(Amu's POV)
I sat the bench of the park quietly , with tears falling down my face continuously .
"Amu?" a voice called .
I looked up slowly "Nanami?"
She rushed over to my side and hugged me "Whats wrong?"
"Nanami…It hurts.." I sobbed.
"Amu! You okay?" Natsu asked , running over .
Nanami gave him a look like I don't know what to do..
"Shh…its alright.." Natsu walked over patting my back
"NO ITS NOT!" I shouted pushing him aside .
They stared at me with wide eyes.
"Its not alright at all! I want to forget him but I just can't! MY HEART HURTS LIKE HELL ! AND YOU TELL ME ITS OKAY? ITS FRIGGIN' NOT OKAY!" I screamed.
"Amu-chan.." Dia said , touching my forehead softly .
"Neh , why don't we go home? Forget everything for awhile and take a rest?" she suggested .
I nodded and whispered "Please.."
She nodded and smiled at me reassuringly .
"Chara change.." she whispered .
A diamond clip appeared on my hair as I stood up .
"Sorry..please..leave me alone for a while" I said and flew away.
(A while later)
I sighed as I lay on my bed . The tears had stop but the pain didn't . It was increasing every second.
I hugged a pillow tightly and murmured "I feel like running away…from all this…"
Dia flew over "But the pain will just increase . what you have to do now , is accept things.."
"But how.." I asked.
She sighed "Two choices"
I sat up slowly "Two?"
She nodded "One. Try to forget Ikuto , although the pain might still be there . Two. Accept Ikuto for three months and then decide"
"But.." I started.
"Amu-chan , I know your concerns… but if you try to accept him , three months later , it might not be that hard for you to give him up . True , you might love him more , but at least you won't be running away..if by that time you are willing to let him go..then.."
I sighed "So either way , I might not be able to give him up?"
She nodded "Life is full of choices…"
I groaned as I lay back down on my bed "I just want everything to go away.."
"Amu-chan..Don't think so much , just catch some sleep first , okay?" she asked .
I shook my head. I'm gonna write.
She blinks and smiles "Amu-chan…"
I smiled sadly "I said I'll write out my feelings , and that's what I'll do"
"I see..what are you going to write on?"
I looked down and smiled "The same thing…maybe my feelings loneliness from his absence is too much.."
She smiled "You can do it"
"I nodded"
"Goodluck , Amu-chan! You can do it! Until the next time we meet…" (RMS's voice)
I sighed…hopefully I can..
(The next day)
(Ikuto's POV)
I sighed as I left the house . Sunday…what the hell am I supposed to do when the girl I love is going through so much pain .
"Tsukiyomi Ikuto" a voice called.
I froze..that voice is..
"Amu?" I asked as I turned around.
I stared at her for awhile , turning slightly red.
She was wearing a brown coat with dark brown shirt and a white skirt . She added a wearing a loose brown belt and a brown necklace on. (In profile) The top half of her hair was tied into a side bun and there was slight curls added in her hair, and she was wearing brown knee-length socks and sneakers.
Ultimately , she looked cute . Cute but beautiful at the same time.
Then , I noticed she was also wearing a pair of strawberry earrings. And the strawberries were smiling.
I chuckled softly , it was so like her
She smiled with slight sadness "Can you follow me for awhile?"
I looked at her in confusion as she began walking somewhere.
(15 minutes later)
I blinked.
"The park?" I asked.
She nodded and pointed next to huge tree .
There was a speaker at the side with a mike lying on top of it .
She touched my hands and pulled me gently towards one of the park benches beside the tree.
"Wha-" before I could finish , she placed a finger on my lips "Shh.."
"Amu-chi?" a voice called.
I blinked and saw the guardians and Utau behind Amu .
Amu looked at them and said "You guys…"
"Why is Ikuto with you?" Kuukai asked.
Amu turned and looked at me "Because he owes me"
I blinked "Uh ..what?"
She smirked at me coldly "You hurt me.. so you can't say no to what I make you do"
Ouch… but she wasn't wrong..
I had hurt her.
Right now , even if she asked me the most impossible thing on the world , I wouldn't say no..
The guardians eyes went wide "Amu! What are you sayin-"
"Shut up" she said with an emotionless tone.
She walked over to the speaker and picked the mike up and sighed.
"True Star Live desu" she said softly into the mike .
She gave Dia a short glance and she nodded.
A while later , music began playing.
(Ai otsuka , Sensu)(In profile)
Namida wa ikura nagashitemo tomara nai no
Dore dake aoidemo kawaka nai
Demo ne kesshite mirarecha ike nai no
Watashi wa tsuyoi ko nan dakara
My eyes widen at the lyrics. It was obvious she was writing about us . The time I'd left her all alone in Japan.. The pain she received from me and the tears that she'd bear for me
Chotto tsumazuita yo ne
Chotto shippai shita yo ne
Aa, konna ni harecha koe agete nake nai yo
As she sang this part , tears rolled down her cheeks and people were beginning to crowd around us .
Chotto guchi wo koboshita
Chotto iiwake shita
Aa, nikkori shita kaze yo yasashiku dakishimete
Kuchibiru tongarasete ookii kutsu hikizutte
Atsui noni taiyou de watashi wo sasu no ne
Ude ga itaku naru kurai aoide
Dare ni mo kao ga mie nai kurai
Chotto tsumazuita yo ne
Chotto shippai shita yo ne
Aa, konna ni atatakai to miagechau yo
Chotto guchi wo koboshita
Chotto iiwake shita
Aa, egao no kaori de yasashiku dakishimete
Chotto tsumazuita yo ne
Chotto shippai shita yo ne
Aa, konna ni harecha koe agete nake nai yo
Chotto guchi wo koboshita
Chotto iiwake shita
Aa, nikkori shita kaze yo yasashiku dakishimete
English Lyrics
No matter how many tears I cry, they won't stop
No matter how much I look up, they won't dry
But there's no way I'll let anyone see that
I'm a strong girl
I stumbled a little
I had a few failures
Ah, there's no way I can cry out loud when it's this sunny
I ranted a little
I made a few excuses
Ah, let the smiling wind gently envelop me
My lips droop and I drag my big shoes
It's hot, but I let the sun blaze down on me
I look up until my arms ache
So nobody can see my face
I stumbled a little
I had a few failures
Ah, when it's this warm it makes me look up
I ranted a little
I made a few excuses
Ah, let this smiling scent envelop me
I stumbled a little
I had a few failures
Ah, there's no way I can cry out loud when it's this sunny
I ranted a little
I made a few excuses
Ah, let the smiling wind gently envelop me
I stumbled a little
I had a few failures
Ah, there's no way I can cry out loud when it's this sunny
I ranted a little
I made a few excuses
Ah, let the smiling wind gently envelop me
As she finish the song. I clutched my knuckles tightly . I couldn't take it anymore . I ran forward and hugged her tightly .
(Amu's POV)
I froze
Ikuto was..hugging me?
The crowd began cheering as they dispersed , thinking that I was finished singing.
"Make her happy man!" one of the people shouted as he walked away .
"Sorry…sorry..Amu" he whispered , hugging me.
The mike fell out of my hand as I felt my legs go numb .
I fell down , kneeling on the floor , dropping Ikuto's arms around me .
"Amu?" he asked worried as he kneeled down next to me .
I looked down with tears falling down my face , hitting his chest with little energy .
He grabbed my arms , stopping me and supporting me at the same time
"Why…don't be so kind to me.." I whispered
Ikuto stared at me with wide eyes "What?"
I looked up at him angrily "Why are you so good to me? Since you've hurt me once , then do it again! Make me be angry with you! Make me hate you"
(Ikuto's POV)
My eyes went wide. What the hell is she saying?
"Amu , what are you saying-"
"Don't be so kind to me! Or else…I'll start remembering those things again…" she said tightening her hold around my arms which were supporting her.
"Amu.." I said with pain.
It was all my fault . I should never had left her.
I hugged her tightly into my chest "Amu..i'm sorry..please , just give me another chance"
"NO!" she shouted standing up , tearing out of my arms.
"Amu , please" I said.
"NO! I DON'T WANT TO GET HURT ANYMORE!" she screamed covering her ears with her hands.
"Amu!" Utau shouted as she ran forward , hugging her.
"LET GO OFF ME!" she shouted.
"I hate all of you! You've never tried to understand me! Calling me your friends when you didn't even know me , DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU HURT ME?" she screamed.
"Hinamori-san.." Kairi said softly.
We all stood there watching Amu crying silently , not knowing what to do.
"I thought you would understand.." Amu said . The tears were still falling down her cheeks
"I..i thought that at least you guys would understand me" she said sobbing.
"Amu" I repeated her name helplessly.
She cleaned her tears away with the back of her hands "Shut up"
"But" I started
"Shut up" she said , irritated.
"But-"
"Amu-chan , accept him" Dia interrupted me.
I blinked , what?
Amu stared at her with wide eyes "Pardon?"
Dia sighed "Remember the two choices I told you? It is already impossible for you to forget him…the only choice right now , is to accept him"
"Yeah , accept him" Amu scoffed "For what? To get hurt again?"
"Amu-chan , it's the only choice-"
"Trust me , I am not getting myself trampled over by some guy who thinks I'm stupid to trust him again" she said.
"Amu! I don't-"
"Sure you don't" she said smirking coldly at me
"Please , Amu , I" I started.
She sighed and muttered "My life is so damn screwed"
"Amu..please .. I beg one chance"I begged.
She sighed and took something out of her pocket and threw it to me .
I caught it just in time and looked down at my hand "A Coin?"
She shrugged "God plans my life , I'll just get that guy to do it again"
"Huh?" I asked.
She facepalmed "How much of an idiot are you? Flip the coin"
"WHAT?"
She sighed "Kuukai , you do it"
Kuukai blinked "Err..me?"
"Yeah" she said looking at him blankly.
I glared at him you'd better not screw up
He raised his hands up "No way! I'll get murdered!"
"I don't really mind that" Amu said irritated.
"BUT I DO!" he protested.
Amu groaned as she grabbed the coin from me muttering "Cowards"
She was about to flip it when I grabbed her hand
"What?" she asked , annoyed.
I didn't know what to say . So I did the move which seemed smartest to me at that moment .
I kissed her.
(Amu's POV)
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WTF?
IS
HAPPENING?
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Who am i?
Whats for dinner?
How old am I?
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(Ikuto's POV)
I separated from Amu and noticed she was..staring blankly?
She looked shocked , but then again , she looked stunned..
Or rather , it was like she was empty.
I waved around her face "Err..Amu?"
She blinked and snapped back to reality.
"What the fucking…god damned hellish thing on earth did you just friggin' do , you diot?" she asked.
I winced at the amount of hate in her words .
Okay , so maybe it wasn't that smart
"Woah , woah , woah , don't go so far with words lil' sis" Kuukai said.
"Shut it , you're not my bro , its Natsu" Amu said glaring at him.
My eyes went wide..did she just say that Kuukai wasn't her brother?
She used to say it all the time when I was at her house…
And sometimes , she even called him Kuukai-nii…
"Aww , come on , doesn't hurt to have a brother or two , right?" Kuukai said grinning , not realising that it was supposed to hurt him.
Amu blinked and stared at him for awhile .
Then , she burst into laughter.
"Amu?" I asked.
She clutched her sides while laughing "B-baka"
"Hey! I'm not an idiot!" Kuukai shouted.
"Sure , idiot" Amu said laughing.
"HEY!" Kuukai shouted.
"Nani?" she asked in a smug voice.
"DAMMIT ! I HATE YOUR MOUTH!" he screamed.
"I love it though" she said smirking.
"HINAMORI!" he screamed.
"Wow , never knew my name sounded so nice" Amu grinned.
"ARGH! DAMMIT! YOU!" Kuukai shouted.
He grabbed her shoulders and started shaking her like hell.
Amu just stood there , without reacting .
When Kuukai finally released her , Amu just said "That was fun"
Kuukai's eyes went wide "What?"
Amu grinned "You'd think I would have gotten used to that , wouldn't you?"
Kuukai grinned . He slung an arm over her shoulder and said "I knew you would say that"
Amu blinked "What?"
He removed his arm and ruffled her hair "You're still my sis , Hinamori"
Amu's eyes went wide .
She let her head rest on his chest , muttering "I hate you… .. Kuukai-nii"
Kuukai chuckled "I know that quite well"
Amu looked up and smacked him on the head .
"Don't be so full of yourself" they said at the same time.
Kuukai grinned as she stared at him .
"See? I told you I knew you would say that" he chuckled
She sighed and walked forward slightly .
"DAMN IT ! I HATE YOU! GOD! FATE! WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU ARE!" she screamed.
The next thing she did , was even more surprising .
She walked over to one of the trees and kicked it.
And it fell.
WTF?
"OH…GAWD" Kuukai said . His eyes were almost bulging out by now . And believe me , I think mine was too
She turned around and smirked at me "You have a lot to deal with for the next three months , or rather two months and 3 weeks"
My eyes wide "Seriously?"
She shrugged "If you think I'm joking , then I guess I'll just go away"
"NO!" I shouted.
"Hey! Go easy on my eardrums man-" before she could finish , I ran forward and hugged her.
She blinked for awhile before hugging me back "You owe me a million in two months and three weeks"
I grinned "I know"
As I released her , I noticed everyone was staring at her.
"What?" she asked.
"N-nothing!" Tadase started.
"Y-yeah , its just..you're kind of..cute" Kairi said.
What?
"Yeah , Amu-chan , you've become more pretty" Nagi said smiling at her.
"Yeah , and you never used to wear earrings" Rima said.
"And you're not wearing gothic clothes!" Yuiki said.
"Is that lip gloss I see on your lips?" Utau asked.
I turned and stared at her . And there really was lip gloss..
"What? Its my style" Amu said shrugging.
"I though you preferred Gothic?" Utau said.
"Nah , that's mom's style . She forced me to buy all those weird Gothic clothes Not that I hate it though" she said adding a wink at the last part.
"REALLY?" Utau shouted.
Amu blinked "Yeah"
"GREAT! THEN LETS GO SHOPPING!" Utau screamed.
Amu turned around and picked up her mike , saying to no one in particular "Hoshina Utau has officially gone berserk mode"
Utau blinked and screamed "AMU!"
Amu smirked "What? I was merely informing our readers"
"I DON'T CARE! LETS GO SHOP!" she shouted grabbing Amu , Rima and Yuiki.
"Hoshina Utau is on berserk mode . Beware , readers , she might start exploding any second" Amu said calmly while being pulled away in the mike leaving smoke and dust around.
And since it was kind of funny , we all started laughing.
"Pfft , Amu is really amusing" I smirked.
"Yeah , I missed that sarcasm of hers" Kuukai grinned "Although it increased slightly"
"Yeah , and she grew taller and all huh?" Nagi smiled.
"True , she has become more attractive" Kairi said.
I glared at them
"Woah! Chill man , we're not gonna steal her!" Kuukai said raising his hands up.
"Unless you hurt her , that is" Kairi said pushing his glasses up.
"Yep , you do not want to try that" Nagihiko said with dark aura.
I shivered slightly "Woah , I won't!"
He grinned "Good"
"Uh..now what?" Kuukai asked.
"I don't know?" I said.
"I think we should save Hinamori-san . She might not know how far Utau's shopping habts has changed in the years" Kairi said.
"Agreed" we all said.
(15 minutes later)
"Err..what in the world is happening?" I asked.
Kairi shrugged "Seems like she can handle it pretty well"
"Woah..i never seen someone criticize Utau's shopping habit" Kuukai said.
"Yeah..the first and last time we did it , we almost got killed" we all shivered as Nagihiko reminded us .
"NO! THIS ONE IS NICER!" Utau screamed.
Amu rolled her eyes "Sure , pinkish frills? Man , you've officially gone princessy"
"Amu!" she shouted.
Amu sighed "Do you all love my name that much?"
"How dare you criticize my skills!" Utau screamed.
"I just did" she stated .
"ARGH DAMMIT! I DON'T CARE! I'M MAKING YOU WEAR THIS!" Utau shouted.
Amu smirked "Try me"
We watched Utau chased Amu , who was running away from her easily around the shop , along with Yuiki and Rima who was too stunned to speak.
Kuukai placed a hand on my shoulder "You're girlfriend , is amazing"
"She's also your sister" I stated.
Kuukai shrugged "But you'll have to deal with her most"
Nagi and Kairi placed a hand on my shoulder just like Kuukai and said at the same time "Goodluck"
I shrugged "I don't mind"
And truth to be told , I really don't.
Lovekika : Woah , that took me two days !
Amu : That fast!
Lovekika : No! Normally , i only take a day
Kairi : REVIEW! Lovekika does not own shugo chara , just the plot of Cat loves Dogs
Lovekika : Please review , i need comments , comments , review , reviews
I won't forgive you if you don't!
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