A/N-Sorry about the lack of posts guys. And the lack of Author notes….and everything else I'm lacking. Anyway Read and Review!
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Song is Thunder by Boys Like Girls
I wake up the next morning to find my face buried in brown hair. I slowly sat up smiling. My smile faded as soon as I saw our current condition. We. Were. Naked.
"Ash. Ash." I whispered shaking her. "Wake up." I got a grunt in response. Figures. "Alright if you don't get up you don't get any Lucky Charms." Her head shot up. That worked well.
"Okay, okay I'm up." She turned to look at me and her eyes went wide and she smiled.
"What?"
"You're naked." Shit I forgot! I quickly grabbed the blanket and covered myself with it while she smirked to herself.
"Ash…..about that. We need to talk."
"Umm ok."
"We've been going out for what, 3 days? And we already had sex! I think this might be moving a little too fast."
"What are you saying?"
I sighed. What am I saying? I want to be with her but, I think we are moving way too fast. I knew I had a decision to make.
"I think we became intimate way too fast."
"Still not getting the point here Spencer."
"The point is I can't be with you if we're going to have sex right now! Last night was a mistake and I just don't think I'm ready to give myself to you like that right now."
"Spencer…." She said sitting down and taking my hand. "If you're not ready I can wait. I can wait as long as you want."
"Really? You'd do that?"
"Of course I would." I smiled. Maybe this would work out after all.
We only had two days left of break and I've spent the entire time with Spencer. So of course her parents wanted family time. So while Spencer was with her parents I had to find some way of entertaining myself. I decided to call Aiden.
"Hello?"
"Hey Aiden, what's up?"
"Nothing just hanging out with Kyla. Want to come over?"
"Not really…..I'll just talk to you later."
"Okay. See ya later Ash."
Well that sucked. Now what? Guitar Hero!!!!
So after about an hour of kicking ass on Guitar Hero I got kind of bored. Again. Today has kind of sucked. No Spencer, Kyla, or Aiden…..and there's no way in hell I would ever hang out with Madison. I guess I'll go write a song.
I sat on my bed for 2 hours with my guitar in my lap trying to think. Finally I just gave up and turned on the radio. Cartel's Say Anything (Else) Came on and soon I fell asleep.
3 Months Later
Spencer and I have been together for nearly 3 months and tonight is our anniversary. And…..I'm going to finally tell her I love her. Things have been……weird. Everyone at school knows about us and so do her brothers. But she still won't come out to her parents. It was hard for me to come out too. Actually I didn't exactly tell my mom. She caught me in the act but my dad took it just fine. He didn't treat me any differently. My mom still resents me for it though. I miss my dad.
"Hey Spence" I say walking up to her and taking her hand, interlocking her fingers with mine.
"Hey. So what are we doing tonight?"
"Tonight? What's tonight?" I know what tonight is but I just want to mess with her a bit.
"Ashley! How could you forget!"
"I'm just joking Spence I know tonight is our 3 month anniversary."
"You better" she said with a playful smile kissing me softly.
"Come on. Let's get to class" I say pulling her along.
I'm at home…..and I'm so bored. I guess I could just get ready for Spencer tonight. I even wrote her a song. It took me a week but I finally got it. I'm going to play it for her tonight and see what she says.
I went to her house to pick her up and wow. She looked beautiful.
"Spencer…..you look amazingly beautiful."
"So do you Ash. We've got about 4 hours until my parents get home so let's go."
We've been driving in silence for about ten minutes when I hear her speak up.
"Ash where are we even going?"
"You'll see."
You and your surprises." Finally we got to our destination. I sound like a freakin GPS system. Anyway….we're at the beach.
"The beach?"
"Yep" I say leading her over to where are spot is set up.
"Ash…..you did all this."
"Eh, I had a little help."
"From who?"
"Aiden. Kyla, and Clay…..oh and did I mention Clay is the cool brother?"
"Ha no but it's true. Hey what's the guitar for?"
"What? Oh yeah! Here, sit down. I uh, I wrote something for you."
"You did?"
"Yeah……I did. Ok here goes.
Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried
I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain
Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder
"Ash that was great." She says looking me in the eye.
"Thanks. I um, kind of wanted to tell you something."
"What?"
"Well we've been going out for 3 months now and every time I'm with you it's……amazing. I've never felt this way about anyone before. I love you Spence."
A/N- Hey guys I know the song doesn't exactly make sense but I wanted to go with Speechless by the Veronicas but I didn't want to copy this other fanfic I read so I just went with this.