Okay. Okay, let me get this out of my system. Please be okay with that, at the least.
I think my problem with writing this involves two things:
1. I'm having trouble connecting with my characters. Usually when I have to write a short story or such for a school assignment, I can easily do it since it usually requires characters I can connect, sympathize with, and understand. However, I noticed that the personalities in my story conflict with my own, e.g. being all powerful, having a great role of responsibility, and not understanding what to do in situations. Yes, this likely sounds like a load of ... but I'm honestly just trying to vent and try to... for lack of better terms, solve the problem.
2. I am losing the direction on where the story is going. At first, this was just a fun project, something to get out of my head and onto virtual paper. Trust me, the ride has definetely been enjoyable with you guys along. :D
But now, compared to before, I'm starting to learn some valuable life lessons, and starting to pick up some responsibilities. My attitudes changed, and I like to say my whole perspective on life. I'm learning new things, and finally have a clear direction to go. So when I go on FanFiction and see you truely lovely people want a new chapter, I want to give it to you. I just don't know what to do with it.
So there. That's basically been my summary of what's happened so far. I don't think this way of updating suits my style anymore- I noticed that if I don't get in the mindset to do something on the get-go, I won't pick it up until it is the last minute or something pushes me off a cliff.
Err, sorry about the rant. I needed to... express myself. Here's the big news: story's going on hiatus. Till I finish ALL OF IT. Or almost EVERYTHING. I LOVE you people, who critisized, reviewed, commented, and pestered at me to update. You helped bring this story to where it is, and to where I am today. This story helped me make new friends, know new stories, and created unbelievable foundations in my real life.
Thank you all, and I hope I will see some familiar and new faces next time!
Song Suggestion: I Gotta Feeling - Black Eyed Peas
