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Everything Is Wrong

"Mark is back," Edward said simply, "and he brought bad news," Edward told Carlisle.

"What is it?" he asked

"The Volturi are coming for Nessie," Edward said a little shaky. Worry washed over everyone's faces. Then Carlisle and Edward talking about 'their plan of action'; Thoughts just swirled around in my head. I sat down on the floor, as I tried to collect them. Why did Mark do that to me? He said….he said. 'I'm surprised. I still have the same effect on you as before. Your mines, Bena' his words replayed in my head over and over again. Like broken record, it keep on going, I wanted it to stop. I got a headache again, I stood up. I had to get out of here. The room was spinning around me, Bena. In my mind I saw it, I saw blood. My body still reacted, I threw up. But then I felt like I was chocking I coughed. I thought I was gonna die.

"Bena," I heard voices in my ear of sheer panic. "Bena," I heard again. I started to cry, my heart beat was speeding then it stopped. "There is no blood why is she acting like this," I heard Bella, "Bena," she called again.

"I'm tired," I said before my eyes fluttered shut.

When I woke up, everyone was sitting around me. They were anxious, "I'm hungry," I said. Esme nodded but they didn't give me any food, "I know you are," she told me instead. "We have to ask you what happened first."

"I got a headache," I started, Edward growled, "I saw it, in my head." I looked around the room Seth wasn't there. My heart kicked again, the beats uneven, and it stopped. I looked around again. The flashes of the memory reoccurred in my mind. I squeaked my temples. "All the blood, it was everywhere. It felt like I saw it with me own eyes," I removed my hands from my head. I tried to relax, taking breaths ever so often.

"Do you still have a headache," Esme asked, I shook my head. Then I saw him he was right next to me this whole time. I smiled at him; he gave me a weak smile back.

"No," I said, some of the tension was released. I was stilling looking that Seth, his smile weakening with every second. He held my hand as they continued to speak.

"I wondered why?" I heard Carlisle contemplate. Then there was a bunch of hushed words, "Bena," Seth said in my ear, he squeezed my hand so hard I thought it was gonna break it.

"Seth," I tried to tell him, "Seth, ow, ow, that hurts," I told him he loosen his grip.

"Bena, I'm sorry," he said, looking down. "I just don't want to lose you," I smiled, and ran my fingers though his hair.

"Me, neither,"

After I ate, I got some more rest; Carlisle said I needed the rest, my fever was raising. But I couldn't help but wonder why Mark would do that to me. I couldn't get those words out of my head. Everyone is keeping a really close eye on me. Carlisle is building an army so we will be prepared when the Volturi coming. Everyone is coming one by one; we tell our story about Nessie…well Nessie does with her power. They join us, and prepare for the war.

Today, I should be fully changed to a vampire again but, I'm still human. My heart still stopped in time, my skin still pale as snow; but besides that I'm as human as ever.

"Bena, doing any better?" Carlisle would asked everyday I would come down to eat breakfast. I would always reply no, shoving a spoon of frosted flakes into my mouth. I was getting really annoyed.

"Come on Bena?" Seth said to me, eat right next to me, "I have to do what you are doing everyday," He smiled, trying to hint at the joke. I smiled back but I was not feeling any better.

"That's not it," I said swirling the cereal around. Now Seth had a puzzled look, I turned to look at him, "I can't do anything,"

"What do you mean?" he questioned.

"I can't do anything" I repeated. "I can't defend myself. You guys have to watch my every move like I'm going to get myself killed. With my luck…I probably will end up died but the end of the week,"

"Bena, don't say that," Seth voice was stern and harsh. I was about to reply, when I here Bella rush into the kitchen.

"Alice and Jasper are gone," she cried.

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