Authors Notes: Hello my friends! I would like to give a shout out to Acsuperman who helped me find the spelling errors in the last chapter so give it up for him! CLAP CLAP CLAP! Also I would like to address Redline57's review: The reason she didn't want to be fed is because it was just them and Kagami was not embarrassed, now if it was in a public place and she was fine and she could get Kagami to feed her Kagami would blush and Konata would be like "Oh yeah just triggered a flag!" But when Kagami isn't blushing she is the one in control and that throws Konata out of her element. Hope this helps!

Disclaimer: I do not own Lucky Star or any merchandise related to it. However, I do own this story yay for me! Clap, Clap, Clap!

The first thing Kagami noticed was that she had a blanket snuggly wrapped around her and she was on Konata's bed, fully awake now she realized that her love was not in the room and there for must be up doing something.

"If she still has a fever she is in big trouble." Kagami thought as she left the comfort of the bed to find her little otaku.

"Where is she?" Kagami thought as she checked the entire upstairs, she was just about to go downstairs when a delicious aroma found its way to her. "The kitchen!" She mentally slapped herself; she knew Konata loved to take care of everyone so of course she would be making breakfast.

Konata was making everything her tsundere liked for breakfast; she was busying herself with cooking everything from pancakes to moon cakes and did not hear the taller girl come down the stairs.

"I hope Kagami likes it." Konata said quietly to herself.

"She is so cute, and she made all this just for me?" Kagami thought a little hungrily, but first thing first, she had to make sure her love was all right and not still sick.

Not intentionally, but she startled Konata when she grabbed her from behind.

"EEP!" Konata squeaked as she turned around to fight her attacker holding up the pan she was currently using only to find Kagami standing there with a huge grin on her face.

"It is not nice to scare people Kagamiiin~." Konata laughed as she went back to her cooking.

"Sorry about that." Kagami said also laughing as she reached a hand around and held it against Konata's forehead.

"Kagami?" Konata questioned as she turned around to face the younger girl.

"You are still a little sick Konata." Kagami said sternly.

"But I had to make breakfast." Konata said with her cat like grin.

"When she has that grin she always has a remark about me." Kagami thought as she asked. "Why is that?"

"Because I know you can't cook and I didn't want you to starve, or worse try to cook and burn down the house." Konata said as she held up her hands expecting the tsundere's rage.

"Knew it, but why don't I feel as mad as I usually do?" Kagami thought as she smirked and said. "I know what a fire extinguisher is Konata."

Konata was a little stunned but was not ready to admit defeat against Kagami; even if this was the first time she could remember Kagami giving her a sarcastic reply.

"That's right it works the same way as your favorite whipped cream can works." Konata smiled as the taller girl exploded.

"What the hell does that mean!" Kagami yelled at the blunette. "If you don't stop cracking jokes about my weight so help me." The tsundere continued her rant.

"That's my Kagamin~, she thinks I was talking about it for eating use." Konata thought trying to stop thinking about that before she burst into full blown laughter.

Kagami was about half way through her rant when her stomach decided it had enough and wanted breakfast, it signaled this with a loud rumble.

"Ah I see someone here is hungry." Konata laughed as she started making Kagami a plate while the said girl just blushed.

Both girls were sitting at the table eating Konata's bountiful breakfast and talking about everything and anything.

"Are you sure you don't want anymore?" The little otaku asked.

"No you already made me eat three platefuls." Kagami said as she finished off her orange juice.

"I don't think I made you eat them." Konata laughed and smirked because she got another blush out of her tsundere. "Be right back." Moreover, she was gone into the kitchen.

"The mood is good I will tell her when she gets back." Kagami thought as she sat up straight and awaited Konata.

"Yeah by the way dad left early today and Yu-chan is still asleep, you should see her when she first gets up its so moe!" Konata said as she walked back into the dining room.

Kagami quickly got up, walked over to the little otaku, and grabbed both her hands firmly.

"Are you ok Kagami?" Konata asked not sure what to make of this situation.

"Konata there is something very important I want to tell you." Kagami said in a voice Konata had never heard, it was not a mean or angry voice it was a really kind and …loving voice.

Konata was completely still she did not say a word she just looked into the sea of blue that were Kagami's eyes. "Saying love first off might be a bit strong." Kagami thought. "Konata I really like you a lot, not just as a friend but as a couple." Kagami said as she looked into the intense green of her love's eyes.

Konata stood there paralyzed for a few seconds before she started muttering. "No, no, no this can't be happening." Konata pulled away from Kagami and stumbled back.

"Konata?" Kagami asked a little afraid.

"You're not thinking straight that's what it is." Konata mumbled completely lost in her own world.

"I'm thinking just fine!" Kagami yelled to try to snap the smaller girl out of the trance she was in.

"There is no way." Konata thought. "There is no way she can like me."

"So you don't have any feelings for me do you." Kagami asked as tears started to well up in her eyes, this is what snapped the older girl back to reality.

"That's not true Kagamin~!" Konata yelled. "I L-l-love you more than anything I have for almost a year now."

"So why didn't you tell me?" Kagami asked she knew she should be happy about this but the way Konata was acting…

"Because I don't want to lose everyone, I'm a freak Kagami and I know that if I tell them that I'm Yuri they are all going to leave me!" Konata shouted at the brink of breaking down entirely.

"That is not true nobody is going to hate you for feeling love and even if the whole world hates you I will be there, because I love you too." Kagami said as she walked up to the blunette with the intention of hugging her, but fate would not let things be that simple.

Konata darted around the taller girl and started slowly walking backwards towards the front door. "No you are confused you are just super happy I got you all those nice gifts, you don't love me it's not possible." Konata said with a slight sob slipping from her thought.

"I am happy that you got me those gifts and I know now why you did, but I do love you Konata, I really do lov…" Kagami was cut off by the otaku's scream.

"NOOOO! STOP SAYING THAT YOU CAN'T MEAN IT." Konata yelled at the top of her lungs as tears started freely flowing down her cheeks. "Nobody can love me I'm a stupid otaku who is completely absorbed in games and anime, you can't love me Kagami in a few days you will realize that and you will laugh at yourself for being so silly. Now I need to go shopping, but you are welcome to stay here, bye Kagamin~." The blunette said as she ran out the door leaving the younger girl a little stunned.

"She loves me a lot I can see it, but she thinks so little of herself… she can't except that someone can feel love for her." Kagami thought and this thought sadden her to no end. "I will just have to show her how much I love her just like she did for me with all those birthday gifts." Kagami put her finger to her chin this was going to require a plan…

"Ah Kagami-chan where is cousin?" Yutaka asked as she sleepily came downstairs.

"She is really cute." Kagami thought, but quickly dismissed it. "Hey Yu-chan I need to talk to you about something." Kagami motioned to the couch.

"Um sure what is it?" The salmon haired girl asked as they both sat on the couch.

"I love you." Konata could not get Kagami out of her head and it was driving her mad. "Nobody will ever love me I'm too much of a loser." Konata said as she walked home it had been about an hour since the incident and she just finished shopping.

"I sure got a lot more weird looks today than usual, my hair must be messy." The small girl thought as she walked, she had not cried for a whole ten minutes and was starting to get back her spunk when she heard it. "I love you." Nobody was around but that did not matter she knew it was her Kagamin~.

She started to softly cry as she pulled up her sleeve and looked at a little scar on her forearm it was barely noticeable, but it brought back terrible memories.

Flashback

"Stop please!" A young blue haired middle school student yelled as a group of boys was viciously beating her.

"Your kind doesn't even deserve to live Izumi!" The boy said with a swift kick to the blunette's stomach.

"Help me please!" The young blunette yelled at a group of girls walking away just a few yards off she had just been talking to them, but it was all a set up to get her outside and behind the building. "You said we were friends?" Konata yelled in desperation.

"Yeah right you think you will ever have friends or a lover? Well think again." As another boy hit her in the legs with a two by four.

"We hate you Izumi, Everyone will always hate you." The leader said as he kicked her in the head as his group continued to beat her.

End of flashback

"They were right." She pulled her sleeve back down and continued her way to the house and crying quietly, she forced herself to stop as she got to the house and went inside.

"Welcome back Onee-chan!" Yutaka said as she ran over to help with the groceries.

"Hello sempai." Minami said in her quiet voice.

"Hello Yu-chan, Minami-chan." Konata said in a raspy voice, and it was easy for the other two to tell she had been crying. "Is Kagami still here?" Konata asked looking around since she could not see her.

"No she had to leave." Yutaka said as she put away the goods Konata had bought.

"I see well maybe I should see if Miyuki wants to do something." Konata said as she walked over to the phone.

"NO DON'T!"Yutaka shouted as she and Minami blocked the eldest girls' path to the phone.

"Wh-why not?" Konata asked really confused at the two younger girls.

"We wanted you to hang out with us today." Yutaka said quickly with Minami bobbing her head in agreement.

"Um ok? You do know if I go you guys can't get all lovey dovey right?" Konata asked forcing her cat grin on.

"Onee-chan!" Yutaka pouted as Minami just blushed.

"Well ok then let's go have some fun I could use it right now." Konata said as the three left the house.

"Oi so you're a Yuri huh Hiiragi?" Misao asked as they sat in Patty's apartment.

Those in attendance were Ayano, Misao, Patty, Hiyori, Miyuki, Tsukasa, and Kagami.

"Yeah is there a problem with that?" A blushing Kagami raised a threatening fist.

"If you both love each other then why isn't she here instead of being out with her cousin?" Patty asked before Kagami could kill Misao.

"Because she doesn't believe that anyone can truly love her." Kagami said in a sad voice. "And Yu-chan and Minami are out with her so we can talk."

"Why can't she believe that you love her Onee-chan?" Tsukasa asked.

"I don't know but that is why you are here first off she thinks that you will all hate her because she is Yuri." Kagami said as she sat back into her chair. "And she has been Yuri for almost a year now."

"I hate her anyway, Yuri or not." Misao mumbled, but not quite softly enough, because everyone in the room heard it.

"Do you want me to beat the hell out of you?" Kagami asked as she lunged for Misao only to be held back by Patty and Ayano.

"Why do you dislike Konata-san so much Misao-san?" Miyuki asked as the two yellow haired girls tried to calm the raging tsundere.

"She started it, the first day of high school I was walking around the campus with my brother he had just gone off to talk to someone when I tried to make a new friend, it just happened to be her." Misao said with bitterness in her voice.

"What happened?" Tsukasa asked as the others including Kagami took a seat to hear the fanged girls' tale.

"I walked up to her and she smiled at me and I asked her what her name was, she said Konata Izumi she asked what mine was and I said Misao Kusakabe." Misao took a slight pause. "She looked at me as if I told her I had killed fifty people that morning and she was next, she screamed for me to get away from her and that she never wanted to see the likes of me again as she ran away." Misao concluded her story with a sigh.

"So you didn't do anything?" Kagami asked suspiciously.

"Honest, I did nothing to her and she hates me." Misao hated the fact that somebody did not like her bubbly personality.

"Well once I convince her that I love her I will ask her why." Kagami said as she patted her friend on the shoulder. "That is why you are here I need help to think of a way to show Konata that I really do love her."

"How about we all go out tomorrow and you can treat her to whatever she wants? It is not the best plan but it's a start." Patty said with a thumbs up.

"That sounds great, I really do want to thank you all for excepting us even though we are Yuri, but I ask that you don't let her know that you know until I can get her to open up to me." Kagami said as her eyes started to tear up.

"Group hug!" Misao yelled as they all started hugging Kagami.

"Ack. Can't breathe." Kagami said but was so happy to have such great friends.

"I may still have it; I won't say anything till I know for sure." Miyuki thought super happy that her efforts were going to pay off and she was going to get to see the romance she had always wanted to see.

"After Onee-chan has settled everything I will tell her." Tsukasa thought with a grin.

The three girls exempt from the group were hanging at the mall; Konata had gotten back to her normal self.

"You two want to get free ice cream?" Konata asked as she smiled mischievously.

"How would we do that Onee-chan?" Yutaka asked in an airheaded tone.

"Like this." Konata said before leaning in and whispering the plan.

"Um sempai I don't think that…" Minami started to say but was cut off by the happy little girl that grabbed her arm.

"Come on Minami-chan it will be fun!" Yutaka said as she looked up at the mint haired girl with her big green eyes.

"Yeah Minami-chan." Konata said as she grabbed Minami's other arm.

Minami looked from one set of pleading green eyes to the other and finally caved in, there was a semi large group of people around the ice cream stand and none of them knew they were about to be had.

"Look Onee-chan ice cream!" Yutaka squealed and pulled on Minami's arm.

"Can we get some Onee-chan!" Konata said matching the same little girl voice as her cousin.

They were each holding one of Minami's hands and skipping like little kids, the whole group of people started to murmur things like. "They are so cute at that age."

"I'm sorry but we don't have the money." Minami said in a caring but stern voice, which surprised the two little girls at how well she was at acting.

"Please Onee-chan? PLEASE?" Konata started to beg and tried to reach for the stand as Yutaka started to fake cry.

"Onee-chan is mean." Yutaka said as she continued to fake cry.

"I'm sorry." Minami said as she started to drag them away from the stand.

Konata had to think quickly. "Bye ice cream." Konata said as she waved at the stand.

"Wait!" The stand owner yelled after them making Minami turn. "You three can have some for free if it will make these two cuties smile." The man said as he himself smiled.

"No we don't want to be a bother." Minami started.

"Nonsense, here!" The man said as he handed them each a generous sized ice cream cone.

"What do you say?" Minami said as she looked at the two cousins.

"THANK YOU!" They both cheered in unison right before walking away.

They made it outside the mall and were walking to the train station, both of the smaller girls were still hanging on Minami, and they were all laughing at how well the others did to fake out all those people.

"Minami-chan I thought you did a great job." Yutaka said as she hung on the mint haired girls left arm still eating her ice cream.

"Oh yeah you pulled off the part to perfection." Konata said as she held the shy girls right hand.

"Thank you. You both did well two, but um why are you still holding on to me?" A blushing Minami asked.

"Because were you little sisters and you need to protect us." Konata said as Yutaka just nodded. "And besides I know you love have a certain small girl cling to you." Konata said as she prodded the tall girl in the side with her elbow making her blush.

Just then, her cell went of playing 'Paradise lost' signaling her she got a new text.

"It's from Kagami?" Konata said as she read the message.

"What does it say Onee-chan?" Yutaka asked.

"She wants me to hang out with all of you tomorrow, I don't think I can I have games to play." Konata said as she hung her head.

"I think you should go with us!" The smallest girl cheered.

"Yes it will be fun sempai." Minami assured

"Ok I will go I just hope it won't be awkward." Konata said as she replied to the text.

Ending Notes: There is a lot of drama in this one lol, but you know life cannot be all fluffy goodness, and I really wanted to show a little about Konata's past. There will be more about her past in coming in a few chapters I think.

Minori Chihara sings the song Paradise Lost; she is also the voice actor for Yuki Nagato and Minami Iwasaki.