A/N: This is my first attempt at a full length fic. I hope you enjoy it. This is dedicated to all of my TEAM JASPER Girls!!! Rated M for language and Lemons. If you do not like lemons please do not read!

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Special Thanks to my wonderful and helpful BETA Jenna822. (Check out her Jasper/Bella fics- Crimson Guilt and it's sequel Search for Redemption) I promise you will love them.

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Chapter 10 (Don't leave Me)

Dear Journal,

Happy end of your life Ms. Swan!! Let's have a fucking party!!

It's been three years to the day since Edward left me in the woods. Well Charlie and I call it the incident. Well, I am officially ready to start the day from hell. I have to see Mike's sour face all day. Great. Laterz.

Okay I know, a second entry but fuck me yesterday was so not what I expected! I was at Newton's listening to Mike yammer on about meaningless shit. We had been swamped and finally had a minute for a breather. I heard a husky southern voice from behind me.

I of course flipped the fuck out and totally thought I was loosing it. I so thought Jasper was a dream. I haven't been writing but I think I am better. The stress and anxiety I was feeling is somehow gone. I know Jasper is back and he's not leaving me again. He promised! I even made him cross his heart. I wish you could have seen the look on his face. Priceless.

Our conversation was abnormal one but I was shocked at some of the answers I got to my questions. Before we talked we promised each other we'd answer any question no matter how hard it was.

"Jasper, please don't leave me again. I really would die. I can't take the pain again."

"Bella, darlin' I am here to stay. I promise."

"Why did you come back? I mean, why now?"

"Alice had a vision a year ago and well," he trailed off.

He was making me nervous.

"Jasper, what happened?"

"She saw her and Edward together. They were each other's true destiny."

All I could do was sit there like an idiot and blink. The silent tears started falling and there was no stopping them. Jasper reached over and wiped them off with his thumb and leaned in and kissed my forehead.

"Bella don't cry. I have accepted it. Because during that same vision, she saw... she saw me and... you together."

I jumped up and started pacing my room. Good thing Charlie was working night shift. The more I let that set in the madder I got.

"What in the hell! Why didn't she see it earlier? She could have saved us both so much hurt!"

"Bella, darlin' calm down."

"Jasper stop fucking with my emotions! Let me feel this. I need to do this myself!"

All of a sudden it hit me. I fell to my knees and a feeling of happiness hit me. Not from Jasper but from inside me. All the torment, pain and suffering had led me to Jasper. But why?

"Bella, stop worrying. We will be fine. I have Alice's promise on that."

"Jasper how can you be okay with this? I mean I am grateful but, how?"

"Bella I trust Alice. Remember we have never bet against her and I will not start now."

He moved to kneel in front of me and I kissed him. It shocked us both but he actually kissed me back. Then he pulled me into his lap. I must have fallen asleep because now I am writing and looking up at the most beautiful creature ever. It's as if my heart has started healing and I am grateful. I can't wait to see what happens next in this thing we call life. 　

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