Chapter 10 - Missing you.

Reid Oliver and Luke Snyder.

--- Luke's point of view.

Lying on his stomache, he felt the mans hands running through his hair as he rocked into him. Luke could feel him inside him, feel his breath on his neck, his hands through his hair and running up and down his body. 'Reid...' he heard the man moan with pleasure as the sound of his name came from Luke's mouth. He had a tingling feeling as his hands reached down towards-

The alarm went off, taking him away from his dream. Damnit! he thought. That was officially the 10th dream he had of Reid, none of them being innocent. Ever since he had seen him with that australian moron, who had been in egypt for 5 years apparently, he had been going crazy with jelousy. Luke didnt know much about Reid, but Kenny knew everything. They had obviously been in a relationship for a long time by the way they were together when they met up again for the first time since the departure. When he had seen Reid kiss him, his eyes failed him. They leaked with tears. Luckily, Kenny wasnt paying attention and Noah still had the bandages on. He hadnt seen Reid in a few days, he didnt go back to see Noah after he left that night a week ago. He was probably wondering where Luke was. He dragged himself out of bed and went to the bathroom to have a shower, brush his teeth and get ready. His thoughts were always about Reid, he couldnt concentrate, he could barely eat, sleep, blink, without Reid creeping up into his brain. He wouldnt mind so much about the dreams, if Reid were his to dream about.
"Stop it, damnit! Your with Noah! Stop thinking about his doctor!" he told his reflection in the bathroom mirror. He looked at himself pleadingly, hoping that by some miracle, he'd figure out what to do. It never happened. He sighed, finished getting ready and went to the foundation to try do some paperwork.

40 minutes later.

"I cant stop thinking about you." Luke pleaded, upset and confused. He stared at the man, begging him with his eyes to be with him. Reid's beautiful blue eyes just stared back at him.
"You have Noah, i have Kenny." he answered, emotionless. Luke stepped closer to Reid, knowing what he was going to do.
"I dont want Noah. You dont want Kenny. I want you and you want me." he didnt wait for the answer, knowing Reid it would have been snarky. He just crashed his lips to Reid's, almost knocking him over. Reid responded urgently, they were both removing items of clothing, walking over to Reid's office desk. Reid threw the stuff of the desk and lay Luke down on top of it. He got on top of him, and they started kissing again, more urgent than before.
"I love you, i really really love you" Luke whispered into his ear when they had broken apart and he had moved on to Luke's neck. Reid looked up at him, his eyes filled with pain. Luke smiled reassuringly and caressed his cheek. They both moved in slowly, allowing the romance to take them into the moment. Their lips were a inch apart and all Luke wanted was to-

"Luke, you okay?" his mothers voice took him from his daydream, making him jump. He looked at the files on the desk and the pen in his hand that he had been tapping on the desk. Get yourself together, damnit! he thought to himself as he smiled at his mom.
"Yeah, im fine. I was just, um.. Thinking." he replied, in a embarresed tone. He looked away, praying to god that it wasnt written all over his face that he had been having... not so innocent thoughts.
"About Noah? His bandages come off today, dont they?" Lily asked him with concern. Luke looked up in realisation.
"Damn! I forgot, um, Mom could you do these for me? I have to get to the hospital." he pleaded as he got up and put his jacket on. His mom nodded at him, suprised that he had forgotten something as important as Noah's bandages coming off. Luke gave her a hug and ran out. He didnt quite feel like explaining himself. Now all he could think about was Noah's bandages were coming off and he was going to the place where he was sure the man that had been driving him crazy recently would be. He felt butterflies in his stomache. I really need to get a grip! he thought, frustrated.

--- Reid's point of view.

This last week has been a weird one to say the least. Not only had he been reunited with a lost love which he was still trying to work his head around, he had also not seen Luke Snyder since he brought Kenny to him. There was a time were he would have cherished the break from the spoilt 'Richie Rich', but now everything has changed, when he didnt see him something just didnt feel right. Luckily he had Kenny to distract him. The night they were reunited, he had taken him back to his place and they talked for hours on end, catching up, talking about the relationship, about the past, how they met. Everything. At about two oclock the next morning, they had both decided it was time to call it a night. He let Kenny stay over, but he slept on the couch. Kenny did try to protest but it got him nowhere. "Too much perfection all in once, i doubt your brain could take it." Reid had joked. It had always been them. Snarking at eachother when they first met, Kenny really challenged Reid. He knew from day one he had met his match. At first, it frustrated him. Then they just started to click once they found out more about eachother. Eventually, it grew to love. No-one has ever challenged him as much as Kenny did. Well, no-one until Luke.

Luke.. He challenges him more than Kenny ever had. He's not afraid to touch him when he wants too, get in his face when he wants too. Luke was just, something else. Completely different to Kenny. Reid shook his head, trying to clear his thoughts and entered examination room 213. Noah was waiting for his bandages to come off. Alone.
"Alright, Noah. Are you ready?" he asked, gently. This was it. He knew that Noah wouldnt be able to properly see again, the scans had showed he needed a few surgeries. But there would be a change. He didnt know what, but he was anxious to find out. Just then the door opened behind him and he turned around to find Luke there, out of breathe. His heart skipped a beat when Luke looked at him and their gazes locked for a moment. He couldnt take anymore and quickly looked away.
"Sorry im late, i was finishing something of at the foundation." Luke moved over to the other side of Noah and took his hand in his. They squeezed eachother for a moment, in hope that this surgery had done something.
"Okay, when i take these bandages off, i need you to open your eyes and describe to me what you see, if anything." Reid began unwrapping the bandages from Noah's head and eyes. With every moment all three men were getting more and more anxious. If Noah couldnt see anything, it meant Reid had to replan his therapy, up the dosage of his medication and probably do more surgeries than he thought he had too. When the bandages were completely off, Noah opened his eyes. Reid studied him for a moment as he blinked a few times. Please let this work for him. he thought, anxiously praying that the news was good. Noah looked up to the light and blinked.
"I can see the light!" Noah yelled, happy. Reid smiled and looked at Luke, who was smiling back at him. thankyou. Luke mouthed to him. Reid nodded and went towards the door, only to stop and look back to find Luke watching him. They looked at eachother for a long moment and Reid thought he saw something in Luke's eyes, he just didnt know what.
"Luke, i can see the light!!! Isnt it great?! Dr. Oliver, thankyou. Thankyou so much!" Noah cried, bringing Luke and Reid out of their intense gaze.
"Its fine, Noah. Ill go and do my rounds, then check back later to fill you in on the new plans for the therapy and the next surgery." Reid gave Luke another quick smile and walked out, happy with the turn of events.

After work, Reid went to the lakeview to meet Kenny. He told Katie that he would probably be back later that night, because whenever Kenny went out on a bender, he really let himself go. He had always been that way and Reid had always been the person to basically carry him home. He was hoping that with time away and growing up, he had calmed down a little. He entered the 7th floor of the lakeview and went to the door of Kenny's room. It was slightly open. Reid knocked then walked in, confused. He went to the centre of the room. The lights were dim, the sheets were silk. It looked like a lovenest. He jumped when he heard the door close behind him and turned around. Kenny was watching him, smiling. In a robe, with nothing on underneath Reid guessed. Oh crap. he thought. He gulped and stood there, not sure what to say.
"Ive been waiting for this for 5 years." Kenny whispered in a seductive tone as he walked over to Reid. Oh double crap.
"Kenny, look-" his sentance was swallowed by Kennys mouth reaching his. The kiss was passionate, sweet. A reminder of his past, his life he had before Kenny had went exploring. It was a good life, a good reminder. He had missed those lips, his muscles, his love. But he didnt feel right. This didnt feel right. He wasnt Luke. Kenny started undoing Reid's shirt as they kissed, and leading him over to the bed where they fell back, Kenny on top.
"Kenny, i-" kiss. "I cant-" kiss. "Im sorry-" kiss. "Kenny, will you STOP? I cant." They both lay there, out of breathe. Kenny watched Reid for a moment, shocked and confused, then he smiled.
"Oh, i get it. Your playing hard to get. Well, you know ive always loved a challenge. Just when i think you cant suprise me, you do. No wonder i fell inlove with you." He took Reid's shirt off and chucked it on the hotel rooms floor, then went back to kissing him, forcefully. Reid couldnt breathe, he felt like he was being suffocated. Push him off, Push him OFF! he screamed in his head. But he felt numb, his arms felt trapped. He knew Kenny didnt realise what he was doing, he had those type of moments alot. Kenny reached for Reid's trousers, Reid's hands automatically went up and stopped him in his tracks. Kenny stopped the kiss and looked at Reid, anger in his eyes.
"What is wrong with you? We aint seen eachother in 5 years, now that im back your living in this hellhole town and you wont make love with me?! What the hell happened to you?" he yelled, glaring at Reid. Reid pushed him off, put his shirt back on and walked out while being glared at, not saying another word.

Ahhh, Its good to be back :D Sorry for the really long wait people, my life has been pretty hectic and busy! And whenever i had a moment to myself, i just seriously couldnt be bothered writing :D But theres chapter 10 for you lovely readers :) I know sometimes, ill probably write them out of character, but its what i need to do to make this storyline work. And believe me when i say, the story aint over yet ;) Ino it may seem weird right now, but i PROMISE to make it better for you lovely people out there! Reviews are good, they keep me inspired :D and incase ya didnt realise, the italic bits are either dreams/daydreams/thoughts :) sorry, shoulda put that up there ^ LOL!