Ugh, i feel like this chapter is complete crap, though i do plan to have the next chapter the complete story of how Roxas's mother died since i feel that should be explained more in depth...i just think it should. Please review, Authors live off of reviews whether good or critical. (don't be a hater.) Anyways i think that is all i have to say.
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Roxas (Diary) PoV
I'm happy. Well, actually that is an understatement. Axel is mine, and i am his...my only problem is my father. He hates me, and i hate him, and he beats me not even knowing i am gay. That is what scares me. That's why i didn't want to be with Axel. I'm scared my father will beat me to death if he finds out i am gay, but Axel knows now because i told him...and he hasn't treated me any different. Honestly, that makes me happy. I'm glad he isn't going to treat me any different...well except now he is acting like a child getting an ice cream cone, but that's cute. I think that is all right now...though now looking back through this old, ratty thing, i will need to get a new book soon...but that's all, will write more later.
Axel (1st) PoV
The next morning was the best since i first met Roxas. I saw my beautiful blonde walking with his two brothers, I still couldn't believe how much Ven and Roxy looked alike, but i could tell which one was my beautiful, blonde Angel. I ran over to them, grinning cheerfully. What? i can't help that Roxas saying yes has me happy and giddy, He's perfect even if he is a little temperamental. "Hey Roxy!" I called out and noticed him turning to look at me. he was scowling, but i saw his scowl falter and a small smile grace his face. My Roxy, my Roxy is starting to smile! I thought. And he is smiling at me! This has to be heaven, after all no human could look as beautiful as Roxas. I thought, just realizing that Roxas had walked the rest of the way.
"Hey Ax." Roxas said softly. I grinned, reaching down to kiss his cheek, making him blush and look away. "Good morning my beautiful angel." I told him gently. I swear he blushed a darker shade of red when i said that, but it just made my grin get bigger. after all, i was the only one who had been able to do that to him and god does that make me feel amazing. "How are ya Roxy?" I asked him, gently taking his hand into mine. I felt him lace our fingers before he looked up with a small smile.
"it's been fine, i told Ventus and Sora about our relationship." Roxas said softly, i was confused. "and?" I asked him glancing over at his brothers. "They are happy, they kept saying it was wrong of me not to act sooner." Roxas said, his smile getting a little bigger and i let out the breath i hadn't known i had been holding. For a moment, i thought his own brothers weren't going to accept the relationship, but i am so glad they do.
"Come on my angel, i am going to show you off as property of Axel." I told him with a cheerful grin. I felt shaking and i frowned, glancing down at him to see he was stifling his laughter. I couldn't believe it! My Roxas was laughing because i made him laugh! His laugh was so beautiful. it was music, the soft kind that could get one so moved and emotional.
"Alright Axel, lead the way." Roxas finally said after his laughter had subsided. I don't think i have smiled this much in a long time. I lead Roxas away from his brothers to find my friends and show him off.
Demyx (3rd) person
Demyx was with Zexion, Larxene, Luxford and Marluxia under the willow. Demyx glanced over at Zexion before he grinned and pulled the slate blue haired boy into his lap. "Morning Sexy Zexy" Demyx said with a soft purr in his tone, making Zexion blush and look away. "G-Good mo-morning Dem." Zexion stuttered. Demyx grinned, before he swooped down and kissed Zexion's cheek. "what are ya reading?" Demyx asked curiously.
"Just another book on domestic violence." Zexion murmured. "Man how long is that project? you've been reading those books since the triplets showed up." Larxene muttered, looking annoyed. "it is an all year project." Zexion murmured softly. Demyx smiled softly watching Zexion with soft, loving eyes. He was so glad that Zexion was his, and his alone.
"Roxas, so you finally did it." Zexion said, looking amused. Demyx looked confused before he glanced up and he grinned when he saw Axel and Roxas holding hands. "you guys are finally together!" Demyx said cheerfully. "Alright! I was getting tired of Axel's puppy eyes every time he saw you Roxy." Demyx said, making Axel look away with a blush and Roxas laugh.
"Yeah, i finally got my angel to say yes!' Axel said happily, grinning down at Roxas while Roxas looked away embarrassed now. Demyx watched with soft, gentle eyes. he was glad to see his friends finally together.
"Roxas, may i talk to you alone?" Zexion said at last standing up. Demyx looked confused before Zexion smiled gently and kissed his boyfriend's cheek.
Roxas nodded and left with Zexion silently. Demyx watched his boyfriend and Roxas with a grin. "well you have your little hot-tempered angel, and i have my brilliant evil scientist." Demyx said cheerfully. Axel rolled his eyes. "pretty much." Axel said, looking amused as Demyx smiled happily.
Axel (1st) Person
The bell rang before i got to see my Roxy again, but that was fine since he sat next to me in first period. NYA! I can't wait to see my Roxy again. He is my light in this hell hole of a world, even if my light has some flaws and damage. I saw my blonde already in the class and I grinned at him. "Hello my beautiful blonde angel." I tell him, making him blush and smile. "Hey Ax." Roxas replied back and i rolled my eyes.
"Now Roxy, i am going to have to teach you flirting with your boyfriend techniques." I told him, making him roll his eyes. I laughed and threw my arms around him. kissing his cheek. Seeing Roxas like this is a hell of a lot better than seeing him like the other day, crying and upset. I never want to see him cry cause he is upset again. I will make sure he never cries for that reason. I thought as I buried my face into Roxas's hair. I could feel the vibrations come from him as he laughed. I pulled away, looking confused.
Roxas shook his head, smiling at me, which of course made my heart melt with how adorable that smile looked. "Oh come on my little Roxy, please tell me what has you laughing." I begged, giving him the puppy dog look, that only made him laugh more. I grinned though. He just told me without saying a word. I am making him laugh, he's laughing because of me. I don't think today could get any better.
