I had to bake three cakes today for my grandma. & i'm tired. I'm gonna do my best on this,so if it's not perfect, blame the cakes!
Disclaimer; I don't own shitt. Except Michael. :)
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BPOV;
"OMG IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL!" Alice squeled when we pulled up to the beach.
We all jumped out,and ran to the sand. I just fell. On purpose. I wanted to feel the warmth in my skin. I wanna feel the sun on my back. I looked up,and it was actually really sunny. Alice picked a perfect day. I saw a shadow come over me,and Edward fell down too.
"Feels nice,doesn't it?" he asked looking up at the sky to.
"Yeah,it really, really does." i said cooly.
"You miss phoenix don't you?" he asked,putting his arm under my neck.
"more than anything. " I said. i could feel the tears behind my eyes. I didin't miss it more than my mom. or michael.
"You miss michael to?" he asked. sounding more like a statement then a question.
"yes. alot." i said closeing my eyes. I felt a cool wind,and my eyes went dark.I opened my eyes,and Edward had his head propped up on his hand,looking at my face.
"You'll always have me Bells. Your bestfriend I will never leave you. I promise." he said. He didn't need confidence for anything. He knew he had me. He knew he didn't have to dazzle me. But,i'll dazzle him.I reached up,and put my fingers in his hair,and pulled him down to meet my lips.
We heard coughing and gagging behind us,and the others had there hands on there hips waiting.
"Are we gonnahave to split up into couples and have this some 'romantic getaway' instead of a hangout day?" Alice put her bottom lip out and pouted.
"that's not a bad idea,is it rosie?" she purred in her ear.
"yeah,Alice. i mean,you and i could use it." Jasper said,putting his arm around her waist.
"fine. meet herre tonight?" she asked,pouting a little.
"Defintly. See you guys!" i said,grabbing Edward and walking to the bottom of the beach.
"Soo,we're a couple now,huh?" he asked smirking.
"Nope. But we could use some bestfriend time,right?" i said smirking back. his face fell a bit,so i grabbed his hand,and pulled him close to me."edward. what i said lastnight,was true. i am proud of you. your doing so good. Now we just need to find you a real good girlfriend." i said smiling. It hurt. to think of him with another girl. I never really come to terms with myself,because i don't know if i really have feelings for Edward. I mean,he's different. Big time. We had sex. But hell,i had sex before. It just felt so different with Edward.
"Yeah,Bells. I already have my eye on this girl at school? He said,putting his face down,with blush on his perfect cheeks.
I felt rage run through me. I hope it's not that Tanya bitch. Ihope it's noone but me! ugh! BELLA WHAT ARE YOU SAYING? LET HIM BE HAPPY! "that's good edward!I'm so happy for you! im sure she'll be a lucky girl."
He smiled. "so,who is this girl?" i asked,forcing a smile.
"well,i can't really say. but i'm gonna show her to you,sometime next week." he said,looking out into the ocean.
"okay,that's cool." i said. i had to distract myself from this conversation,so i went to the water. I took off my shirt,and shorts,and slid my flipflops off. I steed in,and the rush of the coldness hit me. It felt so good,when i felt the water stingin through my body. I felt cold arms wrap around my waist,and turned to see Edward,in his swimming trunks. He looked like a god.
"are you cold,love?" he said,with his little grin showing up.
"Just a little," i said giggling.
He took my hand,and led me deeper into the water. When he turned around to look at something,i took my hand,and shoved some water onto the top part of him,that wasn't wet yet. He put his head down,and raised back up with his eyebrows raised.
"Your in for it little missy." he said,putting his hand back,and i ducked into the water.
I swam a little closer to him,untill i felt his legs,and i wrappedmyself around him. He fell backwarrds,and i couldn't find him again. I went up for air,and didn't see him. "edward?" i looked around but didn't see him anywhere. "Oh shit,EDWARD?" i was yelling by now. then i felt myself falling under,and i was met by a set of beautiful green eyes. I grabbed ahold of him,and he pushed me up. When we came up,i was wrapped around his waist.
"You scared the hell out of me!" i said,hugging him.
"Geeze,i was kidding Bells." he said in between gasps of air.
we got out,and dropped onto the sand.I fell ontop of him,and felt his heart beating against my face. It felt so good,i just could go to sleep. then he pushed me off gently,and turned on his side to face me.
"so what now?" he asked smiling into my eyes.
"tanning time!" i said,biting my lip. I totally forgot to put on sun screen,so i grabbed some out of my tote alice packed. I rubbed it on my legs,and arms and belly.
"Edward?" i asked. He was already laying down,with his eyes closed.
He opened them,"Yes bells?"
"could you put some sunscreen on my,uh, back?" i asked shyly.
He leaned up,and took the bottle. He patted the spot between his legs,and i moved in between them. He wrapped his legs around me,and started rubbing the lotion on my back. It felt like a massage,so when he stopped i groaned.
"what?" he chuckled.
"That felt good," i sighed. and started to get up. He pushed me back down,and gave into me. He started rubbing my rubbed little circles on my back,and i kept feeling sleepy. god,i gotta stay awake. if i fall asleep,he'll think i'm weird. soon enough,i felt darkness surrond my eyes.
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EPOV;
When i stopped rubbing the sunscreen on my loves back,she groaned. what was that for?
"What?" i laughed nervously.
"That felt good"She let out a cute little sigh. When she started to get up, i pulled her back down. I put the bottle down,and started massaging her shoulders. I heard her relax and i knew it was relieving some of her stress she's been having lately. I made little circles down her back,and felt her flinch a little.
"Bella,thank you for today." i said,into her ear.
A few seconds passed,and i felt her full weight against my stomach. She had fell asleep. god my love is beautiful. I laid her down on her back. I over looked her body to make sure she put sunscreen everywhere,cause it was getting hot. She was beautiful in her bathing suit. Her perfect curves.
"what's wring with bells?" jasper came up behind me and asked.
"She's tired. So i let her sleep." I said,putting up one of those umbrellas to protect her from the sun.
"Oh okay. Alice & I got the tents up. Meet us at seven for dinner." Jasper,said throwing a wave over his shoulder.
"K,man." i said. I layed another towel out beside her,and lay down with her. I watched the waves come in and out. 'edward'. damn,she must be awake.
"Yes bella?" I said,turning over to look at eyes were closed and she twitched a little. she was still sleeping. WOW. this girl is even more amazing when she's sleeping. She talks about me. maybe she does love me.
I looked up to see two guys running down the beach. One was Jacob Black,and the other was a guy who looked kinda like him,but less bulky.I looked around for Emmett,but i saw him rose up near the tents. Jacob and the other guy ran up to me and Bella.
"hey Edward,Hey Bel-" he stopped when he noticed she was asleep.
"hey." i said roughly back.
"whys' she asleep at the beach?" the toher guy asked.
"She's had a rough week. she needs a break." i said back,taking a glance at my bella. I looked back at the other guy. He was eyeing bella,sickly.
"Could you please stop stareing at her?" i asked,timdly.
" sorry." they both turned to look at me.
"Are you all staying here tonight? your whole family? well not bella obvisouly.." he said,smirking at the other guy.
"Yes,we're all staying here,and bella is part of our family now." i said,harsh. about to get up,and break both of their necks,but someone called their name,and they waved at me,took one glance at Bella,and ran back down the beach.
I heard a sitr beside me,and Bella started to open her eyes."Hey beautiful."
"H-yawn-ey." she said,and i laughed.
she raised up fast,and got a little dizzy. i chuckeled,"OMG! edward how long have i been out?"
"not long,don't worry. we're meeeting alice at dinner,in about a hour." i said looking at my cellphone.
She nodded her head,and layed back down,with her arms under her neck. Her ribs stuck out a little when she layed down like that,and it looked kinda sexy.
"Am i that hot?" she said,stareing at me giggling.
Caught in the act damn you edward."Yeah,you are more than that." i said,laying down beside her. I turned on my side,so i could see her completely.I brought my fingers to her stomach,and started rubbing circles down her belly,just to have a excuse to touch her beautiful laughed a little when i reached the line above her bathing suit bottom,
"what's so funny,beautiful?"
"It tickled." she said giggling. I kept rubbing in that same spot,and she burst out in laughter. I felt a big smile cross my face,seeing her smile reach her beautiful eyes.
"Ed--edwar--sto--it no-sotppp!" she said between laughs. I got on top of her,and held her arms down. She raised one eybrow,and put this sexy smirk on her face. I started to kiss her jawline,up past her beautiful eye.
"ahemmmm." we turned around to see Emmett & Rose standing there,holding back there moved out from underneath me,and i turned over.
"So,if your done now,it's dinner time children." rose said and walked away.
"Eddie,i'm so proud." emmett hit my back,and ran after Rose.
"Sorry,Bells. I don't know what came over me." i said,giving her a weak stood up,without saying anything,and her face was expresionless.
oh shit,i fucked this up already. she grabbed her stuff,and threw it in her tote. I got up,and rolled up the towels. now i have to figure out a way to makeit up to got her stuff,and started to walk away,when she turned around and said,"Oh Edward?"
please say im forgiven."Yes,bells?" isaid smiling weakly.
"We'll finish this later.." she gave me a sexy look,and started walkiing again.
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APOV: (ALICE)
"wow,did you just see that?"Rose asked emmett beside us.
"Yeah! GO EDDIE!" emmett chanted,and rose slapped him.
Sure enough,Edward was on top of Bella,tickling her,and kissing her.
"go tell them it's dinner time! emmett!" i said,keeping my eyes on Bella & edward. Their so cute,and they belong together. They don't knowanyth-
"It's sad really,Alice." jasper said,looking at them too.
"what's sad,babe" i asked turning towards him.
"Edward doesn't know Bella likes him, & Bella doesn't know edward likes her. When they like each other." He said,chuckling.
"They'll figure it out soon enough. " i said,with a smile creeping on my face.
Edward & Bella made there way up the little restraunt we found a little ways down the beach,and i stood up,and took Jaspers hand. we walked to the side,and met the others at the top.
"This isn't to shabby for a beach" Edward said,checking out the inside.
"No,Me & Jasper have been here before. The food's pretty good." i said. Then the hostess came out,and took us to a back all set in a circle. I watched Edward take out Bellas seat for her,and her blush,when i took mine. The waiter took out orders,and it was completely silent. rose & emmett stareing at each other,Jasper stareing at me,trying to figure out what i'm thinking,bella looking at the menu,and edward stareing at her with yearning eyes.
"So Bella,how has your day been here so far?" I asked her.
"It was pretty good. Except for the fact i slept most of it." she said,looking at edward.
"she needed it." he said,not taking his eyes off here. I shook my head and jasper snickered.
The waiter came back with our food. We all ate,and Emmett kept stealing food off Roses plate,when she wasn't looking. We finished and headed back to the beach.
"It's getting late. The tents are on the west end of the beach,and i'm feeling kinda groggy. so i'm going to bed. " i looked at jasper with longing eyes. He just nodded his head.
"I'm going to build a fire. Whoever wants to join can." emmett said.
"Not a bad idea. I'm gonna freshen up,and i'll be down there." i said,looking at Bella.
"Me too." smiled Bella.
WE left the others,and walked towards the tents to get our bags.
"Bella? I saw you and edward," i said smiling at her.
"Oh really?" she rolled her eyes.
"When are you guys gonna admit how you feel?" i asked.
she stopped. "alice it's not that simple. I miss michael. I miss my mom. phoenix. i have alot of things wrong with me and my life. i don't wanna bring edward into it." she said sadly.
i turned her around,and hugged her."edward loves you. he would put up with anything,just to hold you." i said,looking her in the eyes. i could sence the tears behind her eyes.
"what if-.. he's not ready? What if i havent completely changed him yet? what if he cheats on me?" she asked,dropping her head.
"Bella,of all people to know,it's me. Edward has changed 100%. trust me. it's your descion. but please make the right one." i hugged her,and we made a run to the bathroom. When i come back out,Bella had a beautiful white sundress on,and no shoes. With a shabby ponytail.
"Your taking after me Bella." I smiled.
She looked down,and said "i guess so."
We started walking towards the fire,and i sat down besside Jasper. Bella,whispered something in Edwards ear,and i thought he would pass out any second. Bella looked over to me,and raised her eyebrow and smiled. i shook my head. I guess she's gonna take my advice.
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EPOV:
Alice was acting funny, so i'm sure she was saying stuff to Bella. Oh great. I looked back at the bathrooms where they just went in,then i saw Bella come out. She had on this beautiful white dress,and her hair was messy. She looked like a angel walking down the beach. I wanted to pick herup,and never let go.
"Hey gorgeous",she whispered in my ear. I could feel the ground become a little spinny,and i thought i'd faint. i just smiled back at her.
We all roasted marshmellows for awhile,then Rose & emmett left to go to 'sleep.' Yeah,when did they ever sleep? I looked at Bella and noticed she was a little groggy.
"Bells,you wanna go to the tent?" i whispered to her. she nodded lightly,and i knew she would fall asleep soon.
I gave a look and nod to alice & Jasper,and picked up Bella,and carrired her to the tent. The tent was almost better than the beach. alice must've really fixed this up. It looked like a honey moon suite. there was a mattress,big enough for the both of us. there were candles surronding it,and there was even sand in here. A cooler with drinks and snacks.
"alice went over board!" bella said,setting up. i smiled at her.
"Yeah,but it looks nice,right?" i said,looking around.
"Not as nice as you do." did i just hear her say that? i turned around,and sure enough she was smiling at started to bite her lip,when i climbed on top of her. I started where i was last time. I kissed up her jawline,and left a trail of kissed along her foreheard. I kissed down her neck,to her collarboan.
"mmmmm." she moaned.
I slide the dress off her,and threw it still had the bathing suit on,but she looked good in anything.i started to massage her breats,and she kept moaning. i reached up to kiss her soft lips,and i swept my tounge across her bottom lip,begging for let me in,and i felt her little soft tounge explore my mouth. She moaned in my mouth a little,and i broke away for air.
i was about to take her top off,when we heard foot steps outside. "Hey,bella?" Jasper called from outsit.
"Uh,Yeah JAzz" she replyed back.
"Jacob asked me to come and get you,so he could talk to you for a few," he said,with a hushed tone.
"Oh. ok. be right out." she said,and she got up,and threw the dress on.
"Are you sure you should go out there this late?" i asked worrired.
"Yeah,i'll be fine." she gave me a reassuring look.
"do you want me to go with you,bella?" i asked,starting to get up.
"No,no. i'll be fine." she said pushing me back down,and giving me a soft kiss on the cheek.
I watched her leave,and couldn't help but to quickly follow. i stayed a good distanct behind her. I saw Jacob coming up the beach alone,and i hid behind the guard shaft. I saw them talking and nothing more. Then i heard bella yell "IS HE OK?" oh no,who? i hope nothing has happened to charlie,she doesn't need anymore stress.I saw there conversation end,andher trail back to the tent. I ran back,to make sure i beat her there,and layed back on the mattress. She started to unzip the tent,and came in with a frantic look.
"are you kay bella? come here." i opened my arms and placed her on my lap.
"I'm good. Jacob said my dad tryed calling my cellphone but didn't get thru,cause i don't have service here. " she said sniffling.
"but what's wrong?" i asked starting to get worrired.
"my dad has to talk to me. he's fine. but he won't tell me,untill i come home tommorow." she said sniffling into my chest.
"Bella,love. Do you wanna go now? just me and you? and be back by morning?" i said. she looked up into my eyes like a young child,and nodded her head.I wanted to kiss all her tears away when i picked her up,and took her to the car.
The car ride there was shattering. Bella had tears running down her face,and i wanted to pull over, and hold her. "Maybe, nothing bad is wrong,Bella." I said,putting my hand on her knee.
"I don't know edward. I've lost so many people,maybe i'm overthinking it, but i'm just nervous of what he's gonna say." she said,wiping her face with her sleeve. It got quiet after that,and i noticed Bella was asleep. I slid the jacket off my shoulders,and wrapped it around her.
We pulled up to her house,and all the lights were on and,there was three police cars in her drive way. This can't be good then. I Unbuckled Bella,and threw my jacket in the back. I shook her gently,"bella,'re here." i whispered in her ear,and she stirred. She shot me a weak smile,and jumped out of the car. She was to the door,before i evern got out.
"Charlie!CHARLIE!" she said yelling opening the door. I came in behind her,and there was a few people sitting on the couch.
"Bells, it's okay. Nothing was-is wrong." Charlie said,coming and pulling her in a hug. He shot me a smile,and i nodded my head to him.
"Come sit down,we need to talk." He said,pulling her to the couch. "You know the email you got from Phil?" he asked. Wait,Phil.. Who's phil? Boyfriend? ex? she never told me about this..
She nodded her head at him."Well,he came here." he said.
she stood up,"WHAT?" "just sit down Bells. It's all good." she sat back down.
"That freak! i knew he would find out where i am!" bella said,putting her head into her hands.
"Well,he won't cause you any harm ever again. I came in,and he was in your room. & let's just say he's in jail now." charlie,said patting her back. She lifted her head,and there was a small smile on it,with a few tears glistening down. I went and sat down beside her,and pulled her into my chest. "i love you Bella,everything is going to be okay." i whispered to her.
"ahem." charlie coughed getting our attnetion. "Thank you Edward for bringing you guys going back to the beach now?" he asked me.
"No problem sir. I think we'll just stay here.I'll text alice and let her know what happened." i said smiling at Charlie. Bella got up,and grabbed my hand and we made our way to her bedroom.
"I'm sorry i ruined the beach trip,edward." she said,falling down on her bed. I layed down next to her,"Bella,you were the only reason i went." I took some of her hair in my hands,and it felt so smooth. I could smell the fressias off her neck.
"Come on,let's get into some night clothes." i said,lifting her off the bed.
"edward,it's already 9 in the morning." she said,looking at the clock.
"So? we both need sleep. let's sleep all day,then when we get up,we'll go eat somewhere nice." i said smiling at her. She started to bite her lip,then jump off the bed,and go to her closet.
"I have nothing you could wear,i gave you the last clothing i had that you would fit," she said,throwing clothes around in her closet.
"that's okay. i can sleep in my pants." i said,getting up and taking my shirt off.
"Don't be silly. sleep in your boxers." she said smirking. I turned around to catch her in nothing but her Bra & Panty.
"it's not niceto stare,edddiee." she smirked at me,and got into the bed.I pulled my pants off,and climbed in beside her,and pulled the covers up over turned on her side,and i molded myself up against her. The small little frame felt perfect with mine. She started to move her ass up against my groin,and i could feel myself harden.
"Bella.... that's not nice.." i said,smiling.
she giggled,and soon stopped. I could hear her stir a little,and knew she was asleep. I wander who Phil is? He must be someone dangerous. She never told me about him though. I know we haven't shared all of our secrets,but i wanna know everything. I guess i'll just wait and ask her later.
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APOV:
I woke up to hear my phone vibrating. I reached over Jasper for my purse,and flipped it open.
Alice, Something came up at Bellas. Everything is good now, but we're going to stay here. Want to go out to eat later tonight? -E.
If i get to pick out bells outfit,i thought. i giggled. Bella is so beautiful,she's like my own little barbie.
Sure Edward. We'll pick you both up later. See you soon,-Alice.
I closed the phone,and threw it back in my purse.
"mmmm,honey why you up so early?" jasper asked stretching across me.
"It's not early. It's 10:00." i said,smiling into his chest." oh,Bella & edward went home. Something came up i guess. We're going to meet them later for dinner,okay?"
"sure honey." he said,swiftly falling back to sleep.
I heard emmett outside,packing everything up. So i threw on some cute shorts,and a tank top,and went to help him. We put the tents,and covers back up.
"HEY! why didn't my tent have candles in it?" he said,looking into Edwards tent.
I gave him a 'you know why' look,and rolled my eyes.
We all ate breakfast at the little beach diner,and met back at the car.
"i wander what happened at Bellas?" emmett asked.
"i don't know. I'm going to go over there,when we get home though. i'm kinda worrired" i said,glanceing back into the rearview mirror.
"Poor Bella. She's had so much stuff happen to her. I don't see how she can handle it." rose said,shakeing her head.
"Me neither. I really like her,you guys. She's like a sister to me." jsper said,smiling out the window.
"I do too. She's so fun!" emmett said,showing all his teeth.
"she is a pretty good cheerleader." rose admitted. I know she trys to get along with her. I just don't know what the full problem is.
"Yeah,she's a pretty good bestfriend." i said smiling,when we pulled into the out,and grabbed the stuff in the back.
"I'm going to go check on them,i'll be back in a few" i said,giving Jasper a light kiss.
I walked across the street,and saw Charlie still at home.I knocked on the door,
"Hey Alice." charlie said,letting me in. he went into the kitchen,and was making breakfast.
"charlie.. do u need help with that?" i asked him smirking.
"Oh god! not you too! i can make it on my own," he said smiling."kids are upstairs."
I walked to the staircase,and stopped and listened. Nothing. Silence filled the whole upstairs.
I knocked on the door,but no answer. I opened to a peak,and i saw them in bed. A smile crossed my face. I walked over to them,and saw there was no room at all between there bodys.
'i knew they would get together soon enough.' i muttered walking to her closet. I picked out a outfit for her for the dinner tonight. & left a quick note before leaveing.
I closed the door,and walked back down stairs.
"in a rush alice?" charlie asked from the kitchen.
"No,their sleeping,and i don't wanna disturb them." i said,with a sleek smile.
"See you later then." he said,waving over his shoulder.
I walked back across the street,where Esme was waiting on the porch.I gave her a hug and kiss," how was the beach trip Alice?" she asked.
"It went better than i expected it too. It was realy fun though." i said,sitting on the swing.
"where is Edward?" esme asked coming beside me.
"At Bellas. They slept over the 're going out to dinner tonight,i'm so excited!" i said,jumping up and down on the swing.
"I hope they get together soon." esme said,with a sad look.
"Me too." i said,knowing they will.
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?POV: (SOMEONE FROM THE PAST,YOULL SEE SOON WHO IT IS)
All i could think about on the bus ride to Forks, was Bella. I missed her so much. Her beautiful brown wavy hair,down her back. Her big beautiful eyes. I never knew how much i missed Bella until i left. Like something stupid.
"Forks,Washington, gets off at the next exit;" the bus driver said over the intercom.
I stood up,and made my way off the bus. I looked around,to see Forks highschool. I grabbed the piece of paper with Bellas address on it,from my messenger bag.I saw a taxi coming by,and i stuck my hand out for him to stop. I climbed inside,and gave him the piece of but five miutes later,i saw Bellas house coming into view. "don't pull into the driveway. let me off right here at the woods." i threw him a five dollar bill,and jumped out.
I wanted to surprise her,so i didn't want her to see me pull up. I walked to the side of her house,and saw her window at the second story. I grabbed ahold of the limbs,and pushed myself up. Her window was down,so i edged it up a little. I saw inside her beautiful body laying on the bed. her creamy soft skin,and her beautiful face. I took in her room,it was nothing like her. Maybe she changed. I started to put one leg inside the window,but i saw her doorknob turn. I ducked back,so he/she couldn't see me. I peeked back around,and it was a guy walking to her bed,in boxers. He laid down beside her and wrapped his arm around her waist. SHe leaned in closer to him,and smiled in her sleep.
this is fucking stupid. she's supposed to be mine. MY BELLA! noone elses! i came all the way here to show her i love her,and this is how she repays me?
i climbed back down the tree,and started to walk down the road to a hotel. I looked back,and said "this isn't over. if i cant have you, noone will."