Disclaimer: I do not own twilight… I wish I do though!
A/n: Thanks for the REVIEWS!! Now I know that it's not bad to update fast! I've been stuck on this chapter, but thanks to my new friend darksinfulwolf, I figured what I was going to write. I wrote this chapter the whole night and day!! If you guys have any ideas for the next chapter, I would love to hear them!!! Well here is chapter 10! ENJOY
Bpov:
I stayed up at night just thinking about Edward. My mind was going through all the daydreams I just had.
Those are not daydreams! Those are your MEMORIES! Whispered the voice in my head.
NO IT IS NOT! They are daydreams! I thought back
Bella! Damn are you stupid! Why else do you think they seem SO 'familiar' HMMM! It yelled back.
I am not stupid... maybe SLOW! But not stupid. I yelled in my head.
OH Bella! Please just listen to me for once! Those daydreams are your memories from your past life. It whispered.
I shook my head. No! Now shut up! I'm trying to sleep!
Whatever… airhead. It hissed.
WAIT! Why the hell am I fighting with myself in my head with this voice thingy? Wait What!? That makes no sense! OH MY GOD I AM GOING MENTAL!
I groaned and turned around. Jasper ended up sleeping on the bench in front of my window, Emmett yelled at him when he was getting ready on my bed…
Bella, why don't you go out with another guy, it won't hurt. I thought.
NO! You LOVE Edward! You will not leave Edward! Your heart belongs to him. The annoying voice came back.
Uh no! He's my patient. I don't love him, and MY heart belongs to ME! I yelled back.
YES! Bella, you do love him! Why do you think your heart thumps fast and hard when you see him and you get your MEMORY when you're near him or with him! HUH! It whispered.
… I don't know! But I don't love him! And you know what to prove you wrong … I am going to go on a date with … someone! I thought.
I closed my eyes ignoring the cussing the other voice was screaming at me.
Epov:
"You're going to go see her again?" Alice asked as I opened the door.
"Yes, I miss her" I whispered back and left.
It was still dark outside, but I could see a little bit of the sun. I ran vampire speed to her house. As soon as I was outside of her window, I smelled a different scent that wasn't hers. I ran up the tree and leaned in on a branch. He was in her room. Her back was facing me and he was lying down on the bench in front of the window. I wanted to kill him, why was he sleeping in her room, why couldn't he sleep on the couch? I felt a growl bubble deep in my chest, but before I got out I leapt off the tree and ran to the forest. She moved on! She doesn't love me! I … am no longer the owner of her heart. I stopped running and smelt the blood of an elk so to keep my mind off her I went with my hunger. When I finished I sat on the rock that was next to me and she took over my mind.
It was our honey moon and we were lying on the bed talking about our wedding.
"You don't want to make love me, don't you" She told me.
I looked at her in shock, she buried her face in my chest and I felt her tears coming down.
"Love? What do you mean?" I asked her.
"You're talking about our wedding and us meeting and what you want us to do tomorrow, you're clearly trying to talk me to sleep." She was now sobbing.
I sat up and looked at her, "No, I thought you wanted to talk?"
"I do, but it's our honey moon" She told me, she wasn't looking at me she buried her face on her pillow.
"I know love, but … I just don't want to hurt you" I took her face so she looked at me. Her eyes were closed. "Look at me Bella, please"
She opened her opened her eyes and her tears strolled down her creamy cheeks, "I trust you. I love you Edward."
"I love you too Bella," I whispered at her kissing her cheek, nose, forehead, and lips.
"I want to make love to you" She whispered kissing me.
I grabbed her and wrapped my arms around her fragile waist. She sat on my lap and locked her hands around my neck. She kissed my lips, my jaw and then my neck. I grabbed the strings behind her dress and slowly pulled them down. She stopped and looked at me nodding. And then we kissed …
We made beautiful love that night.
I came back and noticed the sun was kind of rising but the sun covered it. I sighed and ran back home.
"Edward! Bella is not coming today" Carlisle told me as I came in.
"Why!" I growled.
"Well because she says that she wanted to go out with her family friend. His name is Jasper and he's not here for long." He said and then sighed.
Edward, you're getting the wrong idea! He's just a friend of hers he thought smiling.
I smiled and walked to him giving him a big hug. Thank you, I thought.
You're Welcome he thought. I chuckled.
"Have fun" Alice skipped to me and showed me her vision.
I was going out to follow Bella.
"I'm going now" I told her and left.
I was in my car in no time and headed my way into town.
Bpov:
"I finished calling the Cullen's!" I shouted running down the stairs, but ended up tripping and falling flat on my face. Everyone laughed hard.
"Thanks," I muttered getting up.
"No problem!" smiled Emmett and Jasper.
"Rose, what are you doing here?" I asked.
"Oh, There's no school today Bells" She said.
"Um, can I talk to you then?" I whispered to her.
She looked at me and her eyes went wide open and her mouth was shaped like an 'O'. She grabbed my hand and took me to her room.
"Okay! So what kind of guy do you want?" She said as she ran into her closet.
"H-How do you know?" I asked shocked.
"Well, I could tell by the look. Duh!" She laughed.
She came out holding a black book.
"My little black book, darlings" She smiled raising an eyebrow.
I nodded and laughed.
"So… What kind" She asked.
"Surprise me" I said jumping on her bed.
"Okay, then I'm going to need you to leave" She said.
I nodded and made my way out.
"Jasper, you're coming with me?" I asked him.
"Kay," he laughed. "Where?"
"Out" I said.
"Okay, Bella you're meeting the surprise in the diner called 'The chicken pot'." Rosalie said.
I nodded and looked to Jasper.
"Ready?" I asked Jasper.
"Yup, lets goooo sugar lips!" He stood up and grabbed his coat and the keys.
Once we were out I told him what was up.
"If this boy does any-" I cut him off.
"You're not going to be there" I told him.
He made a face and looked out the window. We went to a store and just looked at clothes. Of course Jasper being the child he is, he went to the bra and underwear section and tried on the thongs. Unfortunately I saw him in it.
"Bells Come on! You have to admit I looked super SEXY!" He laughed when we were in the car.
Ugh! No! Eww! Edward would look hot though… The voice said.
GOD! Don't you shut up! I yelled at it.
"Sure" I mumbled.
I drove in the parking lot of the diner and parked the car.
"So, Is this when I leave?" He asked me.
I looked at him and nodded, he was getting out of the car when I pulled him back in.
"What are you doing!" I asked him.
"Leaving?" he asked.
"Yes, but you're driving home, with this car." I smiled at him.
"And you? How are you going home?" He asked.
"My date of course, will drive me" I laughed opening the door.
He made another face, and I left. Once I entered the waiter sat me on a booth. I was looking outside when someone rubbed my ear. I turned around startled and I back up against the window.
"Are you Bella?" He asked.
I nodded.
"My name is Tyler, Your sister told me about you, but she missed the one word that describes you entirely, Sexy" He purred.
I shivered and smiled.
"Hi" I said.
He sat down and reached out and kissed my hand.
"Did I tell you, you're sexy babe" he whispered.
"Ugh, y-yes you did, just a couple of seconds ago" I laughed.
I grabbed my hand back and put it under the table.
"What's your bra size sugar lip?" He asked.
What the hell! RRRRUUUUNNNN BELLA! The voice yelled out.
"That is not appropriate, where do you work?" I asked.
He leaned back and looked at me licking his lips, "Sex store" he chuckled.
Get UP and LEAVE NOW! The voice kept yelling.
"O-Oh, okay" was all I could say.
"And you?" He asked.
"I'm a therapist"
The waiter came and asked us what we wanted to drink.
"I'll have a coke. Please" I said.
"Rum on the rocks! Pronto!" He yelled.
Drunken buffoon!
"I'll be back" The waiter said.
After he left I turned to face the window again.
Edward, Edward, Edward! Oh I have an IDEA! CALL EDWARD! The voice hissed.
NO! Shut up! I'm on a date! I hissed back.
I suddenly felt someone sit next to me and put their arms around my waist. My heart started thumping hard.
"Let's ditch this shit and go to my place and I could show you some toys we could play with, hmm?" Tyler whispered in my ear.
It brought chills down my back, I looked at him and he pressed his lips to mine. The kiss was horrible! It was demanding, gross, and he forced his tongue into mine. That was it for me, I shoved him away and kicked him out of the booth.
"Come on baby, let's go play" He said running to me and grabbing my ass.
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" I yelled and ran.
"Come on baby" He cornered me to a window and began grinding up to me and I closed my eyes and tried to push him away.
"You like that baby?" He asked and then did something that made me want to die.
He started to unbutton his pants and mine; when he was done he reached up to grab my boobs from under my shirt. I started yelling and shouting.
"GET OFF ME! AHHH! HELP!!!" I screamed still trying to push him away.
"No one's here babe, no one can hear your scream. It's only you and me and my big 'friend'" He whispered kissing my neck.
"Please, leave me alone!" I whispered.
"Sorry baby, your body is too… delicious to let go" He whispered and his fingers began trailing down my zipper.
"AHHHHH!!! GET THE FUCK OFF ME!" I yelled and I kneed his groin.
"What the hell!" He gasped.
When he collapsed on the floor, I ran. I ran fast and kept running when I felt someone grab me from behind.
"Where do you think you're going?" He yelled at me and I began screaming again.
He covered my mouth with his hand and began pulling me back. I kicked and cried.
Bella!! Push away! The voice yelled.
I started crying hard and I begged that I would die right there, because I knew what was going to happen next. I closed my eyes and just shouted. I opened my eyes and saw that we were back at the parking lot and he was leading me to his truck. He opened the door and shoved me inside. I got up and tried to jump out, but he hovered over me.
"Oh, baby once I'm done with you, you're going to want to have seconds." He whispered in my ear and began pulling down my pants.
I screamed and screamed but he covered my mouth with his hand and started kissing my neck. I bit his hand and tried to run out when he leaned back to see his hand, but he grabbed me and pulled me back in.
"HELPPP!!!!!" I shouted once more.
"There's no one here sweetie, like I said only you me and my friend." He whispered into my ear.
EDWARD!
I closed my eyes and stopped breathing. I hear a growl and someone falling on the floor.
"Bella?" The smooth voice asked.
I kept my eyes closed.
"Bella, love?" He asked again.
Open your eyes, it's him. The voice told me. So I did what it told me. I opened my eyes and saw an angel.
"Bella, are you okay?" Edward asked concerned.
I nodded, and he reached out to touch my cheek, but I flinched away.
"D-D-Don't touch me, please" I whimpered.
He looked at me concerned and just nodded, he got out of my way and I slowly got out of the car. It was getting dark. I looked to the floor and saw him; he was lying on the floor and was unconscious. I looked back at Edward who was staring at me with so much concern. I looked back on the floor and began walking slowly.
"Where are you going?" He asked.
"Home" I said sill walking away.
He grabbed my hand and I pulled back. I looked at him scared. "P-Please don't touch me"
"Trust me Bella, I will not hurt you." He said in a sincere voice.
I looked at him.
Trust him Bella, he loves you, he will never hurt you. The voice whispered.
I stayed looking at him and he once again reached out to touch my hand. I stayed still.
"Let me take you home" He whispered to me.
I looked down and pulled away my hand and nodded. The drive home was quiet and calm, I felt safe with him, I felt right like if nothing wrong can happen being with him.
I love him. I thought. I sighed and began crying, I looked out the window and saw that we were in my drive way. I unbuckled my seatbelt and started my way out, when he touched my hand. I looked back and saw him smiling.
"I'll see you tomorrow… right?" He asked.
I looked down and shrugged. I got out of the car and saw Jasper on the porch, when he saw and felt my mood he ran up to me and hugged me tight.
"J-J-Jasper!" I sobbed. He held me tightly.
"She was going to get raped" Edward said behind me.
Jasper tightened his hug and looked at him. He led me inside and I held on to him. When we were inside I looked around and saw that no one was home.
"Rose and Em went out to eat." Jasper whispered.
I held on to his shirt.
"Who was he?" Jasper asked.
"I'm not sure" Edward said.
"H-He was the d-date R-Rose set m-me up with" I cried even more.
Edward growled and Jasper cussed under his breath.
"I'll take her to her room, thank you Edward." Jasper said.
He nodded and looked at me.
"Thank you" I whispered and hid my face on Jaspers shirt.
Edward smiled, stroked my cheek and left.
"I'll go get you something to eat." Jasper whispered letting go of me.
"NO!" I screamed and tightened my grip on his shirt. "Please don't leave me!" I began sobbing.
"Okay Bella, It's okay, I'm right here. I won't leave" He whispered picking me up and carried me to my room.
He tucked me in and was about to leave when I got scared.
"Jasper, stay with me please. Will you sleep next to me?" I whispered to him.
He smiled and kissed my forehead. He climbed on my bed and hugged me tightly. We stayed quiet, I could hear his heart beat and his breathing. That calmed me and I ended up drifting off to sleep.
Epov:
"Edward?" Asked Esme as I slammed the door.
"WHAT!" I yelled.
"A-Alice told me, what happened?" She asked hugging me.
"He almost got her, he almost got her" I whispered. "She looked so scared," I began sobbing.
"You saved her Edward" She kissed the top of my head.
"I'm leaving. I need to go find him!" I walked to the door.
"I'm coming with you" Carlisle said and was behind me in a second.
We ran out and made our way to his car.
"I wanted to kill him Carlisle!" I hissed in the car "He was thinking in his mind what he wanted to do to her! And what he was going to do after!" I held the wheel tight.
"Edward, calm down." He said looking at me.
"You saved her son." He thought.
I looked at him and looked back at the road. I could smell him. I parked the car and ran out into the bar. I followed his scent, and then I was face to face to him.
"I should kill you" I whispered to him.
He looked at me and got scared.
"SHIT! It's HIM!" He thought.
I wanted to destroy him right here right now!
"Come here son" Carlisle said to the rapist.
"W-Why?" He asked.
"You're going to jail you moron!" I yelled at him.
He looked at me scared. Carlisle grabbed him by the arm and led him out.
"Edward, go home. I'll take care of him. Go" Carlisle thought.
I nodded and ran out to see her. Feeling the breeze was nice, but I still felt my blood boiling with rage. I finally go to her house and ran up the tree and looked at the window. Her friend Jasper was sleeping with her and was cradling her in his arms. I envied him. I looked at her and she looked like if she was having a bad dream. She looked pained and scared. I wanted to keep that bad dream away from her.
I love you Bella, Please try to remember us. I thought, I stayed looking at her until her eyes fluttered open and she looked at me.
CRAP! When she blinked I flew out and ran back home.
My Beautiful Bella.
Bpov:
I blinked and he was gone. I sighed and closed my eyes.
I love Edward Cullen.