Note To Self, I Miss You Terribly
John Cena Ashley Massaro
Summary: Ashley Massaro is a rebel. Not only in WWE but also in real life. She's perfect with her life with her friends and with her boyfriend. But what will happen if she'll be included in an arranged marriage that her parents are planning to do? Nonetheless, the guy that'll be her fiancé is the one who she hates the most! What will happen in the relationship with her boyfriend? Pairings: it'll just come!
A/N: I don't own anyone from WWE. I own the OC's! 'Kay? If I do own John… okay… I'll stop! Let's just be at peace!
Chapter 10.
"You know I love you, right?" He started, getting nervous.
"A long time ago." She smiled. "You even waited." She added.
"Yeah." He nodded a bit and scratched the back of his head.
"You don't need to be nervous." She laughed a bit.
He looked up to her. "I'm not." He shook his head and glanced at his brothers.
"Ask her now." Dan mouthed.
John breathed deeply and held both her hands.
"What?" Ashley asked.
Then, he pulled her in a hug.
"You don't know how much you've changed my life, Ashley." He barely whispered.
"Yeah." She nodded, breaking the hug. "And you even risked your own life and reputation for me. That must be really embarrassing."
"That could never be embarrassing at all." He shook his head. "Hell, Ashley, I've never regretted anything that I've done with you."
Ashley smiled and moved closer. "I guess, you want to say something to me, Cena." She taunted.
John, being a tease also, smirked. "You want to know?"
"Just spill it out!" Ashley whined with her puppy eyes on.
John moved behind her, snaking his arms around her. "Kiss me first." John teased, whispering.
Ashley turned around to him. And then, she pulled him into a kiss. After, she looked at him.
"What do you want to say, Cena?" She smirked.
"Be my girlfriend?" He raised an eyebrow, his dimples showing on as his pearly white teeth gleamed.
Ashley burst out in laughter. "At LAST!!!" She exclaimed. "You really asked me out!" She laughed again.
"Why?" He asked.
"Duh!!! Those are just the words I need to hear from you!" She said, putting her arms around his neck.
"So, what could be the answer?" He whispered again.
"Of course, yes." She actually smiled genuinely.
"I love you, Ash." He spoke those words and Ashley just quickly felt butterflies in her stomach.
"I love you too, Cena." She replied, making him feel that he was melting.
John leaned in for a kiss. And Ashley quickly captured it. As they kiss, John held her up so she wrapped her legs around his waist. Then, he spun her around. That made the kiss broken.
"John!!!" She giggled.
They heard a song playing in the background. Of course, John knew his brothers were still there. So, he just pulled her again into a heart-melting kiss.
I never dreamt it'd be this way I wasn't prepared for what's to come Wherever you go, I will be waiting I never thought that this could go ...Who sat through nights Wherever you go, I will be waiting Tonight... Wherever you go, I will be waiting
I've lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight...
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
And if I should fall, I know you're waiting
And if I should call, I know you're there
If ever you cry just know
I'm in your heart tonight...
I'm in your heart tonight.
"Only tonight?" Ashley pouted.
"No. Forever." John said, in between kisses.
Ashley smiled and that time, she was the one who started the kiss.
As they kissed, they heard his brothers cheering. Both of them laughed. Then, they raised their middles.
"Matt, Boog… I so need my money!!!" Dan told them.
"What? Damn it!" Matt whined.
"We need our money." Sean added.
"But!" Boog was about to speak when Dan cut him out.
"We made the bet, brothers!" Dan actually imitated Hulk Hogan.
"Fine!" Matt and Boog both pulled a hundred dollar on their wallets.
"We're rich, Sean!!! We're rich!!!" Dan shook Sean's shoulders.
Ashley broke the kiss, looking deeply into his eyes.
"They made a bet. Sorry 'bout that." John really felt ashamed.
"No need to be sorry. They're just too high school. And we need to get out of here. You might punch these fools." Ashley really made that freestyle out of her mind.
"That is sweet!" He laughed.
"Didn't get that comin' actually." She laughed as well.
"Love you, Ash." He said as he leaned on her neck.
"Love you always, John." She said back, leaning on his ear.
"Where are we goin' now?" He asked.
"Want to rest for real." She said, sighing.
"Let's go to your bed, then." He suggested.
Ashley nodded, yawning. John carried her and as he passed by his brothers he whispered a little, "thank you."
"Yeah!!! John's not gonna kill us!!!" Matt exclaimed.
"He's not gonna kill us?" Boog asked surprisingly.
"He's not." Dan shook his head.
For the meantime, John laid Ashley down on the bed. So, he was on top. He was about to stand up when he felt a hand on his. He looked down still seeing Ashley's eyes closed. He lay down besides her, knowing that she didn't want him to go. She cuddled with him, putting her head on his chest. He wrapped his arms around her. That time, Ashley just felt that she was the luckiest girl alive. Who would never want this? She's in the arms of a hot guy… of a cutie… and of the Champ. 'Oh, I'm gonna love this.' She thought, smiling widely as she felt him kiss the top of her head.
"Goodnight, Cena." She whispered.
"Goodnight, Ash."
Ashley woke up and quickly she felt John by her side. She looked at him, smiling. She cuddled closer to him. Then, she gave him a peck. 'God, I love this man.' She thought. She laced her fingers with him, smelling his scent. She then heard her phone ran so she reached up and got it.
"Hello?" She answered.
"Ashley!" Trish greeted.
"Hey, Trish." Ashley greeted back.
"How was Thanksgiving?" She asked.
"You don't know what happened." Ashley actually smirked.
"You and John fought again?"
"No."
"What?"
"Well…"
"Well, what?"
"We hooked up."
"You what?"
"We did, Trish."
"Oh, my gosh!!!" Trish squealed.
"Trish! Please, John is still sleeping." Ashley whispered.
"Did something happen?" Trish asked.
"That is just disgusting, Trisha." Ashley shook her head.
Just right then, Ashley felt John moved or something. So, she took a glance and saw John sitting up, She smiled at him as he gave her a kiss on her forehead.
"Morning." John whispered.
"Trish, guess you need to stop dreaming 'bout me and John." Ashley suggested.
"What? Why?" Trish asked. "It's good to see you and John being in front of the altar saying, 'I do' right?" She giggled.
"Yeah. Maybe, it is good. But hey, you woke Superman here." She said.
"Ohh… tell him I'm sorry I woke him up. And also, I need to go. Me and Dave and his kids, don't get me wrong with that, will be out." The other blonde sighed.
"Bye, Trish."
"Bye, soon-to-be- Mrs. Cena." Trish yelled before they hung up.
Ashley looked at John, rolling her eyes.
"She is just insane."
"Maybe, she and Dave had a good night." John reasoned.
"Maybe they did." She nodded.
"Well, I'm taking a bath." John said, getting up.
"I'll se you later, baby." Ashley smiled.
"Love you." He smiled back, giving her a peck.
"Love you too." She replied, letting go.
-Ring-
"Hello?" Ashley answered.
"Ashley." It was Olivia.
"Hey, Liv." She got excited. She was her best friend after all.
"Well, are you in New York?" Her best friend asked.
"Yep." She nodded.
"Great!" Olivia squealed.
"Why?"
"Well, we have tickets."
"What bands?"
"As usual… From First To Last, Atreyu, Aiden… and I guess My Chemical Romance will be there."
"Holy shit."
"I presume you're coming."
"Hell yeah!"
"Okay. Then, be ready by 3. Show starts at 4."
"You gonna pick me up?"
"Yep! We gonna have lots of fun tonight!"
"Wait! Is Jessica coming?"
"Duh! She has our tickets."
"Great. I get to see Sonny again."
"Oh… and Ashley… I have something to tell you."
"What?"
"Derek and I are together." Olivia confessed.
"What? Holy crap! Since when?" Ashley squealed.
"Well, after you left, he asked me out on a date. And a month later, we're together." Olivia explained.
"You're one lucky girl. Well, I'll tell you my stories later. For now, I need to go. I'll be late for breakfast."
"I see you're getting used to your house rules."
"No. My boyfriend is waiting for me."
"You're with John?"
"I'll explain later!"
"You must, girl!"
"See ya later!"
"Bye."
They both hung up. So, Ashley stormed out of the room down to the dining room. She sat down beside John. She gave him a peck before smiling to the people around.
"So, this is for real?" Sabrina asked.
"Yeah." Ashley nodded, smiling.
"Nice." Jamie smirked.
Then, Ashley looked at John.
"Umm…" She started.
"You need something?" He asked.
"Well, I'm asking permission." She breathed out.
"For?" John raised an eyebrow.
"You see, people."
"This is gonna be long." Jamie whispered to Matt.
"Every year, there's this tour called "Taste of Chaos". It's more like Warped tour where bands join and play in one stage or whatnot. Well, Jessica's uncle is one of From First To Last's managers. And now, I've learned that Olivia is with Derek, the drummer. So, now, I'm asking if I can go with them tonight. Pleeeeeaaaaaaaassseee."
She smiled and batted her eyelashes to John.
"That's all?" He asked.
"And also, maybe after the show, we might hit some clubs." She grinned.
"Well, what do you say if we go to the club you're going to be in? I want to party tonight also." Jamie suggested.
"That's cool for me." Ashley nodded.
"Great. Then, that's the deal." John nodded as well.
"Thank you!" She squealed, hugged John and pulled him into a kiss.
"Disgusting, man. Get a room." Dan whined.
Then, they all laughed.
"That was amazing!" Olivia squealed as she ran to Derek and pulled him into a kiss.
"You were rockin' out there." Matt smiled at Jessica.
"You, guys, are the best!" Jessica smirked.
"Ashley, right?" Travis looked at her.
"Yeah." Ashley just smiled nervously.
She didn't know either why she's feeling very awkward that night. She wanted this. She's already in front of a huge band. And she already saw her favorite bands played. But, why was she feeling like this? Was this about Sonny or she just wanted to be with John? She was confused… at all.
"Hey, Ash. What's up with you?" Olivia tapped her arm, noticing Ashley's weirdness.
"Uh, no. Nothing!" Ashley shook her head.
"You're a good liar, Ash." Jessica wasn't really convinced.
"So, Ashley, how're you?" Sonny suddenly spoke.
"I'm good." Ashley smiled to him.
"You never called back." He stated, putting his hands in his pockets.
"I'm really sorry. I was so really busy with work. I have a very hectic schedule in and out of the ring." She replied.
"Yeah. We know what you're talking about." Matt nodded, nudging Sonny's arm.
"I can't believe that this is Ashley's music!" Ashley quickly heard a familiar voice.
"Yeah. It was deafening." It was Randy and Stacy.
"Yeah. Like Metallica is not deafening." Ashley snickered.
Then, the both of them stopped. "Wait, Randy. There's Ashley." She smirked, pointing to her.
"Shit. I need to get out of here." Ashley was panicking.
"Is that the bitch?" Jessica glared at them.
"Jessica, please! John is already waiting at the club." Ashley pulled her back.
"Are you Sonny Moore?" Randy asked him.
"Ashley! Long time, no see." Stacy greeted her.
"What do you want, Orton?" Ashley didn't care for Stacy at all.
"Is this the Sonny Moore you're always talking about?" Randy turned to her.
"You don't want me to kick your balls again, Orton." She hissed.
"What? You gonna call Cena again?" Stacy taunted.
"Hey, you single?" Randy turned to Olivia, touching her cheek.
"Randy!" Stacy smacked him on the arm.
Derek was about to attack him when Matt and Travis pulled him back.
"Don't worry, Derek. He's not worth it." Ashley said, still glaring at Randy.
"What are you going to do now, Ashley?" Stacy teased.
"Ashley, I was calling you. You never picked up." John suddenly came behind Randy and Stacy.
"John! You left Dave and me! Do you want us to die here?" Trish also came with Dave by her side, looking at the people around.
Ashley then laughed and smirked. "What are you going to do now, Randy?" It was her time to taunt.
"Umm… Randy, I'll be waiting in the car." Stacy said, leaving.
"Hey! Wait up!" Randy called, running to his girlfriend.
"Is that really your ex-boyfriend?" Olivia asked.
"And that is his little slut." Ashley nodded.
"What a coward!" Jessica exclaimed.
Ashley smirked. Then, went up to John. She gave him a peck, smiling.
"You never told me that you'd come." She said.
"I called." He replied.
"What are they doing here?" She asked, looking at Trish and Dave.
"They just came." John shrugged, looking at the group behind her.
"By the way," she said, turning sideways, "John, Trish, Dave, these are my best friends forever, Olivia and Jessica." The two girls waved at them, "and From First To Last, naming, Sonny, Matt, Travis and Derek. Guys, this is my boyfriend, John, my trainer and best friend also, Trish and her boyfriend, Dave." Ashley smiled.
"You, guys, are huge!" Jessica was in awe.
"You, all, are wrestlers?" Travis asked.
"And… all are champions." Ashley grinned.
"Yuck!" Trish rolled her eyes.
"No more worries. Let's go and party!" Jessica clapped her hands.
As they were walking out to the field, Matt draped an arm on Sonny's shoulder.
"That'll be fine, man. But, yeah… she's pretty how."
"I'm gonna ask her out when those two freaks came!" Sonny hissed.
Once in the bar, Ashley, John, Trish and Dave went to Ashley's sister's table where the others were. And her friends got another table. Ashley and Trish quickly went on the dance floor to dance with the others. Well, for John, he and Dave went to the bar, ordering some drinks. The night was fun-filled, indeed. But, Ashley wasn't satisfied.
John was simply watching her from afar, still talking to Dave or to his brothers.
"Yo, bro. Why don't you just go there and dance with her?" Dan suggested.
"I don't dance, bro." John laughed.
"Then, don't fantasize on her." Sean grinned.
"I'm not." He shook his head.
"Whatever." Matt rolled his eyes.
Meanwhile, Ashley was dancing between Jessica and Olivia. Trish was out with Dave on a booth. Probably, they're making out. Jessica giggled when she saw John eyeing them. Olivia noticed too. And for Ashley, she was too busy hardcore dancing to glance at her boyfriend. So, Jessica nudged her. Ashley looked at her best friend, confused.
"What?" She asked.
"Your man is eyeing you the whole night." Olivia smirked.
"He doesn't dance. That'll be his excuse. So, get over it." Ashley replied still dancing.
"C'mon! The song's almost over. So, you better pull him out here." Jessica told her.
"Fine." Ashley rolled her eyes.
So, Ashley walked to their table and sat down on John's lap.
"What's up?" He asked her.
She smiled after getting a sip on his drink. "Nothing much."
"You enjoying the night?" He asked again.
"Yeah. But I just feel that it will not be complete." She nodded.
"Why not?" He raised an eyebrow.
She leaned in. "You're still not dancing with me." She whispered.
"I don't dance, baby." He shook his head.
"C'mon. Please." She pouted and begged.
"But…" He started.
"What? You want me to kiss you before you go there with me?" She challenged.
"If you do that, I'll go with you." He smirked.
She leaned in and caught him into a romantic kiss. She stood up, not breaking the kiss. His hands held hers. Ashley walked them to the dance floor and broke the kiss. She smirked and gave him one last peck.
Bonnie Bailey's song Ever After played and Ashley smiled widely.
"I love this song." She smiled and she started dancing.
"And I love you." He replied.
And the night ended just what they expected: beautiful.
Three years ago my journey began
Chasin down this cure no plan in hand
Just your pulse, my racing guide in the dark
Just knowing with conviction from the start
The moment your eyes made an introduction
I felt my second violent breath of life
Flawless to the point of bein godly
Yet I fell for your imperfections
Now we're slightly weathered we're slightly worn
Our hands grip together eye to eye through the storm yet
I still believe in ever after with you
Cause life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there aint no current in this river we cant ride
I still believe in ever after with you
Nothing compares to the good times
Feels like were floating when the rest have to climb
You made me believe in love and not the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful, twisted sunshine
Emotions: volcanic eruptions
We both still care so were still alive
Tunnel vision . . . determination
I want you, I want to make it right
Now we're slightly weathered we're slightly worn
Our hands grip together eye to eye through the storm yet
I still believe in ever after with you
Cause life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there aint no current in this river we cant ride
I still believe in ever after with you
You are my twisted sunshine
You are my twisted sunshine
Okay, people!! Here's the update!!! FINALLY!!!!!! yay!! lol. well, this is long... so, it's okay... right?! hehe... d0n't f0rget the reviews, pe0ple!! l0ve ya all!!! mwackx!! and one more thing!!! From First To Last (Sonny, Matt, Travis and Derek) is NOT mine!! okay?! that is just one band that i know that Ashley likes... and Sonny Moore is just one h0t rad effin' asS... x0o yeah! they're n0t x0o mine! okay?! cleared up.
nicole and jessica - here's the update!!! i'm x0o x0wi it t0ok x0o l0ng! i was t0o busy... peace!!
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sweetcandyfun - yeah.. handsome points... lol.. that must be changed! kiddin'! and i like OC pairings t0o! n0 d0ubt.. lol. and The Marine... n0 w0rds t0 describe... just dr0ol. lol! hehe..
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cena babe54 - here's the update!! dave/trish pairing is the only pairing i have.. x0o yeah.. there's n0 one t0 pair up with Trish.. lol. and j0hn/ashley... the best pairing ever!! and i had randy/ashley pairing over mah previous story... that st0ry is just SWEET.. lol... x0o.. yeah.. there... imma g0 n0w!!
i'll sleep n0w, pe0ple!! love ya all! mwackx!! x0x0x0xx,,, -j0iiiiii27