Chapter 10

3 and a half years later

BPOV

Things were going great. Seth and I have been dating for the last three and a half years. We have moved from second base to third base. I know that with all the years we have been together most people think we would already be having sex, but we just weren't ready. We have talked about it and decided that we would know and if it happens it happens. .

We were graduating in two weeks and I was really excited, but sad at the same time. We had both decided to go to college. I wanted to open a restaurant and be a chef and Seth wanted to be an auto mechanic. So at the end of August I was leaving for Seattle to go to college and Seth was going to school in Port Angeles. I was going to come home every weekend. Dad was going to buy me a car for graduation. We knew it would be hard to be away from each other, but at least we would see each other on the weekends. I had been sitting on my bed thinking about the first night Seth and I went further than second base.

**Flashback**

It was the night of my sixteenth birthday. We had just gotten back from dinner and my dad was headed off to Sue and Harry's for the rest of the night. Jake and Lorina were going out and Seth and I were at my house. We never gave either of our parents any reason not to trust us so they allowed us to spend time alone together.

We were laying on the couch watching tv when I turned my head up to Seth and he kissed me. I immediately rolled over on my stomach so we could deepen the kiss. Seth sat up and pressed me back towards the other end of the couch and laid on top of me. He was grinding himself up against me as he slid his tongue in my mouth. I was on cloud nine. Seth had shot up nearly a foot in the last two months and had the most gorgeous six pack I have ever seen. I loved feeling his body against me.

He slowly moved his hands down my body squeezing gently at my hips before he reached up my shirt to caress my stomach. I felt his burning hands moving up towards my bra as I moaned in his mouth. I felt him harden instantly. He slipped his hands out of my shirt and started to unbutton my shirt. I sat up so he could move it off my shoulders and take off my bra. He slipped his shirt off before he laid back down and I was in awe of his perfect body.

He moved his lips down my neck to my collarbone and nipped at the skin there. He moved back up to my jaw line and back down taking my left nipple in his mouth as he rubbed and squeezed my right breast and nipple. He rolled one nipple between his fingers and bit down lightly on the one in his mouth. Just as I thought I couldn't take anymore he switched nipples. I couldn't concentrate on anything that wasn't Seth.

Before I knew what was happening Seth was slipping his hands inside my pants. I just stopped and looked at him.

"Is it ok Bells? Can I touch you?"

"Uh huh" was the most coherent words I could udder. Sure Seth has rubbed against me through my pants, but his fingers have never been right against my core. He unbuttoned my jeans and slid his hand in my panties allowing his fingers to probe around my clit. I bucked my hips. I couldn't believe how good this felt and what we had been missing. He rubbed his fingers in small circles around my clit moving his hand down every so often stroking my opening.

"Bella you are so wet. God you feel good, baby. I want to see you, Bella. Can I take your pants off baby and see you?"

I couldn't do anything but nod my head.

He started inching my pants down and slid between my legs, pulling my pants and panties off the remaining length of my legs. He settled between my legs and just gasped.

"You are so beautiful, baby."

He kissed my stomach and slowly moved down to my mound. I wasn't too sure about this but it felt so good I couldn't tell him to stop. Seth snaked his tongue out and stuck inside my slit pressing against my clit. My hips immediately bucked towards his face and he sucked on my clit. I could even form a word or sound.

"Ugh Bella. You taste so damn good. I would do this forever if you let me."

He carefully slid two fingers inside me and I winced a little at the stretching his fingers caused, but it was soon followed by him sucking my clit and him pumping his fingers in and out of me felt amazing. I could feel the warm sensation starting in my stomach and myself clench around his fingers.

"That's right baby. I want you to cum" He said in between licks. He was so fucking hot. How could I be this lucky. Just as I thought that I totally lost it as I came. He sucked my clit till I was done riding out my orgasm and smiled at me through his eyelashes.

"Did you like that babe?"

"mmhmm"

I knew I should return the favor but I was scared. I had never felt him besides through his pants and I could already tell he was huge. I certainly never saw a man's dick before. However, he was sweet enough to take me to places I thought I could never reach and it was only fair to return the favor.

I sat up and pulled my pants back on as he frowned. I guess he figured we were done and he sat up. He was making this too easy.

I leaned in towards him and kiss his lips with all the love for him that I had. I was in love with Seth Clearwater. Even though I was moving to college at the end of the summer I knew there would never be anyone for me but him. He was my happily ever after.

I kissed down his bare chest and moved my hand down his body….

"Bella?" I could hear my father frantically calling me.

"Yeah dad I am in the kitchen making dinner for you, me and Seth."

"That is gonna have to be put on hold honey. I need you to come with me."

"Why what's going on daddy? Is Jacob ok?"

"Jake is fine…."

"Then what is going on?"

"Harry had a heart attack and is at the CCU at Forks hospital"

"What? NO! Is he gonna be ok?"

"It doesn't look good honey."

"Where's Seth daddy?"

"At the hospital. Come on we have to go."

We rushed to the hospital and walked in at the same time that Jake and Lorina got there. You could tell they had the "just got laid hair".

"Dad" Jake called.

"Hey Jacob. Come on let's go in. The Clearwaters need us."

We walked into the cardiac care unit of Forks hospital as Seth came walking out. Tears in his red rimmed eyes.

"Seth? Baby?"

He fell to his knees in front of me and cried. "He's gone Bells. My dad is gone"

I couldn't help the tears running down my cheeks and Jake, dad and Lorina went running for Seth and Sue. Lorina had become pretty close with the pack since Jake imprinted on her and she was there to comfort Leah.

"Seth I am so sorry, honey. What can I do?"

"Just hold me. Please"

"Of course"

"Bells I need to get out of here."

"OK babe. Let me just go tell Jake we are leaving. Where do you want to go?"

"Can we go back your house?"

"Sure honey. I will be right back"

I told Jake we were leaving and Seth and I went back to my house. I held him while he cried and then looked up at me with tears and something else in his eyes. Lust?

"I need you Bells"