So, I just went and saw the Chronicles of Narnia...Good Movie! Totally recommend it! Thank you so much for the reviews it makes me really happy to know that you all like this story! There will be some drama in this chapter... Again, sadly I do not own Twilight or the Characters...I just own my computer and a kick ass shoe collection :P

Chapter 8

BPV

Currently I was in Seattle and the mall. I was out on the prowl shopping for Christmas present's. I had gotten everyone on my list, except for one. Paul.

"Bella, you have to give me SOMETHING to go off of here. You brought me along to help you, and that is what I am trying to do here!" Yes, I know I am going against what Paul had asked me, but at this moment in time I did not care. I would deal with his anger later.

"Alice, I told you. He basically just likes me, running around as a wolf, me, his car, me, cliff diving, me, oh and did I mention me?" I know my answer wasn't helping. But I mean come on! It's true. What I mentioned is what is likes.

"Ha ha. Oh Bella we all know that his main interest is YOU. We get it! But, how about we get him something for his car. He does like that right?" She did have a point. He had been complaining about how his radio wasn't working correctly.

"Okay, Alice that works just wonderfully!" We had quickly picked up the car stereo a good one I might add and were on out way back to Forks. It didn't take long for us to get back (Alice was driving) and I quickly made my way upstairs to wrap the presents and take a quick shower. After my shower I made sure to throw my clothes in the washing machine to wash the 'vampire stench' off of them. I ran upstairs and to my surprise Paul was standing there next to my window. He turned around, and before he spoke I just knew he was angry. I knew that he knew where I had been today and who I was with.

"Paul, I'm sorry. I know you know what I did. And, I am sorry. But, I had to- no I needed her help today. I-

"Bella, do you have any idea how worried I have been? How angry I am? How hurt I am?" He just had this anger pulsing off of him. I didn't really want to make him angry. Not like this.

"Paul," Now the tears were forming. I hadn't planned on that happening. But just seeing him like this. Just seeing what I had done to him just hurt more than anything. "I am so sorry-"

"Bella, when I said I didn't want you to see them, I meant it! I don't want to be one of those controlling people. But you have left me no choice-" This time I cut him off.

"I know Paul. And it hurt when you said that I couldn't go and see them. But I needed Alice's help today! I needed her help to pick out gifts for people. I am no good at that and that is why I called her. I thought...maybe that I would be able to get back before you knew. I didn't want to cause anything to happen to make you upset. But-"

"No, Bella. So, you were just going to go behind my back and not tell me. What else aren't you telling me? Is Edward really dead? Or, are you just seeing him 'on the side'?" Oh, he did NOT just bring Edward into this! That was it! I don't normally like getting in peoples faces but this time he left me no choice!

"PAUL! So NOT cool! You know as well as I do that Edward is dead. And even if he wasn't dead I wouldn't be seeing him on the side as you so delicately put it! I love you Paul, but this is it! If you do not trust me then I don't see how I can trust you! GET OUT OF MY HOUSE AND NEVER COME BACK!" The look in his eyes. I will never forget them for as long as I live. He looked like I just shot myself. He just turned and jumped out my window. It was then that I felt the pain. I'm not sure why I felt it. But it felt worse then any pain I have ever felt. Worse then the time that James had bitten me. I quickly ran downstairs to write Charlie a note saying I wasn't feeling well and that I went to bed. I ran back to my room and just laid in my bed and cried. I just laid there and just let the pain wash over me. It was then that I realized that I hurt Paul so much today that I was feeling the pain that he felt. I couldn't bring myself to move at all. So I just laid there and cried.

I wasn't sure how long it had been since I had stopped crying. But, I still felt like I was in so much pain. I looked to my night stand and saw that it was beeping. I had 6 missed calls from Jake. I quickly sent him a text asking him to come over and that I was down in my room. He replied saying he would be over soon. It wasn't long until I heard my window open and then shut again.

"Jake?"

"Yeah, Bells it's me. What in the hell did you do to Paul? He just came home and he went straight to his room and just cried. No one has EVER seen Paul cry. The only think anyone could make out was that you told him to leave and never come back." What Jake said only brought a fresh wave of tears over me.

"I am suck a horrible person Jake! I don't know what came over me, or why I said what I said!" I quickly tried to tell him what had happened and what was said.

"Bells, do you know why Paul wanted you to stay away from Alice and Jasper?" I shook my head. "Bells, they are planning to take you back to Alaska with them. He doesn't want to loose you, not to them. He loves you so much. That is why he told you to stay away from them." I was shocked. Why would Alice and Jasper want to take me away? "They told us that they needed you to change into a vampire or they would be killed just like the rest of their family was. So, today I called them and told them straight up just to leave you alone and go back to Italy. They apologized and told us to tell you that they were sorry for all the pain that they caused you and what they were planning on doing."

"So, they are never coming back then?"

"No, Bells they are gone now. But, now we need to figure out how to fix this between you and Paul! He is a mess and-

"Take me to Paul NOW!" I didn't even let him finish. He nodded and helped me jump out my window. He told me to meet him in the woods that he needed to phase. I nodded and waited. Next thing I knew I saw a russet color wolf nodding my way. I quickly made my way to him and jumped on his back. He ran as fast as he could to the reservation, and to Paul's house. When we had gotten there I was met by the sight of the wolf pack sitting outside his house. The glare and the meanness was just easy to read on everyone's face.

"So, Bella. Did you come back to just hurt Paul some more? Why don't you just save it and go back to Florida!"

"Leah! Just stop!" Sam's alpha voice was filled with rage.

I just ran past them and ran up to his room and I was met with a Paul that wasn't my Paul. This Paul was just so broken, so sad. He was curled up in a ball clutching onto a shirt that I had probably left here the last time I was here. He was sobbing saying 'she's gone'.

"Paul-" Before I could get the rest of my sentence out he was right next to me hanging onto my leg.

"Please Bella, don't leave me. I love you please. I will do anything. I am so sorry just please don't leave!" My heart started to break again. I knelt down and just held him saying how sorry I was and that it wasn't his fault, that he was just trying to protect me and I should have listened to him. He looked back at me, tears still in his eyes. I hated seeing him like this it broke me up more than I already was.

"Bella, do you know why I asked you to stay away?" I couldn't form the words, so I just nodded. "Bella, I love you so very much. Please, just please don't make me stay away. I love you more than anything and I can't loose you. It kills me inside!" He leaned back into me and we just sat there.

"Paul, I never want you to leave me. I always want you! I love you more than anything in the world." We moved to his bed and he just held me and we just laid there adjusting from the pain that we had both endured.

"Bella." He startled me I looked up at him he had so much love in his eyes." "Bella, would you move in with me?" That question took me back. Did I love him? Yes. Did I want to spend the rest of my life with him? Yes. Were we moving to fast? Well, yes but I wasn't about to care about what other people thought. We were imprints, destined to be together forever.

"Yes."

DRAMA! Okay so I'm not too good with fights, since I have never had one with a guy before...haha So review please (=