Here it is! I will tell you now it is kinda short… please don't be mad! D:
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Black Ice
Chapter Ten
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No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.
This is not happening.
I look at my shaking hands as I try to calm my breathing down. My chest is rising and falling too quickly, the cold air around me stings the insides of my lungs. My vision is blurry, I can't see past my hands.
Elsa calm down. You are fine. You controlled it. Right? Didn't you? Wait. Did I?
The thought of not being able to have controlled the strike breaks me from staring at my hands and my eyes dart up in search of Jack.
I scan the snow and ice covered ground around me and freeze when I see a figure, clad in blue lying more than five feet away from me.
"Jack," His name falls from my lips in a broken gasp. My hands fly up to cover my mouth in horror.
What have I done? What have I done! I start to shake my head in disbelief. No, he is fine, the cold can't hurt him.
I move my left foot forward to go to him when a deep voice echoes in my head like a long lost memory.
"You are a monster! Monster! You've killed him! Monster!" the words echo and fade away.
"No…" I whimper, my hands still covering my mouth.
"You are a horrible person. Fear will always rule you."
"No… I am not afraid…" I say to myself.
"Elsa, dear, yes you are." The words seems to hiss into my ear. "I can help you though, teach you to not be afraid. Maybe, even, teach you to not harm those you love?"
I gasp. Is there really a way someone can help me do that? I turn and look to my side, no one is there.
"Elsa, come with me. I can help you. Follow the wind." I feel a severely cold gust of wind brush against my cheek. I can feel it pulling me with it.
I glance to the now lifeless Jack Frost. The one person like me, maybe even somehow and someday could have loved me. A person who truly understood. And he is gone. Thanks to me. "I'm sorry…" I whisper as I feel tears welling up in my eyes. And without another thought I turn and rush off, following the freezing trail of wind.
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I keep running. I can hear the voices of the other Guardians behind me. Calling for me to come back. Telling me it will all be okay. I can't listen to them though. I'm sure they only want me to come back to make me pay for what I've done. I smug the tears away.
Jack. Jack. Jack. How could I have done this to you? A vision of the snow haired boy blurs my vision. His prefect, white smile that was so joking and fun. The way he walked across the ballroom to talk to me. The look in his eyes. His gorgeous blue, ice like eyes. The tingle I felt when ever our hands touched. All feeling I had never experience before and now, they are all gone.
Because of me.
I look around me to realize I am in the middle of a full on blizzard. One, I'm sure, I started with my uncontrollable emotions. I turn in circles and stop suddenly when I see a figure, cloaked in black standing before me on the unfamiliar ground of this new world.
All the voices of the Guardians fade away in the distance and the space around the figure and I dissipates until it is just the two of us standing alone.
"Hello Elsa," the voice calls to me across the few feet between us, "I'm glad we found each other." The voice being carried across to me has a dark edge to it. It is the same voice I heard in my head only moments ago. The figure stretches out a hand to me, "Come Elsa, I can help you."
I start to take a step forward but my foot pauses midair. I start to turn my head to my shoulder, remembering a person Jack mentioned-
"Don't look back Elsa!" The figure startles me. I quickly shoot my eyes to his black ones. "Don't ever look back. The past will only tell you how much of a monster you are. How you have only ever messed up the lives of everyone you know and love. Your parents, they never wanted you." His voice gets darker. "Your sister, you stopped her from getting married to the man of her dreams. Then, you froze her heart! When she tried to save you! You killed your own sister!"
I can feel the cold in my body spreading. "Stop…" I mutter under my breath. "Stop. You are wrong." I feel my breath coming out in short gasps as my heart rate picks up.
"And then…" I feel a cold hand on my neck and my body goes stiff and my breathing cuts short. "Right when things seemed happy again, you realized how alone you really are. You wanted the love of a man. You wanted more than just family love. And when you found him, you killed him trying to save him!" The hand leaves my neck and the dark face is in front of me again. "Now open up to mem, let me in," he adds quietly as he stares deeply into my eyes with his dark black ones.
I feel my body shaking. "You are wrong. You are wrong! I didn't mean to do any of that! I just wanted to help! I just wanted to feel wanted! And loved like others! So STOP! YOU ARE WRONG!" I feel a burst of power surge from my body lashing out at the man in black before me. I see a flash of black and fall.
Laying on the ground, I feel weak and exhausted, why do I feel so wiped out? I try to lift my head to look into the face of the dark man, but something else catches my eye. Sticking out of my chest is a long black stake.
I start to panic, reaching my hands up to do something, but I can't think of anything to do. My hands shake uncontrollably, and then I stop when I realize there is no blood and there is no pain. Just black lines seeping from the stake on to my body.
A hand grabs my chin and forces my face up, my wide blue eyes meet pitch black ones, "Stay with me Elsa, I'll help you. I can be the foundation you need to stay calm. So join me. Together we can be so powerful. Can we can help each other. We can change this world. Change you." His words suck me in, "You will finally belong." The darkness spreads, I feel a pain start to sting my heart almost like touching a fire. My vision starts to blur and then quickly fades as I nod my head and the word 'okay' slips from my lips.
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Wellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll… I know it's short and it took me forever to get done but I was busy with finals and what not. Honestly what took me the longest was just trying to get it to seem right. I'm still kinda "meh" about it. I like how it turned out but at the same time I'm unsure. So if you guys want leave me some thoughts you guy have that'd be great! I just feel like I made Elsa a little OC but I wanted her to seem really confused, hurt, lost, etc… yeahhhhhh okay, I'm going to shut up now. Thanks for reading, like always! If you feel like it drop me a review!