This Feeling (10/?)

"I don't know what the hell happened." frustrated with the pointless questions being asked when all he wanted to do was to find out if Cameron was okay.

The image of Cameron limp body as she lay on the kitchen floor ran through his mind over and over, everything after that seemed like a blur like it wasn't really happening.

The paramedics had arrived and now he was sitting in the waiting room being asked stupid questions like how long had she been laying there? Did he know anyone that would ever want to hurt her?

"Do we have to do this now?" Cuddy finally asked.

"I'm sorry sir, we just need as much information as possible, to find who did this to your wife" generally showing emotion in his voice.

Trying not to be effected my his mistake House informed him that anyone who knew Dr Cameron would not want any harm to be brought to her.

"What about an disgruntled ex or an unhappy patient?"

He could take it any more, all he wanted to do was to find out if Allison was going to be okay.

All he knew was that she had been rushed into theatre after it was found that she was bleeding internally, but he had no news as to her current condition.

He just needed to be near her to make sure that nothing could ever hurt her again, reassuring her that he would never leave her again.

It was all his fault, he thought to himself, if only he hadn't been trying to avoid an argument with her and went to Wilson for the whole day.

"Don't you think that if I knew what happened, I'll tell you " he stood up facing the man in front of him, the anger burning through his entire body as he yelled at the officer. "I came home saw my fiancée on the kitchen floor, that's all I know. Now leave me the hell…"

"HOUSE" Cuddy placed a firm grip on his arm. The arm he was just about to use to get the police officer out of his way. Realising what he was about to do, he took a deep breath and walked out of the room leaving Cuddy to apologise.

Wilson who had been waiting for House was sat in the chairs opposite the waiting room, stood as soon as he heard House coming out. Amelia was fast asleep in her car seat next to him.

House looked from the sympathetic eyes of his best friend to his sleeping daughter.

His little girl could grow up never knowing her mother never knowing how much her mother loved her.

She would grow up to hating him, he would be responsible for her mother death.

He couldn't loose her not now, she was his whole life. He needed to find out if she was going to be okay, he needed to see it for himself.

But nobody was giving him straight answers on her injuries. Walking straight past them down the hall and through the double doors. Wilson didn't even try to stop him, instead he sat back down and stroked the top of sleeping Amelia's head.

HCHCHCHCHCHCHCHCHCHCHC

Stood by reception House had finally tracked down the doctor who was dealing with Cameron case from what house could se of this doctor he either really good genes or he skip a few years of school to be able to become a doctor at such a young age.

"Just tell me what's wrong with her" he couldn't control the anger that seemed to be pouring out of him as he yelled at the younger doctor.

"Dr House please calm down. We are doing everything we can at the moment, it would be best if you waited down in the waiting room. we'll come down as soon as we know..." That just sealed House suspicions, this Doctor was straight out of med school, he didn't know what he was doing. He was reciting lines from the "dealing with the family" class's or the "Dealing with difficult patients" course. He probably hadn't dealt with any medical situation like this before and yet he was Cameron's doctor.

"It's best for all concern..." Cuddy wasn't there to stop him this time as his fist hit the left side of the arrogant doctor's face. Causing him fall slightly back against the wall as House walked away leaving the shocked doctor holding the side of his face.

The need to see Cameron, made the urgency to find her that much harder. Pushing himself through every available door, looking through widows only for the urgency to increase until he found himself punching a clenched fist into the wall he was leaning into.

He could see her sitting at home with Amelia fast asleep in her bassinet right next to her. Cameron's feet took up the entire chair with a bowl of ice cream in front of her watching e favourite movie.

"You know, I can see you watching," she didn't need to turn to see House sat at his piano peeking at the television

"I am not watching"

"Stop lying" she called his bluff "I knew you were a 'Sleepless in Seattle' fan." she sat up to find a guilty House sat with a glass in his hands.

"Just wait until Wilson hears about that"

"I was not nor have I ever watched Sleepless in Seattle. So don't go spreading rumours you can't prove. It would be your word against mine, and I will deny it"

"And who do you think he'll believe"

"I think he'll believe his bestest buddy in the whole wide world" he put on his best innocent childlike voice with puppy dogs eyes, as he got up and walked over to where she was sitting, pushing her legs over a bit to make room for him.

"After all the stunts you've pulled over the years. It's no wander he doesn't pull out a lie detector out every time the two of you have a conversation."

"I have no idea what you're talking about. Any way I thought you where watching this"

"na, I only put it on to annoy you, but now that I know that you actually like it I'll have to find something else" laughing, she sat up and kissed House lightly on his lips.

"Don't worry your secret's safe with me" she informed him dropping the remote onto his lap as she made her way towards the kitchen.

It had only been a few days ago and now it seemed like a life time ago, would it ever be the same again he thought and his fist hit the wall again. The pain that already enraged his hand only doubled but it wasn't the pain that was consuming House it was the thought of never seeing Cameron alive again.

Facing the wall House barely noticed the double doors opening at the top end of the corridor and the cluster of doctors and nurses emerging from the doors engrossed in their patient.

They where wheeling the unconscious patient thought to the recovery rooms after coming out of one of the operating theatre rooms.

It wouldn't have meat anything to House seeing a patient being carefully wheeled after an operation, but something about the way the patients hair fell around the bed caught his eye. He needed to get a better look. Walking towards them his suspicions were confirmed as one of the doctors who walked besides the bed walked up to him stopping him from getting any closer.

"Dr House I going to have to ask you to wait here while we take Dr Cameron down to recovery. She not in any immediate danger. But it is critical that we take her to recovery," they made their way around House only allowing him to get a glimpse of Cameron as she lay on the bed, she look as if she was only sleeping.

The doctor who House could only remember as Dr slime ball stayed and waited for the team of doctors and nurses to be out of ear shoot before continuing.

"as you know Dr Cameron suffered a sever head injury, which caused internal bleeding. We Have managed to stop he bleeding and we are all happy with how well the surgery went. As you also know we are going to have to wait until Dr Cameron is awake to find if there are any neurological damage such as short term memory loss….."

"I don't need a medical lesson"

"You will be able to see her in a few minutes," He left House stood there as he following the team through the down the hall.

TBC………..

A/N: So so so sorry for not updating sooner, I had computer trouble (again) then I went away for a few weeks.

I give you all permission to slap me.

anyway I hope you like this chapter please review.