea she did. The surprise concert was sold out in 1 minute once she twittered about it, my-spaced it, face-booked it, it was like a war for once she had spoken out about it everything was sold out in a minute.
She owned Hollywood. She owned the stage. She owned music for she was the queen of music she done lots of R&B, pop, soul, rock, scream, its like she dominated the music she wrote.
She was what I called a rock star. She had truly risen from a world where she was nothing to a world where she belonged in. She became a world wide hit. Her voice had captured my heart and I knew she was the one.
I looked up at her it was our 6 month anniversary and I wanted to be here for her. It was a big show for her. She had put everything else on hold just to rehearse and plan out this night.
She wanted it all to be perfect for her fans. She had them at the palm of her hand every row was full. She had brought them something to have faith in. She gave those who thought had no more strength in them she gave her strength for them to achieve the greatness.
She wrote new songs. She played new harmony's. She stayed up late looking at the new wardrobe for her fans. Her Forks fans. This is where it had all started. She became someone because of Forks and there she stood in her glory to give them a thank you.
I stood in the front row staring out at her to see she was smiling and laughing and dancing and twirling around as the fireworks went off. She had ended her concert and walked off stage. But before she left she came to the front rows and reached forward to touch their hands and grab some gifts.
She came down right in front of me. Her eyes locked with mine, I gave her the crooked smile, the smile that was only for her.
She gasped softly as she reached for someone else's hand. This is why I came to see her. I smiled.
The 4 month coma: Narrator POV
It was as if his lungs no longer could hold him up for every time he looked at her broken body it was a punch to the stomach for it made him break down all over again.
He would stare at her and wonder when she would just wake up and claim that pay back is a bitch. Of course he thought threw that one the first month. He didn't go home, he didn't leave that room unless they checked on her every time.
He would go and eat something just cause everyone dragged him away from her.
He would buy her fresh new white roses which had become her favorite from their first date. He had held her hand and promised her the world millions of times.
He had asked for her forgiveness countless of times yet she could never respond to him for her lips were sealed shut her breathing was being controlled threw the tubes down her throat.
He had millions of nightmares for the first two months.
The third month he whispered forever in her ear.
Forever he will stand there beside her to fight this off.
Forever he will worship the ground she walked on.
Forever he will love her.
Together they will be forever.
Forever. The nights of passion they shared will be memorable.
Forever she had whispered to him when she promised him she will forever be his.
It was the one word she held onto every night as she walked around the hospital her spirit kept wandering around seeing her family coming in and out threw the front doors.
Forever kept her alive for he whispered it in her dreams. Though she could not sleep. Though she could not hold his hand, caress his touch. It was how everyone held her together.
One night when her heart had given out on them and she had begun to disappear. The doctors brought her back and kept her stable.
Carlisle had walked in and sat next to her bed. He had purple bags under his eyes just like everyone else in this hospital did. Everyone had put in so much effort to save her.
Bella felt like crying for seeing the man she once seen as a father before the accident he had become like a father to her even more. He held her small boned hand in his large soft hands.
"Bella oh Bella" he whispered. "Esme, has me all involved into her angels and her little spirit friends. But let me tell you Bella you have been a fighter your whole life and have let anyone stop you before for when you stepped into that stage you held the world into the palm of your hands. You had them begging for more."
He whispered as he let the tears fall freely. I never had seen Carlisle cry before. I had seen Charlie but never Carlisle. Charlie had told me to not give up yet to fight off this pain and fight off the world that he will be waiting for her when she opened her eyes.
"The first time I saw you on that stage with Edward I saw the way you two moved in sync with each other. The way you two moved on stage it was if you too knew what the music made you guys do. It was a dream to see my youngest son on the stage and see all my other kids doing something they love I saw you dancing on that stage as if you owned it and it made the crowd go wild and live up the dream."
He leaned down and choked on a sob.
"Bella your like my own daughter, you were born to do this and be famous and be a somebody whom sold out more records than that girl Miley Cyrus did. Bella I get it if you want to just let go and become one of them. One of the angels of the spirit friends. Its okay I get it but please give us a heads up before you decide to leave Edward keeps telling me he doesn't want to write a song so please Bella Think this threw" He whispered one more time.
Bella felt the choking on a sob erupt in her chest yet tears did not erupt from her brown eyes. Her eyes looked lifeless. She knew that for her reflection did not show in the mirrors.
Edward had walked in later and held her hand and begged her for him to not write a song.
"Bella please don't make me do this, don't make me write a song" he whispered.
"Remember that time when we sat in the recording studio trying to write a song and you had asked me why I never wrote a song about you, well I don't cause I wont write a song unless you break my heart, leave me, cheat on me, or die on me. But please don't make me write a song about this please" he begged.
That was on the fourth month. It was when she knew then she could no longer have this control ever again. She had kept begging for her to wake up. She felt a hand touch her cheek.
It took all her power to put all her strength into her right hand. She felt herself groan as if it was her trouble of breathing. She had wished for so many things but she had never wished this hard to have the strength to move her hand on his.
Her eyes suddenly had flashed open as she gasped for air. "Edward" she gasped. She was back and she knew she had stayed just for him. She was his forever. He was hers forever.
He controlled her heart and body forever and she owned his body, heart and soul forever.
It was meant to be a forever.
Forever.
The first concert after the accident: Bella's POV
I had never thought I would be doing this. I was making a come back after the concert. It was frightening to get into a car not knowing if another accident would occur.
"How you doing Los Angeles!" I screamed into the mic. I felt the air leave me as I saw the biggest block party ever being done. I was the one who was able to pull this off. I can't believe I am doing a comeback in a way.
I felt my heart beating it was time I whispered to myself. I hadn't spoken much to him. For my heart was broken I had no clue as what to make of it. I looked at him when I picked up my guitar and sat down on the stool and watched him as he came down beside me and sat at the piano. He looked at me and I nodded. he nodded back. (Ordinary Girl by Miley Cyrus)
Don't get me wrong
I love who I am
I don't wanna be ungrateful
It probably sounds strange
I felt as though every eye was on me and him as I strummed the strings on my guitar and he barely touched the black and white keys as I whispered the words into the mic next to my lips it was attached to my ear and the mic came down next to my mouth.
I really love the role I play
The songs I sing
But with all the fame
I looked back up at the night sky and remembered the moments he held me maybe I should let him have his way with me once again. I need him.
The things that seem so simple
Suddenly, so far out of reach
Wish that they could see that underneath
I'm just an ordinary girl!
I had wrote this song right after I woke up and had dozens of papz outside the doors of the hospital. I laid in bed for weeks and had physical therapy as I let it all fall back into place I had inspiration as I let the fear course threw my body.
Sometimes I'm lazy
I get bored
I get scared
I feel ignored
I feel happy
I get silly
I choke on my own words
I had never wished for something as much as I did for this to be on stage with my fans and sing my songs. It is part of who I am.
I make wishes
I have dreams
And I still want to believe
Anything can happen in this world,
For an ordinary girl
Like you, like me.
For an ordinary girl
Like you, like me.
I was always good at dreaming it all, and believing it will all be okay.
How are you?
Hello, Goodbye
One day here
One day there
And again it's time to go
I just was never good at living it all, knowing how hard it will be to even stand here with everyone watching me.
Miss popular always on the road
Put my best foot forward
Gotta get on with the show
Strike a pose for the front cover of a magazine
Every where I arrive, I get high-5's
They pay me larger than life
I'm just an ordinary girl!
I am no longer the same girl I was when I entered Hollywood by storm.
Sometimes I'm lazy
I get bored
I get scared
I feel ignored
I feel happy
I get silly
I choke on my own words
I make wishes
I have dreams
And I still want to believe
Anything can happen in this world
For an ordinary girl
I have gone threw so much and yet I stand here making something out of what I want and breath.
So give it everything or nothing at all
Get back on your feet when you stumble and fall
A little luck can go a long way
So don't you worry about what people say
Who knows when the wind may blow
For an ordinary girl...Mmm..
I'm just an ordinary girl!
Sometimes I'm lazy
I get bored
I get scared
I feel ignored
I feel happy
I get silly
I choke on my own words
I make wishes
I have dreams
And I still want to believe
Anything can happen in this world,
For an ordinary girl
Like you, like me.
For an ordinary girl
Like you, like me.
For an ordinary girl...Mmm..
For an ordinary girl
Like me, like you.
It was the night I let him back in. I let him back in just for one month and it was hell all over again. The one night I let him hold me we made love together in that room, room 14. It was the night I let him come back into my life for just 29 days.
"Edward" I whispered as he knocked at my door at 8pm that night. I let him in. "what are you doing here?" I whispered as he closed the door, and hugged me to him.
"I can't keep doing this Bella I need you please, give me another chance please." he whispered against my forehead. I looked up at him and looked into his eyes as he leaned down into my lips.
He brushed them against mine. I soon had found myself responding. I grabbed him by his shirt and tugged him towards me. I led him into my room passed the doors where we held each other and made love. Where he kept whispering his love for me and I responded with a look or a moan.
"please take away my pain" I whispered against his lips as he massaged his tongue against mine. He took off my shirt and shirt and I slipped off his shirt as I raked my nails over his abs and I ended up digging them in as he sucked into my neck.
It was my weakness right under my ear I unbuckled his pants and he ripped off my sweats with my underwear.
I pulled down his pants and boxers. I felt my world spin as he pushed me into the bed. The soft pillows made my back arc into his naked body. I felt complete.
"Wait I need the condom-" I interuppted him "no, me on pill" I whispered against his lips.
He pushed into me. I felt my eyes roll into the back of my head. A moan left my lips. I felt the bed start to shake and bang against the wall.
I felt my heart beat increase. "Faster" I whispered. As I whimpered out in almost pain as he kept going slow.
"No, I need to show you how I feel, how I need to make this feeling last" he whispered into my neck "ugh, shit! ugh I can't fuck!" I squealed out a moan.
"fine baby want it faster here it goes" he whispered as he pushed into me more forcefully, and faster. I soon found myself holding on to him as I felt stars clouding my eyes.
"ugh! you close baby" I whispered against his lips.
I whimpered as he touched me and pounded into me for more. I soon found myself biting into his shoulder and having my nails dig into his back as I exploded and felt him around me.
I felt him exploded. It was the one night I found myself complete once again. "I want to spend a forever in you arms" I whispered against his chest. "I promise a forever for you baby" he whispered. against my neck.
The truth: EPOV
I couldn't believe it Bella was pregnant before she left me. She took her away from me? why? I tried looking at the side where I had become an asshole but in the end I found myself furious.
I had no idea what was going on around me. I kept thinking about the baby girl I had created but never got the chance to hold. Why?
I gave her everything yet it was all proof of how big of an ass hat I had become. I then came to my senses to see Rosalie yelling at Bella I told her to shut up and enough was enough.
I dragged Bella out of the waiting room to my office I told her why I did what I had done. But I was different back then I just wanted her to be safe.
The Present: Narrator POV
She still couldn't rap her head around it. She was mad but sad? She felt as if she was falling? It was like she was thrown into a world where only hate existed.
She had tried avoiding her eyes from him. She had tried to stop herself from looking at those emerald eyes whom always seemed to capture her heart, breath and soul.
She then heard a beep. She made the mistake of looking up at him and saw how his eyes held so much emotion. They both had remembered the night she gave him that night in the hotel room made her body respond to his as she was an instrument.
"Its Charlie" he whispered. He walked up to the door and unlocked the door and walked out with her following close behind him. She walked into the room to see Edward holding the shocks in his hand as he ripped open Charlie's chest to put them there.
Please Charlie not yet, please. She kept whispering to herself. Edward had shocked Charlie's chest twice and he did not respond. He started to do CPR as the nurse gave him air.
Please.
The line was dead. It had gone dead just like how her heart had when she had seen Tanya on Edward's lap after that special month together.
There was no beating and it scared her to death to see how the strongest man she knew was in a death wish.
She was no longer fighting with her dad. She was fighting death herself to keep him alive.
Now the only question was would Charlie give in to death itself or would he wake up again.
Beep
Beep
Beep...