Hi ya!!!!!!! Okay so I have like one announcement….

Laura (aka sandyandmaxwellfanatic) is going to be my beta just to let you all know that! =]

Um… that's it I think.

Oh yeah, I refuse to put the disclaimer thing in every chapter. I mean it's stupid! None of us own anything! So, yeah.

Here you go!

Chapter 10

Preface

BOPV

*Flashback*

I want to be a human. And I want to be human NOW."

*Flashback over*

Tonight. She was going to be human tonight…

Chapter 10

BPOV

I stood in the door way to Carlisle's playroom, though it wasn't a play room now. It was filled with a serious atmosphere that dampened the playroom with an eerie, cold feeling to it. It made me shiver, not because it was cold, but because I didn't want this to happen. Even if Rose had been *ahem*, difficult to get along with, she was family and I remember when family would always stick together no matter what happened. I guess that wasn't the case now.

I turned my head to the right and there laid Rose in the middle of the joyless, distant room. She was dressed in a teal hospital gown with it fluttering it down past her knees and short sleeves. So, when she was human she would think she was in a hospital. Great.

I didn't want to be there, but I wanted to see what was happening. No, I needed to see what was happening.

"Rose?" Carlisle said all the sudden, breaking the spectral silence.

"Yes, Carlisle?" Rose answered in a robotic voice.

He paused for a moment before he said anything. It was almost as if he was debating whether to say it or not. "Is this what you want? Do you really want this?"

She didn't even wait a second before she answered, pondering every option that occurred to her. "Yes. I know this is what I want, Carlisle."

"You know I wouldn't get in the way of what you want. I was just making sure… I don't want you to make a huge mistake." He kept his voice low, trying to be polite as he stared into her eyes with true passion and understanding.

She exhaled a huge gust of air and looked into his eyes. "I'm sure."

Carlisle walked over to the metal tray of instruments to make sure that he had everything he needed before he started. He held out his fingers to each tool, waving his hand over every object. It looked like he was counting his gear, but to me, it looked like he was counting something different.

"One more thing, Rose."

"Yes?" she asked, her eyes glittering with thought of being human again.

"You know I love you. I always have, you're like the daughter I never had. I… I'm going to miss you. Everyone is going to miss you," Carlisle reminded her as he grinded his teeth together to show his distress. An invisible tear streaked down their cheeks as the moon on Rose's hill would disappear and there the sun would be soon. Or, maybe it was the other way.

"I love you too, Carlisle."

They both beamed at each other, looking as if they were about to cry. This was the moment. It was happening now. He leaned down to her side arm and tore a two inch cut open with his teeth. She mumbled in pain as I jerked at the scene.

He flashed over to get the needle of meds and quickly shoved it into her arm. He held a white cloth over it to stop the blood from rushing out of Rose's arm.

Rose's eyes bulged out. I don't know if I was in shock or in pain. She let out an ear splitting scream, her whole body went limp, and the blood stopped.

"Good-bye Rose." Carlisle whispered to her and only her, kissing the top of her head.

The only reason I knew she was still alive was because she was breathing. Her chest moved up and down every few seconds. It pained me to watch every single one.

Carlisle didn't move his hand from the cloth that was now stained blood red from her arm.

I slowly walked in and gave Carlisle a huge hug. He stood up and wrapped his arms around me.

"What have I done?…. What have I done?" he mumbled, pure regret and remorse in his face.

Everyone in our family walked into the room, some staggering instead of swiftly like they usually did. They all had a mourning expression imprinted on them, making me want to scream in frustration.

"It's okay, Carlisle. It's okay," I assured him.

Alice wrapped her hands around us, then followed Esme, Jasper, Edward, and Emmet.

We were all crying on the inside. We had just lost someone we loved. We had lost part of our family. A part in all of us died. I could have considered Emmet completely dead though, his loss was greater than ours. Much, much greater.

Haha you don't know what's going to happen next! Keep reading! Trust me you're going to want to!