Chapter 10: All Of Me
"What?" Inuyasha asked with a confused and shocked look on his face.
"You heard him" Yasha responded as he crossed his arms. Inuyasha stared at his kids for a second, before sighing.
"You guys do have a right to know, but I'm not going to go into detail. I am going to tell you that I wasn't faithful to your mom," Inuyasha told them. "I lied to her, accussed her of things she didn't do, and mistreated her."
There was a pause.
"You weren't faithful to her because you were involved with Kikyo," Taisho said slowly.
"How did-" Inuyasha started to say, but Yasha's growl cut him off.
"We're not stupid. We saw how mom tensed up a little when Kikyo was in your office. What were you trying to do? Get her back? You're disgusting, pathetic," Yasha said.
"Yasha, don't say that," Taisho hissed.
"And why shouldn't I? I'm just saying what we were all thinking. You need to tell this lowlife how you're feeling. Express your feelings," Yasha snapped.
"He's still our father. Even though he doesn't deserve to be called that, he is," Taisho responded before glaring at his father.
"How did mom find out?" Taisho asked.
"I think your mother always suspected something was up. The truth came out on our wedding day," Inuyasha stated as he closed one eye, waiting for their reactions.
There was minute pause, then Inuyasha opened his eyes and looked at his sons.
"And then she left," Yasha finished. Inuyasha nodded. Yasha started laughing as he stood up, Inuyasha raised an eyebrow.
"Now I see why mom hates you. I hated you before, but now I despise you. I don't know how you can call yourself a man, a father at that. I don't want you in my life," Yasha said as he turned away from his father with his fists clenched.
"I hate, depise, dislike and am angried that I have you to call a father. I wished grandma wasn't sick because that means we wouldn't have came here and met you. I don't know why you would do something like that to someone you love," Taisho said while raising his voice a little.
"You know mom cried over you. You don't deserve anything from here. At first I thought mom was being mean for keeping us away from you, but now I know she was saving us from meeting a monster like you!" Yasha shouted as he turned around to face his father. Inuyasha winced a little.
"I can't imagine how hurt, embarassed, and shocked mom must have felt. Especially on her wedding day. A joyous moment ruined in front of her friends and family because of you and your stupid, childish mistakes," Taisho said as he walked towards his father a little.
"Why did you decide to tell mom the truth on her wedding?" Yasha asked as he walked to his brother.
"I had ended things with Kikyo, but she told me that she was having my kid," Inuyasha responded as he hung his head.
Taisho and Yasha froze.
"You left mom, us, because of her? You didn't want us?" Taisho mumbled with tears forming in his eyes.
"Hey, don't you ever say that. I didn't know about you guys until a few days ago. If I would have known about you guys, I would have worked something out. Don't you guys even think I didn't want you," Inuyaha said as he got onto his knees.
"Where is our half brother or sister?" Yasha asked.
"Kikyo lost the baby," Inuyasha mumbled. Taisho and Yasha nodded. Yasha was about to say something, when Isamu pounced on him.
"Ha-te ohhh! A-te you! Ha-te you!" Isamu screamed as he pounded on Inuyasha's chest. His eyes were closed to stop the tears from spilling out.
"No-da-d! Ha-t Ooh!" Isamu yelled as his tears ran down his cheek. Inuyasha looked down at Isamu and just let him release his anger out on him; Taisho and Yasha kept their heads hung
"I don't want to be here," Yasha mumbled as he turned around to leave, but Inuyasha grabbed his wrist, dragged Yasha to him, and hugged him along with Isamu who cried on his chest. Inuyasha looked at Taisho who shook his head and turned around from him. Inuyasha grabbed the back of his shirt, dragged Taisho towards him and into his arms.
The boys cried into his chest as Inuyasha wrapped his arms around them and squeezed them close his chest.
"I'm so sorry," Inuyasha whispered as he placed his head on top of theirs.
Knock! Knock!
"Is everything okay?" Kagome asked as she leaned against the closed door.
"Yes. Everything is fine," Inuyasha said as a tear slipped out his eye. Kagome leaned against the door, before sighing and 'walking' to her room. 'What are they talking about?' Kagome thought. Curiousity took over her and she quietly listened through the door.
The boys remain silent, the only noise made was the boys sniffing.
"I'm so sorry, sorry doesn't even explain how much I regert my decisions. I missed out on eight years of your lives and I don't want to miss out on anymore," Inuyasha told them.
"How do we know you're not lying? How do we know you're not going go hurt mama again? How do we know you won't leave us?" Taisho asked as he looked up at his father. Yasha and Isamu did the same.
"Trust," Inuyasha told them honestly. "I know don't deserve it, but if you trust me, I won't hurt you. I already know that I hurt the woman I love because of broken trust and I don't want to hurt you guys or your mom because of it again. So please trust me. I'm not asking for you to forgive me, because some people forgive easily while others take time."
There was a pause.
"If we trust you, promise us and mom that we won't get hurt," Yasha said.
"I promise on my life that I will always be there for you, and tell you the truth. I promise your mom that I will be faithful and truthful. If I break these promises, I'll leave. I'll make sure you guys have everything you need financally, but if you guys don't want me there, which I'm pretty sure you don't, I'll leave," Inuyasha told them. Kagome place a hand over her mouth to stop the gasp from coming out.
"You're serious old man?", Yasha stated as he looked at his father.
"I am. I'm tired of acting like a little boy when I'm a man. I don't want to see you guys cry anymore," Inuyasha said.
"I, I trust you, Taisho stated.
"T-us-t," Isamu said with a small smile.
"I'm going to trust you, but if you break that promise, you'll regert it," Yasha said as he looked up at his father.
"I won't, I promise," Inuyasha told them with a smile. Inuyasha squeezed them to his chest in response. "Thanks for trusting in me."
"You're welcome. But can you let us go now?" Taisho asked. Inuyasha chuckled as he let them go. Kagome smiled when she heard Taisho's questions.
"You know mom's not going to forgive you so easy," Yasha said as he walked towards the door. Kagome bit her lip and quickly walked away from the door.
"I know," Inuyasha stated as he stood up.
"You're going to have to do a lot," Taisho told them.
"So you guys are rooting for me?" Inuyasha asked with a raised brow.
"I wouldn't go that far old man," Yasha responded as Kagome yelled for them.
"Boys! Inuyasha! Time to eat!"
"See ya!" Yasha yelled as he threw the door open and ran out. Isamu followed after him, then Taisho. Inuyasha laughed at his sons.
"My boys," Inuyasha mumbled with a smile as he walked out the room.
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It's been a week since the boys talked to Inuyasha about his and Kagome relationship eight years ago. They have been going to baseball pratice and spending some time with their cousins, aunts, uncles, grandparents, and father.
Every other day, Kagome will go to the hospital and visit her mother while the boys are at baseball practice. Inuyasha would drop them off at the hospital and they would go out to eat or eat at Korari's house.
Kagome and Inuyasha were on decent talking terms, but Kagome would still say a few rude comments to Inuyasha.
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"I'm not going," Kagome said as the boys got into the backseat.
"Yes you are and that's final," Ayame said as she took a bite out of her salad. She was sitting on her couch, eating and relaxing since her kids and husband were out for the day.
"Who's going to watch the boys?" Kagome asked as she got into the driver seat.
"Hello?! Your mom, Sota, Inuyasha, the guys, or Izayoi and Inu No Taisho," Ayame replied.
"Uhh," Kagome said, knowing there was no way to got out of not going.
"Thought so. So you better be at Zero High at off drinks at 8," Ayame told her.
"Fine," Kagome said.
" Good," Ayame said with a smile.
"Okay, I have to go home and get the boys settled. I think Inuyasha and Sesshomaru tired them out during pratice tonight," Kagome said with a giggle as she looked in the backseat at the boys who were falling asleep.
"Okay. Love you. Bye."
"Love you too. Bye," Kagome said before she ended the call. She put her phone in her purse and set it on the passenger seat. She grabbed her keys from the purse, put her car keys in the igniton, and turned it to the right. Her eyes furrowed when her car didn't started. She tried again, but got the same result. She sighed and got out the car. She lifted the hood and looked down.
"I don't even know what I'm looking at," Kagome stated.
"Hey. What are you doing?" Inuyasha asked as he walked towards Kagome with a bat in his hand.
"My car won't start and I thought I could look in here and do something, but that's not the case," Kagome said with a giggle. Inuyasha nodded and stood beside her. He look in the inside of the car and started checking things.
"It doesn't look like anything is wrong. Maybe you just need some power. Let me bring my car over," Inuyasha told her. Kagome nodded in response.
Five minutes later, Kagome's car was on.
"It's working!" Kagome squealed as she wrapped her arms around Inuyasha. Inuyasha stood there shocked for a second but then hugged her back.
"Sorry," Kagome said as she unwrapped herself from him. Inuyasha simply nodded in response.
"Um, Tomorrow's Friday, and I was wondering if you guys wanted to go out for pizza," Inuyasha said as he stratched the back of his head.
"Sure, That sounds like fun. I have to go and get the boys settled now, the girls are taking me out tonight," Kagome told him. Inuyasha nodded once more. Kagome smiled at him, before getting in her car. Inuyasha watched Kagome drive off, before getting in his car and driving home.
::An hour later::
Inuyasha is sitting on the couch watching tv, when he heard a knock on the door.
"Who could that be?" Inuyasha mumbled as he stood up and walked to the door.
"You bastard!" A man with black hair yelled when Inuyasha opened the door to his house. The man at the door was Onigumo, who went by his middle name, Naraku aka Kikyo's baby's daddy. (Naraku's human in this story... You'll see why later)
"What?" Inuyasha asked as he barely blocked the punch that Naraku swung. "What are you talking about?"
"You got Kikyo pregnant!" Naraku shouted.
"What?" Inuyasha asked as he dodged another punch by Naraku.
"You heard me. You slept with my woman!" Narkaku said as he lunged, knocking Inuyasha and him to the floor.
"I haven't sleep with your woman in almost three years," Inuyasha snapped as he pushed Naraku off of him.
"What?" Naraku asked as he looked up at Inuyasha.
"Kikyo and I haven't had sex in nearly three years. So if she's pregnant, it wasnt me who got her that way," Inuyasha told him.
"How can you not be father? She's two months pregnant and she said you were the father," Naraku said as he stood up.
Kikyo rushed to Inuyasha's open door and ran into the room.
"Naraku? What are you doing?" Kikyo asked as she looked at Inuyasha and Naraku.
"You're pregnant," Inuyasha stated but it came out more like a question. Kikyo gave a shaky nod.
"Who's the father?" Inuyasha asked. "He says I'm the father, but we haven't done anything in three years."
Kikyo bit her lip as she looked between both men. "I don't know."
"Kikyo stopped lying to him. You already lied too him before, just stop. Who's the father?" Naraku stated.
"Already lied before? What did you lie about?" Inuyasha asked as he looked at Kikyo.
"You haven't told him?" Naraku asked with a raised brow. Kikyo shook her head no as she looked down.
"What did you lie about? Tell me," Inuyasha demanded with a growl.
"The baby, the baby I lost eight years ago. It wasn't yours," Kikyo told him.
"What?" Inuyasha asked with a bewild look on his face.
"It wasn't yours," Kikyo repeated.
"You bitch, I grieved for that baby! I was there for you all those nights, when I could have been looking for Kagome. Uggggghhh! You tricky slut!" Inuyasha yelled.
"Kagome, Kagome, Kagome! It's all about her," Kikyo stated with annoyance in her voice.
"Yes, because I love her and wasted my time with you," Inuyasha responded.
"What about me? Huh? You never think about how I feel? I love you," Kikyo replied.
"What about him?" Inuyasha asked as he pointed at Naraku. Kikyo paused.
"I-I..."
"That's what I thought," Inuyasha responded as he glanced at Naraku.
"Sorry man," Naraku stated as he held out his hand. Inuyasha shook it response.
"No problem. We were all tricked by the snake," Inuyasha replied as he glared at Kikyo.
"I know," Naraku stated as he dropped their hands. "I'm not going to deal with her, just my son. I might just do a DNA test just to make sure."
Inuyasha nodded in response. Naraku let out a sigh as he ran his fingers through his hair. He started to walk out of the apartment but stopped next to Kikyo.
"Don't call me unless it has something to do with Kikan."
"Naraku-" Kikyo started to say, but Naraku ignored her and walked out the apartment.
Kikyo stared in the direction Naraku left in, before turning to Inuyasha.
"I-"
"Don't you say shit to me," Inuyasha growled.
"Inuyasha, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry," Kikyo cried as she ran into Inuyasha's covered chest. She clenched her hands in his red t-shirt and cried. "I didn't mean too. I'm sorry. I love you. Please forgive me."
"Kikyo," Inuyasha whispered softly as he grabbed her wrist.
"Yes?" Kikyo asked as she looked up at him with small tears in her eyes.
"Go to fucking hell," Inuyasha said as he threw her wrist off of him. "I loved you. You made me leave my family to be with you. You tricked me. Was this all a plan to ruin my life. Because if it was, congratulations, You successed," Inuyasha stated as he started to pace around the room.
"Inuyash-"
"Get out!" Inuyasha yelled. Kikyo flinched but still tried to talk to him.
"In-"
"GET OUT! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN! I'M DONE WITH YOU FOR GOOD!" Inuyasha yelled as he faced her with his eyes red. Kikyo nodded before running out the apartment.
"Shit!" Inuyasha yelled as he punched the wall.
"Fucking damn it!" Inuyasha yelled as he threw a vase against the wall.
It took him half an hour to finally calm down.
Inuyasha sighed as he sat on the floor in front of his broken couch.
"I need a drink," Inuyasha mumbled as reached for his phone in his back pocket.
::With Kagome and the boys::
"Thank you again," Kagome stated as the boys and her walked into Inu No Taisho and Izayoi's big manison.
"No problem dear. I know you want to hang and have fun with the girls," Izayoi said as she gave Kagome a hug then her grandsons.
"Yeah. The girls invited me for drinks and dancing tonight," Kagome stated as she hugged her father-in-law ( they're still a family ).
"Sounds like fun dear. Have some fun tonight," Inu No Taisho told his daughter-in-law.
"I will," Kagome said with a smile as she bent down to talk to the boys.
"Behave tonight. If I get a bad report, I'll tell your dad to not let you guys play in your game next week," Kagome said sternly. "Sound fair?"
"And if we get a good report?" Taisho asked.
"Yeah. What's in it for us?" Yasha asked. Kagome rolled her eyes in response.
"I'll cook whatever dessert you guys want."
"Sounds fair," Yasha said as he looked at his brothers who nodded. Izayoi and Inu No Taisho laughed at the scene.
"Okay then. Give mommy a hug," Kagome said as she held her arms open. The boys ran into her arms and hugged her. Kagome kissed them on the head before squeezing them.
A minute later she released them.
"I'll be there to pick them up at noon," Kagome said as Inu No Taisho opened the door.
"Okay. Have fun tonight," Izayoi said.
"I will. Bye boys," Kagome stated as she stepped outside the house.
"Bye mommy."
"Bye Mama."
"B-y Mom."
Kagome smiled at them, before turning around and walking to her car.
"It's just for one night Kagome. Nothing's going to happen to the boys," Kagome told herself. She got inside her car, turned it on, then drove to the club.
::With the boys::
"I didn't know you guys lived in such a big house. It's bigger than grandma's house and our house combined," Taisho stated as they walked into the living room.
"So what are we going to do?" Yasha asked as he turned around and looked at his grandparents. This was there first time staying over at their grandparent's house.
"Whatever you want to do sweetie. We can go bowling, out for ice cream, anything you boys want," Izayoi told them.
"We have a arcade on the third and a swimming pool outside" Inu No Taisho said.
"Really?!" Yasha and Taisho asked. Isamu eyes widen eyes happiness.
"Yes. We can play some games, then go play in the swimming. And after that, we can make cookies and watch a movie," Izayoi responded with a smile on her face.
"Sound good boys?" Inu no Taisho asked.
"Yes!" Yasha and Taisho yelled as Isamu and them dropped their bags on the floor and ran out the room. Izayoi and Inu No Taisho laughed as Inu No Taisho ran after his grandsons while Izayoi picked their bags.
"They are so much like their father," Izayoi mumbled with a smile on her face.
::With the women::
"Where's Kagome? She's suposed to be here. She better not have ditched us," Ayame stated as she adjusted her purple hatler like dress. Sango and Rin giggled in response. Sango looked to her left and her mouth dropped a little.
"Whoa!" Sango said as she looked at Kagome.
"What?" The girls asked as they looked in Sango's direction.
"Wow!"
"Damn Kagome," Ayame said causing Kagome to blush when she made it to the table.
Kagome was wearing a red tube top with white tightn skinny jeans and red shiny hair was done with curls to go along with her silver accessories.
"I'm guessing I look ok." Kagome stated as she slid into the booth.
"Duh. Did the boys see you? Did they disapprove?" Ayame responded with a smirk as she slid over.
"I had a jacket over it," Kagome replied with a smirk as a waiter came to the table with a tray of drinks balanced on his hand.
"Here you are ladies," he said as he passed out the drinks.
"Thank you. You know Jazu, if I wasn't married, I would ask to dance with you," Sango said as she took a sip of her drink.
"But our friend over there is single," Ayame said as she point at Kagome.
"Really," Jazu responded as he turned to face Kagome. Kagome bit her lip when she saw Jazu's muscles move from under his tight black shirt.
"Yes," Kagome squeaked cauisng Rin to laugh.
"I guess I'll be seeing you on my break," Jazu said with a wink, before walking away from the table.
"If I wasn't married," Ayame stated as she watched Jazu's butt from his tight black pants.
"Ayame!" Rin scolded.
"I would take him home and play patty cake," Ayame finished as she took a sip of her apple martini.
Kagome giggled until someone tapped her shoulder. She turned around and smiled.
"Jaky!" Kagome squealed as she jumped out her seat and hugged the man who was like a brother, well a sister to her.
"How are you hunny?" Jakotsu asked as he hugged her back.
"Good. The girls are taking me out tonight," Kagome stated as she pointed at the girls.
"Oh my gosh. Is that Ayame Hiki, Sango Taiji, and Rin Liz?" Jakotsu asked as he placed his hands on his hips.
"We're married now," Sango said as the girls showed him their rings.
"Oh my gosh, no!" Jakotsu responded as he pushed Kagome away and rushed to sit next to the girls.
"Owwy," Kagome said as she bumped into a chest. "Sorry," Kagome said as she looked up at the person she bump into. It was Bankotsu.
"Hello Beautiful," Bankotsu responded as he wrapped his arms around her waist.
"Hi," Kagome stated with a smile. "When did you get here?"
"A few minutes ago. Jakotsu and Renkotsu dragged me here," Bankotsu stated as an fast pop song began to play.
"The girls invited me," Kagome told him. Bankotsu nodded before looking at the dancing crowd.
"You want to dance?" He asked.
"Yes," Kagome said as she glanced at the girls who were talking to Jakotsu. Bankotsu smirked as led her to the dance floor.
:With the men:
"Really?!" Miroku and Koga shouted as Inuyasha took a sip of his beer. Inuyasha nodded in response.
"Dammmmmmmm!"
"Yup. She fucking lied to me about the baby, cheated on me while we dating," Inuyasha said with a groan as he laid his head on the bar.
"What happen?" Sesshomaru asked as he walked to the table wearing a white t-shirt with black jeans.
"Kikyo had been cheating on Inuyasha and the baby she lost years ago wasn't his. And he left a good woman and his sons for the slut," Miroku stated as he took a sip of his bloody mary. Inuyasha turned and glared at Miroku, but didn't say anything.
"Doesn't surprise me. The baby thing does, but not the cheating," Sesshomaru responded as he told the bartender what he wanted.
"I'm such a fucking idiot," Inuyasha replied as he sat up and took a gulp his beer.
"Yup," All the men said. The bartender came back and gave Sesshomaru his drink. The men took a sip of their drinks as they listen to music.
"Where are you guys wives?" Inuyasha asked as he looked around the club.
"I think Rin said something about her and the girls going to Kagome's house," Sesshomaru stated.
"Really? Sango said they were going to visit Mrs. Higurashi," Miroku responded.
"Ayame told me to leave her alone and that she will be back later," Kog said with a raise brow.
"So where are our women?" Miroku asked with a confused look on his face.
"Over there," Inuyasha stated as he poked at a table where Rin, Ayame, and Sango were sitting at whild talking to Jakotsu.
"Is that Jakotsu? From highschool?" Koga asked.
"Yeah. Ohh and his brother has a thing with Kagome," Inuyasha said with a dry chuckle.
The guys looked at each other. They knew Inuyasha and Bankotsu didn't get along that well, even in highschool. One always wanted to be more smart, atheletic, popular than the other.
:Flashback:
"Fucking ass!" A seventeen year old Inuyasha yelled when Bankotsu pushed him on the basketball court and scored another point for himself.
"Stop being a sissy Inuyasha!" A seventeen year old Bankotsu yelled back as he threw the basketball to Inuyasha who caught.
Inuyasha mumbled evil things underneath his breath as he stood up while Miroku helped him.
:End of Flashback:
"When did that happen?" Miroku asked as he looked at a woman's backside. Koga smacked him on the back of the head in response.
"While she was in America," Inuyaha stated. The men nodded before Sesshomaru said that they should confront their women. The men nodded including Inuyasha as they got up with their drinks in hand.
"Hello ladies," Miroku said causing the girls and Jakotsu to look at them.
"Miroku!" Jakotsu stated as he jumped up and hugged Miroku. Jakotsu then looked at Koga and Sesshomaru who were trying to back away.
"Did you bring Kagome?" Koga asked as he took a seat.
"Yes. She's somewhere dancing with Bankotsu," Ayame said with a smile. Inuyasha immediately turned towards the dancing area and saw Kagome and Bankotsu grinding on each other with Kagome's back against his chest and his arms wrapped around her waist.
"Is there a problem Inuyasha? You look a little tense."
"I'm feel the urge to dance all of a sudden," Inuyasha mumbled as he set his beer on the table and walked towards Kagome and Bankotsu.
"What's wrong with Inuyasha?" Rin asked her husband as he sat down next to her.
"Well-" Sesshomaru said as he started to tell the story.
::With Kagome::
"You're too close," Kagome said with a giggled as Bankotsu's grinded his ground into her backside.
"Really?" Bankotsu asked with a smirk as his hands tighten on her hips.
"I'm sorry to break up, whatever you're doing but I would love to dance with the mother of my children," Inuyasha said as he stood in front of Kagome.
Bankotsu narrowed his eyes as Kagome stared at Inuyasha.
"Really? Now you're going to claim her as the mother of your children? Didn't you just find out about your kids a couple of weeks ago," Bankotsu snapped.
"Guys-" Kagome started to say.
"Were you trying to take my place as their father? News flash buddy the boys don't like you," Inuyasha told him with a growl.
"Yeah, they don't like me, but they hate you. I mean, what you did to their mother-"
"Stop!" Kagome shouted as she got out of Bankotsu's arms. "Inuyasha, what do you want?"
"Just to dance," Inuyasha told her. Kagome nodded as she bit her lip. She turned around to face Bankotsu.
"I'm just going to dance with him once then we finish our dance," Kagome told Bankotsu as she placed a hand on his chest. Bankotsu glared at Inuyasha from over Kagome's head, but nodded in response. Kagome smiled and leaned up to kiss on the cheek. Bankotsu smirked down at her before turning around and walking away.
Kagome smiled as she watched him walk away, before turning around to face Inuyasha with a glare.
"Well Takahashi?" Kagome questioned with a raised brow. Inuyasha smiled down at her as he wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her closer. Kagome huffed as she wrapped her arms around his neck.
What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright
"You spell good," Inuyasha whispered. Kagome laid her head on his chest.
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh
How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
"You look beautiful, all the time," Inuyasha told her as he kissed the top of her head.
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
"Don't, Inuyasha stop," Kagome mumbled. with a shake of the head.
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh
"I can't Kagome. I'm giving all of me, because I want all of you," Inuyasha said. "Forgive me, please."
Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you
"I love you Kagome. Can you ever love me?" Inuyasha whispered as in her ear.
I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, ohoh
"No," Kagome said as she struggled to get out his arms. Once out of his arms, she ran off the dancing floor and out of the club.
"Kagome!" Inuyasha yelled as he ran after her.
::With the Group::
"What did Inuyasha do this time," Bankotsu said with a frown as he started to get up, but Sango stop him.
"Just let them talk Bankotsu. It's something they need to do," Sango told him. Bankotsu sighed as he sat back down, Sango was right.
'I hope he doesn't hurt you Kagome,' Bankotsu thought as he took a sip of his drink.
:: With Inuyasha and Kagome::
"I can't love you!" Kagome yelled as she unlocked her car.
"Why not? Fucking tell me!" Inuyasha yelled as he grabbed her arm and spun her around. They ignored the loud music that was playing from the club.
"Because I'm tired of getting hurt! I'm tired of being used, being a copy! I'm tired of shedding tears! I'm tired of the pain, the memories! I'm fucking tired!" Kagome yelled as she closed her eyes.
"Please, Kagome," Inuyasha begged as he fell on his knees.
"Stop. Leave me alone. I want nothing to do with you," Kagome responded as she tried to stop his arms from wrapping around her.
"Kagome, forgive me," Inuyasha begged as tears ran down his face. Kagome put her hand to her mouth and shook her head.
"No," she whispered.
"Kagome please," Inuyashe begged as he tightend his grip.
"No, I can't," Kagome said as she pushed Inuyasha away from her, but he tightend his grip. Kagome turned her head as Inuyasha cried and begged for forgiveness.
"You love her, not me," Kagome said as she bit her lip.
"Not anymore," Inuyasha mumbled.
"You can't unlove someone in a couple of days Yash. You've been with her for eight years," Kagome responded as she closed her eyes.
"We've been together for over fifteen years. What we had back then and now, never changed," Inuyasha stated. Kagome shook her head as she looked down at him.
"Why did you stay with her? Honestly, No more lying to save my feelings. Just, just tell me the truth. Tell me why," Kagome said as she reached over to open the door to the backseat and manuevered to sit inside.
She looked down at Inuyasha who was looking up at her with teary eyes.
"Why?"
"I was a afraid," Inuyasha stated. Kagome stared at him.
"I,mmmm. Sleeping with Kikyo the first time was truely an accident. I drank more than I've ever drunken before. But after me and her started talking and hanging out, I felt like there was somebody else that I could connect with. Someone other than you. I was afraid I wasn't good enough for you. Even though we had been together for years, I just, I was being stupid and afraid.
"Why are you afraid? Why did you need someone other than me?" Kagome asked.
"You know what I went through as a child. You know that kids bullied me, spat on me, called me names. I, I didn't want you to do the same. I thought I wasn't good enough. I don't know why. I just want you to do better than me. But having an affair with Kikyo is not an excuse on why I treated you like that. I'm pathetic, I don't deserve you or the boys, but I have both of you in my life," Inuyasha stated as he looked up at her. "I'm hoping that we can be a family. But I know, you're not ready for us to be a couple again."
"Inuyasha you don't," Kagome stated as she placed a hand on top of her head."Everything is just so confusing and rushed right now. Our past plays a great deal on what happens in the future. I need to think about us, you. If you think I'm going to accept you back so easily," Kagome said as she grabbed his hand and pulled his face close to hers. "Think fucking again Takahashi," Kagome stated as she pushed him back so hard, that his head hit the car next to hers.
"Fuck," Inuyasha mumbled as he placed a hand behind his head. He pulled it back and saw some blood on his fingers. He looked up at Kagome who was geting out of the car and closing the door to the backseat.
"I need a drink," Kagome mumbled as she looked down at Inuyasha.
"Yeah me too," Inuyasha responded as he sat up. They walked back to the club to enjoy the rest of their night.
::With the Boys:
"Grandpa," Taisho called out as he set his glasses on the night stand.
"Yes Taisho," Inu No Taisho responded as he walked to his grandson.
"Do you think Mom and dad will get along?" Taisho asked as his grandfather sat on the side of his bed.
"You know what, I don't know. But I hope they do. Even your father made a big mistake, I think your mom and father were made for each other," Inu No Taisho told him truthfully.
"Yash told us what happened. Not into detail, but that he was unfaithfull," Taisho responded causing Inu No Taisho to raise a brow.
"Yash?"
"Dad said we call him anything. He said since he hasn't been a true father, we dont have to call him such," Taisho explain. Inu No Taisho nodded in response before sighing.
"He hasn't been the father he is suppose to be, but he's trying. Just let him be the father he is trying to be. I'm not saying forgive him, because it's imposible forgive someone completly. But just open up to him, let him be the man and father he can be," Inu No Taisho told him. Taisho nodded as he pulled the covers up to his waist.
"I will. I know dad's sorry too. But what he did to mom didn't affect just her, but us," Taisho told him.
"I know he did. Mistakes were made, but what do you do when you make a mistake?" Inu No Taisho asked.
"Try to fix them," Taisho mumbled.
"That's excatly what you're father is trying to do. Even though he maybe horrible at it," Inu No Taisho said causing Taisho to laugh. "He's trying. And that's where I respect him for it. You, your brothers, and your mother are the best things that ever happened in Inuyasha's life."
Taisho smiled in response.
"Thanks grandpa," Taisho said as he leaned up and hugged Inu No Taisho. Inu No Taisho eyes widened before they soften as he hugged his grandson.
A minute later, Inu No Taisho released him for the hug. Taisho sighed as he leaned back into the bed.
"Good, get some sleep my boy," Inu No Taisho ordered. Taisho nodded in response as he closed his eyes. Inu No Taisho kissed him on the head, before getting off the bed and walking to the door. He turned off the light and left the door ajar.
He turned to his right and saw his wife closing Yasha's door.
"How'd it go?" He asked.
"Okay," Izayoi responded as she walked towards her husband.
"Did he ask about Kagome and Inuyasha?" Inu No Taisho asked.
"Yes. And I told them what you probably told Taisho. You don't have to completely forgive him, but let him be the father and man he can be," Izayoi told him.
"Good advice my dear," He responded as he leaned down and gave his wife a kiss on the cheek. Izayoi giggled in response.
"Why thank you my dear," Izayoi replied with a smirk.
"The boys know more than Kagome and Inuyasha think they know," Inu No Taisho stated.
"I know. I'm going to tell Kagome and Inuyasha when i talk to them tomorrow," Izayoi said as they started walking to Isamu's room.
"Isamu, hunny. Are you awake?" Izayoi asked as she knocked on his door. They heard a shuffle in response.
"Isamu, what are you doing?" Inu No Taisho asked as he open the door. Izayoi gasped as she ran to her youngest grandson who had a bloody tissue against his nose.
"What happen hunny?" Izayoi asked as she grabbed another tissue.
"Med-ki-sin," Isamu stuttered as Izayoi tilted his head down. Izayoi looked at her husband, who had a spoon filled with brown liquid in his hands.
"Open," Inu No Taisho demanded as he held the spoon in front of Isamu. Isamu open his mouth and drank the liquid.
Izayoi waited a minute, before pulling the bloody tissue away from his nose. There was no more blood.
"Thank goodness," Izayoi said as she placed a hand on her chest. "We're going to have to get you another shirt."
Isamu nodded as he took off his red iron man shirt. Inu No Taisho grabbed a green t-shirt and handed it to him. Isamu smiled as he took it from him. He put it on then laid back on the bed. Izayoi looked for any blood on the bed.
"You good?" Izayoi asked. Isamu nodded as he grabbed the covers and pulled them to his chest.
"Gr-ad-ma?" Isamu asked as Izayoi leaned forward and kissed his head.
"Yes?" Izayoi asked.
"W-h-i m-om-ie un-d dad-ie tre-at li-k ba-by?" Isamu stuttered as he looked at his grandparents. (why does mommy and daddy treat me like a baby)
"Because you are there baby," Izayoi told him, but Isamu gave her a look. "Your parents love you very much. And they want you to be safe and happy."
"No-t sma-rt," Isamu stated as he looked down.
"Hey, don't ever say that hunny. You're smart and very wise for your age. You're also kind and caring," Izayoi told him causing Isamu to smile.
"Mo-mie sa-id tha-t tw-ooo," Isamu said with a smile. (Mommy says that too).
"It's true," Inu No Taisho stated as he poked him in the stomach. Isamu giggled in response. "Get some sleep son."
Isamu nodded as he closed his eyes. Inu No Taisho leaned down and kissed him on the head. Izayoi and her husband walked to the door, then turned off the light and left the door open.
"It's nice having kids around the house," Inu No Taisho stated as they walked down the stairs.
"Yes, it is," Izayoi responded.
"You know what that means," Inu No Taisho told her with a smirk.
"Beg the kids for more grandchildren?" Izayoi questioned.
"No," Inu No Taishi resoonded teasly as he placed a hand on her lower back. Izayoi glared at him before speaking. "If you're talking about having another kid, you're crazy Taisho. I'm putting you in rehab for help."
Inu No Taisho laughed as they cotinued to walk down the steps
::With the men and women::
A few hours later
"I'm going home guys. I'm tired," Kagome complained with a pout. It was one o' clock in the morning.
"It's not late," Rin giggled, she was obviously drunk.
"Anyway. I'll call you girls later," Kagome said as she hugged the women then the men. Inuyasha had left a couple of hours ago since he needs to go to work early since he was absent that week.
She waved at the group as she walked out club.
"I'm going to catch a ride with Kagome," Bankotsu told his brother. Jakotsu looked up and glared at him.
"Use a condom if you're going to try something."
"Shut up," Bankotsu said before telling the group goodbye and running out the club.
"Kagome!" Bankotsu yelled as he ran to Kagome who was getting in her car.
"Yes?" Kagome questioned.
"Can I spend the night at your house. It's crowded with the brothers," Bankotsu told her with a smirk.
"Sure," Kagome said as she closed the door. Bankotsu smirked as he got into the car. After he got in the car, Kagome turned the car on and started to drive to her house.
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"You better not try anything Bankotsu," Kagome told him as she put her house key into the keyhole.
"Hey, if something happens tonight, it happens," Bankotsu stated as he looked down at Kagome.
"And if nothing happens?" Kagome asked with a raised brow.
"Nothing happens. Unless you want something to happen," Bankotsu responded.
"Sota's upstairs," Kagome told him.
"We can be quiet," Bankotsu replied. They stared at each other for a second before they started laughing.
"You're stupid," Kagome told him.
"Yeah. Like you could ever be quiet. Even when someone touches you non-sexually you scream or squeal," Bankotsu responded.
"Do no-Ahh!" Kagome squealed as Bankotsu poked her in the stomach.
"Case proven," Bankotsu replied.
"Shut up Banky," Kagome said as she pushed the door open.
"You can sleep either in a guest room or on the couch,"Kagome told him with a yawn.
"No snuggling in your bed?" Bankotsu asked with a smirk.
"Very funny pretty boy," Kagomr replied as she closed and looked the door. She took off her heels as she leaned against the door.
"What happened outside princess?" Bankotsu questioned as he looked at his ex-lover. Kagome sighed as she kept her head down.
"Kagome."
"Banky, he wants me back," Kagome stated as she looked up at him. "But I haven't, I don't think I can forgive him for what he did."
Bankotsu nodded as he walked towards her.
"Why are you so upset?" Bankotsu asked as he pulled her into his arms.
"Because one part of me wants to take him back, while the other part of me wants me to not forgive him and hate him," Kagome explain as she wrapped her arms around his waist. "We've been together for over twenty years, since we were in diapers, but, what he did to me at our wedding made me so angry, so hateful."
There was a pause as Bankotsu rubbed her back. Kagome laid her head on his should in response.
"Kagome, what you and Inuyasha had or still have is special. Something you rarely see. You two were made for each other. Even though some big and small mistakes were made, you two still have a connection that no one can break," Bankotsu stated. He felt Kagome nodded in his shoulder. "If Inuyasha loves you like he said, he will respect your decision on either you letting him go and moving on or taking him back."
"You're right," Kagome whispered. Bankotsu smiled in response.
"I want the best for you. If it's being with him, I'm cool with that, i understand."
"Thank you Banky, I needed that. Who knew you were good at giving advice," Kagome stated as she pulled her head away from his shoulder.
"It's a gift," Bankotsu responded with a roll of the eyes. Kagome giggled in response.
"But either decision you make, make him go through hell and back, four times. You for you and one for each boy you got," Bankotsu told her. Kagome smirked before saying, "You got it boss. I've been doing that for a while now."
Bankotsu and Kagome laughed for a couple of minutes, before Kagome hugged him and told him she was going to bed.
"I'll see you tomorrow morning," Kagome said.
"There better be breakfast on the table when I wake up. There needs to be an award for me being a good boy," Bankotsu stated. Kagome giggled and nodded. She turned around to walk up the stairs when she felt a hand make connect with her butt.
"Sorry, it's a habit," Bankotsu said in his defense. Kagome glared at him, before turning back around and walking up the stairs. She ignored Bankotsu's laughing from downstairs.
"Decisions, decisions," Kagome mumbled.
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Preview:
"Are you mad Takahashi? Mad because you think Bankotsu had his hot sweaty body against my hot sweaty body. Mad that I ran my hands down his sweaty tan back as I arched my bare chest against his?" Kagome asked as she stood close to Inuyasha who had his eyes closed, hands clenched.
"Shut up Kagome," Inuyasha mumbled.
"Why Inuyasha? It's true though. You're mad because you think Bankotsu made me scream like you have never made me scream before. He brought me pleasure and happiness. You want to know something, that's what I thought about you and Kikyo. Do you know how angry, selfless, and mistreat I felt?" Kagome asked. She got a pause in response. Kagome smiled as she looked at Inuyasha tense posture.
"And for your infomation, even though Bankotsu and I didn't sleep with each other last night, we have a powerful bond, And Bankotsu is a very, very, excellent lover. We go places that-" Kagome started to say but Inuyasha wrapled his arms around her waist and pulled her to him. Kagome gasped and looked up, but Inuyasha's lips were immediatly on hers.
What's Kagome going to do next?
Until next time,
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