Ok, all you JackXOC lovers are gonna hate me after this chapter. And all of you Michelle Weather-Seasons lovers are gonna be really mad, but oh well.

Thanks to the 125 views, I'm gonna write another chapter later on today, yeah I know, I'm so nice. P.S, this is set before they found out she was sick!

MIchelle: Your not nice...

Me: Shut up

Michelle: Make me

Me: I own you and I will make you fanfic life mis-er-ab-le

Jack: Quit fighting and get on with the fic

Me: *groans* fine, ON WITH THE FIC!

Michelle

After Jack asked about Maxy and Mikey, my patience literally snapped. And it's not even my fault, 1) he was asking for it, and 2) I have anger issues, deal with it! As soon as I told him he was "A pain in the ass" and flew away, my hair turned to fire and I basically radiated heat. Being keeper of weather and seasons and having anger issues doesn't go good together. I went to the house I was born and raised in, not the replica, the real thing. Yeah I know, its like those horror movies where the insecure teen walks into her old house and gets killed by a psycho maniac. Instead of my paranoid self going into my house, I sit on the good ol' hammock. At first, I'm scared that I'll fall, but my memories are practically laced into this blue hammock. I jump on the hammock and lay down, staring at the sun as it begins to fall. The conversation I had with North echos in my head.

~The day Michelle found out about the teeth~

I walked in at precisely 11:30PM, I wanted to find that memory box that I always end up. . . .misplacing. Tooth would freak if I lost it. I walked in, a little nervous because my anger issues get a little. .uncontrollable, at this time of day. "Michelle, you is back!" exclaimed North. "Hey dad" I say, North insists Tooth and I call him dad because he likes to think we are all his children, but Bunny and Sandy aren't as childish as Tooth and I. Yeah, Tooth can be childish at times. "You here early" he said.

"Is that bad?"

"No, no, not at all. It good that you here early, we need talk"

"I didn't do anything, I swear" I said defensively and he raised his eyebrows at me. "Ok, ok, so I ruined St. Patrick's day. I mean, the shrimp was asking for it. Sayin he was the all mighty leprechaun. . " I continued as the guardians smiled. "What?" I asked.

"That not we talk about. But we talk later 'bout that" he promised and I groaned. I just told on myself, great.

"What happened?" I asked, my anger issues not bothering me for a couple of minutes.

"Pitch has, eh, he stole half memories"

"HE DID WHAT?" I yelled, my anger issues picked the perfect time to act up, didn't they?

"why did he have to steal her's?" I heard Bunny mutter desperately.

"Michelle, my child, please calm down" North tried.

"NO, I CAN'T CALM DOWN. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FREAKING CALM DOWN WHEN PITCH HAS STOLEN HALF THE MEMORIES, INCLUDING MINE?!" I asked frantically.

"You'll be fine. It's ok" said Tooth, assuring herself and trying to assure me as well.

"MY ANGER ISSUES WON'T CALM DOWN UNLESS I MEDITATE! And you all know how angry I can get. It's not my fault I can't control it!" I yelled as I began pacing around.

"Sandy says you should calm down cause Jack's in the room next do'or" translated Bunny.

"I don't freaking care! I just want my damn memories back so I can freaking calm down!"

The guardians sighed and tried to calm me down, but I could tell they were tired.

"Ya know what? I need some peace and quiet. I'll be back next week to train the kid" I said, trying to hide my anger.

~End Of Flashback~

I lay down on the hammock and close my eyes, the stars shining bright, but beautifully.

"Yo Mother Nature" I hear my brothers say as their footsteps approach me.

"What do you want?" I ask, annoyed.

"Eh, no need to be grouchy" says Josh.

"Pitch stole half the teeth, including mine" I explain.

"Ooh, that makes sense" they say in unison and I chuckle.

"So, watcha doing. . .here?" asks Noah.

"I don't know, trying to calm down" I say.

"Well, I'm bored" says Seth.

"Oh shut up, your always bored"

"She's right, nothings ever fun for Summer Superman Seth" says Josh as I make room for them to sit on the hammock. They sit down and we sit in silence as we remember our childhood memories while staring at our abandoned house. After dad died, we moved out, left everything there, but never had the heart to sell the house and after 500 years, it's still in pretty good shape.

"Remember how we would swing each other off of this hammock?" asks Seth. We smile and chuckle lightly at the thought.

"Of course, how could we forget? I remember how. . ." starts Noah and that's how our night goes, remembering the past. I guess i fell asleep, cause when I wake up, I find Noah, beside my bed with the brightest sun ray he can make, pointed at my face. I sit up and am almost blinded by the light.

"Yo Noah, cut that out!"

"Wake up you sleepy head"

"Nooo" I groan.

"C'mon you lazy ass, Antarctica needs you!" he says with a dramatic tone.

"OK, OK, I'm up, I'm up" I say as I laugh and he turns off his sun ray.

"Good, could you cook us some breakie?" he asks with a childish tone.

"Is that the real reason you woke me up?" I ask, a little annoyed.

"Nope, . . . well its part of the reason. And anyways, its 10:00, you need to wakey wakey" he says with an uncertain smile and I know they're trying their best not to anger me.

"Ok, just give me a minute" I say and I burst out laughing as he skips out of the room. I dress in a white hoodie with blue frost covering the hood, end of the sleeves, and at the waist. I put on some blue pants, white converse, and let my long, waist length, brunette hair down. I rush down the stairs and see my brothers sitting at the table, fork and knife in hand.

"I'm guessing y'all want pancakes?" I ask.

"No" they say.

"Waffles?"

"BINGO!"

I laugh as I lean my staff on the doorway and quickly cook them some breakfast. My watch beeps and I see that some of the snow is melting in Antarctica.

"Seth, did you leave the sun to bright over in Antarctica?"

"Maybe" he says with a mouthful.

"Great!" I say sarcastically, "I'll catch you guys later! Bye" I say as I run out of the room with an apple. I run outside and the wind catches me as I fly to Antarctica, and I eat the apple as I fly. I fly above the puffy, white clouds that block my view from anything under me so I drop my half eaten apple. I kick up my speed and find myself over Antarctica in only a matter of moments. I fly down and see a big, white, furry animal as it emerges from the dark, but beautiful water. I scratch the polar bear behind his ears and he rolls over like a playful puppy. All I see is mountains and snow, but Antarctica is one of the many places I love. I create a blizzard and play around with the kids for a while. Then I decide to go to Bunny's favorite place: Australia! I see kids look expectantly at the sky, wondering why the snow hasn't fallen, but its freezing cold. I smile as I begin to coat everything with snow, then, out of nowhere, I see a guy walk out of the water with no trouble. He has a blue shirt, sea green shorts, and a bow and quiver slung across his back. Mathew.

Before I can fly away, he sees me.

"Hey. Michelle!" he says as he runs over to where I am.

"What do you want?" I ask, every word dripping with annoyance.

"I just want you to ear me out" he says and I raise my eyebrows.

"Your father told me you were here," he says, reading my thoughts, "I know you probably still mad about those lies Peter told you. . ." he starts. After 100 years, he's still tryna change my mind.

"Lies?! Peter is my best friend, he would never lie about anything!"

"Michelle, I swear, I never had any relationship with. . . "

"Oh my gosh, still tryna change my mind aren't ya? Well quit it cause I'm not gonna believe a word that comes outa your damn mouth!"

"Michelle, I would never have feelings towards another girl because in my eyes, I only see you. Even if you were in an ocean of girls, you'd be the only one that matters"

"Hmp, please, even it was a girl as low as a nymph, your still a traitor in my eyes" I say and he takes a step closer to me.

"Look me in the eyes and tell me what we had didn't mean anything to you" he says, but I can't. It meant the world to me. I look at the snow at my feet and let out a sigh I didn't even know I was holding.

"I can't tell you that. I can't tell you that it didn't shatter me into a million pieces, and I can't tell you that after all these years. . ." I say and he lifts my chin to make me look at him. This little action reminds me of the relationship we had years and years ago. He smiles at me, that wonderful, warm, and dazzling smile that I fell in love with.

"You know. I still love you. I love your smile, your laugh, and how you can get mad at the most simplest things. All in all, I love you." he says and at that moment, my heart skipped a beat. After all these years in which I called him a traitor, lying backstabbing git, and all these mean things, and he still loves me?

"I just don't know if I can trust you anymore" I say as I pull away from his grasp. I can't let him see that there was a slight bit of hope, that he still loved me.

"Michelle. . ." he says, sadness in his voice.

"Goodbye" I say as I turn around and fly away from him, tears threatening to fall, but I won't let them. I am not weak. "You know. I still love you", those words echo in my head. Is it possible. . that I love him back? That could be unsure, but there is no way I will ever forget Mathew Bowman. He was my other half, we balanced each other out and read each other like books. He was my first love and my first kiss. How can I forget that? I shake the thought out of my head and at that moment, I fall out of the sky. The wind whistles in my ears, and I am full of shock. I try desperately to get back up, but realization hits me, I can't fly anymore. Then, I scream. In all my years of being a guardian, I've never fallen out of the sky, I've done some free-falling, yes, but I've always got back up. The wind blows and blows even harder as I'm caught in a blizzard that I didn't bring. My staff gets blown away by the harsh winds, and I fall in some woods.

The trees scratch my face, and my hair gets tangled in a branch and i let out a scream. I breathing becomes shaky as I remember to breath in and out, in and out, trying to forget the pain of my hair. I try to fly up, but then I remember that I can't. I reach up and untangle myself, only to fall some more. I put my hood on and desperately try to protect my hair and my face. I fall on the ground, hard, and get up, pain fills up in my body, and I try to get up.

"Ow, ow, ow" I say as the unbearable pain tells me my arm is broken. I look around, anxiously looking for my staff. I search everywhere, but can't seem to find it. (Small Time skip, 1 month later)

I sit down and cry. An entire week has passed and I haven't found my staff. I feel powerless and fear that I will have to live like this for the rest of my immortal life. I've gotten sicker and sicker everyday, and I've walked across the states, hoping my staff will be somewhere. I look at my bandaged arm and still feel the pain. I wince as I try to move it a little and then notice the tips of my hair have turned blond.

"No" I whisper. I look around and see a girl, one of Jamie's friends. I must be in Colorado. "Jana?" I ask and she turns around. She looks happy and excited and then runs at me. "Hey sweetie" I say as I extend my arms for her to hug me, but she goes right through me.

"no, No, NO!" I yell as the kids run through me. I begin to feel like I'm going crazy and so I bring my hands up to my head quickly and I wince at the sudden movement. "No, not again" I say as I retreat into the safe woods. I only went through this for about 2 weeks before I became guardian and I still went crazy back then. Then Pitch. . .nevermind. A week goes by and I visit Jamie when I can, but it seems he notices my sickness. I don't tell him I'm disappearing though, wouldn't want him to worry. My hair turns even more blond and I hate it. (A/N: I have nothing against blondes, it's just Michelle hates to admit that she's not being believed in). Everytime I visit, it drains more and more of my energy and sometimes I can't talk and other times, I only make it to the stop sign. I fight the urge to ask the guardians for help, either I do this on my own, or I die trying. I haven't spoken to my brothers or the guardians for 2 whole months, but I feel the need to be with Jamie as much as I can. After all, he was the first child to ever see me.

"Yeah, Samantha was the first one to see Jack, and all of us started believing in him too. But I don't think I believe enough cause I can't see him" says Jamie one day as I'm visiting him, "But that's ok cause Melanie tells me a lot about him"

"He's real sweet isn't he?" I ask.

"Yeah, he's real nice to all of them"

"Well, since you can't see him, I'll try to tell you hat he looks like. Ok so he has white, messy hair that looks as radiant as snow. His smile is warm and full of fun. His eyes are a breathtaking blue and he's tall. He's powerful and very graceful. . . " I explain and then Jamie interrupts.

"Michelle, it sounds like you like him"

"I don't like him that way Jamie" I say with a smile.

"Yeah, ok" he says teasingly, "Jack and Michelle, sittin in a tree. K-I-S-S-I-N-G!. . . ."

"Jamie!" I say as I tickle him.

"Ok.. .OK, sorry" he says in between laughs.

"Jamie, time for bed!" says his mom.

"Ok mom" says Jamie as I tuck him in for bed.

"Will you come back?"

"Of course, and If I'm not, just meet me in my favorite place in the woods, 'kay?"

"Ok" he says as I kiss his forehead..

"Goodnight"

"Goodnight Jamie" I say as I walk out of him room. I run into as I walk out of the room.

"All tucked in?" asks the 30-year-old woman with blond, shoulder length hair, and a tall stance.

"All tucked in" I confirm.

"It was nice seeing you again" she says as she hugs me.

"Yeah, same here" I say as I hug her back.

"I'll try and come back tomorrow. I don't know when, but I'll try" I say as we let go.

"Jamie loves seeing you, I hope you get better" she says as we walk towards the door.

"I do too. Bye" I say as I walk out of their house.

I walk into the forest and closes the door. I walk towards the path I always take and come upon a tree. I press the trunk and the secret door opens. I slide down and walk into my room. I lay down on my bed and I see the frost patterns stitched onto the blanket as I fall asleep.

I wake up and feel worse than ever. I fight the urge to stay in bed as I stand up. I reach the exit door and climb up. I see that its night, but still light enough to that I can see. I drag my feet towards Jamie's stop sign and take a small break. "Vamonos Michelle, keep walking" I say as I make it to the stop sign and stop there. The kids run through me and I wince at the emotional pain. I feel sick and weak as I hear little Samantha say, "I hope Jack will make more snow in the woods today". I see a woman writing on a note pad and as she gets up to get a coffee, I grab a piece of paper and a pen. I write a not to Jamie, telling him that I love him, and that he shouldn't be sad, I'll always be in his memories. I tell him to be a good big brother to Sarah and then leave it in my hands. I can't fly, I'm powerless without my staff.

I lay down and rest, my head a jumbled up mess. I close my eyes and hear 3 familiar voices. "Michelle!" I hear my brothers say excitedly . I listen and hear their footsteps as they kneel beside me. "Seth? Noah? Josh?" I ask and I feel their arms embrace me. I groan in pain and their squeezing lessens. "Oh thank the gods you Ok" says Seth. "I feel like shit" I say and they laugh lightly with tears in their eyes. "Te vamos a yevar a la casa" says Josh. "Give this to Jamie before I go" I tell Seth as Noah carries me into a portal. we arrive in the woods in front of my house and I look away as I see my forest of ice disappearing. As Noah carries me up the stairs, I feel tired and exhausted. Noah lays me on my bed and I close my eyes.

"Michelle?" asks Josh.

"Hmm?"

"Nothing, we just thought we lost you. Go to sleep" they say as they leave.

I form a snowflake on the palm of my hand, it looks like a normal white snowflake on one side, but its a beautiful sea green on the other. I allow my mind to wander and soon I'm thinking of Mathew. And Jack. I can't seem to get them out of my head. Then, I fall into a sleep full of dreams.

ok y'all, this chapter was pretty good even though I just randomly made it up as I went. But yeah, y'all are probably mad at me :P Read and Review! I didn't notice it was over 3,000 words o_O woah