I laughed walking into the house with hunter by the time we got back mark and Steve were here I smiled hugging mark and Steve who was eye balling hunter.
"hey kid how are you? How's school?" Steve asked I smiled
"im good tired but good, schools good im a head in my classes so I can hopefully graduate early" I said
I smiled helping Rebecca as we talked mostly about me the kids were at their grand parents so I get to meet them tomorrow.
"so your not mad about me?" I asked nervously she smiled
"that was way before me and you could be his child even if I wanted to be mad Shawn wouldn't tolerate it well" she said I smiled lightly staring out the window at hunter who was standing with Shawn Steve and mark at the grill Stephanie went and laid down as soon as Rebecca and I started getting stuff ready.
" you know when he found out you were coming he eyes lit up" she said I smiled lightly putting my hands in the back of my pants biting my bottom lip looking at hear I felt tears coming and sighed.
"sorry" I said she came over and hugged me
"I just love him so much I knew what I was getting into when we started this, but its just getting to much for me to much hurt on my end" I said pulling away from her as I wiped my tears.
"all I can say is I can tell her loves you and you love him but for you to fully love him you have to love yourself and right now I can tell in your eyes sweet heart you don't, you have to fix you before you can fix Paul, we all know he doesn't love her, doesn't want to be with her" she said I nodded then why don't he leave her?
Neither of us heard Stephanie come from down stairs, she stood there with a smirk on her face, neither of us seeing her, she knew Paul was messing around on her but didn't know with who, oh the plan to keep him was going to have to speed up, she smirked evilly oh yes Paul would be hers and only hers.
I helped Rebecca get the stuff out to the back yard which was huge
"you guys really have a beautiful home" I said they both smiled thanking me as Rebecca hand Shawn the meat I smiled watching them interact with each other so in love so content, that's what I wanted I looked up to see hunter watching me I quickly looked down thinking of mine and Rebecca's talk.
I laughed drinking my beer I some how ended up on marks lap which I could tell hunter was glaring daggers at oh well his wife has been all over him all night.
"oh man I have I don't know how many times dropped a tray full of drinks all over Joey now just shakes his head and gets the mop" I said Rebecca and I were talking about dancing she used to strip.
"I hated the old men" she said wrinkling her nose in disgust I laughed
"I know they are the worst I cant do it I refuse now that I have rank, truthfully I been cocktailing more lately then dancing im more happy with it" I said
"so school" Shawn said I smiled
"I love it god I love it except for biology" I said frowning I hate it.
The night went on all of us having a pretty decent time Stephanie refused to have a beer but what ever I got up helping Rebecca clean up we both looked out the window at the same time to see Shawn with his mouth hung open, mark looking in the window, Stephanie smiling, and hunter with an oh shit look on his face Steve drinking a beer, we both looked at each other as we walked out there.
"what's going on?" Rebecca asked me behind her staring at hunter who truthfully looks confused.
"Stephanie just announced she's pregnant" Shawn said I felt my stomach twist I looked straight at hunter.
"excuse me im going to be sick" I said turning around running to the bathroom I coughed gagging I felt a hand go on my back as I puked I leaned back seeing marks green eyes looking at me as the tears fell he pulled me to him as I cried in his chest.
"I wanna go home" I cried mark just picked me up and carried me into the room I was using he laid me down and I gripped his arm.
"please don't leave me" my voice cracked mark nodded laying down next to me I felt like my whole heart was just ripped out and there's nothing I could do that night I cried myself to sleep.