I really like Maddi, but even if I could find a way to tell Maddi the truth, without everyone else finding out, what if someone else, like Koragg, finds out that I'm a vampire and then tries to kill me or worse destroy me, which would mean, Emmett, Jasper, Carlisle, Edward, Jacob, Rosalie, Alice, Esme, Bella, and Renesmee would come and beat the person who killed me into a pulp, I think. I really think that I might fit in, if I'm careful and don't hunt too close to Briarwood, because of all the people who go for walks around town, because I want to keep my clean record and not kill any people, no matter how difficult it might be. Right now, I'm trying to fit in and be normal, so that way, no one can accuse me of being too different to belong in Briarwood, even if it is the hardest thing in the world for me to do, I'll know it's worth it later on in life. I know I'm different from my new friends here in Briarwood, but I really try to fit in and not stick out too much, because if I did, everyone would know that I was different and would treat me different as well and might even stop being friends with me, which I wouldn't like, even though I am used to not being included and being shunned by most people.