He sat silently staring at her which was putting her on edge, however she'd convinced herself that it was better than being shouted at or having to explain her actions.

"No..." He began to speak with a tone she'd never heard him use before.

"I'm so sorry that I kept it from you."

"No listen Sandra, as much as I'd love her to be mine, she can't be." Sandra looked up at him oddly. "After Rufus and Hermoine were born I had a vasectomy. She can't be mine."

"But..." Sandra started but then stopped, she had been convinced that he was her father and still was. The dates had worked out perfectly and it wasn't like she'd just gone sleeping around. "They can go wrong."

"I can do a DNA test if you want but I'm 99% sure she's not mine, of course if I'm wrong I'll pay maintenance and ask to see her occasionally."

"Okay, we don't need money but I don't want to keep Liv from her dad any more."

"I would suggest you go and speak to whoever else is possibly the father before we do this DNA test. You know where I am if you need me and you have my number." Sandra stood up to leave but she was kind of running on auto pilot now, when she'd arrived she'd thought by now this would all be over now though she realised that this was only the beginning.

She drove back to the hotel as it was past her daughters bed time now and she wasn't willing to disturb their routine any more than coming to the UK in the first place had. She didn't even make it to the room and instead chose to sit at the hotels bar, her phone was turned off to make a point to Gerry so without even her phone she was beginning to feel lonely sat drinking on her own.

When she'd arrived in the UK she'd wanted no one to find out she was their let alone that she had a daughter, now though the person that she'd always thought to be Olivia's dad probably wasn't and the other possibility made her feel sick. She had once loved him and still did slightly but deep down, it had taken a lot of suppressing it to get it that way. They'd been together a year but secretly which had involved a hell of a lot of sneaking around, it was never going to last between them, it never could and the inevitable happened and it left them barely civil to each other, although at work they pretended everything was okay. The thought of having to tell him he possibly had a daughter with her let alone actually talk to him properly and calmly again wasn't a nice one. This was how she found herself back to square one decision wise but also feelings wise.

A/N This isn't strictly story related but for a while our ships have been really divided and the divide is becoming bigger. I'm TeamSherry but I have a good friend who's Sandland because at the end of the day it's a programme. Twitter is becoming a nightmare in this fandom because it all seems to be hating on each other and to be honest it's not helping anyone. We are a small fanbase as it is so what we really need is to be pulling together, not further apart.

Rant over.

Beth xx