I woke up in the nursery surrounded by baby clothes. Yesturday we couldn't decide what to get so we just bought most of it. I know little kids grow out of there clothes fast but I think we have clothes all the way up to two years old for her so were good for a while.
I got up and seen that it was early, around 6:00 oclock. I usually don't get up till around seven so I had some time to burn. I started putting away my baby's clothes on the little hangers that the woman at the store said is better at holding little kids clothes. When we were there tenten made me go into a shop to shop for pregnancy clothes for me. I didn't want to so they just went in there and bought whatever was cute. crap, I remember now that I told hinata to take the clothes back to our apartment. I have to go get dressed but I don't want to see Ray right now. I quickly finished putting up the clothes and walked out into the livingroom to see kankuro and Gaara packing Gaara's stuff.
"What's going on?" I asked walking up to them.
"Your awake early!" He said which wasn't ansering my question. "We are packing because we have to go to our dad's place for thanksgiving"
"Oh and your leaving early?" I said frowning.
"Yes we have to on our dad's orders. Where are you going over the break?" Kankuro asked me and I forgot it was even thanksgiving time. I down on the stairs.
"I will be here." I said and they both looked at me with a confused face. "My parents still don't know that I am pregnant. They don't even treat me like a daughter more like a slave anyway. So if I went home I would have to cook our thankgiving diner like always. Then after I cooked it they would probably kick me out" I told them and they nodded but I knew that they felt sorry for me and I didn't want anyone to feel sorry for me.
"Gaara" I got up off the stairs and stood beside him. His brusis were still bad and before I could stop myself I pulled my hand to his face rubbing my thumb lightly over the brusis.
"I get it. You two want to be alone" Kankuro said and I just continued to look in Gaara's perfect jade eyes. "Fine gaara meet me in the car. You have 10 minutes" Kankuro said and then we heard the door close.
One minute I am looking into his eyes and the next I am pulling him down into a kiss. I wrapped my hands around his neck pulling him closer. I felt his hands traveling up and down my back. I knew that we had to stop before we went any further but as soon as I thought that he was pulling back. He laid his forehead on mine and our breaths were both heavy. "So does your dad know about the three of us?" I asked him and we pulled apart.
"yes" He said and I smiled. Well at least one of us had the confidence to tell a parent. "He wanted you to come and meet him but I told him you had plans" I frowned. "Sakura" He said pulling my chin up to meet his gaze. "He is not a nice father or friend. I-"
"So you do care?" I smiled and he pulled my hips toward him.
"Only about the two of you" I had to do a double take to make sure that I actually got that. When i knew that actually come out I smiled and pulled him down into a sweet kiss.
"Oh can I borrow a shirt. I don't want to run into Ray right now" I asked and he just opened his suitcase and pulled out a black buttoned up shirt and handed it to me. He walked over to the dresser and pulled out a pair of jeans.
"You left them here last time. I don't know if you will fit in them still" I dropped my jaw at his comment and he chuckled.
"Thats so mean not get out before Kankuro had to come back up and get you" I told him and he made a fake whimper. He reached down and kissed me softy on the lips before grabbing his suitcase.
"See you in 6 days" I told him before he went out the door and I thought that I heard 'maybe less' or something like that.
I threw my clothes on the bed and walked into the bathroom. I missed him already. As I was in the shower I thought of things that I could maybe do to entertain myself while I am here at school while everyone's gone. There was no sense in going to class when hardly anyone will be there.
I got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around myself. I walked out to the bed and was shocked to see someone standing right there staring at me. Ray was in here and I didn't even hear him.
"The door was unlocked" He said still staring. I just grabbed my clothes and rushed back in the bathroom. I was about to change in the room. I was about to take my towel off in front of him. I decided just not to freak out on things that I was about to do and just put my clothes on. Luckly my dark jeans still fit me and it matched the dark button up shirt that gaara gave me to wear.
This time when i walked out of the bathroom Ray was sitting down on the bed. I walked over and sat beside him.
"What are you doing here?" I asked him.
"Your friends are all leaving early. They are gathering up at my house and I told them that I would come and get you" He said and I knew I was acting like a jackass so I calmed down before talking to him again.
"Okay lets go" I told him standing up and he smiled. I wanted to see my friends before they headed off back home or where-ever they are going. We headed down the elevator to his apartment.
When i walked into his apartment it was true. All my friends where there and they all rushed to hug me.
"Hey guys!" Even temari was here.
"Were sorry but we wanted to have a last time together before we left for six days" Tenten said hugging me and I laughed.
"Where are you all going for the break?" i asked them.
"Me and neji are going to spend thanksgiving day with my parents but after that its where-ever we go" Tenten said smiling at neji. I would have thought neji would have been scared or something to meet her parents. There is nothing to be afraid of when your dating the daughter of a lawyer and a judge, yeah right.
"I am heading up to the mountains with hinata and her family" I had to smile at hinata for that one. Who knew that she had the guts for that.
"I am just headed down to see my friends and hang with them" Ray said and I was so glad that he wasn't staying here.
"What about you guys, shino and temari!" I asked and only temari looked excited.
"I will be here. Parents are in cuba" He said and temari finally couldn't hold it anymore.
"You guys stop looking sad I am inviting you two to come with me and my kids to the beach" Temari said and I smiled and laughed.
"Oh you are so my best friend right now!" I told her grabbing her and hugging her.
"Shino you in?" Temari asked and he nodded yes.
"We didn't know you had kids temari" tenten said and she looked over at me.
"Yes I have two twins" Everyone was now looking at her in an aww way. I leaned over and hugged her again.
"When are we leaving?" I asked her trying to get people out of there aww faze.
"I have the van packed all I have to do is go back and get my kids from my nanny. So you two hurry and get ready" She told me.
"Oh we have to get going anyway" Tenten said to neji. I hugged them again before they headed out.
"Us too" Kiba said grabbing Hinata's hand and I smiled because that was so sweet and they belong together. I hugged them and they left leaving just Ray, temari and me since shino left to pack without saying anything.
"Come on. I'll help you pack" temari said moving toward the bed that was mine. Amazing how she knew which room I was in.
"Umm temari I don't have to pack. I only unpacked a couple of things" I told her pulling out my duffel from under the bed and she laughed. I stashed my new clothes in my duffel and I was ready.
"Great I will go put this in the van while you go help shino" She winked at me taking my duffel and I laughed.
"So" I looked over at Ray "When are you leav-
"Sakura" He inturrupted me. I walked over to him and he looked up at me completely sad. I could see the hurt all over his face.
"So you knew that me and Gaara are-
"Don't say it!" He interuppted again. He looked heartbroken and there was no way that I could help him. "Do you love him?" Ray asked
"That's none of your busin-
"Please just tell me" He looked at me but I looked away. I couldn't stand seeing him like this.
"I really don't know. I think I might" I told him looking up at him.
"Sakura, I can see you do but you and I both know that you feel something for me to" He told me and I felt a tear slip and fall. He cupped my face in his hand and wipped away my tears.
"Ray I can't do this." I told him backing up looking away from him.
"Just, tell me you don't feel anything for me then I will leave you and your precious Gaara alone" He said spinning me back around.
"I can't!" I yelled pulling my arm away from him. "I can't do this. Please Ray just leave it as it is. Why do you have to go messing things up" I yelled at him but he didn't back off.
"Sakura, I am in love with you" He told me and I just started crying.
"No your not. You can't be. Please Ray stop" I told him heading toward the door but of course he beat me.
"Not until you tell me that you don't feel the same way" He said and I knew that he needed to hear what I was thinking about saying but if I said it then that would just give him a chance.
"Ray, I-i love you okay. Is that what you wanted to hear" I told him and tears started flowing down my face.
"Sakura" He said sounding acutally happy a little. He cupped my cheek and whipped away my tears then smashed his lips onto mine. At first he was just kissing me but then I started kissing back. I felt like a trader but it felt right just like Gaara's kisses. I suddenly found myself up against the wall pulling him to me. When we backed up for air I knew that I had messed up.
"Ray, I have to go" I told him and was about to head to the door but I seen both temari and shino standing there looking confused. Ray backed off of me but gave me a sorry look.
"guys, its not,I didn't" I couldn't find the write word to what I just did.
"Sakura, how could you do this to my brother. Your really messed up. Pick who you want and stick with them already" temari said and that was the most harsh thing that she has ever said to me. Temari threw my duffel bag back into the room and left. She didn't even give me a chance to explain anything. This morning my life was almost perfect but now I felt like I could bearly breath.
"Sakura!" Ray said and I felt myself blacking out for some reason. The next thing I seen was me heading toward the floor then I was out like a light.
When I woke up I seen bright lights and then remembered what happened. I sat up quickly, to quickly because a pain shot right threw my head.
"whoa, don't move so much" I heard shino's voice and thought it was a dream then I opened my eyes and smiled. I looked around and it was only me and him in the room. I scooted over and let him sit in the bed with me and he hugged me.
"Is my baby alright?" i asked because that was my first priority.
"Yes she will be fine. The doctors said that you need to be eating a lot more food with more sugar because your sugar level was low and you were hardly eating anything. That isn't good for your baby" Shino said and I just laid my head on his shoulder.
"more food okay."I said nodding my head. "How long was I out for?" I asked shino
"Most of the day." He said pointing to the clock on the wall that read seven oclock at night.
"Wait did you or temari call-
"Gaara? no" He said then hesitated at saying this next part and I felt it. "You need to tell him what happened though. I know Ray might have tricked you or did something else but the doctor said that you need to be stress free thats why Temari was going to take you to the beach. To be free of stress and not have to worry about anything" I frowned and looked up at him.
"How mad is she?" I asked him.
"She wasn't mad. She was sad because that was her little brother" Shino said just as temari walked through the door.
"Ahh your awake."
"temari I am so sor-
"Don't even worry about it. I have your duffel in the van with my kids and I told Ray to leave because this is about being stress free on vacation" Temari clapped at that.
"There is one thing I have to do before I can be stress free" I told them sitting up pulling all of the wires off of me. I looked around and found my cell on the desk beside me. I flipped it open to see 15 missed calls from my parents. I didn't care about that I dialed someone else.
"Hello" kankuro answered thank god
"Kankuro can I please talk to Gaara?" I aske dhim nicely and he breathed deeply into the phone
"Sorry he is blowing off steam outside somewhere" kankuro said and I wondered why?
"Wait do you both know-
"about you and Ray? Yes that is why he is blowing off steam. It took me a while not to convince him to go back and kill Ray. Ray told us everything and he said it was his fault but temari told me not to stress you out. Are you still in the hospital?" Kankuro asked
"Yes I am. I am about to leave though. Turns out Temari was headed to the beach and I am invited so I can take time away from everything." I told him and he moaned when I said temari was going to the beach.
"Tell temari to bring me back something since I wasn't invited" Kankuro said making me laugh because he was mad that he didn't get to go.
"okay and if she doesn't bring you back anything I will okay? And tell Gaara that I'm sorry" I not laughing anymore.
"You better and i will" He said before hanging up the phone.
"Was he mad" Temari asked and I nodded yes "Good"
"Lets go before the food gets cold" Temari said and I looked at her weridly. "What they said you needed less stress and more food. So lets go before my kids eat it all" Temari said and I got off the bed because I finally get to meet her kids.
When we got down to the van I was happy. Temari opened the door revelaing two kids sitting in the floor of the van eating french fries. The girl had her long blond hair and blue eyes. She was soo adorable. the boy had brown hair from the daddy but had blue eyes.
"Sakura, Shino meet my little baby's Abigail and brayden"
