Okay, so, some people wanted it to be in David's Point of view, so, this one's for you's. Also I tried making the paragraph's shorter because i just realised how long they were and that annoy's some people. so, from now on i'll try my best to split them up at bit more. Well hope you like.
Was it a good or bad chill? I didn't know. And what's worse is, the fact that I didn't know.
Totally love struck!.
He was family!
Chapter 10
David's point of view.
D.P.O.V
He looked furious. I would have almost laughed, would it not have been for the current situation I was in. I just, instead, decided on my all too frequent smirk. The last twenty minutes were a blur to me now. All rushed and rigged as if it didn't really happen at all. But the girl standing right next to me, tied up, was all too much proof that it did.
The only thing that wasn't a blur in my head was the feel of the soft texture of skin that I had touched just moments ago. It lingered on my fingertips and made them tingle with anticipation. Her touch. Her skin. Not to mention the same lingering that was burning on my lips. Not only did they feel like balloons from the rough kiss but also they felt like they wouldn't mind getting bigger, if it meant kissing her again, I think they'd risk getting blown up. But, of course, I wouldn't let them. I couldn't let them. I couldn't let me.
She was right, I was the bad guy and she was the good girl. And not only that but out of the three of them she was the angel like good one. I had to observe all three before this mission and that's how I know. Though it wasn't really that hard to find out that about Sam. If you were anybody in the same class as her you would know too.
If we did try to be together, which I very much doubt she would try, it would be doomed from the start. Even if I turned good for her, no, wait sorry, even if I considered turning good for her I would still be betraying someone and no, not that old fool Terrance. But someone who has been there all my life. Who brought me up, raised me into who I am today. I have him to thank.
When my parents died he looked out for me, even though it was just as hard for him, them dying, as it was for me. He helped me through and through. He may not be a hero in the world and he's sort of on the wrong side. But its only a job. He's not a bad guy in the inside and that's what counts, to me anyway.
I owed it to him to be by his side and fight with him no matter what. To never judge him on his decision makings and whatever he may say. His opinions, His thoughts, would always matter to me the most. He was my family. Or what was left of it. I owed it to him to do this. And more. I cant fall for a spy on the opposite side. It was wrong and I would never want to betray him. She's not worth it. She's not like family, Nothing special to me at all, and she doesn't understand. All she knows is following rules and what is right and what is wrong. What is good and what is bad. She doesn't understand the reasons why people are on the wrong side, nor does she want to. She'll always be a puppet for the spy industry. She'd never understand… she's just like the rest. Like the old man up there. He's face was, I swear, redder. I know I didn't think it was possible ether. And if I didn't know any better I could have sworn I seen steam come out of his ears. It was quite an amusing sight to see. So anyway, that's why I need to leave her in the end because she wouldn't understand, I mean. and obviously I would never betray him, epically for some one who doesn't mean anything to me in the end and would judge me, if not already, by the choices I make. No, no I wouldn't betray him for the likes of her.
"Very well then… but I hope you know that when you get back from wherever the hell your going in the thing that this place will be flooded with so many agents, you wont be able to count them, by the time you get back. Were already working on the door" Sure enough, I could hear the clanking and rattling already coming from the door. "So you might as well give up now David"
Was he serious? God! And here I thought he was the best in the business. Terence had completely over exaggerated about his bother. There both more alike than they thing. Even though Terence went to extreme measures to be the exact opposite to his twin brother. Idiots!
"You see Ger, may I call you Ger?" I teased. I could see him grind his teeth and his breathing started to get hard. I put on a smug look when I looked up at him and breathed out a little chuckle. I then continued when I knew he wouldn't say anything "Anyway, you see Ger that's the difference between you and I. I don't give up. Now here's what i'm gonna do. I'm taking Sam with me on my little trip and when I come back and your people are here or something is blocking my way out… she dies. Its your choice. No pressure" I gave the now blank screen a side smile. He was going to think it through but I knew in the end I'd be gone out of this place with my mission complete and ready to report back to base.
I could hear a shaky breath being taking in and realised Sam beside me. I was having so much fun annoying the old man I forgot she was even there. I looked down at her. I couldn't help but notice how beautiful she looked but her expression when I looked into her eyes nearly broke my heart. Fear. Did she really fear me? Did she really think I would kill her? I knew Gerry would but Sam? Really?
"You wouldn't David. I know you. You wouldn't kill me" Her eyes now gazing at the ground, she whispered. Because she feared me or because she didn't want Gerry to know that I would never intentionally hurt her . I'll never know. Maybe I didn't want to know. Maybe… I was scared of knowing. Would I be able to betray him for her?… No ! No!. how the hell could I even think that! I wouldn't! not ever!
"You don't know me Sam, you may think you do… but you have no idea. I'm capable of anything. You don't know me!" I said raising my voice, looking into her eyes that showed fear but sorrow came out stronger in them. She was sad for me? Or for her maybe. Why the hell does she even care? Why do I? But I couldn't help but think... I did that, made her sad, I mean. I don't want to make her feel that way. But I also don't want to care if I do. I knew I cared about her, I did truly care about Sam and I knew I would regret it. "You really don't" I whispered looking away from her and to the screen that, just that second, lit up again. Here we go.
Well, just to let you know I will be off for two weeks on Sunday. I know, poor me going to spain, complete torture lol. Anyway I have decided to update in little loads so i can update faster. So hopefully it works and I do update like I say i'm gonna but unfortunately life kicks in, so. Love ya's H xx
