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She asked for a bottle of water so I put on my boxers and headed to the kitchen. I grabbed her water and a glass of ice and headed back to our room. Bella was standing in the middle of the room with a shocked look on her face "Love what's wrong?" I asked panicked again "Edward I think my water just broke."
She thinks her what just did what? I put the bottle on the dresser and walked over to her. I followed her eyes and saw her legs were wet and the carpet at her feet was as well. "Bella are you ok?" I started to panic we knew this could happen at any time, so I knew not to worry that something is wrong but in all honesty I'm scared out of my mind "I'm fine but I don't think that was a Braxton Hicks contraction I had a little while ago I'm pretty sure it was the real thing." She seemed so calm shouldn't she be freaking out right now? "Do you want to get in the shower and get cleaned up?" I asked trying to remember what I should be doing "Yeah um can you grab the clock on the way in the hall and bring it into the bathroom so we can time the contractions if I get another before in done?" I nodded and ran to grab the clock and ran back to Bella she was headed for the bathroom so I grabbed her water and followed her in. I hung the clock on the rack on the bathroom door and handed her her water and started the shower. Bella's calm was slowly calming me as well. By the time the shower warm enough I was calm and had remembered everything I needed to do.
Bella do you want me to call my dad
Not yet let's time a few contractions and then we will can him. I nodded and helped her in the shower. She grabbed my hand when I went to let her go.
Are you going to join me? You know in case… I cut her off
You don't need to explain. And yes I will join you. I said stepping out of my boxers and into the shower. Bella began to rub her lower back and moan.
What is it love? I asked glancing at the clock just in case
My back is really sore and the rubbing seems to help doll the pain a bit.
Come here. I pulled her to me so her and wrapped my arms around her back and began slowly rubbed her lower back. We stood like that for a while until Bella looked you at me with a pained look in her eye.
Are you having another? She nodded and held my shoulders tightly and started to whimper in pain.
Love, breath through it and focus on my voice. You're doing great just try and relax into me I've got you. I tried to keep her calm but between the look of pain on her face and the sounds she made because of said pain I'm pretty sure I was also trying to keep myself calm. Flashes of the past 36 weeks ran through my head.
The first time Bella and I had sex and realizing I forgot the condom. "Bella are you ok?" I asked "Yes just waiting for the pain" I pushed in more and was met with resistance "Bella relax" and when I felt her relax I said "I love you" and pushed the rest of the way in "Owwwwww" she cried and I froze she had her hands in my hair and she had a tight grip "Bella are you ok?" I asked "Do you want to stop?" "No I'm fine just ouch that hurt give me a second." she said as she moved her hands to my arms "Ok" After a moment she started moving her hips telling me she was ready I started slow going at her pace "Ohh.. Ed.. Edward ohh" I moved a little faster "Bella oh you feel so good baby" her moans were so hot I was losing control "Edward...please oh.. please" "Oh.. please what baby?" "Hard... harder.. oh god oh ohhh." she begged "Wrap your legs around me baby!" she did and it allowed me to go deeper and I moved faster she met me thrust for thrust. She started screaming my name over and over I bent my neck and kissed her as she moaned into my mouth and I kissed down her jaw and whispered in her ear "Oh Bella... I love you.. ohh baby." "EDWARD OH GOD OH MY GOD BABY" I could feel her tight walls contracting around me "BELLA BABY YOUR SOO.. TIGHT" "Edward.. oh I'm soo close OH GOD" "Come for me baby.. I'm not gonna last much longer ohh baby come for me!" her walls tightened more and she came screaming my name I followed right after screaming hers. I rolled to her side trying to catch my breath.
Bella are you ok
Am I ok? Oh my god Edward that was amazing!
Yeah it was but things got a little rough there at the end. Did I hurt you?
I'm not gonna lie it hurt like hell when we started but after a while the pain wasn't so bad it hurt but in a good way.
I didn't want to hurt you but I really couldn't stop the pain in the beginning I just tried to get it over with.
Will it hurt next time we make love?
It won't hurt like this time did but it will be a little painful the first few times.
Well the pain was well worth it by the end
I love you Isabella!
I love you too, Edward! What time is it?
Umm 1:38 am. Oh shit Bella!
What!
Bella please tell me my dad put you back on the birth control shot.
Not yet why?
I grabbed the condom off the stand and showed it to her.
Oh God
I'm sorry Bella I forgot
Did you? You know come inside me?
Yes
Oh God what are we going to do?
We Bella are going to get married and at some point even if it's not soon we are going to have a baby.
Edward I love you
I love you too, Bella
Bella telling me her period was late. I haven't seen Bella much all day and when I did see her she looked like she did the day Charlie and Renee past away. I wanted to talk to her but when I tried she went back to her room and locked her door. That was 4 hours ago and this is driving me insane I need to talk to her. So here I am outside her bedroom door ready to beg for her to let me in.
Bella please I just want to talk to you please let me in?
I..I.. Not now please
Come on love let me in I'm here for you know matter what is wrong or what is bugging you. You know you can talk to me. Please don't lock me out I love you and I'm worried about you. Please let me in. I heard the click of the door being unlocked and saw the door open a hair.
Okay come in.
I walked in and watched her sit back on her bed and hug her legs to her chest as tears streamed down her cheeks.
Love what's wrong? I asked walking over to her bed and sitting down next to her. She just looked off in space for a few moments until her eyes focused on me.
I um I-I'm 11 days late. She whispered so soft I hardly heard it. It took a minute to understand the meaning and when I did I leaned over and pulled her into my side where she cried for almost an hour as I worked out I my head what this all could mean.
Bella do you want me to go get you a test. I could go now our I could go get one tomorrow and we could tell everyone your still not feeling well and we could pass on dinner and take it then. It's up to you.
So you're really not mad about this?
How could I be mad I'm the one that forgot the condom remember I'm the one to blame for this.
But college. You dreamed about becoming a doctor and now I've… I cut her off
Don't say you've ruined my life because without you by my side I don't want any of it. Bella as long as I have you my dreams have already come true you're all I want.
Tomorrow we will get a test and do it tomorrow. I would rather we be alone.
Okay. And I held her as we both fell asleep.
Taking the test.
Bella what's wrong?
I'm scared
Of what baby?
Edward what are we going to do?
Bella I have the test we will worry about what to do when we are sure I will be happy either way and I will be there for you the whole time.
I know it's just a lot to think about.
I know love here take the test and we will talk about this when we know
OK but when it's time to look can you do it?
Yes love anything for you
She took the test and walked to the bathroom a few minutes later she came back in and handed me the test and said that we have to wait 5 minutes to check it. I pulled her onto my lap and put my hand under her chin to get her to look me in the eye. "Bella how do you feel about this you know how I feel but I need to know how you feel?" "Edward I know your here for me and I know you love me and I would be happy to be pregnant but I'm afraid of what the family will think today is my 18th birthday and if I'm pregnant they will know it happened before I turned 18 and I don't want people to think bad of us for this." I hugged her close to me and kissed her forehead to try to calm her down "Bella they won't think bad of us they might say we should have waited but they would be happy and as long as you can keep Jasper from killing me for this everything will be fine" I looked at the clock then back at Bella she saw me and closed her eyes I took a deep breath and pulled the cap off the test. I put the cap back on and dropped it in the trash can beside my bed. Bella opened her eyes and looked at me I made my face flat to show no emotion.
What did it say Edward?
It said we are going to have a baby
Really?
It is Positive
Are you sure they are not going to be mad at us for this?
Bella they will be thrilled it will give Alice and Rose another reason to shop, Em is a child most of the time so it will give him someone to play with and my mom and dad have always wanted to be grandparents
She smiled
Isabella does that smile mean you are happy to be having my baby?
NO it means I'm happy to be having our baby and I'm happy that your happy about this I love you so much Edward Cullen.
It was all leading to this, this moment when our lives would forever change in the best way I could ever imagine.
She started to relax and I looked at the clock 8pm. I held her to me and massaged her lower back as she spoke.
Is it weird that your 19 and I'm 18 and we are so calm when we know I'm about to push out two human beings that we will be responsible to take care of.
Weird no, a little odd maybe. Truth is I was a little panicked when you told me your water broke but seeing you so calm I know I have nothing to worry about because we are in this together. But I still hate seeing you in pain and knowing there isn't a damn thing I can do about it sucks more than you could ever imagine. She rubbed her right hand over her bump.
They are worth it. She smiled her breath taking smile and the flashes started again.
The day I met Bella. Em stop being a jerk, mom said Alice and I could swim if we stayed in the shallow end." I said because Emmet was calling us baby's because mom didn't allow use in the deep end without her or dad being in the pool with use, so he said we should just get out. "We are not baby's Emmet we are 6 years old." He laughed and was about to say something when mom walked out with a woman followed by 2 girls and a boy. "Emmet McCarty Cullen if you don't stop picking on Alice and Edward I will make you take a time out!" mom said eyeing Emmet. "Now kids come out for a minute I have so people I want you to meet" we all got out and stood by mom "This Is Renee Swan" she pointed to the woman "And these are her children. This is Rosalie she's 8" she pointed to the blonde girl "Please called me Rose" the girl said smiling at Emmet. "This is Isabella she's 5" she pointed at the little girl with brown hair and brown eyes "Hi um call me Bella please" she waved at me "And this is Jasper he's 7." She pointed at the blonde boy on the end. "Can I can you Jazz?" Alice asked him with a big smile. "Why not they do." he said pointing to his sisters."Hello I'm Edward and this in my twin sister Alice we are 6 and that duff over there is our brother Emmet he's 10 and thinks he knows everything." Bella giggled and said "Yeah my sister is the same way" I smiled "Mom can they come swimming with us?" I asked "Sure if it's alright with Renee" Renee nodded "I don't know how to swim." Bella said. I smiled at her "Don't worry I'll keep you safe"
The day I asked Bella to be my girlfriend. "Bella can I talk to you for a minute alone?" I asked as we walked in from school Renee and Charlie work until 5 so Bella always comes here after school with Alice. "Yeah sure umm..." she followed me to my bedroom "Okay this might sound weird but I have to ask because its driving me crazy and then there's Newton and I can't stand him always being around you and asking you to the dances and I'm going nuts so…" I rambled "Edward what is it?" she asked with a smile "Bella I really like you I mean really like you and I want to know if you with got to the dance with me…" "Edward I am going with you." She said confused "No I mean go to the dance with me not as my just my date but as my girlfriend?" "Edward are you trying to ask me to be your girlfriend?" I nodded and she smiled "Well it's about time." I just looked at her "Umm sorry I mean yes I'll be your girlfriend"
The first time I told her I loved her.
Edward?
I'm in here Bella.
Happy 16th Birthday baby! She said coming up behind me and kissed my neck. I pulled her around and kissed her and backed her up until she fell back on my bed. I crawled up and hovered over her and kissed her neck and then her lips again. "Mmmm" I moaned when she started to suck on my neck. When her hands moved to the buckle on my jeans I pulled away.
Bella what are you doing?
Isn't it clear what I was doing?
Well yeah but why?
Don't you want to?
Bella not until you're ready.
Edward I am ready. I know I should just tell her no but I didn't want her to think I didn't want her because god I want her but I'm also in love with her and I want to wait until she won't regret it. So I do the only thing I can I make her stop me or well I make her body stop me. I hovered back over her and began to kiss her again. I slowly push her shirt up and pull it over her head and then I kiss a trail down her neck to be boobs and I remove her bra. As I pull back to look at her her face turns red and she turns it to the side to hide it.
Bella when I make love to you for the first time I want to look in your eyes. I can tell you're not ready but that's fine because I'm not ready for that. I love you and I don't want to mess anything up between us just for sex.
Say that again!
I don't want to mess things up between us for sex?
No before that.
I'm not ready.
After that.
Huh?
You love me?
Wait I said that?
Yeah you did. Did you not mean it? She looked hurt.
No I meant it I just didn't want to say it like that. But yes Bella I love you.
I love you to.
Bella looks so tired but she still won't let me call my dad some shit about 'wait until there 5 minutes apart' yeah not likely. It's now 10pm and her contractions are 10 minutes apart and see her in pain is killing me so even though I'm pretty sure she will be pissed I'm calling my dad. I grabbed my phone and dialed his number and hit send
Hello?
Dad can you come over her please?
Edward what's wrong?
Bella's water broke over 2 hours ago and her contractions are 10 minutes apart,
I'm on my way.
Thanks.
I ended the call and went back to Bella. "Love can I get you anything?" she shook her head and then the door bell rang her head snapped up. "Edward what did you do?" I took a deep breath and from the look in her eyes I also signed my death certificate "You may be mad but I can't stand her while you're in pain and not try and do something so I called dad." And I ran for the front door and opened it.
Where is she?
In the living room she's upset with me for calling you so soon.
Just give her a few minutes and if you're afraid of her now I can't wait to see the look on your face when she is pushing. (I'm pretty sure my wife is going to kill me and from the tone of dads voice when he said that I'm pretty sure her think she is to)
Bella how are you feeling? Dad asked when he sat beside her and now I'm not the only person fearing for their life because the look she gave him told him he should fear for his to. HAHA I won't die alone.
After about 45 minutes dad said its time to head to the hospital.
At 11:30pm dad told us the she was 6cm and that if she wanted drags she needed to tell them now because once she hit 8cm they would be about to give them to her. "Please baby, get the epidural seeing you in pain is killing me." She shook her head "No they will make you leave to give it to me and I don't want to be alone!" hummm "So if I can stay with you you will get it?" she nodded I pressed the call button "How can I help you?" "Can you send Doctor Cullen in please?" "He will be right there." A minute later "So ep or no ep?"
She won't get it if I have to leave the room!
Bella?
He stays or I do it without it.
Fine I'll send them in. Edward get her to set up legs off the side of the bed stand between her knees and when they tell you to Bella bear hug him hold as still as you can. We nodded and he left the room.
At 4:21 the nurse told us that Bella is at 10 cm and ready to push. 4 nurses with to incubators came and stood at the far end of the room; dad and another nurse came in and set up everything that would be needed.
Ok Edward when she starts pushing hold her leg the nurse will hold the other keep them bent and held open as far as you can and count to ten. Bella when I tell you to push take a deep breath hold it and bear down push like your thing to have a bowle movement stop only when I tell you to or when Edward gets to ten. We both nodded and when the next contraction hit.
Push Bella. Dad said Bella leaned up and pushed as I count to 10. When I said 10 Bella fell back to the bed. Ok that was a good one baby A is crowning a few more good ones like take and he/she will be her. That went on for about an hour because at 5:29am a loud cry filled the room. And it's my grandson first! Dad held him up so Bella and I could see him and I swear my heart exploded how can you love someone so much that you just met. Edward would you like to cut the cord? I nodded and a nurse held Bella's leg while dad handed me scissors and showed me where to cut. He handed the baby to me and I walk to Bella. Love he is perfect. I said and kissed her head as she stroked his cheek. Edward hand the baby to the nurse they will clean him up baby girl is coming. I did as dad said and held Bella's leg again. She pushed for 37 minutes and at 6:06 my baby girl was here. I cut the cord and the nurses took her to clean her up. Dad finished what needed to be done trust me what come out after the baby is born is just gross I don't even want to go there. At 6:45 Bella was laying in bed asleep and 2 nurses pushed in the babies.
We will leave them here diapers and wipes are in the under them in the doors. I nodded and then it was just me and my little family. I walked over to the babies and looked at them and knew from this day forward 3 other people would walk around with my heart and one of them was not allowed to date until she is 30.
At around 9 Bella woke
Why didn't you wake me when they brought them back in?
Love you need your rest and they have been angels.
Has anyone come in to see them yet?
Nope not until you were awake so we could tell them their names. She nodded
I'll have dad tell them they can come in.
After a while Mom, Dad, Rose, Em, Jazz, and Alice came and after everyone held them we decided it was time to introduce them to the newest Cullen's.
Everyone we want you to meet Renesme Carlie Cullen and Masen Charlie Cullen.
AN: Back to work tomorrow night I will try to update as soon as possible. I tried to make this chapter as long as I could but they baby's are here now life is going to get complicated. Leave me a review and let me know what you think.
CherryEB