So it is now the next morning… please reviewww 3
"So did you have a good sleep" Steve asked
"I've had better"
"You were tossing and turning a bit but you didn't wake up"
"Suppose so I don't know I just want to have one good sleep"
"You will I promise do you want to go into work today"
"Yea I'll try it I suppose" She said getting out of bed.
"Well don't feel you have to go in"
"I know but I feel bad on Rob leaving him on his own"
"Somehow I'm sure he survives it"
"Yea I know it's only for half a day"
"Yep guess so eh do you want some breakfast I'll go make some"
"Yea ok if you're making some but nothing to big I've slept in a bit"
"Well it meant you were sleeping"
"Guess so I'll just be a few minutes"
"Ok see you downstairs then" Steve said walking out, she then pulled on her black skinny's and loose white top before putting on a bit a make-up and doing her hair. She then went downstairs and sat down at the table which Steve had put out cutlery and plates.
"Okay babe" He asked putting out 2 slices of toast on her plate.
"Yea fine just got a sore head nothing a bit of Paracetamol can't handle" She said trying to spread her toast but cutting her finger in the process"
"Hey let me get you a plaster" He said standing up as she once again broke down into tears.
"What wrong love"
"I can't do anything Steve I can't even butter a bit of toast without cutting myself"
"Hey come on don't say that you can do loads it's just an accident happens to everyone once in a while" He said putting the plaster round her finger
"No I can't do anything I need to go to work"
"Chelle you going to be okay love" He said putting his hands on her hips so she couldn't go anywhere.
"Yea I'm fine I'll see you at about 2.00" She said giving him a quick kiss before rushing out the door. She got into work 5 minutes late to be greeted by Robs sarcastic comments.
"Nice to know you could please us with your presence this morning"
"Don't bother me Rob not today"
"So what was so terrible you couldn't join us yesterday"
"Nothing much not that you'd care anyway"
"Who said I didn't care about you"
"Leave it oh and by the way I'm leaving halfway through the day"
"Eh why"
"Because I have stuff to do"
"Chelle you can't just come in here after having a whole day off work for no known reason and then have the afternoon off once again with no reason"
"I'm going to the doctors is that good enough for you let me guess no want to know why I'm going well I don't that's why I'm going cause if I did know what was wrong chances are I wouldn't be standing here telling you this no id be in bed getting better is that good enough for you"
"Guess it is but I'm still looking for a reason from yesterday"
"Have you just listened to a word I've said I was ILL magical isn't it"
"I just want to know what was wrong with you not just you were ill"
"Well Rob I don't know what was wrong with me that why for about the millionth time I'm going to the Doctors"
"Okay calm down I was just asking most people would know why they just took a whole day off work"
"And what's that suppose to mean"
"What I'm saying chelle is that if you have a sore stomach your hardly going to say it's a sore throat it's not rocket science to know what is wrong with you"
"You know what I don't have to stay here listening to this I'm going to make a coffee"
"Good calm down while you're there too will you"
"Shut it" She said slamming the door and storming over to the kettle, she filled it up with water managing to get that everywhere and then put it back to boil and then got a cup out but dropped it.
"Agghh you've got to be kiddin me" She said as a bit of clay went in her finger.
"Are you okay the Ms Connor" Sally asked standing up from her sewing machine and running over to her.
"Yes I'm fine just need to clean this up"
"Its fine I'll do it you go back to the office and we'll take care of this and bring you a coffee through"
"Would you thanks so much" She said standing up smiling and walking back into the office.
"A new mug will be coming out your wages you know" Rob said as she walked in.
"Can you not just say something nice for once in your life"
"What am I suppose to say that's nice when you've come to work in a stinking mood you know I don't really care what's going on between you and Steve but do you mind not coming into work in such a mood"
"There is nothing going on between me and Steve he has been great actually better than you could ever be anyway"
"Well then don't come into work in such a mood then"
"You don't know the half of it so why don't you just mind your own business for once" She said with tears not streaming down her face.
"When have I ever not minded my own business I'm just simply telling you to not come into work in such a bad mood I don't care what's caused it lack of sleep, it's your time of the month I don't care sort it"
"How am I meant to sort it when I can hardly get any sleep cause I'm too scared of what might happen if I do and how the hell can I sort it if it's my time of the month as you would say"
"I am sorry but I thought you wanted me to mind my own business"
"You know what stuff it I'll see you when I'm more happy but I don't know what that is in your world" She said getting her stuff and storming out, she got outside just as Steve walked past.
"Steve baby can we just go now I don't know how much longer I can keep going like this"
"Hey what's wrong aren't you meant to be in work"
"I couldn't do it please I just want to go in there and find out what's wrong with me please"
"Yea of course we can I don't know if he'll have space but we could go check" He said giving her a hug as she continued to cry into him.
"Come on we'll go check yea" He said taking her hand and walking into the medical centre.
"Steve, Michelle am I not seeing you at 2.00" Dr Carter asked as they walked in.
"Yea but she couldn't take it anymore and really wanted to come get it over with now"
"So I can see well as it is I've had a patient cancel so I've got a free spot now if you just want to come in here" He said showing them into a little room.
"Okay just take a seat and I'll be with you in a minute" He said walking back out again.
"What do I say" She asked Steve getting upset again
"Just what you told me and Carla it'll be fine I'm here if it gets too bad yea"
"Right okay so I believe you're here with sleeping problems" Dr Carter said coming back in.
"Eh yea"
"Okay well what kind of problems is it"
"Well I keep getting these dreams the Steve gets killed in some way but then I wake up and I don't know what to do so I just end up running somewhere and sitting and crying for ages".
"Okay have you been feeling unwell lately"
"Yea I had like the flu or something the past couple of days"
"Right and have you had any family death that have caused greif"
"Plenty of those first was My first husband, Ryan's dad and then it was my oldest brother and then my older brother"
"Okay well it says you had Ryan when you were 15"
"Yea that's right"
"So when did your first husband pass away"
"When I was 19"
"And how did you cope"
"Just kind of shut everyone out really but Ryan I had to stay happy for him"
"Am I right in thinking you two are getting married"
"Yep"
"And have you been married since your first one"
"Well I was going to but called it off on the night"
"Okay well I'm going to out this down as post-depression okay"
