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DELIRIOUS CONFESSIONS
(COLE'S POV) SOME HOURS LATER…
My imprint hates me. She totally does. I was so wrong that I could ever prove to her that I wasn't the same mean guy to her. I can't do anything to comfort her. She way too broken for me to repair.
"What the hell are you doing sitting here?" Seth shouted at me. Seth and shouting like some mad man? Two phrases that never fit in the same sentence.
"Loving my new loneliness, why?" I replied.
"You let her go? Are you stupid or what?" he was still using the same tone.
"She can take care of herself." I muttered.
"Cole, seriously? After what is happening since the last two weeks, you think she can?" he said.
"Oh my god!" I said. "You're so right. I needa run, right now, Seth!" I answered and ran out. As soon as I was in the woods, I phased. Where could my imprint possibly be? Just then, I smelt a vampire and it was really disgusting. No other vampire had smelt so evil to me. I was running in the woods and my sixth sense just had rung to me that it had got to do something with my Kate. When about Kate, my sixth sense was never ever wrong and I somehow knew it. It was raining again and I just hoped that my imprint was okay.
Found her yet? – Brady.
No. Do you have any idea where would she be? I asked.
She's really so unpredictable. – He replied.
Ask me. – I answered.
Why did she have a fight with you?
You're talking as if you haven't seen it in my mind.
No, I have. But why would she go away just like that? And why do you think she would be in the woods?
I seriously don't know. I mean, it's just….
Stupid, this is imprinting! I don't get why don't you get it?
Oh c'mon! There's gotta be some way out. She hates me. My imprinting is incomplete. I think I'm gonna imprint soon again.
You know what? You should go and hit your head on a tree.
Can we just focus on my imprint right now?
Got you!
You did.
Wanna imprint ever again?
I shook my head. I couldn't ever think of moving on to someone else other than Kate. Kate is my love and my life. I love her more than myself and even a thought of losing her kills me. I never would want someone else even though I know she hates me right now but there will be a day she'll run into me crying and say that she doesn't want me to go away from her ever in her life.
You go to the east; I'll search in the west.
Got it, sire.
Run!
I diverged in my direction searching for her blooming lily-ish fragrance. I didn't know how but she just smelt like it. My mind diverted when I smelt a leech again.
"Collin, need some help?" it was a familiar voice that belonged to Esme. She was wearing some hoodie kind of a jacket and had covered her head. I trusted her somehow because that day when Carlisle came over to look at Kate, her eyes stayed transfixed at Kate as if she was her mother and I knew how much Kate missed her mother. I nodded to her question and later gave her a how-do-you-know-she's-lost look.
"Um…Jacob told me. The others are looking for her in the city and Alice saw some vampires coming. She said they ain't trustable." She said. While she walked and told me exactly what Alice had described she had seen, I smelt Kate. My ears stood erected and that was when I ran for her. I knew that it was my imprint.
"What happened? You smelt her?" she asked me.
I nodded happily and ran again. I spotted my imprint lying unconscious and totally wet in the middle of a clearing. Her body was covered in scratches and wounds, her breathing really slow, her heartbeat was fine but her clothes were dirty and a bit torn from here and there. As I went near her, I could feel her body temperature way too high for a human. She wasn't moving and her lips were turning blue, her skin paler. Her burgundy curls were distorted and her cheeks were reddish-purple. I felt she was turning cold. Esme stepped near her but I came in front of her.
"So, you want to take her back?" she asked me and I nodded. "That's why I got you this."
She threw me a pair of cut offs. I ran behind a tree to change into them and came running to my little imprint.
"Kate, Kate?" I took her half on my arm as I sat next to her. I removed her hairs that were plastered to her face. I rubbed her cheeks and instantly felt that she was insanely warm.
"I think you should take her to our place. It's close to here." Esme told me and I picked her up in my arms. I held her close to my chest and ran after Esme. She knew I couldn't match her vampire speed in this form and that was why she slowed down. She opened the door for me and I walked in putting her on the couch when Kate finally started moving a bit. Unfortunately, it wasn't the good moving since she was screaming and hitting back in her unconsciousness.
"Get her to this room." Carlisle said when he came in. He walked to some room while I followed him. I put her on the couch while he called Bella to help change Kate into some dry clothes and they really kicked me out of the room. Tension had been creeping on me since some minutes and every minute that passed felt like a day.
"We found her." Brady kept his hand on my shoulder to cheer me up.
"I'm so irresponsible. It's the third time this is happening." I said slowly. Her temperature was really high and could've been somewhere between 105o C and 108oC. I didn't want it to be more anyway. My fists clenched by my side and I felt like killing myself. When I had picked her up, I had smelt the same evil vampire near her. He/she had been the one who had done this to my imprint. I just knew it.
Carlisle came out after Bella and said to me "Go." I instantly shot in and saw my imprint in some band-aids and her forehead covered with a damp cloth.
"The rain got her." He told me as I took her hand in mine. Every time I let her go off, something goes wrong. I had to be her protector but I just am not responsible enough. "I've given her some sedatives to calm her down. Something's really wrong with her these days. Do you know anything?"
I just shook my head.
"If you need anything, just call anyone." Carlisle said and I nodded mouthing him a 'thank you'.
AFTER A FEW HOURS….
Cora and I were sitting in that room while Kate slept. My imprint looked really peaceful for the first time in a few weeks. Cora and I were exchanging stares and then looking at her. She occasionally would ask me what did I see and where I got her when all of a sudden, Kate starting shouting and clenched my hand. She tried to kick and hit and I tried to calm her down. She was crying. I caressed her forehead when she opened her eyes. She shot up and buried her face into my chest. Her nails dug deeper into my skin while she still cried. I knew she was still unconscious.
"Shush, I'm here, okay?" I caressed her hair but she didn't let go off me. She cried even harder when Carlisle came in and sent me out. Cora had been staying inside all along and it was kind of irking me since I could hear their faint conversation. I somehow needed to be near my imprint. Not being near her was kind of killing me.
"Cole? She's calling for you." Carlisle told me. I rushed in as fast as lightning. I saw her sitting up in the bed with Cora by her side holding her hand. Her eyes were drowsy and there was a little smile of relaxation on her angelic face. She looked at me and gave me a sorry look. At that second, she looked so cute that I totally melted.
"So?" I asked and went to sit by her side. She held my hand.
"You wanna sleep?" Cora asked her.
"Um…I don't know. Maybe." She replied.
"So, we'll get going. C'mon Cole." Cora went to the door.
"No, I want Cole inside." She folded her arm over her chest as if a small kid. Could anything be cuter?
"Okay, should I go?" she asked Kate.
"Okay." She moved her head side to side. When Cora went outside, she tightened her hand around mine. "Sit here." She eye pointed to the space by her side. She was weak and unconscious but still was acting as if she was in full conscious. I climbed by her side and she was a bit comfortable holding my hand since I was on her left now.
"So?" I asked her.
"I'm sorry for the afternoon. I didn't mean anything. I mean, it was just that…Cole, I felt it could've been so unsafe. I didn't want you hurt because of Me." she blurted. For the first time, her eyes had really welled up when she was talking to me. I didn't want her to stop crying because 1) she looked so pretty when she cried and 2) she needed to let it out.
"Hey, Katy, don't worry. I knew that you didn't mean it, sweetheart." I pulled her into me. She didn't hate me!
"But it was just that…I didn't want you to leave, Cole. Someone called me and told me they had dad. I thought…I'd better be going alone so you ain't hurt if something happens. You know everyone, whom I love, just leaves me and goes away. You say I like to stay alone but I don't Cole. I love to be with my loved ones but I don't want them killed. First mom, then Luke, then dad…I need you with me, Cole. If you leave, I would just break inside."
"You know, I want you to know since always, Kate that I never ever hated you. It was just that I was so jealous of you 'cause you were so perfect and me…I was good-for-nothing. And now, I want you with me every waking second of my life 'cause I love you. More than that I've imprinted on you."
She laid her head on my shoulder and her hand moved in mine. It felt creepy for once but the feeling was really nice.
"Shit." I muttered.
"What's wrong?" she asked me.
"I wish I was drunk." I replied.
"Why?"
"Then, I wouldn't have been so guilty for wishing to do what I just thought."
"What was it?"
"Just don't ask me."
"Do it."
"Huh?"
"I said do it." She replied. I pulled her closer to me and she closed her eyes. It was weird how she knew what I had been thinking. It was kind of weird how I just let it happen. I tilted her head up and kissed her. When our lips met, I knew it would be a memory I could never forget. Her grey eyes looked into mine once when she opened them and her hand tangled into my hair and she kissed me back passionately. It was weird she told me that she loved me. It had never slipped her lips before and she never even let anyone else know. Let alone this, some hours ago I felt that she hated me. I held her waist with my right one and my left one moved in her hair and near her neck. All of a sudden, she stopped and her lips parted from mine.
"I…love you, Cole." She said and closed her eyes. With that, she put her head down on my lap and was off to sleep. What had just happened?
(KATE'S POV)
My head felt really heavy as I woke up. It was so cold that my parts were ready to drop off. I stretched a bit in the soft bed before opening my eyes. My bitter mouth, weakness and body aches told me that I was sick and my fever could've been somewhere about 102oC. I pulled up my covers thinking what had happened to me. All I remembered was that I said sorry to Cole. I felt really nice for once but I remembered that I had said something to Cole that I shouldn't have. Cole was sleeping by my side when I shook him awake.
"Good morning!" he shot up and fell down. I laughed.
"Good morning." I was confused. Wait, how was I here? Let alone that, did I apologize to Cole?
"Cole, I'm sorry about yesterday afternoon. I really didn't mean it. I'm just….it's just…someone called me and told me they'd seen dad and I wanted to go alone."
"I know…I know. You told me that last night."
Cole, what else did I say to you last night?" I asked hurriedly.
"Um…nothing much, why?"
"No, what was it?"
"Uh…"
"Did I say something about vampires?"
"Well, yeah. I was going to ask you about that."
"Shit."
"Why?"
"Um…okay, don't think I'm crazy after I tell you this. I don't know how….but I can kind of hypnotize people. Because of which a vampire killed mom and Luke. I mean about Luke, yeah, all I remember was that a female vampire threw him down the cliff and the male one – Balthazar wanted me. He came yesterday and he was with those three girls, Cole. You were right. There is something really creepy about them. I mean…oh god, I'm really crazy." I held my head in my hand.
"No, I trust you." He replied, putting his hands on my shoulders.
"Why would you trust me?"
"You know, the other day you asked me how was I so warm all the time and I replied it was in the genes?" I nodded. "Well, for once, I'm a shape shifter."
"B-but?"
"No, trust me, I can show you!"
"I trusted you. I thought you wouldn't take me as a crazy person." I had broken into sobs. This had hurt me way too much.
"Okay, I can't show you inside but you know, Carlisle…he is a vampire."
"That is why I thought he was so pale!"
"See? Trust me now?"
"No, wait." I said and for once, I hypnotized him. I looked into his eyes and chanted "Tell me the truth, tell me the truth."
"I am a shape shifter." He said robotically.
"Okay, I trust you." I told him.
"How?"
"I just hypnotized you and you said that you were a shape shifter. I asked you to tell me the truth."
"Never ever do that to me, again. Promise me?" he held out his hand and I held it as a mark of my promise.
"Where did you find me?" I asked him to change the topic.
"Same place, the middle of the woods." He answered.
"Wait, first tell me, if Carlisle is a vampire, what about the rest of the family and why do they have yellow eyes, instead of red? And is Renesmee a human?"
"Well, yeah, all of them are vampires and they survive on animal blood, not human. They're kinda vegetarian vampires and Nessie is a human-vampire hybrid."
"How's that possibly possible?"
"Ness was born when Bella was a human and then they turned Bella into a vampire."
"Wait, so Bella is Nessie's biological mom and who's the dad? And then, why is Bella always with Edward and Esme with Carlisle? Isn't Carlisle, Nessie's father?"
"Well, not her biological father. Edward is her real dad and Nessie's about 6 years old."
"Wait, wait, wait. You mean that hybridization is possible? Vampires can have kids?"
"Well, not the females, I suppose."
Jeez, I didn't want to discuss anymore.
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