BPOV
" No Bells its Jacob" he says, I frown and ask" what are you doing here" " Charlie sent me" he replies "stop right there if you are here to tell me to let Edward go then I'll ask you to leave" I say this as I hold onto Edwards hand " look Bella you need to think clearly Edward wouldn't want you to go through so much of pain" he say with concern in his eyes ," since when do you know what he might or might not want" I laugh sarcastically and ask him glaring, he shakes his head and say" Bella all I'm trying to say is that the person lying there is not your husband any more it's just a body nothing more" he says this and I see red" just a body just a fucking body you say " I take his hand press it to were Edwards heart is beating and continue " you hear that till the time that beats that body will always be my husband you can leave now Jake" he nods and leaves.
I just sit there with tears in my eyes as I beg to all the power above to bring me back my husband and I feel his hand twitching in my hand " Edward baby can you hear me its Bella love please wake up baby common you hear me" I say this as I press the nurse button she comes rushing inside and I ask her to bring the doctor I tell him about hand twitching and he says " it's a very good news " and I get hopeful again.
Its been 2 months since the hand twitching thing and since then nothing he is still lying there its Wednesday and I'm waiting for my next meeting when I get a call from Esme " Bella Edward is awake he is awake come fast".
I rush to the hospital all the while smiling and crying and thanking god. Once I reach his room and I just stand there outside gathering myself , heart hammering in my chest the moment is finally here for which I had been waiting for 5 years I open the door and there he is smiling with his family, I call him" Edward " he turns towards me with question in his eyes and I just stand there staring at him as the rest of the family leaves to give us privacy as soon as I hear the door click I rush into his arms and fall apart he soothes me when I finally calm down I look up at him and say " Edward there are so many things I want say to you but at this moment all I can say is I'm sorry I so sorry " he tries to interrupt me but stop him " no please just let me get this out " he nods his head and I continue" what I did was wrong and horrible if you could just forgive me please please " I look down "hey hey look at me" Edward says while lifting my head and says" I have already forgiven Bella I know and understand " he looks in my eyes says " I'm not angry at you I never was " I just nod my head and he lets go of my face and leans back on the bed and asks me " so how is Jacob?" I look up at him not expecting that question and say "I.. we uh never got together " he asks " why I thought you loved him " I shake my head and say " no I didn't that's what I wanted to tell you that day I wanted to come clean about everything about the plan I made with Charlie and " I pause and say" I also wanted to tell you that I loved you i still love you 'I'll always will" he takes a deep breath and says " WOW didn't expect you to say that so uh its uh safe to say that you didn't sign those papers" I just shake my head and he says" ok look Bella I uh forgave you but uh I don't think that we can be together anymore I'm sorry but I just cant be with you anymore" I don't say anything for a while I knew that this might happen and I was in some way prepared for it but now that its actually happening I just sit there not knowing what to do I didn't even realise that I was crying until Edward said" Bella stop crying" his eyes worried not wanting to stress him out I say while wiping my tears "no no its ok I knew this might happen.. its ok " right then we are interrupted by Carlisle " hey Bella the doctor wants to speak to you about a few things " I just smile at him say " I'm coming " I look at Edward and say " you take rest now.. ok don't worry about anything " "Bella are sure you're fine?" he asks concerned I get up from the bed and say "yes I'm" he just nods . I step out of the room the doctor is already here we greet each other and he continues " Bella I spoke to your family already regarding this I hope you didn't say anything about tony to Edward " I shake my head and say " no I didn't" "good " he says and continues" look we don't want to overload him with any new information I'll suggest that you wait for some time before telling him about tony. Let him get use to his surroundings again and when you think he is ready tell him " " ok doctor I understand" I say with a smile and he goes in to check on Edward with Esme following him.
After a quick goodbye to Edward I go to Rosalie's pick up tony , once we reach home I put tony to sleep and prepare myself to do the most difficult thing
I call Jenks regarding Edward and mine divorce papers.