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Chapter 10
I floated to a place that I didn't know. I didn't know who lived here. I didn't even know why I was here. I tried to run away, but I couldn't. So I did the only thing I could do. I entered the small house.
Inside, I saw Mike's parents. They didn't look to upset over my death, but why would they? They barely knew me. I tried to escape from the house, but I was restrain, instead I was inside Mike's room.
Mike was crying his eyes out, and was almost as upset as the others. Almost. I didn't really understand why Mike would miss me this much. I knew he had a huge crush on me. But he is dating Jessica. Lord.
After a few minutes of watching him, I actually did feel bad. I sat next to him on his bed, even though he couldn't knowledge my presence, and I wished this wouldn't have happened.
For the next day in a half nothing stopped. I was unreal, dead, but my heart was pounding, with sadness. Sadness that I caused. I had to endure seeing Angela, Tyler, and a ton of people in the tiny town of Forks upset. Even Lauren was upset, somewhat.
The hardest part was seeing my mom. She was the worse, she was eating her self up. Even Phil didn't make her smile. This wasn't good. At this point, it was like God didn't want to see me happy, because I couldn't stay content any longer. I crawled up into a ball, and rocked my self back and forth. The wet tears that I produced fell and left streaks down my eyes. Turning them red and swollen.
I stayed in that room, my moms room, watching her screams and cries into her sleep. The screams and cries were because of me. Because of my bad judgement. Even Phil had a restless night. Him as well tossing, and turning. When my mom turned left, Phil would turn right, making the squeaks in the bed a routine rhythm
I was lost in thought for a few hours that remained into the night, imaging that this was some crazy dream that my imagination was able to create. But, I lost that theory because Edward and I weren't together in it. I regain my consciousness -- so to speak, when my moms alarm clock went off.
She hit the snooze button, two more times before getting out of bed. She grabbed the phone from acrossed the room and called off. She returned to bed, in a cradle position . . . crying.
That's when I completely lost control. I began pulling out my hair, scratching my body, trying to end it. I screamed out begging for it to go away. I begged to be returned where I could see Emmett, and Alice, hell I would even be-friend Rosalie. I wanted to trade this back.
"Do you want to be alive? Do you want everything to change now that you know the outcome of your first choose?" God asked startling me.
"Yes." I nodded almost immediately.
"I hope you take time to acknowledge your decisions." My 'soul' floated faster then vampire driving, and I yelled out a fast and grateful "Thank you." before I was returned into my body.
I stirred a bit, when I first fit into my body and I heard the others move.
"She's back!" Alice yelled losing the sadness in her voice.
That's when I openned my eyes. All of them were shocked, Carlisle amazed, and Alice even grateful. It was truely I knew I had to fight threw. For not only be but for everyone. And no damn vampire would stop me.