The next day was a Saturday so Neji didn't have any photo shoots all day. I sat on the couch in the living room going over everything that I was going to say to him, I had already packed all of my things up the other night before he got home. He didn't notice the suitcases or my clothes being gone, hell his clothes took up more than half of the closet.
I looked up when he walked into the room and sat down beside me, I stood up the minute that he sat down, my heart was racing. I could feel my heart beat and could already hear the yelling in my mind.
"Sasuke what's going on with you baby?" He asked looking up at me curiously.
I scratched the back of my head nervously, looking around the room for something to say.
"Uh Neji we really need to talk about something." I finally said choking the words out.
'This was it…'
"Sure what is it?" He asked looking up at me with wondering eyes.
'This was going to be harder than I had thought….'
"It's about us…"
"What about us?"
I looked into his eyes for barely a second, but I could still feel his stare on me the whole time I stood there nervously.
"Well I don't think we can work anymore….I'm breaking up with you." I said biting my lip nervously.
The silence that filled the room was terrifying and painful, I didn't really want to hurt Neji or to make him mad at me, but I couldn't do it anymore.
"You're leaving me? Why?" He asked jumping up from the couch.
I looked up into his eyes to see how freaked out he really was.
"I just don't…Love you anymore, I love somebody else."
"Wait you've been cheating on me?" He asked narrowing his eyes.
I could easily tell that he was getting pissed at me.
"For about a month or more now."
"I can't believe that you would cheat on me. I thought that you loved me Sasuke." He said his voice louder.
'Wait? Why the hell could he cheat on me all that time? Then I couldn't fall in love with somebody that really cared about me?'
"I did love you Neji but I don't anymore and I really haven't for awhile now, I love somebody else." I said feeling more secure with what I was saying.
"Well who the fuck is the little whore?" He asked folding his arms over his chest.
"Naruto."
"Naruto? What the fuck is wrong with you? Why the fuck do you want that little bitch? I can't fucking believe you Sasuke! What is there attractive about him?"
"Shut up Neji. Stop saying shit about him okay? He's never done one damn thing to you." I said defensively.
'I was defending somebody that didn't even want to look at me anymore.'
"Well the little slut took my boyfriend. I can't fucking believe you fucking around on me like this."
"Fucking around on you? One person for a few months, somebody that cares about me, and somebody that I love. You've been with God knows how many little pretty boys over the past year or two."
He looked at me in shock the anger evident anger in his face.
"I can't fucking believe this, I have never cheated on you Sasuke."
"Oh yeah I used to love you until one of your boyfriends called and told me everything then I'd come home to see some guy leaving with his pants half down, you've been doing this to me all this time. I used to love you until then and I just pretended that everything was perfect when it isn't. I can't fucking do this shit anymore Neji, your just another fucking slut." I said angrily, clenching my fists at my sides.
I turned and walked back to our room and quickly grabbed my stuff then left him; I got in the car and drove to the nearest hotel. I didn't feel like dealing with anymore drama just in one day, the next day though I planned on talking to Naruto. I sort of felt bad about what happened with Neji, it didn't seem real what happened. I wasn't going to apologize to him though not after the shit I had been through because of him. I lay on the small bed in the cramped hotel room and tried to sleep, God knows that that was difficult to do with all the thoughts running through my mind.
The next day I left and drove to Naruto's house, hopefully things were going to go better than how they had with Neji. He was pissed the last time I had talked to him so most likely two days wasn't going to change that at all. I knocked on the door hesitantly wondering if I was doing the right thing…I did love him though.
The door opened and I walked in, I could easily feel the tension growing. Naruto closed the door and walked in front of me, he was pissed off I could tell he was. I don't think his emotions had changed too much, but the effects of his depression were evident in his features. He had black circles around his eyes, he was thinner, and his eyes were bloodshot from crying so much.
"Why are you here?" He asked, his voice angry but weak.
"I need to talk to you."
"I told you that I don't want to listen to you anymore, it's over Sasuke."
"Just listen to me, there's a lot I need to say to you."
"You've said enough already, now get out."
Trying to ask him to listen wasn't going anywhere; I needed more force with this.
I grabbed him by the shoulders and shoved him back against the wall holding him there. He looked up at me in shock, the anger fading slightly from his eyes. I wasn't holding him that strongly, but he didn't try to move from me.
"Now listen to me for just one second, okay?"
"Fine." He said looking down.
"I know that you're pissed at me and I know that you probably hate my fucking guts now, but I need to say this to you. I broke up with Neji the other day."
He looked up at me then right back down, he was listening.
"Now about us; I know that I did use you and I never meant to make it seem that way. You mean a lot to me, I would never use you and I just thought that you knew that but I guess not. I'm going to say this and if you still hate me and never want to see or hear from me again then I will leave here and never come back. I told you the first night that we had sex that I was yours and I meant it, I want to be with you, I want to wake up to see you every morning, I want to go to sleep with you in my arms, I want to make love to you, I want to be with you forever, I want to be yours until the end, I am yours. What I really mean is that I love you Naruto so much."
He looked up at me tears falling from his eyes, the silence was killing me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and buried his face in my chest.
"Oh Sasuke. I love you too, I always have." He whispered.
I held onto him tightly and let him continue to cry, I told him and he didn't turn me away. I was so glad about that, I never wanted to leave him again.
I caressed his cheek wiping away the tears, he looked up at me he looked so sweet and innocent. I leaned down and pressed my lips against his gently; he froze at first but melted into the kiss. I ran my fingers through his hair deepening the kiss a little bit; I ran my hand up under the side of his shirt running my hand over his bare skin. He shivered from the touch; I knew that he hadn't been with anybody since what happened with us.
I gently bit at his lip asking for entrance, he parted his lips and I slid my tongue into his mouth. I missed the familiar taste of his mouth, of his skin; I just missed him in general. I slid my hands down to the hem of his shirt slowly sliding it up; we broke from the kiss long enough for me to remove his shirt. Then we started to kiss again, the kiss was gentle and passionate it seemed more meaningful right at that moment.
"I love you." I whispered starting to kiss down his neck.
"I love you too." He said tilting his head to expose more of his neck to me.
I kissed and nipped at the skin running my hands over his body, I listened to the small moans that fell from his lips just from the small pleasures of what I was doing to him. I didn't know how far he was going to let me take things but I understood if he was still ticked at me somewhat.
I pulled from the kiss and removed my own shirt dropping it to the floor. He stood and looked over my body a small satisfied smile on his face.
"So I still look good?" I asked stepping forward.
"Very good." He said seductively.
He kissed me softly tugging gently at my lips he went and started to kiss down my neck, gently biting at the skin.
"Baby let's go back to my, I mean our room." He said smiling.
"Sounds good." I said taking his hand in mine.
'Our room…God that sounded so good to me, something that I wanted to hear for so long. Something I had wanted forever.'
When we got into our room he laid me back on the bed and got on top of me, he kissed me passionately. I kissed back somewhat roughly rubbing my hands down his back. He pulled from my lips and started to kiss down my neck and along my collar bones; he licked along my collar bones then blew cold breath on my skin. He kissed down my body running his hands over my skin; I closed my eyes and leaned my head back enjoying the feel of his lips pressed against my flesh.
I opened my eyes and looked down at him; he looked up at me as he kissed down my body. He moved down to the hem of my jeans and dipped his tongue down a little under the hem making me moan softly, he slowly undid my jeans and slid them off of me. He sat on his knees and looked over me as I lay on the bed. He undid his pants and took them off then leaned back down, running his tongue from the base to the head of my cock his eyes locked on mine the entire time.
He took the head of my cock into his mouth sucking gently, his light blue eyes held such innocence yet so much lust it drove me crazy. He took more of my length into his mouth sucking harder making me moan loudly, I gripped his hair in my hand bucking my hips up. He took the rest of my length into his mouth sucking harder.
"Fuck…Naruto harder…Fuck." I moaned leaning my head back.
He continued to suck me swirling his tongue around my cock, I was so close. I groaned when he pulled my cock from his mouth and moved back up my body kissing me gently.
"I want you to make love to me." He whispered softly.
"Gladly." I said moving so that he was under me.
I kissed him passionately moving my hands down his body, I pushed his legs apart. I reached over to the nightstand and grabbed the small bottle of lube and coated my fingers in the substance. I slowly slid a finger into his warm tight entrance, he moaned in pleasure and pain adjusting to the feeling. I slid another finger into him and kissed him softly swallowing each of his soft moans. I moved my fingers around slowly stretching him; I removed my fingers from him causing him to groan.
I sat back on my knees and coated my cock with lube; I gripped tightly to his hips and slowly slid the head of my cock into his tight entrance loving the feeling of his warmth and how tight he was. I started to thrust slowly into him building a slow gentle pace as I kissed down his neck nipping at the skin. He moaned as I thrust into him going a little bit faster, I was waiting for him before I went at a higher pace.
"Oh Sasuke…Please faster…Harder." He moaned.
I thrust into him harder making him moan loudly, I built my pace up going faster and deeper into him.
"Sasuke…Oh Sasuke…Fuck…Harder." He said arching his back.
I kissed him roughly tangling my fingers in his short spiky hair; I started to pound harder into him going faster. I swallowed each of his moans as we kissed passionately, I moved down to his neck again.
"Sasuke!"
I grinned against his neck knowing that I had hit his prostate; I thrust harder into him hitting his prostate with each thrust making him call out my name. I moaned as he dug his nails into my back, I could feel myself getting closer to my climax. I reached down and started to slowly stroke his cock; I built my pace up and stroked him in time with each of my thrusts. I came inside of him and soon after he came into my fist.
I pulled my softening cock out of him and lay down by him trying to catch my breath. He wrapped his arms around me resting his head on my chest; I held onto him and pulled his body close to mine. I kissed his lips lazily running my hand through his sweaty hair.
"That was incredible." He said kissing me again.
"It really was I missed you so much baby."
"I missed you too Sasu, I love you."
"I love you too Naru."
I woke up the next morning with Naruto still asleep at my side, his arms wrapped around me tightly. I looked at him smiling he looked so perfect, I was glad that I chose him. I pulled from his arms and got out of bed heading toward the bathroom, I stopped when I felt him grab onto my wrist. I turned and looked at him; he sat up on his knees looking at me tiredly.
"Where are you going?" He asked still sounding half asleep.
"I'm going to take a shower, care to join me?" I asked smiling seductively.
"I'd love to." He said smiling brightly.
He stood up and I kissed him passionately, we walked into the bathroom and I turned on the water stepping in. He got in after me and immediately wrapped his arms around my waist kissing me passionately. I ran my hand down his back grabbing onto his ass making him moan into the kiss, he kissed me more roughly. He stood with his back pressed against the shower wall; I ran my hands down the front of his body stopping at his waist. I looked at him, and looked over his body he looked amazing.
I kissed him again passionately.
"You are so fucking perfect baby." I whispered hotly into his ear.
"I love you Sasuke."
"I love you too, always." I said kissing his neck.
I moved my hand from his side and grasped onto his hard cock making him moan.
"Let me pleasure you like you've pleasured me." I whispered kissing him softly.
I dropped to my knees in front of him; I held onto his hips tightly and licked my tongue along his length. I took the head of his cock into my mouth sucking him gently, teasingly. I looked up at him as he moaned in pleasure leaning his head back against the wall, the water running over his body. I sucked harder taking more of his length into my mouth.
"Sasuke…Sasuke…Fuck, please harder." He moaned.
I took all of his length into my mouth sucking him harder, making him moan louder. I moaned around his cock sending more waves of pleasure through his body. He tangled his fingers in my hair as I continued to suck him bringing him closer. I knew that he was close; I sucked him harder urging him to come. He moaned loudly as he came into my mouth, I swallowed all of the bitter liquid. I pulled his softening cock out of my mouth then stood up kissing him softly letting him taste himself in my mouth.
"Fuck you are so fucking good at that." He said panting.
"Really? I haven't done it that much." I said.
"You're incredible Sasuke."
"You're perfect." I said kissing him gently.
We finished washing then got out of the shower and got dressed. We walked into the living room and sat down on the couch, he sat on my lap resting his head on my chest.
"Sasuke?" He asked his voice quiet.
"Yes?"
"I know that this is stupid." He said looking away from my eyes.
"I'm sure it isn't, now what is it baby?" I asked kissing him gently.
He looked into my eyes; he looked unsure and nervous about whatever he was going to ask.
"How do I know that you really love me, or that this really is forever? You promised Neji the same things but you stopped loving him and started cheating with me, what if you stop loving me and find somebody else? How do I know that you're not going to get tired of me?"
"Naruto I love you more than life itself and I promise you that this is forever or until one of us dies."
The End
