A/N: Okay... I hope you enjoy i know that you were all confused about Kelly so this definitely clarrifies and makes it a bit more confusing...

Gillian looked at him as if he had just grown a third eye. "What? No… this… this is Gillian." She whispered, backing away.

He threw his hands to hive and coughed in pain. Gillian laid her hand on his leg but he flinched away, "No… no! Where is Kelly?" He asked her, his eyes still hidden.

"Cal, what are you talking about?" She asked him.

"Why would you kiss me?" He almost yelled at her.

Gillian looked at him, she could feel a tear rolling down her face, "I… I… who is Kelly?" She asked him.

"Get her!" He insisted.

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"Yes, but has there been anyone visiting him named Kelly?" Foster asked the doctor, becoming even more frustrated and confused.

"Um, yes, she has come right after you all leave." The doctor said putting some papers away and finding more.

"When was she here last? How long does she stay?" Foster asked him.

"Well, she was last in the room about ten minutes ago, but she has been at the hospital all day every day with Dr. Lightman for the past three months. She leaves as you come in, and she comes back as you leave. She just sits next to him and cries usually. She holds his hand… you know… stuff like that. " The doctor said.

"Is she here now?" Foster asked him, walking beside him.

"Um, yes, she should be in the waiting room. She has long black hair; I think she is wearing a pink blouse today?" He guessed.

Gillian parted from the doctor and found the waiting room. She looked around and found the woman he described. She took a deep breath, wiped her face, and walked up to the woman. "Hello," Smile. "Are you Kelly?" She asked.

"Um, yes, yes I am. And who might you be?" She asked.

"I am Dr. Gillian Foster. I don't work here… I have been coming here to see Cal. How do you know him?" Gillian asked.

"Oh, um, why?" She asked.

"He is asking for you." Gillian whispered.

"He's awake? Oh my gosh!" Kelly said, running past Gillian and into the room Cal was in. Gillian followed her and watched her hug Cal. Cal took his hands from his face to hug her back and kiss her on the lips. Gillian took a step forward and watched.

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Cal looked at her with the biggest smile on his face; he pulled her in for another hug and kissed her again. Kelly laid her hands on his bandaged chest and sighed, "I was worried about you." She was now rolling her fingers on his chest.

"Ow that hurts… why does that hurt?" He asked her.

"Um, maybe because you just woke up from a coma that you went into after almost being beaten to death…?" Kelly asked him.

"What?" He asked her. He finally looked around and saw the doctors, Kelly with a big smile, and Foster at the doorway. He couldn't only see her silhouette, but he could tell it was her.

"Cal, stop joking." Kelly said, getting worried.

"Why am I in a hospital, Kelly?" He asked beginning to freak out. He tried to sit up but fell back in pain.

"Please sir," A doctor said pushing him down. He turned to another doctor and asked, "Memory loss?"

The doctor shrugged and walked up to Cal. "Why are you here sir?"

"I was about to ask you the same damn thing!" He said trying to rip the wires from his body. He once again but fell back, "AH! What the hell?" He asked looking at his chest, "What happened to me?"

"Cal! Stop it…" Kelly insisted, trying to smile.

"Stop what?" He asked her.

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"Well… what I think is that, Cal can remember the good things. Like: He knows you, and he knows that you are his girlfriend. He can remember good things, but I think that his mind is blocking off the bad things. His mind won't let him remember what happened to him, he won't let himself remember… does that make sense?" The doctor said to Kelly and Gillian.

"You are his girlfriend? Why didn't he tell anyone?" Gillian asked Kelly.

"Yes I am, and he didn't want to. He said he wanted to keep it hidden for a while. He was going to tell you the day that he was taken... and I don't quite understand." She said to the doctor.

"OK… so he knows that you are his girlfriend. That is a good thing right?" The doctor said.

"Yes." She said with a smile.

"And he knows you, Gillian. Good thing?" He asked.

"Yes." Gillian said with a smile.

"But, he doesn't remember being taken… or being beat. His mind won't let him remember. It is blocking off bad things…" The doctor said.

"Oh I get it now." Kelly said. "What do we do?" She asked him.

"Therapy… with someone he is close to, and someone who knows how." He said. Gillian's eyes widened.

"I…" She whispered.

"No, you are not doing it." Kelly snapped.

"I am close to him and I am a therapist!" Gillian insisted.

"That great for you, but I don't want you to do it!" Kelly said to her.

"It isn't your choice… and if you really loved him you would know that he needs this!" Gillian said.

Kelly sighed and looked around, "Okay…"

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Emily slowly walked into the room; she knew that if he didn't remember her then that would mean she was a bad thing. She did not want that. "Dad?" She asked sitting next to him.

"Emily!" He said sitting up and hugging her. He fell back down as he felt the pain run through his body.

Emily sighed with relief and smiled. "What do you remember?"

"People… Foster, Ben, Torres, you, Kelly…" He said. "Some guy named Jack, I don't know who he is though." He whispered.

"What about mom and Loker?"

"Who are they?" He asked.

Emily giggled, "Well… Loker, Eli Loker, is your intern person, he was a jerk while you were gone, I'm happy you don't remember him. And mom is well… mom… How can you remember me, but not the person who helped make me?" She asked with a smile.

"I am married?" He asked her, "Yet I am going out with Kelly?"

"No, you and mom divorced. Her name is Zoe…" Emily whispered.

"Oh…"

"I would tell you how scared I was, but you wouldn't understand why…" She said to him, "I love you dad…"

"I love you too, Emily." He said to her, pulling her down and kissing her forehead. She stood up and started to walk away, "Oi! Send Foster in here, would you?" He asked her.

"Of course." Emily said with a big smile. She remembered the kiss. She wanted them to be together, she wanted to call Gillian mom. She shook those crazy thoughts from her head as she walked into the waiting room. "He wants you…" She said pointing to Foster.

She began to shake her head, "Are you…"

"He is sure…" She said.

Foster stood up and walked into his room. She sat down on the edge of the bed. "Hey… I am really sorry about earlier-"

"What the hell happened to your neck?" He asked her, laying his hand on her leg.

"You don't remember?" She asked him. She was totally surprised. "Oh, yeah…"

He looked at her with a weak smile, "What happened?"

"You did this to me Cal." She said to him.

"No I didn't…" He reassured her.

"Yes you did. Jack got you drunk and put you in a room with me and you blamed me for your pain and you tried to kill me. You almost choked me to death." She spat out. She was happy to have it over with, but she wasn't happy with the expression on his face.

He looked at her with sad eyes. He lifted his good arm to her neck and he lightly touched it and brought his finger down it, "So Jack was my captor? I… I did this to you?" He asked her, wanting to hurt himself even more.

"You didn't know Cal…" She said taking his hand into hers.

He pulled his hand away and looked at her. "I… I can't look at you…" Her face dropped, "I can't… not knowing… I can't look at you… knowing that I did that to you…" He said. She brought her face to look at him.

"I forgive you Cal."

"Don't…" He said to her.

"I think that's my choice." She said touching his cheek. "Look at you… what did I miss?" She asked him.

"I am not really sure… " He looked at her with a look of distress. He was trying to remember.

"Cal… I begged them… to not hurt you…" She said to him. She wanted him to know she tried. Even though he didn't know anything, she wanted him to know that.

"Why? I tried to take your life… I looked at all the good in your life… all the happiness and tried to take it away. I tried to choke you to death and now the bruises are there to prove that it wasn't just a made up memory. I made those bruises Gillian! With my own hands. I drew those marks on your neck. I wrapped my hands around you… and I squeezed! The one time I could get my hands around you… I tried to kill you. You should hate me right now." He said to her.

She sighed and looked at him leaning over; she kissed him on the cheek. She then turned and walked away. She was greeted by Ben who looked at her with curiosity. "He can't forgive himself…" Foster whispered.

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"That was a lovely little speech." Kelly said walking up to him, "The one time you could get your hands around her? A little far, I think." She sat next to him held his hand. "How can you not remember?" She asked him.

"I'm sure I will after time…" He whispered, holding onto her hand as if he would die if he let go.

"Gillian wants to be your therapist, to help you remember…" She told him.

"I can't… how can she forgive me? I tried to kill her, Kelly!" He said to her.

"Cal, you can, she was right, she is the only therapist that is close to you… you need it…"

"I can't look at those bruises though." He said. "Will you be there?"

"Of course I will, I will be right next to you." She said, kissing his hand.

"Okay… I will do it but I am leaving the second it becomes too much…" He said to her. "When do I get out of this hell hole?" He asked with a laugh.

"Soon I hope…" She whispered. "You are going to need physical therapy as well, Cal. The bones in your leg were shattered to pieces…" She said to him with sympathetic eyes.

"Right." He whispered looking down at his leg. It was wrapped in a cast but it was painful even for Cal to move his toes.

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"Dr. Foster, may I have a word with you?" A doctor asked walking into the waiting room.

"Um, yes, of course." She said, flattening out her dress and walking to him. "What's up?"

"I have been told by the police that Dr. Lightman's daughter, Emily, is nowhere to be found." He told her.

"What? Why are you telling me this? Tell Cal!" She said.

The doctor held her back and shook his head. "Stress could cause him great pain, and there is nothing he can do." The doctor said.

"So, his daughter is missing and you don't want me to tell him?" She asked the doctor.

"Yes ma'am." He said to her, keeping his voice low.

.:.

"It's official… she has been kidnapped." Reynolds told Gillian.

A/N: HOLY! Didnt expect that now did you? Hehehe... and ... you totally read my mind! So kudos to you lol... please leave reviews! They keep me going! And i am loosing readers! OH NO!