Chapter 10

Thanks to Ravens Wolf again, and the other reviewers. I love all of your reviews… speaking of reviews… hahaha… about the review that yuyuyashasrain did, here is the thing about the emotions/personalities. - They are separate people, but they just live in her head and influence some of her decisions... Umm... they are not all actually her at the same time. It is like separate people talking to her and the others inside her head or the mirror. Okay! With that out of the way, hahaha… umm… it is not anything of what she said. Thanks again for the reviews, it motivates me a lot. I hope that you will enjoy this next chapter. XD

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Warmth… softness… this feeling. I feel safe, but… why? I've never felt so safe… but still… there is a chill coming. I wonder what it might be. No matter what it is though, at least I have Raven… at least… I have someone who might 'love?' me. Maybe…Raven is this safety I feel. She is looking at me from that tree again. Arms open to me. I just have to go to her. I walk over and jump up into her warm lap. Warm and soft… I love these feelings… just like her lips…

Jinx's eyes slowly opened to find herself tucked in Raven's warm grasp. She smiled as she snuggled into her chest more. Raven sighed in her sleep contently. 'I wonder what she is feeling. She looks so innocent and angelic when she is asleep… soo cute.' Jinx sighed silently with a grin.

It was a little past noon by now and Raven was starting to wake up. "Hmmm…?" Raven looked up groggily. "Wha?" Jinx leaned down to kiss Raven lightly on the lips.

"Hey there sweet… how was your sleep?" Jinx smiled warmly at her newfound 'love?'.

"Mmm… it was good because you were there… what time is it?" The haze in Raven's eyes started to clear as she became more awake.

"It is twelve fifteen… when did we need to be up?" Jinx suddenly wondered if maybe they had slept in too late. 'Nahhh! We should be able to sleep after what we went through.'

"WHAT?! Oh my gosh!" Raven sat up so quickly that Jinx fell right off of her.

"… ow… my head…" Jinx rubbed her head gingerly.

"Oh my gosh! I am so sorry! Here." Raven offered her hand to Jinx and helped her up.

"It's okay. I'm just still a little sore there." Jinx grinned but then winced in pain. Raven, seeing her girlfriend in pain, gently went to kiss her.

"Mmm… thanks, I feel better now." Jinx blushed a little and smiled. "So what is with all of the panic?"

"Oh yeah, we need to go to the others for that meeting I told you about." Raven began to move and put on her shoes. She was still dressed in street clothes.

"Okay then. You lead the way." Jinx followed Raven out the door.

They entered the living room to see Robin, Cyborg, Beast Boy, and Starfire lounging on the couch. Cy and BB were playing video games again; Robin was looking seriously at a file, and Starfire was drinking more mustard and cheering Cy and BB on. They all turned to see them walk in.

Beast Boy dropped his controller and the sound turned off. It was quite awkward. Raven looked at her friends nervously.

"Hey guys… umm… so we were going to have a meeting right?" She started to stare at her feet when nobody moved.

"Yeah, of course we are. Boo ya! I just beat you BB!!!" Cyborg had cleverly been finishing the racing game while they had their awkward silence.

"ARGH!!! No fair! I call a rematch!" BB was jumping up and down on the couch… until he fell down and hit his head on the floor.

"OW! That hurt!" Beast Boy rubbed his head while getting up to sit on the couch again.

"Alright then. Care to tell us why you have an ex-villain with you first though?" Robin was eyeing Jinx suspiciously.

"Well, you know that I said that I was with a friend…" Raven explained about the semi-whole experience with Rick and Ty… obviously leaving out the encounters between the two girls and the one with Kara.

'Ooh! That girl Kara makes me soooo mad!' Raven really didn't like her… although, it would be obvious why.

"Hmm… so then, Jinx is with us for now then?" Robin still looked a bit skeptical, but he did have pretty good reason to.

"Yeah, I think that she should also stay at the Tower with us for a while. We wouldn't want her to be hunted down by Rick and she is also injured." Raven tried her best to hide an oncoming blush. "She could stay in my room so that she won't bother any of you. We are friends now, so… what do you say?"

"Hmm… okay. I trust your judgment. Now, we need to discuss the details of how we are going to do this mission." Robin picked up his file and walked in front of the huge screen. It lit up and Robin began what would be a long discussion with few interruptions. Actually, BB fell asleep and Raven was busy trying not to make any noises as Jinx had moved behind her, breath ghosting over Raven's skin while her hands played with the hem of Raven's shirt. It was a long discussion indeed.

Meanwhile…

Love was lying down in a field of flowers and staring up at the sky. "Love is painful… I am painful." She randomly said out loud.

What is it that makes the human heart so? Pain and sadness can lead to love and happiness, but not always. Is that all that this world is? …emotions and fulfilling desires? She closes her eyes.

I can feel in my dreams. There are loving arms holding me, but I can't really feel them can I? The face is dark and I dare not look closer. I always lose when I try to see the real person. Warm breath and the feeling of safety… that is what I long for. Maybe this is what Raven found in Jinx. I guess that everyone will find a way to cope with loneliness. One day, I'll get out of here and find my own. Someone I can call my lover… someone who will be there for me. We can comfort each other. Life is a mystery in a way. But whatever.

Love got up and walked away from the tranquil scene. She was on a mission now, and she would need to prepare.

Okay, so that's the end of the 10th chapter. The ending is a little different. Sorry for the delay, but life is coming at me fast, and I have had no time to finish this. Hahaha… I hope that this was okay. I am sorry, but I the next update might take me awhile. Maybe 2 weeks? Check my profile if you want to see a more accurate approximation later. :) As always, read and review please! … maybe it will help me get the next one up faster.