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Chapter 10:

"What? What do you mean?" I shot up and walked out of the room. Or rather ran.

"Kainan?" I shouted.

"We were playing. He just disappeared." Leah's voice was sad.

"How could you loose him? Why would you let him out of your sight?" I was shouting now.

Screw it. I was frantic.

"We didn't think it would hurt. He wanted to play. What was the harm in playing." Rosalie said gloomily.

The harm in playing? Uh hello this was the harm in playing. Loosing my little boy that was the harm

"Could you be more stupid! Why would you let him out of your sight?" I shrieked.

"where did you last see him?" Jacob asked, taking charge of the situation.

I couldn't imagine not having him here. What the hell would I do. I couldn't take charge. I didn't know what to do in this kind of situation.

"We were playing. We did a few rounds already. He even counted once and found everyone." Rose looked close to crying now. That is if she could cry. Good. that's the harm right there sister!

"I didn't see anything happening. Nothing at all." Alice added.

There's a lot you don't see isn't there. God what use was her having visions if she couldn't see the most important things.

I couldn't take it anymore.

My son was missing and we were standing around her talking it out.

"Did you check where he hid the other times?"

"Yes."

"Where did you last see him?"

"Well we counted in the kitchen, he was last in there when I told him I was going to count." Alice nodded.

"You looked…."

"Yes." she cut Jacob off.

My son was missing and still we stood.

Screw it.

"Kainan?" my voice was horse, and it my voice was cracking.

I was crying. hysterically.

My son was missing.

Someone could have taken him.

My head spun with all the possibilities. None were good.

"Kainan?" I screamed as I bolted up the stairs.

"We've already looked there." I heard some one say. There voice sounded far away. Like on another planet. It almost sounded like Rose, but I couldn't be sure.

I ran into the first room, looked under the bed. and ran to the closet, practically ripping the door off the hinges. Every where and anywhere a little boy could be hiding. But he was no where.

They were right it was like he disappeared. There was nothing.

Nothing at all.

I ran into the second room. I don't know who's rooms they were. I should know. I mean I lived here. I should know who's room was whos. Right? Wrong, at this point it didn't matter. They were all the same.

They were just places, things my son could be hiding in.

I searched the entire upstairs frantically and within seconds.

I don't think I had ever moved that fast before. The rooms were in ruins. I was like a tornado, just passing through.

On a destructive path.

Nothing could stop me.

Not even the gently hand on my arm. I just ripped myself free and kept searching, and screaming.

My little boy had to be here. He just had to.

The entire house was left in ruins. A mess of over flipped tables, and chairs. Curtains ripped down, bed spreads thrown a skew.

I ran outside screaming. My voice was shaky.

It didn't seem real, it didn't sound real.

"Kainan. Come out! This isn't funny."

I finished my circle around the house. He was no where.

Where could he be. There were only so many places he could be.

I fell to my knees in the front lawn.

Jacob was by my side in seconds.

Where he came from I didn't know. Maybe he followed tornado Nessie the entire time. Maybe he just knew I would break.

Either way I didn't care. He was there and I leaned myself into him and let him wrap me in his arms.

"He's gone. Where is he?" I cried.

"where could he be. My little boy is missing."

"We'll find him. I have the entire pack looking. The girls are looking all over the house and the yard. We'll find him. don't worry. He probably just fell asleep some where. That's why he doesn't hear you."

"My little boy. Jake. My son."

"I Know. We'll find him." he assured me. But it meant nothing. After all it was just words.

"he could be hurt. Someone," I sobbed slightly and tried to control myself. "Someone could have taken him. He could be hurt. Someone might have…" I could barely get the words out. Some one could have my son.

Someone could be taking him further and further away from me.

"We Will find him." his voice was even and deep.

"What if I never.."

"Shh. You will. He's fine. I promise. Were going to find him."

"We have to find him. Jake. We have to."

My voice was urgent and strained. I had been screaming to much.

My voice was desperate. Desperate for his words to be the truth.

We had to find him. We just had to.

I couldn't imagine things without him.

If something happen, I wouldn't forgive myself.

Kainan had to be ok. He had to be here.

I knew one thing. If. No when we found him. There would never be this stupid pointless game of hide and seek again.

Who needed it. Lets hide and wait for someone to find us.

It seemed pointless and childish.

Then again he was a child. He was just a baby. My baby.

My baby boy.

Who was missing.

"We will. I promise. Remember. I wont let anything happen to him." Jacob's voice wasn't as desperate as mine, but it was still forced.

Like he wasn't just trying to convince me.

He was also trying to convince himself.

The truth was there was no convincing me of anything.

Until I had my little boy back in my arms.

There words meant nothing.

"He has to be ok." I said as another sob escaped me.

I felt his hand on the back of my head as he pulled me closer, wiping the tears from my face with the bottom of his shirt.

"come on."

He pulled me to my feet and walked me further down the drive way.

"Kainan!" his voice was loud and deep as he screamed for my missing son. "Kainan! Buddy come out! It's ok. Your not in trouble. Buddy come on. We just need to know where you are."

"Baby come out!" I took a deep breath. "Kainan!" I screamed.

"where is he?"

"I don't know." now that I believed. His voice was sad and scared.

He was letting his fear get the best of him. He tried to hide it so well. But I knew Jacob to well. I knew he was terrified. He was scared of the same thing I was.

He was scared of the truth.

That some one or something could be out there.

And that someone or something could have my son.

It was a cold hard world we lived in. and the humans didn't know the half of it. The people of this world knew nothing of the monsters standing in the shadows.

"Renesmee!" I heard some one shout. I didn't know who. The voices were all the same. But some one had called me.

"other side of the house." Jacob grabbed my hand and lead me back to the house at a run.

We ran around back to find, Alice, Rosalie, Leah and Freya staring down at the ground.

"what? Did you find him?"

"I, well. We don't know."

"What do you mean you don't know?" I asked rudely.

I came to stand next to Alice.

"what, is, that?" Jacobs tilted his head and looked at the lawn chair.

There was a tiny russet wolf, hiding under it. Shaking. He was terrified.

I felt like my chest had just hit the ground.

My worst fears were staring at me. My worst nightmares had just collided into reality.

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